Not a serious school grass[Rebirth]
Chapter 64
That day after Lu Fengzhi and Lu Dongming had said everything, as soon as he left the hotel, two of Lu Dongming's bodyguards came up and detained him, one on the left and one on the right, and then locked him up involuntarily.
It's not locked in a hotel, but Lu Dongming's house in S city.
This is a place where every inch of land is very expensive in S City. The environment is excellent, and there is a magnificent villa area for the rich.A few days ago, the partner just gave Lu Dongming the key to the house in the contract documents. Originally, he planned to give the house to Su Han, but he didn't expect to use it in advance.
The next afternoon, Lu Dongming came to the small villa, pushed open the door of the room on the second floor, and said to the people inside: "Do you think he really likes you? Let me tell you, no."
Lu Fengzhi instantly raised his head, his eyes were full of hostility: "What did you do?"
Lu Dongming asked the bodyguards behind him to stay away, so that outsiders could not hear their conversation, and then he walked in.
"You insist on not listening to me, so I can only go to his parents—" Lu Dongming said, "I have met his mother today. Her son was born by her, so it must not be much better. Judging by her appearance, she didn't know about it. But after I told her, she didn't even deny it, and came forward eagerly."
Lu Fengzhi clenched his fists.
"This society is not as simple as you think." Lu Dongming took another step forward, his voice full of contempt, "I have also checked your sweetheart. When you were still studying, he had already met with people in society. We're dating, do you know?" He snorted disdainfully, "You think you have feelings, but in fact he only cares about your future and background! You gave up your future for him and wanted to break up with me, what do you think? Will he still fall in love with you after he finds out? He..."
"I know what kind of person he is." Lu Fengzhi interrupted with a cold expression.
"You know?" Lu Dongming angrily said, "Okay, then let me tell you something better! You said you like men, what about him? He's the same as you?"
"You also said that this kind of thing is natural, so why do you think he will really like you? If the same woman were here today, who do you think he would choose? Listen to me clearly, you are men, It's impossible to be together!"
Lu Fengzhi remained silent and unmoved.Lu Dongming thought his words could touch his son, but he was so angry that he could only slam the door and leave again.Before leaving, he said: "Since you don't listen, just stay here and don't go anywhere! I have already contacted your teacher, and after all the materials are ready, you must leave me when the time comes. Not negotiable!"
Hearing the door slam shut, Lu Fengzhi stood where he was, with a gloomy expression, a familiar face flashed across his mind, and he closed his eyes.
When he was in junior high school, because of his excellent grades and good appearance, he was often confessed to.The first time he was called by a girl to speak in a lonely and remote place after school, he found that he had no feelings for girls.It was the time when the relationship between men and women was ignorant and sprouted, and it was also at that time that he realized the difference between himself and the people around him.
So from then on, no matter whether it is the same sex or the opposite sex, he began to avoid contact with others, let alone have too much contact with others.For so many years, he has gotten used to being alone, but he never expected that there would be a big accident when he transferred to another school in the third year of high school.
At first, he and Shao Cang had deep conflicts, and no one could understand the other.His bottom line was repeatedly challenged by him, and he could hardly bear it.
However, when he dreamed back in the middle of the night, he suddenly discovered that there was a lingering existence in his dream.From then on, he knew that he had fallen in love with this person unknowingly.He can not admit it to anyone, but he can't deceive himself.
He will pay attention to all his every move, whether he is happy or unhappy, who he has a good relationship with, who he has a bad relationship with, whether he didn’t write his homework or really forgot to bring it.
His originally empty heart was filled with the whole of a person in this way.The two are fused together, and the blood is connected to the flesh. If you forcefully cut a person from his heart, blood will drip.
After Lu Dongming left, Lu Fengzhi lifted the curtains outside the bay window and opened the window.This is the second floor, the back of the villa. Looking down from the balcony, the height is three to four meters. Below is an open green grassland. Lu Fengzhi looked at it silently for a while, then stepped on the edge of the window with one foot, and then Then turned out the balcony.
There is a distance of about three meters from the balcony to the ground, and further down is a smooth wall.Lu Fengzhi estimated the height, calculated the landing point and buffer angle, loosened his grip, and jumped directly from the balcony.
……
Lu Dongming knew that his son would die by jumping from the second floor three to four meters because of that person, so he was so angry that he yelled and kicked all the bodyguards out to find someone.At the same time, he realized that this matter was not as easy to solve as he thought.
He couldn't find anyone, so he could only send a warning message to Lu Fengzhi: "If you dare to go to him, tomorrow I will find someone to break his leg."
Lu Fengzhi turned on his phone a few days later and received this message.That day he jumped off the stairs in order to escape. Although he avoided the vitals, he was seriously injured. The doctor in charge said that he was only about to have an operation, but in Lu Fengzhi's opinion, it is better to be injured than to be innocent. It's better to keep it closed and not be able to do anything.
Lu Fengzhi knew that he couldn't go to Shao Cang directly, he would be targeted.The hospital he was in happened to belong to Grandpa Shao Cang, and Lin Shangshang had told him Grandpa Shao's ward number before.After observing for the past few days, it was confirmed that Lu Dongming hadn't found him yet. If there were no accidents, he could wait outside the ward until Shao Cang.
"Who are you looking for?" The nurse asked kindly when she saw a boy standing outside the ward, standing there for a long time but never going in.
Lu Fengzhi didn't intend to go in at first, but this is the inpatient department, the environment is very quiet, the nurse's voice suddenly disturbed the people in the ward.Shao Zhushu recognized Lu Fengzhi, and he said directly, "Come in."
Lu Fengzhi frowned slightly, apologized to the nurse, and stepped into the ward.
