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Seeing her icy appearance, Sheng Yan was a little surprised, but at the same time felt that the current situation was terrible.

Although she also vaguely realized why the child was worried.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Zhou Lan waited for a while, the indifference on her face was finally relieved, she turned her face, her eyes were silently covered with a layer of mist, only her tone could maintain the original coldness Hard, said to Sheng Yan:

"I'll punish you...don't talk to me for a month."

"Punish you too. In the future, you will be surrounded by people who can bring you happiness, and no one will put you in danger."

After Zhou Lan said these few words, Sheng Yan's expression changed accordingly.

In the barrage, an audience expressed her feelings:

"Who is this punishing?"

If you don't talk to Zhou Lan, the most uncomfortable one must be the kid Zhou Lan.

As for why there will be no people around me who will bring danger to her in the future, Sheng Yan thought about it, raised her hand and rubbed the center of her brows, and said to her: "The person around me who brings me the greatest happiness is you."

"You didn't put me in danger either."

"Don't blame yourself, Lan Lan."

Sheng Yan finally understands now that the kid's anger last night was not directed at her, Zhou Lan's anger was directed at herself, she was blaming herself, and felt that it was her lack of protection that caused so many things to happen later Understand.

And this morning too.

Zhou Lan tensed up and said punishment. On the surface, it seemed that she wanted Sheng Yan to reflect on why she insisted on confronting those three powerful characters when she could already escape. In fact...

However, Zhou Lan realized more deeply that she had brought all of this to Sheng Yan.

The child who was already fragile and sensitive, after the incident that caused Sheng Yan to be almost taken away, the forbidden area in his heart that cannot be touched by others exploded again, and finally became like this.

He said he wanted to punish Sheng Yan, but in fact he was only making her feel uncomfortable.

of course……

That was assumed when Sheng Yan didn't care much about her.

In fact, Sheng Yan thought about it. If she didn't talk to the child for a month, the child must be very uncomfortable. Seeing Zhou Lan's uncomfortable self, she probably didn't feel much better.

It's a lose-lose situation.

As for why no one will put her in danger in the future...

Sheng Yan laughed a little, and added: "You rented with me back then, and you wanted to live in my house, not because you concealed your identity, I got along with you knowingly, so it proves that yesterday's situation was at least As I expected, Lan Lan, I'm not as fragile as you think."

Hearing what she said, Zhou Lan suddenly raised his eyes and stared at her, but because the sockets of his eyes were flushed, the eyes did not appear to be very lethal.

She looked at Sheng Yan, her mind was full of what her two subordinates told her about the scene at that time.

Those two people were not bad at first, and their natural eyesight was not too bad. After solving the troublesome people at hand, they wanted to help Xu Bai.

It's just that Xu Bai didn't know what tricks he used. The two of them could only see her hands blowing sand together, and the moment the other party was fascinated, she quickly knocked him down.

This is a triumph of skill.

Every time Zhou Lan thinks about it, she doesn't know whether she should be thankful or angry. Being able to use her ingenuity to deal with other people's weaknesses shows that Xu Bai is a person who can clearly see her own advantages and use them flexibly.

This shows that Xu Bai's mind is very clear.

but……

Generally, people who know that they are no match for their opponents should first react when they encounter a strong enemy, instead of rushing forward and fighting against the opponent with the same mentality of luck.

What if she didn't get what she had?

What if the other party had predicted her actions first, had been on guard against her, and twisted her wrist?

Zhou Lan thought about this question all night last night, a little scared, and a little unwilling to face it.

But she forced herself to think about it all night.

If she loses Xu Bai because of this...

That should be her right.

If she hadn't brought danger to her sister Xu, how could sister Xu have such a risk of recklessly confronting the enemy?

Zhou Lan's shock, anger and self-blame were mixed together, so she returned home after finishing Zhou Qing, but she just chose to wait outside Xu Bai's room for the whole night, not daring to sleep or doing anything. other superfluous things.

She knew that she had no position to accuse Xu Bai of self-protection.

So she gets mad at herself.

So she spent one night doing psychological construction for herself, letting herself get used to the days without the other party and not to bring trouble to the other party.

Although now it seems that she can't successfully get used to it.

at the moment.

Listening to the two paragraphs Xu Bai said to herself, Zhou Lan moved her lips, as if she wanted to refute something, but in the end she just kept moving her throat, choked up and couldn't say anything.

Sister Xu is not as fragile as she imagined

Zhou Lan retorted fiercely in her heart:

No, you are more fragile than a vase in my heart.

The broken vase can still be glued together, but she can't afford to let Xu Bai have an accident.

