Splendid in bag

"At eight o'clock tonight, there is a gay party." Sun Ruoting sent Lewis a message, "Are you coming?"

Lewis replied: "Do you really call your HOMEPARTY a 'Little Gay Party'?"

"That's right, concise and to the point." Sun Ruoting replied, "Aren't you a little gay yourself?"

Lewis didn't know whether to say "yes" or "no".

So Lewis decided, "Where?"

Sun Ruoting is considered to be the "daring" type of person, and he expresses his sexual orientation without any shyness on campus.Facing the ridicule of others, he will repay it doubly.

Speaking of it, ordinary people really can't make trouble with Sun Ruoting.

Because Sun Ruoting is not afraid of fights, quarrels, or losing face, with just these three points, he can defeat 90% of the opponents on campus.

Sun Ruoting will also recruit some friends with the same sexual orientation, and everyone will form a small group together.Thanks to this, some homosexual students with weak personalities can also be protected by small groups from the persecution of campus bullying.

After all, weak gays can easily become victims of school bullying.

Sun Ruoting's gay party invited Lewis.

Lewis is still a little hesitant about this. If he goes, it will be tantamount to becoming part of their "little gay group" in a social sense.

He did not intend to do so.

Sun Ruoting naturally saw Lewis's hesitation.

He couldn't bear this behavior of wandering around the edge of the cabinet.

"Oh my god, I didn't ask you to fuck me." Sun Ruoting sent a message, "You are just here for fun! You are the son of the Liu family, what are you afraid of?"

Lewis really didn't know what he was afraid of.

But he was obviously afraid.

He replied: "You guys have fun."

"Why don't you come?" Sun Ruoting said, "Look down on us?"

Lewis replied: "I have something at home."

Probably in order to do a full set of plays, or because he was afraid that Sun Ruoting would come to the dormitory and block people, Lewis called a car and went home that night.

When he returned home, he saw the light in the back garden again.

So, he went to the pool in the back garden again, and still saw the butterfly swimming figure.

"It's beautiful." Lewis thought silently.

Then again he was surprised by his own thoughts.

He rarely applied the word "beautiful" to his elder brother.

True, the older brother's physical appearance was outstanding, but he never judged.

Hughes emerged from the water, brushing his wet hair while looking up at Lewis: "Why are you back tonight?"

"Come back once in a while," Lewis said.

"You are very well-behaved. You basically follow the school's regulations." Hughes walked up the escalator to the shore while talking.

The moonlight was shining, and the transparent pool water slid down Hughes' strong shoulders, like mercury pouring down the ground.

Lewis looked at Hughes, and found that Hughes was no longer an immature boy, but had a body full of masculine strength.

Hughes put on a white towel and sat on the beach chair: "It's okay, you will obey the school's requirements and board at the school."

Lewis didn't intend to answer the question, so he shifted the conversation to Hughes: "You are the opposite. You rarely stay in the school dormitory."

"Yes." Hughes lay on the rattan beach chair with a leisurely posture, "I have my own reasons."

Lewis sat down on the chair next to him: "What's the reason?"

"I'm gay, and it's not very convenient to live in a same-sex group who like to be naked." Hughes said.

It was as if Lewis had been struck by lightning, that expression—Ten years later, Hughes could still laugh when he remembered Lewis' expression at this time.

"GAY?" Lewis was stunned.

Hughes said, "Yes."

Lewis backed away a little. "Are you kidding me?"

"I'm afraid not." Hughes leaned back in his chair, his tone was quite ordinary, as if talking about the weather.

Hughes glanced at Lewis lightly: "The way you look at me has changed. Is sexuality such a disturbing thing, Xiao Yi? You won't discriminate against me, will you?"

Lewis shook his head quickly: "I'm just surprised."

"Are you more surprised than when you found out you were gay?" Hughes asked.

Lewis was stunned for a while before saying, "I don't understand what you mean."

"A lot of people in school now say that you are gay and joined a club of some kind of gay guys."

Lewis's head hurts: "I didn't join that club."

Lewis couldn't even get the words "little gay" out of his mouth.

