At the same table, let's make a bet

Ye Tian was almost dragged into the infirmary by Fu Xichen, and the two of them were silent in tacit understanding on the way.

When he arrived at the infirmary, the teacher gave him antipyretics and told him to lie on the small bed in the room, and asked with his pockets in his pocket, "Will you stay with me for a while or go back to work?"

The two spoke at the same time, but they didn't say the same sentence. The teacher in the infirmary said helplessly: "Is this going back or not? Do you want to decide by guessing?"

Fu Xichen patted Ye Tian's hand lightly, looked at the teacher and said, "I won't return."

Ye Tian rolled his eyes aside, before Fu Xichen covered his mouth before he could speak.

Although it was winter, the boy's hands were still warm, and the calluses formed from holding the pen for a long time just touched his lips.Probably because he just wanted to signal, so Fu Xichen didn't use any force. He just covered his mouth with his palm, which made him itchy. He wanted to reach out and pull those familiar hands down, and hold them firmly.

The teacher yawned, nodded and said, "That's right, you guys help me watch, I'll go out and do something."

Fu Xichen responded with a smile: "Okay, don't worry, teacher."

The teacher didn't say anything, he waved his hand and walked out of the infirmary, closing the door by the way.

After the sound of "click", the whole room suddenly fell silent, as if time had stopped suddenly. Ye Tian felt that these few seconds had passed very painfully, but he was reluctant to pull the boy's hand off, so he could only watch quietly. He wears the light brown curly hair of a teenager, just like he used to do when he was a child.

He could only quietly show such an expression behind his back, cautiously...

Fu Xichen was still looking in the direction of the door, and spoke first, "Can you listen to me first?"

Ye Tian pursed his lips and nodded, the young man turned his head at this moment, the previous smile disappeared on his face, he lowered his hands, and said seriously: "Sijie told me..."

Ye Tian clenched his hand on his lap, then slowly let go, smiled helplessly and said, "I knew she would say..."

Fu Xichen pursed his lips, leaned over and held his hand, and was thrown away by the young man before he could speak. The young man rolled his eyes as before, and said, "I know you can't agree, you might still It's disgusting, so please don't touch me."

Fu Xichen froze for a moment, withdrew his hand, straightened up and whispered, "I'm sorry..."

Ye Tian smiled, but there was no smile in his eyes, he looked up at him and said: "You are not wrong, you don't need to apologize. It is me who is wrong, I can't control myself. I am disgusting to you... ..."

Fu Xichen couldn't bear it and said: "You didn't, really. It doesn't matter if you like men or women, it's your own choice after all..."

Ye Tian laughed at himself twice, glanced at the young man who pursed his lips and stopped talking, lowered his head and said: "But I like you... I know it's impossible, but I still like you.

"Don't worry, I won't do anything to you, I don't want to... I can't even be friends in the end..."

I don't want to even look at your back quietly like this, and say a few words to you...

Fu Xichen met his gaze: "At first I just thought Sijie liked you...I didn't expect..."

Ye Tian put away his smile, and looked up at the boy he had been secretly in love with for ten years: "I didn't expect the reality to be so bloody, haha... Both Qin Sijie and I are stubborn people, the only one among the three who can go out." it's just you...

"Please…

"Please be happy. Be with Sijie for me.

"Let me be alone for a while It will be fine in a while, I will control the distance with you this year."

Like countless times before...

Fu Xichen shook the hand by his side, sighed and said, "I have to go back tomorrow in February, and I won't stay for a year...I...you know I can't let go. Not only Sijie, I I can't let you go either."

Ye Tian lowered his head, chuckled twice and said: "Who can let it go... We have known each other for 17 years, and we have been together since we were born.

"But what's the use of not letting go? None of us can let go, and none of us can let go, but we can't all trap ourselves in this circle for the rest of our lives. At least...at least..."

"So you're planning to make me let go? You think I can let go when you can't let go?" Fu Xichen took a step forward, his calf bone slammed into the edge of the bed, but he didn't pay attention to the pain coming from his leg , but raised his hands to pinch the boy's chin, forcing him to raise his head and look at him, "Do you also think that I can let go of everything just like Sijie?"

"I..." Ye Tian looked into his bloodshot eyes and didn't know what to say for a while.

Fu Xichen smiled wryly and said, "If you can't let go, you think I can? You know we've known each other since birth...

"Do you know why I came back suddenly? It's not because I miss Sijie, not because I miss you.

"It's because I miss you."

Ye Tian opened his mouth, not knowing what to say for a while, Fu Xichen put down his hand, took a few steps back, sat on the chair next to him, twitched the corners of his mouth, and said with a forced smile: "Didn't you just finish taking the medicine?" Is it very sleepy, let’s sleep for a while. I’ll go back to work together when you wake up.”

Ye Tian didn't close his eyes immediately, but looked at the young man quietly for a while, and finally choked out a few words: "I'm sorry."

Fu Xichen waved his hand, raised his hand and pinched the bridge of his nose, and said, "None of us is at fault, and there is no need to apologize. Take a break and let me think about it myself."

Ye Tian still didn't intend to close his eyes, Fu Xichen pursed his lips and said, "I won't leave."

Ye Tian swallowed, trying not to tremble in his voice: "If it's okay...after I wake up, can I just pretend that we haven't said this?

"As if it was just a dream.

"You still don't know that I like you, we are still best friends, and I can continue to have a crush on you."

Fu Xichen met his gaze, took a deep breath, and said, "Okay. Go to sleep."

Ye Tian lay down slowly, and he casually pulled the quilt to cover himself. He obviously couldn't fall asleep because of the anxiety in his heart, but because of the effect of the medicine, his mind was dizzy, and he soon fell asleep.

The young man sitting on the side watched quietly for a while, got up and helped him pull the quilt up, and then sat back, looking at a corner of the white floor, wondering what he was thinking.

Ye Tian didn't sleep well this time, he dreamed about many things.

Most of them were all kinds of things that happened between him and Ah Chen when they were young, ranging from doing homework and taking a shower together to skipping cram school together.

In a small part, he looked at Ah Chen and said coldly: "Disgusting." Or he found that he could no longer find Ah Chen after waking up.

It would be great if I could bury this feeling a little deeper, a little deeper, and not let anyone find out in this life.

Why, why the person I like is a man...

Why am I also a man...

The author has something to say: Me!I'm home! ! !

It will be updated at ten o'clock in the morning from today~

This month, there will be one-three-five updates first, let me sort out the outline slowly, and the speed will come up later.

Thank you for waiting for my little cuties~ I love you so much, what a chirp~

Thanks to the little angel in the new collection! ! !Hold on! ! !

This is a huge short... But I don't want to put it together with other content, so I published a chapter separately.

Then the stupid author decided with great conscience to update another chapter today (look up to boast~

There will be another chapter in a while, everyone, don’t miss it, Chirp~

Xiao Tiantian's dog blood story is almost like this, the love between the three of them is a dead end, no one can let go, no one can get out.

Fu Xichen's feelings for Ye Tian are probably more than friendship, but less than love.