The nurse went out on occasion, and the nurse closed the door just now, only Lu Fengzhi standing and Grandpa Shao on the hospital bed were left in the room.
Lu Fengzhi asked, "How is your health?"
Shao Zhushu was wearing a hospital gown, and he had a biography of the people of the Republic of China in his hand. He read half of it, "It's pretty good. Old people will be like this when they get old. Actually, it's nothing, but it will drag you young people down."
Lu Fengzhi didn't say anything, he saw a few test papers scattered on the table in the ward, and he knew who it was at a glance, he was a little lost in thought.
Shao Zhushu asked: "Are you and Shao Cang still at the same table?"
Lu Fengzhi returned to his senses: "Yes."
"He usually troubles you a lot. If there is a conflict between you, I will say hello to you for him."
"No, no need." Lu Fengzhi said, after all Shao Zhushu is an elder and vice principal, it is impossible for Lu Fengzhi to accept his greeting.After a moment of silence, Lu Fengzhi said, "We have no conflicts...he is fine."
Shao Zhushu waved his hand gently when he heard this: "Don't lie to me, I know exactly what kind of person that kid is. Not only is he wild, but he is also very playful. For him, going to school is just to dawdle. When I was a child, staring at him entering school, I would Slip away in a blink of an eye."
Lu Fengzhi originally wanted to say something, but Shao Zhushu's words changed unexpectedly, "But he has changed a lot since the third year of high school. It can be seen that he is different from before." Shao Zhushu's voice paused.
"I know it's your influence on him."
Lu Fengzhi was startled when he heard that, and stared at Grandpa Shao.
"As a teacher who is about to retire from Xicheng High School, I am very happy to see that our school has such outstanding students as you—" Shao Zhushu paused, and then said, "But as Shao Cang's grandfather, I want to say thank you to you .”
Shao Zhushu is strict and rigid, and all the students in the school know that vice principal Shao is rigid.These words were extremely inconsistent with his personality, but it was not awkward to say it with Lu Fengzhi.
Lu Fengzhi's heart trembled slightly, and he didn't speak for a long time.It wasn't until the end that Lu Fengzhi opened his mouth slowly, and said in a voice, "I didn't do anything."
"The person who works hard is always himself, not because of me."
After leaving the ward, Lu Fengzhi was still a little lost.What Grandpa Shao said just now was like a big stone pressing on his heart, which made him very depressed. At the same time, he began to suffer greatly in his heart, and Lu Dongming's words reappeared in his mind.
It was he who first fell in love with Shao Cang, and then confessed his love, so he never thought of leaving.He didn't believe Shao Cang's text message, because it didn't sound like Shao Cang's tone, if he didn't say it himself, he wouldn't believe it.But it also shows that Shao Cang actually has no confidence in this relationship.
Before this, Lu Fengzhi always thought that he would fight Lu Dongming to the end, no matter what the cost was, he would never give up.But Grandpa Shao's words shook him, and he completely opened up the things he had been avoiding.
It was because he couldn't let go, couldn't let go, and got deeper and deeper, so he wanted to win this relationship no matter what, but he shouldn't drag Shao Cang into this quagmire with him.
He can have a great future and shouldn't risk it with himself.
In the evening, when Shao Cang came to the hospital to deliver meals, the passing nurse told him that someone had visited him in the afternoon. He asked who it was, and the nurse said he didn't know, and he had never seen him before, but he was tall and handsome.
The nurse thought about it for a while, and then added that it was a bit cold and not easy to get close to.
Shao Cang's breathing stopped suddenly, and an unspeakable sourness appeared in his heart.
He didn't expect Lu Fengzhi to come, he thought about the materials that he hadn't handed over yet, did he come to find this?Shao Cang looked towards the end of the corridor subconsciously, and the person was already gone.
……
Lu Dongming originally only came to S city for a week on business trip, but now it has been postponed constantly. He is still angry on one side, and the bodyguard on the other side came to tell him: "The young master is back."
Lu Dongming was stunned for a moment, and then he was overwhelmed with joy. Whether his son figured it out or his warning worked, at least the result was achieved.So far, there is nothing he can't do.
After meeting, Lu Dongming could clearly see that his son was injured.Jumping from such a high place, it is good that nothing happened. He was a little angry at first, but he suppressed it after thinking about it.
Lu Fengzhi's expression was flat and no different from usual.He said, "I have a request."
Lu Dongming: "Tell me."
"Divorce her."
Lu Dongming didn't expect Lu Fengzhi to say this, he naturally knew who his son was talking about.
"Yes." Lu Dongming agreed without hesitation. The reason why he never divorced Fang Lu was because he wanted to maintain the relationship with his son. Now that his son has grown up, there is no need for him to spend any more time on this marriage. up.
"So, you've got it all figured out now?"
The expression on Lu Fengzhi's face changed insignificantly, Lu Dongming didn't urge him, but just waited for his answer.
In the end, Lu Fengzhi still said it.It feels like this is the most difficult time for him to pronounce words, and it seems that he has exhausted all his strength after speaking.
He said, "I promise you."
After leaving the villa, Lu Fengzhi went back to the house that Fang Lu bought, he was exhausted, only this place could barely find a little feeling of home.Not because of his mother Fang Lu, but because of that person.
When the elevator opened, Lu Fengzhi did not expect that there was a person standing in front of the door, who was about to ring the doorbell.
He stayed where he was.
When Shao Cang heard the sound of the elevator opening, he turned his head and looked over.
The two people looked at each other for a moment, and at that second, their mutual thoughts were conveyed through the deepest emotions in their eyes, but neither of them spoke.
Lu Fengzhi moved first, he took a step forward, opened the door and went in, "Come in first."
