flirt with wife

Aunt Wang took all the servants out of the living room, only Gu Nanbei and Xu Anran were left in the living room, Gu Nanbei put down the knife and fork, very serious.

On the table was the fragrant black rice porridge, Gu Nanbei took out a bowl, put it in front of Xu Anran, and said: "Eat some first, the conversation will take a long time."

It means that her story is very long, maybe it will take a long time to tell, Xu Anran said "yes", she took the bowl, added sugar, and ate with her head down.

"I told you before about my parents' divorce." Gu Nanbei's voice was inexplicably low, her expression was depressed, and her fingers were trembling slightly, "I lied to you when I said I didn't hate any of them. Actually , I hate them, and when I hate, I want to drag them to hell together."

Xu Anran was startled when he heard that, he couldn't eat anymore, no matter how hot the porridge was, it would be completely cold now.She calmed down for a while, stabilized her mind, and said: "It's okay, it's okay, everything is over, I'll be with you."

"You don't know how scary it is to be a parent without having to go through a formal exam." Gu Nanbei said, "When I was 15 years old, my mother left with a man, not because of the man's romance, but because of her suffering. Not my father."

"Are you tired?" Xu Anran asked, she was referring to emotional fatigue.

Gu Nanbei shook her head, "She said, she still loves her, but she just can't bear it. She can't accept my father's fiery love, and can't accept my father following her like a stalker. No matter where she goes, my father is like a shadow .”

Speaking of this, she smiled mockingly, and her face became confused again at this moment, "But in the past ten years, she has always said that she likes my father's appearance, even though my father often turns into two kinds of people, She doesn't bother."

If the relationship between Gu's father and Gu's mother can last forever, it will be considered a good story, but once it collapses, it will become the laughing stock of irony, sour.

At that time, Gu's father was a college student. He was tall and had a cold personality. He was the favorite of many girls, but he never fell in love.Gu's mother pursued him for four years in college, and Gu's father was slightly relieved.

When they were in love, Gu's father told me that he was sick, and mentally, he was much more disabled than everyone imagined, but Gu's mother did not give up.

She pursued him first, then proposed to him, and she was the one who couldn't stand it later.

Xu Anran scooped up the porridge, feeling very uncomfortable.

What Gu's mother said to Gu's father, she told Gu Nanbei once. No wonder Gu Nanbei still didn't believe her. It turned out that there was such a precedent here.

"She said something hurtful when she went away."

Gu Nanbei was only 15 years old at the time. It was a surprise to her that her parents were going to divorce. She was very flustered, and she didn't want to lose any other relatives.

But no matter how reluctant she is, she has to face it.

She could never forget the scene on the day her mother left. After packing up her things, her mother hugged her and kept crying. Gu Nanbei thought she was reluctant.

Just as she was shedding tears and trying to comfort her mother, her mother said something that she would never forget, and would wake her up even in a dream. It was also the beginning of her nightmare.

Gu Nanbei imitated Gu's mother's tone, "She told me, Nanbei, you are also sick, I am very scared, I am afraid that you will be tortured forever, I am afraid that I will not be able to persist, and then I will abandon you. You Just follow your father, dear."

One sentence buried the root of Gu Nanbei's illness.

Not to mention the underage Gu Nanbei, now Xu Anran feels scared when she hears it, she looks concerned but is actually very vicious.

After Gu's mother left, Gu's father was very decadent, locked the door behind him every day, watched the video of Gu's mother proposing and getting married to him, questioned himself over and over again, and blamed himself for all the responsibility, saying that this disease was the original sin, saying that his ill.

Who can bear it, Gu Nanbei asked herself, but she didn't dare to ask, she was afraid that she would be crazy and be rejected by everyone, so she could only pray that she was not sick.

"My father...he is a very good person, but..." Gu Nanbei shook hands, even if he said hate, he still found a reason for his father, "It's just that he will be afraid of me if he doesn't know."

Xu Anran didn't know how to comfort her, she could only hold her hand tightly, she couldn't imagine how unbearable Gu Nanbei's life was before.

Gu Nanbei took a deep breath, she was so domineering and fierce before, but now her eyes are red, she closed them hard, "This is just the beginning."

"Ah?" Xu Anran didn't understand what she meant, and panicked at the same time.

Seeing that Gu Nanbei stood up and walked to the door of the utility room on the first floor, she was silent for a while, then opened the door, and Xu Anran also stood up with her.

Then, she saw Gu Nanbei walk in, took out a photo album from the corner of the bookshelf inside, and handed it to her, "This is a photo album I made when I was 15 years old."

There is a lot of dust on the photo album, it should be because it hasn't been browsed for a long time, Xu Anran has done it before, but she didn't look at it very much, and threw it all away when she went abroad.

Xu Anran wiped the album clean with toilet paper, opened the first page, and saw two familiar faces, a group photo of Gu Nanbei and Xiao Ran.

They were wearing skirts of the same color, holding a badminton in one hand and a badminton racket in the other, and they all laughed happily while standing together.

