At the same table, let's make a bet

Eight people entered the largest private room together. Xie An spread out on the sofa, patted the seat beside him and said, "Are you sitting here for nothing?"

Chen Haiqing nodded, and sat next to him with his bag in his arms, when he heard Cheng Jinrong standing at the door and asking, "Do you want a drink?"

Chen Haiqing quickly raised his hand and said, "Can you get me a cup of iced coffee?"

Xie An immediately sat up straight and said, "The assistant class will give you two cups of hot chocolate, but I don't want the iced coffee."

Cheng Jinrong leaned against the door with her mobile phone and said helplessly, "Why don't you two have a fight before deciding what to drink?"

Xie An frowned, looked back at Chen Haiqing and said, "Why do you suddenly want to drink iced coffee? What should I do if my stomach hurts and I feel dizzy?"

Chen Haiqing pursed his lips and blinked, and said, "Don't you have medicine? It's okay. It's a rare drink."

Xie An looked at him silently, and after a while slowly said in a very serious tone: "It was prepared for when your stomach hurts accidentally, not for you to eat without regard to your body.

"If you really want to eat ice, you can eat it after you get better, can you?"

Chen Haiqing opened his eyes wide and said: "But it will take a long time, and it may not be good, why not be able to toss while you are young..."

Chen Haiqing didn't know why he suddenly felt that Xie An was angry. The young man in front of him was sullen, with the corners of his mouth slightly pressed down, and the facial lines that usually looked soft were a little stiff at this moment.

Chen Haiqing's voice became smaller and smaller, and finally he just pursed his lips and stopped talking. Looking carefully into his eyes, Xie An asked, "Coffee or chocolate?"

Chen Haiqing quickly replied: "Chocolate."

Xie An nodded, the corners of his mouth still didn't rise as usual, he just turned his head and said to Cheng Jinrong: "Two cups of hot chocolate will be fine, no coffee. Thank you."

After speaking, he hugged the bag and sank into the sofa, closing his eyes slightly, not knowing what he was thinking. The others also felt that the atmosphere here was suddenly weird, so Ye Tian could only stand by the karaoke machine and said, "Then let's start singing? Who Sing first?"

Zhao Yu put down his bag and raised his hand, "I'll go first."

Then he ran to Ye Tian's side to choose a song. Under the baptism of Zhao Yu's tragic singing, everyone actively chose a song, and the atmosphere finally became a little more lively.

But Xie An still sat there motionless, and he didn't seem to want to sing.

Chen Haiqing quietly moved towards Xie An, then leaned slightly towards him, and whispered, "Seven seconds? I was wrong, don't get angry, okay?"

Maybe it was because the voice in the private room was too loud, but Xie An still closed his eyes, as if he didn't hear anything.

Chen Haiqing had no choice but to gently pull Xie An's sleeve, Xie An's eyes opened slightly, glanced at him and then quickly closed.

Chen Haiqing bit her lip, leaned on him, leaned against his ear and said, "Seven seconds, I was wrong, okay? Don't ignore me."

Xie An stood up and walked outside. Chen Haiqing was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly followed, and found that Xie An turned left and right for a while and then walked into the stairwell.

He followed in without thinking, but he didn't expect that when Xie An turned around suddenly, he bumped into Xie An's somewhat solid chest.

Chen Haiqing took a step back, raised his head slightly, looked at Xie An with no expression on his face, and said, "I was wrong, I shouldn't have said that I wanted iced coffee, please don't be angry, okay?"

Xie An just looked at him straightly, there was no light in the stairwell, Xie An could barely see the outline of the young man in the darkness, but he could imagine Chen Haiqing's wide-open eyes at this moment, narrowed into a line Yes, some thin lips.

He was actually not angry because Chen Haiqing said that he wanted to drink iced coffee, but because he said that it would take a long time to get better, and he had to be able to toss while he was young.

Hearing this sentence, his heart twitched inexplicably.

I heard from Chen Haiqing before that why his stomach is bad, it's not from nature, but because of too much work in junior high school, he always skipped breakfast, always skipped a meal, and often drank iced coffee.

Three years passed, and my body collapsed.

He still remembered Chen Haiqing's careless manner when he said these things, as if what he was ruining was not his own body.

Xie An thought, why did I meet him so late, why didn't I study hard in elementary school and pass the S exam?

In this way, I can get to know him in junior high school, take good care of him, and he won't be bullied, and he won't be in bad health.

The more he thought about it, the angrier he became, and he punched Chen Haiqing on the wall behind him. Chen Haiqing pursed his lips and trembled, and said, "Don't hit the wall, your hand will hurt. If you want to hit something... you can hit me, okay?" good?"

After hearing this, Xie An continued to grow angry. He took a step forward, and Chen Haiqing took a step back, leaning his back against the wall and said, "I haven't touched coffee for a long time, and I suddenly want to drink it. I'll drink it next time." Stop drinking, okay?"

Xie An suddenly lowered his head, protected the back of his head with one hand, gently pinched the boy's soft waist with the other, and kissed him fiercely, not as gentle and lingering as before, but nibbling impatiently.