Looking at Lu Fengzhi's back turned to him, Shao Cang couldn't help taking a deep breath, and then stepped into the door.
Lu Fengzhi opened the refrigerator in the kitchen, "Would you like something to drink? Orange juice, milk..."
"No, I'm here to deliver something to you."
Shao Cang didn't make any detours. He directly took out a stack of documents from his bag and put them on the table in the living room, "I asked me to give you the old money a few days ago. I delayed it for a few days, so you won't blame me."
Lu Fengzhi came over, and when he saw clearly what Shao Cang was going to give him, the expression on his face finally changed, and his thin lips pursed.
Just now, Lu Dongming had given him all the materials, but he didn't expect Shao Cang to know about it from the head teacher.
When Shao Cang saw Lu Fengzhi's silent attitude, his heart was already cold, and he almost wanted to turn around and leave directly, but he clenched his fists and suppressed such thoughts, and wanted to continue to ask clearly.
"Lu Fengzhi..." His voice trembled unnoticed, "Should you explain it?"
"Are you really leaving?" he asked.
Lu Fengzhi was standing where he was, but he suddenly started to open the file bag he brought back and put it on the sofa.Lu Fengzhi took out all the materials for going abroad and put them on the table.The answer to the question was obvious, and Shao Cang's face turned pale.
He had always been calm before, even the day he knew that Lu Fengzhi was going abroad, there was not much fluctuation, but now Lu Fengzhi was right in front of him, telling him this matter clearly, without even explaining it.Shao Cang suddenly felt his nose sore, he tilted his head to cover his face, and felt the heat from his eyes invade his palm.
"Not even willing to explain?"
"If I don't ask, are you planning to leave like this?" When Shao Cang raised his head again, his eyes were a little red.
When Lu Fengzhi saw it, he felt his heart was pulled hard.
"What the hell are you talking about!? You bastard!" Shao Cang growled.
He suddenly took a step forward and pulled Lu Fengzhi's collar at once. The two of them approached. Lu Fengzhi saw Shao Cang's eyes flushed, "Did everything you told me before mean you were playing tricks on me? Do you think it's fun to play tricks on me?" ?! Since you are leaving, why do you say you like me? Since you like me, why are you leaving! Are you lying to me? Ah? Is it fun to see me being played around by you like this? You fucking... "
"I didn't trick you." Lu Fengzhi said.
Shao Cang looked at him quietly, expecting something.
Stared at by Shao Cang's eyes, Lu Fengzhi was talking, but his heart was bleeding. He heard his own voice saying, "It's just that we are not suitable."
"Inappropriate..." Shao Cang read these three words in a daze, but he didn't expect such a desperate answer to come, "Lu Fengzhi, I didn't expect you to be such a person. One sentence is inappropriate, you Come whenever you want, leave whenever you want, have you considered my feelings? Am I not as good as an ant on the ground in your heart?"
Lu Fengzhi wanted to say that was not the case, but he couldn't open his mouth, because once he opened his mouth, he would definitely reveal something, and Shao Cang couldn't find out.
"What did you say?!" Shao Cang was furious, "If you dare to leave, I'll find someone else tomorrow. I'm serious."
Lu Fengzhi didn't expect Shao Cang to keep him like this, and only then did he realize that the text message might not have been sent by Shao Cang.
But no matter who it is, there is no point in entanglement at this time.
The strength in Shao Cang's hands suddenly increased, he pushed Lu Fengzhi onto the sofa behind him, leaned on him, pressed his body against Lu Fengzhi, then blocked his lips and bit them, as if throwing everything away.
Lu Fengzhi was horrified, and pushed Shao Cang away, the tip of his tongue was bitten off, and the smell of blood wafted from his mouth.However, Shao Cang came forward again, pressing Lu Fengzhi with astonishing strength.
"Don't do this!" Lu Fengzhi suddenly said, with a terrifying expression.
Hearing this sentence, Shao Cang stopped his movements, and the blood on his face faded instantly. He slowly stood up straight from the sofa, but his voice sounded light and weak, "Lu Fengzhi , have you ever thought about... What will you do if you leave me alone after you leave?"
Lu Fengzhi was astonished.
"It never occurred to you..."
Shao Cang covered his eyes with one hand, rubbed them hard, turned around and left, but his steps were messy, and his back was never as fragile as it is now.
Lu Fengzhi watched Shao Cang leave helplessly, and he tried his best not to go up to stop him.
At the same time, as the door was slammed shut, his heart seemed to be taken away with it, leaving only an empty piece in his chest.
Two weeks later, the admission letter from University M was long overdue. At the same time, Lu Dongming and Fang Lu also divorced.Fang Lu told him about this, with a sense of relief in her voice, Lu Fengzhi didn't say anything.
After breaking up with Shao Cang that day, Lu Fengzhi didn't go to school again, and he also broke contact with Shao Cang.
The day before he left, he edited a text message to Shao Cang. The content was very long, but at the end of writing, with the last punctuation mark falling, he still held back and chose to quit.However, the phone pops up a prompt asking: Do you want to save it in the draft box?
Lu Fengzhi's fingers trembled, and he clicked yes.He saw the number behind the draft box on the phone page suddenly changed from 11 to 12.He clenched his phone tightly and looked at the records inside, then he got up suddenly, took the key and walked out the door.
It was already dark outside, and the street lights on both sides of the road were turned on, Lu Fengzhi's figure cast a shadow on the ground under the reflection of the street lights.He was very familiar with the road under his feet. After walking for a while, he entered the community and went downstairs to Shao Cang's house.
Grandpa Shao has been discharged from the hospital, and there are people at home now.