Zhou Lan seemed to have made a decision, raised her hand to wipe her eyes, and said to her:

"Sister Xu, thank you for comforting me."

"But you and I both know that the reason why you were unscathed from what happened yesterday is because of luck."

"I should stay away from you."

"You didn't like me at first, but I insisted on pestering you. I'm, I'm sorry for causing you all these troubles."

"They won't happen again, I promise, Miss Xu."

Zhou Lan tried her best not to tremble along with her voice, and not to change the expression on her face.

But that's too hard.

She felt that every time she uttered a sentence, her throat seemed to be cut by a knife, which couldn't be cured no matter what, so that she seemed to be so difficult when she was speaking normally.

Sheng Yan heard the meaning behind her words, full of surprise and astonishment appeared on her face.

Zhou Lan wanted to say goodbye to her.

Sheng Yan pursed her lips, then suddenly raised her hand to pull her, and began to be unreasonable: "Do you want to punish you, or simply want to punish me, or do you want to toss us both together?"

For some reason, when she heard that the child was about to give up and walk out of her life, she suddenly felt an unprecedented sense of loss.

It's been such a long time for both of them.

For Zhou Lan, the days after seeing Sheng Yan were the days of rebirth for her. It was hard for her to stand in the sun for so many years.

For Sheng Yan, Zhou Lan was the first person she saw when she came to this world, and she was also the child she devoted a lot of effort to pay attention to, and now she went away as soon as she said it.

Sheng Yan thought that she had held a parent-teacher meeting for this child, helped her with her homework, sent her to college, even helped her manage her relationship with her roommates, and persuaded her to maintain a relationship with her. friend connection.

It can be said that Zhou Lan will grow up to what he is now, already bearing the imprint of Sheng Yan's influence in his actions.

Now this person says he wants to leave...

Sheng Yan didn't want to agree.

But now the matter of leaving has become so imminent that Sheng Yan has no time to think about what has changed in her little mind, and what is the reason for such uncomfortable reluctance.

She thought she just simply didn't like parting.

Especially with such a sudden parting.

When Zhou Lan heard her words, she finally couldn't help but shed tears. She raised her hand to cover her face with her elbow, and said to her:

"I don't want to leave you either, sister Xu."

"But I'm so useless, I can't even protect you well, I always make you distressed because of me, always bring you trouble, always be as willful as a child who doesn't grow up..."

"And there are always different people around you. Every time I think, if I work harder, can I catch up with you? I've been with me for a long time, and I can't bear to make me sad, so I don't dare to reject me forcefully, so I can only tolerate me like this."

"I'm so scared..."

"Sister Xu, I don't even know what to do."

Neither go nor stay.

Zhou Lan gave herself a whole night of psychological construction, and finally used paper to paste a layer of windows over and over again in her mind, thinking that this would block her way to see her sweetheart.

In the end, the other party didn't make sense at all, and just raised his finger and poked it lightly, piercing the layer of window paper.

The heart-wrenching parting emotion that she had been brewing for so long last night seemed so vulnerable under the comfort of the other party.

Hearing Zhou Lan's words, Sheng Yan's throat choked up.

For a while, those words of keeping people can no longer be said.

Zhou Lan would say such a thing, she did not expect, nor did she think about it.

When the child was in front of her, he was more gentle, considerate, and well-behaved. Maybe he would use his flesh and blood to suppress it tightly if he had a rebellious root, for fear that he would see it and be abandoned by him.

Constantly expressing the emotions of "I'm very good" and "I'm better than others" to Sheng Yan, so trembling and cautious.

Let Sheng Yan recall the time when she was easily amused by the other party, or when she felt comforted by Zhou Lan. The seemingly inadvertent happiness on the surface may have been shown to her by Zhou Lan's hard work.

How much courage did it take Zhou Lan to confess to her?

And after being rejected by her, how hard each time was to pretend that nothing had happened and get back to her side again?

If one day I really hate Zhou Lan, what will happen to the child hurt by her?

It must still be the same as it is now, pretending nothing happened in front of her, maybe you can say a few words to her to wish her a happy future, even if you are unhappy in your heart, and want to kill all the people she likes, kid It will definitely hold back.

Because in Zhou Lan's heart, her sister Xu is more important than everything else.

better than herself.

It wasn't until this moment that Sheng Yan realized this matter positively and clearly.

Zhou Lan really liked her.

It's not a child's impulsiveness, nor is it a novelty. In the relationship between the two, Zhou Lan has always been the one who silently bears more.

Why did Sheng Yan raise her child so smoothly?