Xu Anran was pleased, "You were really good friends before."

"Neighbors talk about everything." Gu Nanbei said lightly, her voice trembling slightly, probably because she hadn't reacted to her emotions just now, "It can also be called a very good friend."

Xu Anran flipped through a few pages, and saw a postcard with words written by Xiao Ran on the back. The brushstrokes were immature, yet delicate, with a gentle feeling.

It was written: Nan Bei, don't worry, even if the whole world says you are sick, I will not leave you, we are the closest people in the world, you have to believe me.

After reading this passage, Xu Anran's eyes widened in shock.

Thinking in another way, if she were Xiao Ran, she would never mention the word "illness" when comforting Gu Nanbei.

But Xiao Ran was very strange, it would be mentioned in the next few postcards, reminding Gu Nanbei that he was sick all the time.

It was simply a strong psychological suggestion that Xiao Ran was pushing Gu Nanbei to the brink of death step by step!

Xu Anran's fingers were trembling, Xiao Ran obviously did it on purpose, she looked at Gu Nanbei, Gu Nanbei probably was hurt too much, so she turned her face away and didn't look at the photo album.

She then flipped back, and the rest were basically postcards given to her by Xiao Ran, and there were not many photos of the two of them together.

From the beginning to the end, there is a chilly feeling.

The last one is written on the graduation photo.

In the graduation photo of the third year of junior high school, Gu Nanbei is tall, standing in the last row of girls, keeping a wide distance from the people around her, to sort out the feeling of the crowd.

Xiao Ran stood among the girls, and the two girls around her put their hands on her shoulders, the stars were holding the moon, the strong contrast made people feel very uncomfortable.

The words on the back are: Nan Bei, you are indeed sick, but this world is wrong, if only you could find a way to leave this world, then you will not be tired.

Hold!Xu Anran was about to scold someone, she wished she could tear up the photo!

What exactly is Xiao Ran going to do!

"She's gone too far!" Xu Anran clenched her fists, "Why should she say you're sick? Is she a doctor or a god!"

Gu Nanbei's face was gloomy, but her heart eased a little.

At the beginning, no one said anything about what happened in her family, but for some reason, it spread in the school, and she became a patient.

Everyone stayed away from her, saying that she was mentally ill and had violent tendencies, and that she was not legally responsible for killing someone with a mental illness, and that if she bit someone, she would be infected.

Before the doctor sentenced her to death, Gu Nanbei was sentenced to death by everyone.Friends said that she was sick and stayed away from her, the teacher said that she was sick and had to let her go, and even relatives said that being sick was a kind of torture.

Sick, sick, sick, Gu Nanbei didn't know if she had a split personality, she hadn't figured it out, she hadn't had time to go for a checkup, she was just sick like that.

The whole process was so unexpected.

People's memory of good things is always short, and her memory only has the cynicism of those people, without any warmth at all.

"If you can't remember it, don't think about it."

Too scheming.

Xu Anran rolled up his sleeves, wanting to beat up Xiao Ran, "Why do you still keep this photo album! Why don't you just burn it, I'll get angry just looking at it!"

Especially there is a group photo of Xiao Ran and Gu Nanbei in it.

Gu Nanbei stood for a while, then went to get her a lighter, "I forgot." She never mentioned it to others, and everything was sealed up.

It was Xu Anran who opened his heart.

Xu Anran brought the trash can over, lit it, and threw it into it to burn. Even if she didn't burn her fingers, she still felt hot.

"Did you just read these postcards and you can't think about it?" If it were her, she would not be able to stand it. How many people can survive this kind of campus cold violence?

"No." Gu Nanbei said, "Afterwards."

"At that time, no one paid attention to me, and suddenly Xiao Ran ignored me. She was very kind to me at that time, at least that's how I remember it. She would scold people for me and fight for me, just like you and Yu Jinling. Friendship."

"Suddenly one day, like my mother, she broke down and cried to me and told me to stay away from her, otherwise others would say she was crazy."

At that time, she thought that she had been abandoned by the whole world, so she had to die. At a young age, she thought of death in despair.

Gu Nanbei heard too much and couldn't take it anymore, "After that, I went abroad."

At the end, what she said was understated, and she didn't mention a word about suicide. She just brought it up. It should be very painful.

Xu Anran felt distressed and angry.

Without waiting for her to speak, Gu Nanbei said coldly: "Facts have proved that no matter whether it is love or friendship, no one can accept a mental patient for a long time. No matter how good the relationship is, it will be disintegrated."

She told Xu Anran about the two feelings, hinting at their future.How sweet it is like honey, how beautiful it is now, will end in embarrassment in the end.

After finishing speaking, he kept staring at Xu Anran, his expression seemed to say to Xu Anran, "Look, this is a bloody example, and so are we."

"Xu Anran, who will let who live forever?"

The author has something to say: There was a problem with the timing. Fortunately, I went to take a look at it in the early morning. I am super sorry.