Lu Fengzhi looked up and saw warm yellow lights on the third floor, and a tall and thin figure reflected from the curtains, which happened to be Shao Cang's room.There was a softness in his heart, but then it hurt like thousands of needles.
Lu Fengzhi didn't go upstairs, and didn't do anything, he just stood downstairs and looked at the figure in the curtain, as if he wanted to engrave this scene deeply into his memory.
He stayed downstairs at Shao Cang's house all night.Headed to the airport the next day.
……
As soon as Shao Cang entered the classroom, he found that the seat next to him was completely empty.
It is not known when Lu Fengzhi's things were taken away.
From that day on, Lu Fengzhi never came to school, and his things were naturally left untouched.Shao Cang originally thought that it would continue like this forever, and he could still deceive himself and others, and muddle along.However, the scene in front of him was like a slap in the face, and he had to accept the reality.
Shao Cang's face turned pale, looking at the empty table, he felt as if he lacked oxygen.
In the clouds above the sky thousands of miles outside the window, a plane passed by, leaving only a faint white trace.
After the first class started, Qian Jiang announced something. Because of his excellent grades, Lu Fengzhi was recommended by the school to be admitted to X University abroad in advance. Needless to say, the strength of X University is the reputation of our school, but also the class. reputation.Although he is gone now, we still have to celebrate this event with warm applause.
The class suddenly burst into applause, and many people noticed that Lu Fengzhi's desk was empty. Hearing Qian Jiang's words, they all thought it was something to be proud of having a student studying in X University, but those who cared noticed, Shao Cang, Lu Fengzhi's close tablemate, had a bad expression and didn't say a word.
Lu Fengzhi, you are so heartless, you will not see me for the last time.
Well, from then on, it will be assumed that we have never met each other.
So what about good grades?What else do you have besides good grades?
Everyone found that from a certain day, Shao Cang seemed to be a different person, forgetting to eat and sleep, studying desperately.Many people in the class were infected by his vigor, and a sense of crisis that the college entrance examination was approaching swept through the entire third and seventh classes, and everyone also threw themselves into the learning atmosphere, for fear that if they were too late, their grades would be behind them. classmates catch up.
At the same time, no one dared to sit in Lu Fengzhi's seat, and anyone who dared to touch him or mention his name would be beaten to death by Shao Cang.
He hated Lu Fengzhi so much, but tears would still fall from his left eye to his right eye when he turned over at night.
Yang Yimin took a sealed paper bag, walked up to Shao Cang's place, gave him the things, and ran away before Shao Cang could speak.
Shao Cang put down his pen, not knowing what it was, but when he opened the paper bag with a paper knife, and saw the familiar handwriting inside and the content written on it, his face was clouded instantly, and his anger was clearly visible.
The things contained in the paper bag are: a coin, an apple-flavored candy, a souvenir sold in a scenic spot, and the address is written in the lower right corner: Shaoshan Lover's Lake.In addition to these, there are some other trivial things.
At the bottom, Lu Fengzhi wrote a paragraph on letter paper: I hope that one day, you can find someone who really likes you, and the other person also likes you.
The handwriting is clear and meaningful, like the wind in the morning and the stream in summer.
That sentence used to be their coming-of-age ceremony, he said it to Lu Fengzhi at the lover's lake in Shaoshan, at that time he didn't know that he had fallen in love with him, that's why he was always thinking about this person.Now, Lu Fengzhi rewrote this sentence to tell him to go find someone else.
Looking at the coin, the phrase "Throw it farther away" seems to be still in my ears.
It's ridiculous that he still can't bear it.
Shao Cang walked out of the classroom with his things, stood there for a while, and without thinking about it, he loosened his hands and threw all the things into the trash can, but when he turned his head, he saw Ye Tangxi passing by.
They haven't seen each other for a long time since that incident, and Ye Tangxi seems to be different from before, his eyes have changed, they are no longer obsessive and morbid, but replaced by a kind of peaceful and quiet eyes.
He wanted to speak, but he only moved his mouth, and finally said nothing.
Shao Cang greeted him like a friend: "Long time no see."
A hint of surprise flashed in Ye Tangxi's eyes, but he was soon overwhelmed by guilt and struggle: "You..."
April was the physical exam for the college entrance examination. Shao Cang patted him on the shoulder and said, "Come on for the exam, Brother Ye."
Until Shao Cang left, Ye Tangxi stood where he was, with downcast eyes wondering what he was thinking.He walked to the place where Shao Cang was standing just now, and saw the things thrown in the trash can.It's in the middle of nowhere so the bins are clean and basically just dusty.
Just now Shao Cang hesitated for a long time before throwing it away. Knowing whose stuff it was, Ye Tangxi decided to keep it silently for him.
After Shao Zhushu was discharged from the hospital, due to physical reasons, he officially retired at home, and usually went to drink tea and play chess with other elderly people in the community when he was free.
Soon it was time for the college entrance examination in June.
The days of the exam were extremely hot, and the news reported that many candidates fainted in the exam room due to heat stroke.Shao Cang and the others also had one in the examination room, but he was not affected, his mentality was stable, and he performed normally and completed the entire examination.
After the results came out, some were happy and some were sad. Class [-] did well in the exam, all due to the excellent learning atmosphere in the class during the final two months.
After Shao Cang's grades came out, as expected, he was No.3 in the school.
However, what no one expected was that Shao Cang finally reported to the OUHK with this score, far exceeding last year's score line.
His grades are enough to enter the top colleges and universities in the country, but Shao Cang chose the police academy without saying a word.
The first meeting between him and Lu Fengzhi was in the car accident outside the school, and it was Lu Fengzhi who saved his life, but they will never meet again in the future.