On the one hand, it is because Zhou Lan is naturally sensible, and on the other hand, Zhou Lan is always taking her feelings into consideration.

Anyone who has been with friends and lovers will understand how difficult it is to always take into account the feelings of another person.

But Zhou Lan never made her feel unhappy for even a second.

The emotions blooming at both ends of the balance have already been up and down, tilted to the extreme, but Sheng Yan thought that there were only two light feathers on them, and even considered whether to cut off some of the feathers on her side, so as not to Misunderstand each other.

After realizing this, Sheng Yan bit her lower lip lightly.

Looking at Zhou Lan who raised her hands to cover her face in front of her, not wanting to show her vulnerable side, Sheng Yan's whole heart felt as if someone had severely pinched her, and she was almost out of breath.

She walked over and pulled Zhou Lan's elbow. As expected, the child's stubborn strength was not something she could resist.

It didn't open the first time, and it was the same for the second and third time.

In the end, Sheng Yan could only sigh softly, and said to the child:

"Sorry, Lan Lan."

She said, "I don't know, liking me for making you so tired."

In Sheng Yan's impression, relationships should be happy and relaxed, but reality always adds many limiting factors to a relationship.

Because of the special relationship between her and Zhou Lan, at the beginning of the birth of this relationship in Zhou Lan's heart, it was invisible. Later, it was like an acrobat walking on a wire rope. The other shore that does not reach the end is all supported by one breath in my heart.

Hearing her words, Zhou Lan, who was originally unwilling to let go, shook her head hastily, and was finally willing to move her elbow, but she still had to cover her eyes, refusing to let her see her mess.

The child with his head down whispered:

"Not tired..."

"Just too scared."

Fear of not being with you, and fear of being with you.

Hearing what she said, Sheng Yan suddenly realized that her love experience was not very good.

At least not for children.

She smiled softly, took out from her pocket the clean tissue that she had torn half of last night and handed it over, then raised her hand to hold Zhou Lan in her arms, and said to her:

"I can't promise not to talk to you for a month, and I don't accept it."

"Another way—"

"Just fine you to cook for me for a month, how about it?"

Before Zhou Lan could answer, she continued, "I haven't seen you cook before. I heard that 10% of people have the potential to be a killer in the kitchen. Maybe you are one of them. And me, no matter what you do. Whatever it is, I have to eat it."

"What happened last night, I am indeed a little overwhelmed. Your worry is not unreasonable. Under normal circumstances, I should run away in time, so as to live up to the time your men have won. No matter how bad it is, I should find a hide somewhere."

"I made you worry. I want to apologize. I'm sorry. I won't do this next time. I will do what I can."

"As for you..."

"It's not you who is the bad guy. You also know that sending too many people with me will make me feel uncomfortable, and maybe it will affect the trust between us."

"You rushed over immediately after my accident and gave the correct order. You did nothing wrong."

"If you want to say something bad, it is that you are so lacking in confidence in chasing people and chasing them. It seems that you didn't listen carefully. The teacher is very disappointed, so I punish you to start chasing people seriously from today, starting from cooking for the other party. start!"

Sheng Yan finished speaking in one breath, leaving only the child's consent and execution.

Hearing her words, Zhou Lan finally stopped her tears, raised her head with red eyes and called out to her:

"Miss Xu."

"Well, do you have any objections?"

Zhou Lan puffed up her cheeks, and then suddenly smiled at her again. The water marks on her eyelashes were still wet, and her long and curly eyelashes were stained together.

There was a bit of nasal in her voice, and she said to Sheng Yan, "I dare not have any objections."

"But... this sounds like it has nothing to do with punishment, it's more like... a reward."

She said the last two words in a very low voice, but there was a little bit of joy hidden in it.

Fortunately, Sheng Yan's hearing ability has always been good. After hearing her muttering, she thought about it and found that it made a lot of sense.

Sheng has always been a confident person, and it is even more impossible to slap himself in the face for nothing, so he just followed this sentence:

"I can't be plotted by the villains, and you can follow the vine to get rid of the people who threaten us, and the final result is that we are all unscathed and survived the catastrophe. Shouldn't we celebrate?"

Zhou Lan: "..."

She thought about it and thought it made sense.

Sister Xu is beautiful, she is right in everything she says!

She nodded and said to Sheng Yan, "Okay."

Sheng Yan raised her hand and poked her forehead, her tone was somewhat helpless, but more conniving, and said to her:

"From now on, you are an officially licensed suitor—"

"If you hide it from me because you are unhappy like before, or let me find out that you are chasing me in pain, then don't blame me for giving you zero points, eh"

Zhou Lan nodded hard.