Hughes smiled: "It's best if you don't have one." With that said, Hughes picked up a bottle of mineral water next to him and unscrewed the cap.

Lewis is also a little parched, probably because of nervousness.Therefore, he also picked up a bottle of water that was placed next to him, gulped it down, and said, "Why don't you want me to join that club?"

"It's good for you to know about your sexual orientation. You don't need to make such a big fuss." Hughes took a sip of water and said slowly, "Especially in this period."

"This period?" Lewis seemed puzzled, "What do you mean?"

"It's this vulnerable period," Hughes said.

"Fragile?"

Hughes said: "Can you imagine? If Dad knew we were gay, he would send us to electroshock therapy in minutes."

Lewis was taken aback.

He didn't seem to have thought of this situation.

After discovering his own sexuality, Lewis fell into a dilemma, but most of his energy was spent on understanding himself rather than dealing with external circumstances.

This probably has something to do with Lewis's personality.

Lewis has always been a person with a strong sense of security, and he prefers self-exploration instead of thinking about how to resist external risks.

Not so Hughes.

Once something changes, Hughes will first consider the worst possibility.

When Lewis heard this now, he broke out in a cold sweat.

Maybe Lewis is still young and hasn't figured out many things, but he is very clear about what kind of character and behavior his father is.Just like what Hughes said, Dad has absolutely no bottom line for the sake of "decency".It is really not a joke to say that he was pushed to do "electric shock therapy" and "property correction".

Dad can do it.

Maybe it is because of such a father that they have a mother who is almost 40 years old and still does high-intensity exercise every day to keep in shape.This beautiful mother not only has a graceful figure and firm skin, but also, as two sons, neither of them has a mother without makeup in their memories.

"Being Mrs. Liu, this is the basic requirement." My father said this matter in a natural tone.

Once on the red carpet, my mother fell down because her high heels were too high.Dad felt very humiliated, so he sent mom to a high-heeled shoes training class for a month of hellish training.After returning home, my mother wore 12-inch high-heeled shoes with a water bowl on her head and walked on the mud and sandy ground as if she was playing, but after taking off the high-heeled shoes, there were red and swollen scars.

This is a very strict parent.

Thinking of all this, Lewis closed his eyes tiredly.

But Hughes reached out and stroked the back of Lewis's hand: "Like the same sex is a very common thing, you don't need to feel uneasy."

Lewis opened his eyes silently, and said after a while, "How do you know I'm uneasy?"

"Like people like Sun Ruoting, you usually don't even bother to say a few words, but now you are willing to make friends with them. Even if you don't like his behavior or words, you still associate with him. Why? It's because you want to find a group. Gain a sense of identity. It’s like a Chinese who has just left his hometown and went to a strange country. He doesn’t know anything and can’t speak anything. Life. Then, even if this fellow is someone he doesn't usually like, he will follow this fellow." Hughes said lightly, "It's just such a simple truth."

Lewis was speechless.

Lewis always looks calm and doesn't show anxiety when he encounters any problems, but in fact, he is just an underage adolescent boy, how can he not be anxious about anything?

"If you need a 'citizen', why are you looking for Sun Ruoting?" Hughes squeezed Lewis' hand, "Why didn't you look for me?"

Lewis' hand was tightly held in the palm of Hughes.

Lewis found himself unable to break free.

Such a disparity in power made Lewiston anxious.

Lewis' insecurities about his brother were far more serious than his insecurities about his sexuality.

I don't know when, Hughes seems to have become Lewis's "allergen".

If he is too close to Hughes, he will be anxious and nervous.

Lewis struggled away from Hughes: "No need."

Hughes was so categorically rejected by Lewis, his face immediately showed a look of disappointment.

"You really don't like me," Hughes said, "brother."

"I don't dislike you." Lewis didn't want to appear ruthless to his brother, but said slowly, "But sometimes, I always feel that I can't trust you."

Hughes looked at Lewis' face and smiled for a while: "You are very smart, brother."

"Ok?"

"Indeed, it's better not to believe me," Hughes said.