Shao Cang left City S, and completely removed Lu Fengzhi from his life.
Tell yourself that he doesn't owe this person any more.
……
It's not locked in a hotel, but Lu Dongming's house in S city.
This is a place where every inch of land is very expensive in S City. The environment is excellent, and there is a magnificent villa area for the rich.A few days ago, the partner just gave Lu Dongming the key to the house in the contract documents. Originally, he planned to give the house to Su Han, but he didn't expect to use it in advance.
The next afternoon, Lu Dongming came to the small villa, pushed open the door of the room on the second floor, and said to the people inside: "Do you think he really likes you? Let me tell you, no."
Lu Fengzhi instantly raised his head, his eyes were full of hostility: "What did you do?"
Lu Dongming asked the bodyguards behind him to stay away, so that outsiders could not hear their conversation, and then he walked in.
"You insist on not listening to me, so I can only go to his parents—" Lu Dongming said, "I have met his mother today. Her son was born by her, so it must not be much better. Judging by her appearance, she didn't know about it. But after I told her, she didn't even deny it, and came forward eagerly."
Lu Fengzhi clenched his fists.
"This society is not as simple as you think." Lu Dongming took another step forward, his voice full of contempt, "I have also checked your sweetheart. When you were still studying, he had already met with people in society. We're dating, do you know?" He snorted disdainfully, "You think you have feelings, but in fact he only cares about your future and background! You gave up your future for him and wanted to break up with me, what do you think? Will he still fall in love with you after he finds out? He..."
"I know what kind of person he is." Lu Fengzhi interrupted with a cold expression.
"You know?" Lu Dongming angrily said, "Okay, then let me tell you something better! You said you like men, what about him? He's the same as you?"
"You also said that this kind of thing is natural, so why do you think he will really like you? If the same woman were here today, who do you think he would choose? Listen to me clearly, you are men, It's impossible to be together!"
Lu Fengzhi remained silent and unmoved.Lu Dongming thought his words could touch his son, but he was so angry that he could only slam the door and leave again.Before leaving, he said: "Since you don't listen, just stay here and don't go anywhere! I have already contacted your teacher, and after all the materials are ready, you must leave me when the time comes. Not negotiable!"
Hearing the door slam shut, Lu Fengzhi stood where he was, with a gloomy expression, a familiar face flashed across his mind, and he closed his eyes.
When he was in junior high school, because of his excellent grades and good appearance, he was often confessed to.The first time he was called by a girl to speak in a lonely and remote place after school, he found that he had no feelings for girls.It was the time when the relationship between men and women was ignorant and sprouted, and it was also at that time that he realized the difference between himself and the people around him.
So from then on, no matter whether it is the same sex or the opposite sex, he began to avoid contact with others, let alone have too much contact with others.For so many years, he has gotten used to being alone, but he never expected that there would be a big accident when he transferred to another school in the third year of high school.
At first, he and Shao Cang had deep conflicts, and no one could understand the other.His bottom line was repeatedly challenged by him, and he could hardly bear it.
However, when he dreamed back in the middle of the night, he suddenly discovered that there was a lingering existence in his dream.From then on, he knew that he had fallen in love with this person unknowingly.He can not admit it to anyone, but he can't deceive himself.
He will pay attention to all his every move, whether he is happy or unhappy, who he has a good relationship with, who he has a bad relationship with, whether he didn’t write his homework or really forgot to bring it.
His originally empty heart was filled with the whole of a person in this way.The two are fused together, and the blood is connected to the flesh. If you forcefully cut a person from his heart, blood will drip.
After Lu Dongming left, Lu Fengzhi lifted the curtains outside the bay window and opened the window.This is the second floor, the back of the villa. Looking down from the balcony, the height is three to four meters. Below is an open green grassland. Lu Fengzhi looked at it silently for a while, then stepped on the edge of the window with one foot, and then Then turned out the balcony.
There is a distance of about three meters from the balcony to the ground, and further down is a smooth wall.Lu Fengzhi estimated the height, calculated the landing point and buffer angle, loosened his grip, and jumped directly from the balcony.
……
Lu Dongming knew that his son would die by jumping from the second floor three to four meters because of that person, so he was so angry that he yelled and kicked all the bodyguards out to find someone.At the same time, he realized that this matter was not as easy to solve as he thought.
He couldn't find anyone, so he could only send a warning message to Lu Fengzhi: "If you dare to go to him, tomorrow I will find someone to break his leg."
Lu Fengzhi turned on his phone a few days later and received this message.That day he jumped off the stairs in order to escape. Although he avoided the vitals, he was seriously injured. The doctor in charge said that he was only about to have an operation, but in Lu Fengzhi's opinion, it is better to be injured than to be innocent. It's better to keep it closed and not be able to do anything.
Lu Fengzhi knew that he couldn't go to Shao Cang directly, he would be targeted.The hospital he was in happened to belong to Grandpa Shao Cang, and Lin Shangshang had told him Grandpa Shao's ward number before.After observing for the past few days, it was confirmed that Lu Dongming hadn't found him yet. If there were no accidents, he could wait outside the ward until Shao Cang.
"Who are you looking for?" The nurse asked kindly when she saw a boy standing outside the ward, standing there for a long time but never going in.
Lu Fengzhi didn't intend to go in at first, but this is the inpatient department, the environment is very quiet, the nurse's voice suddenly disturbed the people in the ward.Shao Zhushu recognized Lu Fengzhi, and he said directly, "Come in."
Lu Fengzhi frowned slightly, apologized to the nurse, and stepped into the ward.
The nurse went out on occasion, and the nurse closed the door just now, only Lu Fengzhi standing and Grandpa Shao on the hospital bed were left in the room.