Chen Haiqing was confused by this, but thought that he might be too angry, so she placed her hands on his back, and gently stroked along the protruding spine.

After a while, Xie An let go of his mouth, pressed his forehead and said, "Do I look very violent? Why do you think I want to hit you when I'm angry? Huh?"

Chen Haiqing was startled by his vicious tone, shrank his neck and said: "No, I just heard that beating people is very relieved..."

Xie An noticed his nervousness, so he softened his tone and said, "You usually read less online and read more, you know? Don't read those weird things."

Chen Haiqing: ...Are you really ashamed to talk about me...

But he still said obediently: "Okay."

Xie An inserted his fingers into Chen Haiqing's soft hair, leaned his cheek against Chen Haiqing's slightly hot cheek because he couldn't breathe, and said, "I'm not angry because you want to drink coffee...I'm because of you Said that you want to toss yourself while you are young..."

Chen Haiqing: ... He really has this idea from before to now.

But he still said obediently: "I was wrong, I won't say that in the future."

When Xie An heard this, he thought of something, bit his earlobe lightly and said: "If you don't say that, you will still think so, you say you know but you will still do it, you think I won't Know your little thoughts?

"It's like this every time, I think too much, and then I don't tell me anything, and I have to guess by myself. If I guess right, I am lucky. If I guess wrong, you can say that I guessed right, and then coax I am happy, continue to think about your business, right?

"Chen Haiqing, although I am almost a year younger than you, I don't have a brain that is a year younger than you.

"I used to care about what other people think. I have cared about it for more than ten years. I can tell what other people are thinking at a glance. It is the same for everyone. Many times it is easy for me to guess what you think, but I don't want to guess.

"When it comes to love, it's too shabby to use guessing to communicate."

Chen Haiqing was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Xie An to say that, although what he said was true.

Chen Haiqing bit her lip and thought about what to say to calm down the boy in front of her, then she heard the boy continue to say: "You always feel that I don't know you are playing tricks, do you?

"You seem very easy-going, but in fact, you will not change your mind easily because of a few words of mine. You just promised me that you will never do anything again because you are afraid of trouble and getting angry.

"You talk about whether I think you are too scheming, but you always want me to know, don't you? What do you want to prove? What do you want to tell yourself? What do you want to test?

"Even if I know you are scheming, I won't leave you? Or do you want me to realize how scheming you are and then leave?

"Chen Haiqing, I told you that it doesn't matter what kind of person you are, whether you are serious or not, the important thing is that I know you have never used these things to harm me, have you?

"I just need to know this is enough. I know that you are insecure, you are always thinking about things, afraid of losing, and I am always worried that you want too much and keep giving you promises and telling you that I love you.

"But what's the use of saying more? Do you really accept it?"

Chen Haiqing opened his mouth, he didn't expect Xie An to think so much, he only choked out one word: "I..."

Xie An interrupted him and continued: "Don't tell me that you are wrong, the most pale words between lovers are just that I was wrong.

"Whether I'm angry or sad, I don't want to hear you say that you are wrong. In my opinion, you are not wrong. It is always me who is wrong. It is my fault that causes this or that to happen. It is me You are not capable enough to solve your problems, which leads you to think about everything in your heart and not tell me."

All his thoughts were suddenly spoken out by others, Chen Haiqing was a little at a loss, he stuck to the wall tightly, his red face was a little pale at the moment, he whispered: "It's not like this, it's not your fault."

Xie An comforted his waist and said, "Why am I so angry today? It's because I thought about it a lot. I think it was wrong for me to look at you and hide everything from me.

"Because I found that sometimes when I can't see something and you don't say it, I really don't know anything. For example, when you said today that you are tossing yourself while you are young, I never thought you would Think so.

"Then now it's just that I don't know about it, what about the future? If you don't say anything because I made you unhappy because of something I did, what about the time when I don't know?

"What will you do? Think in your heart? The more you think about it, the more sad you get, and then walk away? Leave me with a dazed look, painfully wondering what I did wrong?

"Chen Haiqing, you are too cruel...don't you even give me a chance to correct it?"

"No, it's not like that. I didn't mean that." Chen Haiqing's body trembled a little.

Xie An put his arms around his waist and pressed him into his arms and said, "The words you said today made me think so much. I'm scared, I don't feel safe, and I don't know how to do it for you. Tell me everything."

Chen Haiqing shrank his head into Xie An's arms, trying to find a warm shell for him to hide from.

He never knew that Xie An thought so...

Xie An gently stroked Chen Haiqing's hair and said, "Don't rush to promise me, okay?

"I know it must be difficult to change it all at once, let's take it slowly, I will try to ask your thoughts, and then you can speak out slowly, okay?"

Chen Haiqing nodded, and Xie An hugged him for a while. Feeling that Chen Haiqing seemed to have stabilized, he slowly let go and said, "Then let's go back? We have to find Aya for dinner in the afternoon."

Chen Haiqing rubbed his face, smiled and said, "Okay."

The author has something to say: the first update~

Our brother Ang suddenly possessed a soul, and spread his hands.

But I personally think that what An Ge said is the truth, the most pale words between lovers are, I was wrong.