Because her mood fluctuated too much, she was in hell for a moment, and heaven for a moment, so her mind was still confused at the moment, and she didn't understand how things had come to this direction unintentionally.

Obviously last night she was still thinking about how to control herself not to disturb the other's life after she separated from sister Xu.

but……

That's great.

Zhou Lan is willing to give up her mind at this time, follow Sheng Yan's request, and promise her anything.

Especially when recalling the requirements of "don't hide your true emotions" and "don't keep things in your heart" that the other party said just now, Zhou Lan secretly said to herself in her heart:

This does not seem to be a requirement for the suitor.

This is a request for... lovers.

Pursuit is a unilateral action, but honesty, sharing, and trust are things that must be noticed when two people get along.

Zhou Lan pursed her lips, trying not to let herself laugh, and kept nodding her head again and again. If a bowl of rice was placed in front of her at this moment, and a group of hungry chirping little yellow chickens were caught, it would probably be too late. The speed of eating rice can't match the frequency of her nodding.

Seeing that her attention was finally diverted from the previous self-blame, Sheng Yan couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

That's right.

Although she knows that children are always sensitive, Sheng Yan thinks that she should be patient and let her adapt to this world little by little.

She is not confident in herself.

But...

I have confidence in Zhou Lan's feelings for her.

It's a very subtle feeling.

When facing the enemy or encountering difficulties, she never thought of running away, because she always only believed in her own ability and did not rely on others.

But now watching the child enshrine every word of hers as a golden rule, and preparing to implement every sentence.

Inexplicably, Sheng Yan had such confidence.

……

"I'm really..."

"Being a father and a mother at the same time."

noon.

Sheng Yan sat on the sofa with her arms crossed, eating the grapes peeled one by one by the children, watching TV, glancing at the movement in the kitchen from the corner of her eye, she said this to the system in her heart.

system:"……"

After being quiet for a while, the system asked a very fatal question:

"So, you actually like her, right?"

Maybe sometimes when two people who like each other get along for a long time, the relationship is really easy to be like a family relationship, without much passion and heartbeat.

But there is always something different.

It is those subtle differences that make love love.

This is what the immediate boss once said to 222. It has never understood it, but now analyzing the behavioral conflicts before and after its own host, it can only ask the question directly.

Sheng Yan was eating a grape when she suddenly choked on it and almost got stuck in her throat, she rolled her eyes towards the ceiling when she heard this.

She suddenly asked with great interest:

"Hey, don't you know how to love? Why are you always chasing me and gossiping all day long?"

The system's answer is quite serious: "If you don't ask clearly, how do I know whether I'm right or wrong to launch the Lily channel?"

Sheng Yan: "..."

It makes sense and cannot be refuted.

She snorted, and said back to the system: "Go and think about it slowly."

Then, she fluttered her nostrils and smelled the fragrance coming from the kitchen. She couldn't help inhaling her nose hard, looking forward to the next lunch.

"Look, how great this mutual reward model is, hey, I'm such a smart person."

Sheng Yan was triumphant with the system in her heart.

until……

5 minute later.

With chopsticks stuffed in her hands, facing Zhou Lan's expectant eyes, Sheng Yan looked at the plate after plate of Hei Qu Qu in front of her, which was not very distinguishable. She resisted the urge to scratch her head, and summoned up the courage to ask:

"Lanlan, why do you divide this dish into several plates?"

Washing the dishes is a lot of trouble now.

Hearing her words, Zhou Lan's face flashed a little uneasiness. God knows how good her knife skills are. She can cut vegetables, tofu, and meat into exact standard sizes.

just...

After the dishes are out of the pot, they have their own ideas.

Zhou Lan cleared her throat, but in the end she still didn't have the courage to introduce the names of these dishes to her, so she just said cowardly:

"I, I think this way we can eat one portion, and if we can't finish it, we can save it for the next meal. It's cleaner."

Sheng Yan: "..."

With such a dish, where does it come from? Is it embarrassing to keep Bilian for the next meal!

Of course, this kind of strange anger cannot be vented.

Sheng Yan just had a serious expression, raised the chopsticks and put them down, and stretched them out tentatively again, after repeating this a few times——

The system asked her a sentence:

"Mutual Reward Model"

Sheng Yan: "..."

System: "You are really a smart person."

Sheng Yan: "..."

She's about to throw her chopsticks!

What kind of dark love is this!

In the end, they still follow the pattern of punishing each other, right?

The author has something to say: Yanyan is a little angel, no rebuttal is allowed, hum!

Originally, I was going in the mode of stimulating Pray today...

However, you know, let's watch Sweet Love!make a fist!