Lu Fengzhi asked, "How is your health?"
Shao Zhushu was wearing a hospital gown, and he had a biography of the people of the Republic of China in his hand. He read half of it, "It's pretty good. Old people will be like this when they get old. Actually, it's nothing, but it will drag you young people down."
Lu Fengzhi didn't say anything, he saw a few test papers scattered on the table in the ward, and he knew who it was at a glance, he was a little lost in thought.
Shao Zhushu asked: "Are you and Shao Cang still at the same table?"
Lu Fengzhi returned to his senses: "Yes."
"He usually troubles you a lot. If there is a conflict between you, I will say hello to you for him."
"No, no need." Lu Fengzhi said, after all Shao Zhushu is an elder and vice principal, it is impossible for Lu Fengzhi to accept his greeting.After a moment of silence, Lu Fengzhi said, "We have no conflicts...he is fine."
Shao Zhushu waved his hand gently when he heard this: "Don't lie to me, I know exactly what kind of person that kid is. Not only is he wild, but he is also very playful. For him, going to school is just to dawdle. When I was a child, staring at him entering school, I would Slip away in a blink of an eye."
Lu Fengzhi originally wanted to say something, but Shao Zhushu's words changed unexpectedly, "But he has changed a lot since the third year of high school. It can be seen that he is different from before." Shao Zhushu's voice paused.
"I know it's your influence on him."
Lu Fengzhi was startled when he heard that, and stared at Grandpa Shao.
"As a teacher who is about to retire from Xicheng High School, I am very happy to see that our school has such outstanding students as you—" Shao Zhushu paused, and then said, "But as Shao Cang's grandfather, I want to say thank you to you .”
Shao Zhushu is strict and rigid, and all the students in the school know that vice principal Shao is rigid.These words were extremely inconsistent with his personality, but it was not awkward to say it with Lu Fengzhi.
Lu Fengzhi's heart trembled slightly, and he didn't speak for a long time.It wasn't until the end that Lu Fengzhi opened his mouth slowly, and said in a voice, "I didn't do anything."
"The person who works hard is always himself, not because of me."
After leaving the ward, Lu Fengzhi was still a little lost.What Grandpa Shao said just now was like a big stone pressing on his heart, which made him very depressed. At the same time, he began to suffer greatly in his heart, and Lu Dongming's words reappeared in his mind.
It was he who first fell in love with Shao Cang, and then confessed his love, so he never thought of leaving.He didn't believe Shao Cang's text message, because it didn't sound like Shao Cang's tone, if he didn't say it himself, he wouldn't believe it.But it also shows that Shao Cang actually has no confidence in this relationship.
Before this, Lu Fengzhi always thought that he would fight Lu Dongming to the end, no matter what the cost was, he would never give up.But Grandpa Shao's words shook him, and he completely opened up the things he had been avoiding.
It was because he couldn't let go, couldn't let go, and got deeper and deeper, so he wanted to win this relationship no matter what, but he shouldn't drag Shao Cang into this quagmire with him.
He can have a great future and shouldn't risk it with himself.
In the evening, when Shao Cang came to the hospital to deliver meals, the passing nurse told him that someone had visited him in the afternoon. He asked who it was, and the nurse said he didn't know, and he had never seen him before, but he was tall and handsome.
The nurse thought about it for a while, and then added that it was a bit cold and not easy to get close to.
Shao Cang's breathing stopped suddenly, and an unspeakable sourness appeared in his heart.
He didn't expect Lu Fengzhi to come, he thought about the materials that he hadn't handed over yet, did he come to find this?Shao Cang looked towards the end of the corridor subconsciously, and the person was already gone.
……
Lu Dongming originally only came to S city for a week on business trip, but now it has been postponed constantly. He is still angry on one side, and the bodyguard on the other side came to tell him: "The young master is back."
Lu Dongming was stunned for a moment, and then he was overwhelmed with joy. Whether his son figured it out or his warning worked, at least the result was achieved.So far, there is nothing he can't do.
After meeting, Lu Dongming could clearly see that his son was injured.Jumping from such a high place, it is good that nothing happened. He was a little angry at first, but he suppressed it after thinking about it.
Lu Fengzhi's expression was flat and no different from usual.He said, "I have a request."
Lu Dongming: "Tell me."
"Divorce her."
Lu Dongming didn't expect Lu Fengzhi to say this, he naturally knew who his son was talking about.
"Yes." Lu Dongming agreed without hesitation. The reason why he never divorced Fang Lu was because he wanted to maintain the relationship with his son. Now that his son has grown up, there is no need for him to spend any more time on this marriage. up.
"So, you've got it all figured out now?"
The expression on Lu Fengzhi's face changed insignificantly, Lu Dongming didn't urge him, but just waited for his answer.
In the end, Lu Fengzhi still said it.It feels like this is the most difficult time for him to pronounce words, and it seems that he has exhausted all his strength after speaking.
He said, "I promise you."
After leaving the villa, Lu Fengzhi went back to the house that Fang Lu bought, he was exhausted, only this place could barely find a little feeling of home.Not because of his mother Fang Lu, but because of that person.
When the elevator opened, Lu Fengzhi did not expect that there was a person standing in front of the door, who was about to ring the doorbell.
He stayed where he was.
When Shao Cang heard the sound of the elevator opening, he turned his head and looked over.
The two people looked at each other for a moment, and at that second, their mutual thoughts were conveyed through the deepest emotions in their eyes, but neither of them spoke.
Lu Fengzhi moved first, he took a step forward, opened the door and went in, "Come in first."
Looking at Lu Fengzhi's back turned to him, Shao Cang couldn't help taking a deep breath, and then stepped into the door.
