so many crushes

He Qiduo was very anxious in the corner. He saw Shu Mufeng say something in Yin Luo'er's ear, but he couldn't hear clearly.

What did the pangolin say!

Shu Mufeng and Yin Luoer are so close, and Mi Tang has given up on Shu Mufeng, so will he and Yin Luoer be together?After all, not everyone can resist his charm.

He Qiduo regretted his plan somewhat.

The next day, Mi Tang and Yin Luo'er withdrew from the club one after another, Yu Xun and the others looked bewildered, and only He Qiduo and Shu Mufeng knew it.

"Don't you think it's a pity that Yin Luo'er quit the company?" He Qiduo decided to make an excuse.

"No." Shu Mufeng's answer has always been so simple and clear.

"I said, didn't you get very close? Why do you seem to have no feeling at all? I thought you were going to be together soon."

"Aren't you and Mi Tang the same?"

"That's different."

"What is your purpose is my purpose."

"Oh..." He Qiduo responded casually, and after realizing it, he asked in surprise: "What?"

What the hell is going on? Could it be that he knows what I'm thinking and cooperates with me in acting?This is unscientific. Why did he help me? Is it because he doesn't like those two girls?It's not scientific either. I hate girls because I like him, so he doesn't like girls...

He Qiduo was confused by his own logic, and then blurted out in a flash.

"Shu Mufeng, I like you, the kind that I want to sleep with you."

Silence flowed between the two, and He Qiduo regretted it as soon as he said it, but what he said was like water poured out, and he couldn't take it back.

"Okay, you don't have to respond..." He Qiduo broke the deadlock, and was interrupted by Shu Mufeng before he could finish speaking.

"Why did you say it?" Shu Mufeng stared straight at him, his dark eyes reflected He Qiduo's slightly anxious expression.

"Why, tell me."

How much anxiety was washed away in an instant, replaced by calm, "Because I like you, there is nothing to hide."

"Isn't it as good as before?" Shu Mufeng's voice was very soft, with an undetectable sadness.

He Qiduo felt that Shu Mufeng was a little different today, and he couldn't say exactly what was different.

"I'm not gay." Shu Mufeng stated lightly.

"Me neither." He Qiduo smiled and said, "I just like you."

"I see."

After saying this sentence, no matter how much he said, Shu Mufeng remained silent.

After class, he packs up his things, turning a blind eye to He Qiduo.He Qiduo was a little at a loss, took his hand and said: "Can you tell me exactly?"

"Let go."

Startled so much, Shu Mufeng took the opportunity to break free from him and left in a hurry.

He Qiduo has been unhappy for several days. If Shu Mufeng refuses himself, he can give up, if he agrees, he can give.But the current situation makes it difficult for him to grasp, letting go is neither continuing nor continuing.

The most important thing is that Shu Mufeng has been avoiding him, even in class, he tried to stagger with He Qiduo, not giving him a chance.

He Qiduo was immersed in his own thinking until the door of the house, and did not notice Qiao Shangsi who greeted him as soon as he came home.

"Brother." Qiao Shangsi called out in doubt.

How many fell on deaf ears.

Qiao Shangsi silently picked up a glass from the table, then slipped his hand and fell to the ground.

"Pa——" The sound of broken glass pulled back so many thoughts. When he saw Qiao Shangsi picking up glass shards, he hurried over to stop him.

"lay down!"

Hearing this, Qiao Shangsi tightened his grip on the fragments in his hand, and bright red liquid dripped from his fingers.

He Qiduo broke away his hand, snatched away the blood-stained glass shards, and brought him a medical kit to stop the bleeding and bandage him. After confirming that it was all right, he was a little annoyed, "Who allowed you to hurt yourself? And in front of me Mian, are you still young?"

"I'm not young anymore, so can you stop treating me like a child?"

He Qiduo laughed back angrily, "What? Are you contradicting me? 14 years old is not too old, at least you can tell whether it hurts or not, and whether you are hurt or not. Ask me not to treat you like a child, but you act like an adult show me?"

"You don't even look at me."

Every time Qiao Shangsi showed such an expression and said such words, there were so many that he had to surrender.

After the two stalemate for a while, He Qiduo said: "You hurt yourself just to get my attention?"

"Ah."

He Qiduo felt a little tired, frustrated outside, and there was something at home that made him worry.

"Brother, do you have someone you like?" Qiao Shangsi asked lightly.

He Qiduo patted his head, "You are still young, don't ask these questions."

Qiao Shangsi pushed his hand away for the first time, "I'm not young anymore, my brother said so."

"Stop cooking today, I'll take you out to eat."

"Who is that person? Is it from the elder brother's club?"

"Qiao Shangsi, shut up." He Qiduo was annoyed and looked irritable.

"I don't." Qiao Shangsi's clear eyes revealed a trace of stubbornness, "You can't like others, you said that I am the most important."

"It's different." He Qiduo rubbed his temple helplessly.

"what's the difference?"

"Qiao Shangsi, listen carefully to every word I say now. I like men, but I don't know if I'm gay or not. I only know that I will be very happy to see him, and my heart beats faster. Others People can't make me feel like that."

Qiao Shangsi listened quietly, only the shallow breathing of the two remained for a while.

"I have love for that person, and family affection for you. You are the most important thing, that's true, but you can't be the only one in my world. When you grow up, you will understand, and you can't be the only one in your world."

"But I only want you to enter my world, and no one else." Qiao Shangsi stared at He Qiduo, his lips were bitten white by himself, like a little beast ready to go.

He Qiduo sneered: "Okay, the wings are hard, aren't they? Since you don't listen to me, why should I support you?"

This sentence will always be Qiao Shangsi's Achilles' heel, and he regrets it after He Qiduo said it, but the two of them are in a stalemate, and he can't hold back.

Qiao Shangsi suddenly knocked away so many people, pushed open the door and ran out without looking back, and disappeared at the stairs in a blink of an eye.

He Qiduo immediately chased him out, but he didn't find Qiao Shangsi's figure when he looked around. He carefully looked at the people passing by along the sidewalk.

No, none of them are him.

Leaning wearily under the street lamp, he took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took out one and lit it, took a puff and then spit it out gently.Amid the smog, He Qiduo faded away from his usual sunny and upright appearance, replaced by a decadent beauty that cannot be ignored.

He has never been as pure as he appears on the surface, and he has never done bad things in front of others, so few people know that he will smoke, drink and fight.Since junior high school, he has known how to strategize and defeat those who dislike him without a single soldier.He thought he wouldn't feel bored and lost because of anyone, but it didn't seem to be the case.