Lu Fengzhi opened the refrigerator in the kitchen, "Would you like something to drink? Orange juice, milk..."
"No, I'm here to deliver something to you."
Shao Cang didn't make any detours. He directly took out a stack of documents from his bag and put them on the table in the living room, "I asked me to give you the old money a few days ago. I delayed it for a few days, so you won't blame me."
Lu Fengzhi came over, and when he saw clearly what Shao Cang was going to give him, the expression on his face finally changed, and his thin lips pursed.
Just now, Lu Dongming had given him all the materials, but he didn't expect Shao Cang to know about it from the head teacher.
When Shao Cang saw Lu Fengzhi's silent attitude, his heart was already cold, and he almost wanted to turn around and leave directly, but he clenched his fists and suppressed such thoughts, and wanted to continue to ask clearly.
"Lu Fengzhi..." His voice trembled unnoticed, "Should you explain it?"
"Are you really leaving?" he asked.
Lu Fengzhi was standing where he was, but he suddenly started to open the file bag he brought back and put it on the sofa.Lu Fengzhi took out all the materials for going abroad and put them on the table.The answer to the question was obvious, and Shao Cang's face turned pale.
He had always been calm before, even the day he knew that Lu Fengzhi was going abroad, there was not much fluctuation, but now Lu Fengzhi was right in front of him, telling him this matter clearly, without even explaining it.Shao Cang suddenly felt his nose sore, he tilted his head to cover his face, and felt the heat from his eyes invade his palm.
"Not even willing to explain?"
"If I don't ask, are you planning to leave like this?" When Shao Cang raised his head again, his eyes were a little red.
When Lu Fengzhi saw it, he felt his heart was pulled hard.
"What the hell are you talking about!? You bastard!" Shao Cang growled.
He suddenly took a step forward and pulled Lu Fengzhi's collar at once. The two of them approached. Lu Fengzhi saw Shao Cang's eyes flushed, "Did everything you told me before mean you were playing tricks on me? Do you think it's fun to play tricks on me?" ?! Since you are leaving, why do you say you like me? Since you like me, why are you leaving! Are you lying to me? Ah? Is it fun to see me being played around by you like this? You fucking... "
"I didn't trick you." Lu Fengzhi said.
Shao Cang looked at him quietly, expecting something.
Stared at by Shao Cang's eyes, Lu Fengzhi was talking, but his heart was bleeding. He heard his own voice saying, "It's just that we are not suitable."
"Inappropriate..." Shao Cang read these three words in a daze, but he didn't expect such a desperate answer to come, "Lu Fengzhi, I didn't expect you to be such a person. One sentence is inappropriate, you Come whenever you want, leave whenever you want, have you considered my feelings? Am I not as good as an ant on the ground in your heart?"
Lu Fengzhi wanted to say that was not the case, but he couldn't open his mouth, because once he opened his mouth, he would definitely reveal something, and Shao Cang couldn't find out.
"What did you say?!" Shao Cang was furious, "If you dare to leave, I'll find someone else tomorrow. I'm serious."
Lu Fengzhi didn't expect Shao Cang to keep him like this, and only then did he realize that the text message might not have been sent by Shao Cang.
But no matter who it is, there is no point in entanglement at this time.
The strength in Shao Cang's hands suddenly increased, he pushed Lu Fengzhi onto the sofa behind him, leaned on him, pressed his body against Lu Fengzhi, then blocked his lips and bit them, as if throwing everything away.
Lu Fengzhi was horrified, and pushed Shao Cang away, the tip of his tongue was bitten off, and the smell of blood wafted from his mouth.However, Shao Cang came forward again, pressing Lu Fengzhi with astonishing strength.
"Don't do this!" Lu Fengzhi suddenly said, with a terrifying expression.
Hearing this sentence, Shao Cang stopped his movements, and the blood on his face faded instantly. He slowly stood up straight from the sofa, but his voice sounded light and weak, "Lu Fengzhi , have you ever thought about... What will you do if you leave me alone after you leave?"
Lu Fengzhi was astonished.
"It never occurred to you..."
Shao Cang covered his eyes with one hand, rubbed them hard, turned around and left, but his steps were messy, and his back was never as fragile as it is now.
Lu Fengzhi watched Shao Cang leave helplessly, and he tried his best not to go up to stop him.
At the same time, as the door was slammed shut, his heart seemed to be taken away with it, leaving only an empty piece in his chest.
Two weeks later, the admission letter from University M was long overdue. At the same time, Lu Dongming and Fang Lu also divorced.Fang Lu told him about this, with a sense of relief in her voice, Lu Fengzhi didn't say anything.
After breaking up with Shao Cang that day, Lu Fengzhi didn't go to school again, and he also broke contact with Shao Cang.
The day before he left, he edited a text message to Shao Cang. The content was very long, but at the end of writing, with the last punctuation mark falling, he still held back and chose to quit.However, the phone pops up a prompt asking: Do you want to save it in the draft box?
Lu Fengzhi's fingers trembled, and he clicked yes.He saw the number behind the draft box on the phone page suddenly changed from 11 to 12.He clenched his phone tightly and looked at the records inside, then he got up suddenly, took the key and walked out the door.
It was already dark outside, and the street lights on both sides of the road were turned on, Lu Fengzhi's figure cast a shadow on the ground under the reflection of the street lights.He was very familiar with the road under his feet. After walking for a while, he entered the community and went downstairs to Shao Cang's house.
Grandpa Shao has been discharged from the hospital, and there are people at home now.
Lu Fengzhi looked up and saw warm yellow lights on the third floor, and a tall and thin figure reflected from the curtains, which happened to be Shao Cang's room.There was a softness in his heart, but then it hurt like thousands of needles.
Lu Fengzhi didn't go upstairs, and didn't do anything, he just stood downstairs and looked at the figure in the curtain, as if he wanted to engrave this scene deeply into his memory.
He stayed downstairs at Shao Cang's house all night.Headed to the airport the next day.
……
As soon as Shao Cang entered the classroom, he found that the seat next to him was completely empty.
It is not known when Lu Fengzhi's things were taken away.
From that day on, Lu Fengzhi never came to school, and his things were naturally left untouched.Shao Cang originally thought that it would continue like this forever, and he could still deceive himself and others, and muddle along.However, the scene in front of him was like a slap in the face, and he had to accept the reality.
Shao Cang's face turned pale, looking at the empty table, he felt as if he lacked oxygen.
In the clouds above the sky thousands of miles outside the window, a plane passed by, leaving only a faint white trace.
After the first class started, Qian Jiang announced something. Because of his excellent grades, Lu Fengzhi was recommended by the school to be admitted to X University abroad in advance. Needless to say, the strength of X University is the reputation of our school, but also the class. reputation.Although he is gone now, we still have to celebrate this event with warm applause.
The class suddenly burst into applause, and many people noticed that Lu Fengzhi's desk was empty. Hearing Qian Jiang's words, they all thought it was something to be proud of having a student studying in X University, but those who cared noticed, Shao Cang, Lu Fengzhi's close tablemate, had a bad expression and didn't say a word.
Lu Fengzhi, you are so heartless, you will not see me for the last time.
Well, from then on, it will be assumed that we have never met each other.
So what about good grades?What else do you have besides good grades?
Everyone found that from a certain day, Shao Cang seemed to be a different person, forgetting to eat and sleep, studying desperately.Many people in the class were infected by his vigor, and a sense of crisis that the college entrance examination was approaching swept through the entire third and seventh classes, and everyone also threw themselves into the learning atmosphere, for fear that if they were too late, their grades would be behind them. classmates catch up.
At the same time, no one dared to sit in Lu Fengzhi's seat, and anyone who dared to touch him or mention his name would be beaten to death by Shao Cang.
He hated Lu Fengzhi so much, but tears would still fall from his left eye to his right eye when he turned over at night.
Yang Yimin took a sealed paper bag, walked up to Shao Cang's place, gave him the things, and ran away before Shao Cang could speak.
Shao Cang put down his pen, not knowing what it was, but when he opened the paper bag with a paper knife, and saw the familiar handwriting inside and the content written on it, his face was clouded instantly, and his anger was clearly visible.
The things contained in the paper bag are: a coin, an apple-flavored candy, a souvenir sold in a scenic spot, and the address is written in the lower right corner: Shaoshan Lover's Lake.In addition to these, there are some other trivial things.
At the bottom, Lu Fengzhi wrote a paragraph on letter paper: I hope that one day, you can find someone who really likes you, and the other person also likes you.
The handwriting is clear and meaningful, like the wind in the morning and the stream in summer.
That sentence used to be their coming-of-age ceremony, he said it to Lu Fengzhi at the lover's lake in Shaoshan, at that time he didn't know that he had fallen in love with him, that's why he was always thinking about this person.Now, Lu Fengzhi rewrote this sentence to tell him to go find someone else.
Looking at the coin, the phrase "Throw it farther away" seems to be still in my ears.
It's ridiculous that he still can't bear it.
Shao Cang walked out of the classroom with his things, stood there for a while, and without thinking about it, he loosened his hands and threw all the things into the trash can, but when he turned his head, he saw Ye Tangxi passing by.
They haven't seen each other for a long time since that incident, and Ye Tangxi seems to be different from before, his eyes have changed, they are no longer obsessive and morbid, but replaced by a kind of peaceful and quiet eyes.
He wanted to speak, but he only moved his mouth, and finally said nothing.
Shao Cang greeted him like a friend: "Long time no see."
A hint of surprise flashed in Ye Tangxi's eyes, but he was soon overwhelmed by guilt and struggle: "You..."
April was the physical exam for the college entrance examination. Shao Cang patted him on the shoulder and said, "Come on for the exam, Brother Ye."
Until Shao Cang left, Ye Tangxi stood where he was, with downcast eyes wondering what he was thinking.He walked to the place where Shao Cang was standing just now, and saw the things thrown in the trash can.It's in the middle of nowhere so the bins are clean and basically just dusty.
Just now Shao Cang hesitated for a long time before throwing it away. Knowing whose stuff it was, Ye Tangxi decided to keep it silently for him.
After Shao Zhushu was discharged from the hospital, due to physical reasons, he officially retired at home, and usually went to drink tea and play chess with other elderly people in the community when he was free.
Soon it was time for the college entrance examination in June.
The days of the exam were extremely hot, and the news reported that many candidates fainted in the exam room due to heat stroke.Shao Cang and the others also had one in the examination room, but he was not affected, his mentality was stable, and he performed normally and completed the entire examination.
After the results came out, some were happy and some were sad. Class [-] did well in the exam, all due to the excellent learning atmosphere in the class during the final two months.
After Shao Cang's grades came out, as expected, he was No.3 in the school.
However, what no one expected was that Shao Cang finally reported to the OUHK with this score, far exceeding last year's score line.
His grades are enough to enter the top colleges and universities in the country, but Shao Cang chose the police academy without saying a word.
The first meeting between him and Lu Fengzhi was in the car accident outside the school, and it was Lu Fengzhi who saved his life, but they will never meet again in the future.
Shao Cang left City S, and completely removed Lu Fengzhi from his life.
Tell yourself that he doesn't owe this person any more.
……
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