Delicacy

In a daze, Qin Yuanmu was awakened by the intermittent crying around him.

As soon as he opened his eyes, Qin Yuanmu saw Wu Fenfang crying all over his face, and threw himself on him directly: "Son, is there anything I can't discuss with Mom? Why are you so stupid! You killed me!" How can I still live..."

This is……

Qin Yuanmu looked around, it was a clean white ward, he had no strength in his whole body, but he could feel that there seemed to be an oxygen tube in his nose, so he probably didn't die.

Wu Fenfang continued to cry: "You can do whatever you want in the future, and you must not let yourself get overwhelmed, you know...Mom, I beg you Yuan Mu, you really can't commit suicide..."

"Mom..." Qin Yuanmu opened his mouth weakly, "I really have no face to live on."

Qin Yuanmu felt that Wu Fenfang didn't know what he was talking about, but Wu Fenfang cried and said: "Mom knows what you want, you like painting, and you also... like that child, right? When I found you After what happened, Mom actually investigated that child, so...you had an accident this time, Mom also called him over for you, Yuan Mu, can you meet him?"

Qin Yuanmu felt that he had auditory hallucinations, did Wu Fenfang bring Lian Xiao here?

The next moment, Lian Xiao outside the house seemed to have heard the voice inside, and pushed the door in. Qin Yuanmu saw Lian Xiao's flustered face.

Seeing that Qin Yuanmu's life didn't seem to be in danger, Lian Xiao's face softened a bit.He didn't show an expression similar to ecstasy, but just looked at Qin Yuanmu unnaturally, and then stood at the window to watch the scenery.However, Lian Xiao's slightly trembling fingers had already revealed his mood.

After seeing Lian Xiao, Qin Yuanmu's eyes turned red all of a sudden, Wu Fenfang knew it, and it seemed that her thoughts were correct.After helping Qin Yuanmu tuck the quilt, Wu Fenfang stood up with a swaying body: "You should have a lot to say, I won't disturb you, but Qin Yuanmu, you should also pay attention to rest..."

After speaking, Wu Fenfang wiped her tears and left the ward.

When Wu Fenfang came home from get off work that day, when she saw Qin Yuanmu lying on the bed with clothes on, she felt a little weird. Looking carefully at Qin Yuanmu's face and the empty medicine bottle beside the bed, she knew that something had happened. 120. Send Qin Yuanmu to the hospital for gastric lavage.Until Qin Yuanmu recovered her sanity, Wu Fenfang didn't know what to do. In the past, she always liked to say that as long as the child was safe and happy, it was fine, but she thought in her heart that any mother would not want her son to make great achievements. Woolen cloth?But facing Qin Yuanmu whose life and death were unknown in the emergency room, Wu Fenfang finally understood that as long as Qin Yuanmu was still alive, that was enough.She doesn't need to care about what line of business her son is engaged in, nor does she need to care about the gossip of people around her, as long as Qin Yuanmu can live is enough.

After Wu Fenfang left, there was a brief silence in the ward, but it was immediately broken by Qin Yuanmu's crying.

Originally it was just sobbing, but Qin Yuanmu opened his arms while weeping and weeping wantonly.

Lian Xiao had no choice but to turn around and look at Qin Yuanmu: "Can you stop crying? It's all in the past. I don't say it because I'm afraid that you will blame yourself if you know it. How can you make me feel like you are now?" rest assured?"

Qin Yuanmu cried harder: "Lian Xiao, I'm sorry, I'm not human... I didn't know that you had to bear so much pressure because of it, the person I'm most sorry for is you..."

"You are indeed sorry for me." Lian Xiao looked at Qin Yuanmu and said, "But what are you doing now? Didn't you say you want to make up for me, just use your death to make up for it?"

Qin Yuanmu was speechless and could only continue crying, Lian Xiao sighed softly, and sat in the seat where Wu Fenfang had just been: "Qin Yuanmu, at that time, no matter how I treated you, I should I did it, because I was your boyfriend at that time. You don't need to feel that you owe me anything, because I know that if it were you, you would also do it for me. "

"But, I didn't make it..." Qin Yuanmu said with sobs.

Lian Xiao nodded: "Yes, so you let me down, let me dare not give you another chance now. But why did you choose to commit suicide? Do you never think about me? You are alive, I miss you It doesn't matter, blame you, at least there is another person, what should I do if you die? Let me live in the guilt that you died for me for the rest of my life? Qin Yuanmu, you are a person Bar."

"I'm sorry Lian Xiao," Qin Yuanmu continued to cry, "I didn't want to force you with my death, I really regret it, why couldn't I face it with you earlier. You have shouldered so much for me, I Still doing that kind of bastard thing, I really have no face to live..."

Lian Xiao took out the smoke, hesitated for a moment, and lit it in the ward. Qin Yuanmu's weak body coughed involuntarily when he smelled the smoke, but Lian Xiao didn't care at all, and said in the smog: " Qin Yuanmu, your mother can save you once, but not the second time. If you want to die, no one can stop you. But if you do this, it will make me... how should I put it, it will make me feel It's a fool, the person I loved desperately when I was young is a coward who will only use death to escape when he does something wrong. Tell me, am I a joke?"

Qin Yuanmu was already crying, but when he heard this, he wanted to cry even more fiercely, but he stopped under Lian Xiao's expressionless gaze: "Lian Xiao, I'm really sorry for you."

"Okay," Lian Xiao said impatiently, "I'm sorry all the time, or I'm crying, Qin Yuanmu, why are you like this now? I'm not a noble young master, if you're sorry, I'll be sorry, Just make up for it, why cry all the time?"

Qin Yuanmu plucked up his courage and looked at Lian Xiao: "Do you still need my compensation? Do I still have the qualifications?"

Lian Xiao stomped out the cigarette butt after taking two puffs: "Anyway, if you are still looking for life like this, I dare not see you again."

Qin Yuanmu managed to hold back his crying. Hearing this, his tear glands almost opened up again, but his mood brightened immediately, as long as Lian Xiao is willing to give him a chance.Taking a deep breath to hold back tears, Qin Yuanmu said, "Lian Xiao, that ring...do you still have it?"

Of course Lian Xiao knew what Qin Yuanmu was talking about, he was silent for a moment and said: "I don't know, I'll go back and look for it. Don't blame me if you lose it. You broke up with me back then, and I still treat that thing as a treasure every day. Holding it like a baby? Don't take yourself too seriously."

How could the former Lian Xiao dare to talk to Qin Yuanmu like that, Qin Yuanmu was not only not angry, but also very happy: "I know, you must still keep it."

Lian Xiao was silent again, but when he spoke again, another topic was involved: "Qin Yuanmu, when you were sophomore and junior, you ignored me every day, did you feel that you were an artist and didn't bother to talk to us? These mortals communicate? Tell the truth."

Qin Yuanmu hesitated for a moment: "Actually, what you said is right and wrong... I don't know what I think, but I just complain in my heart every day. It would be great if you could draw with me. Lian Xiao I didn't know about your family at the time, otherwise I wouldn't be such a bastard..."

Lian Xiao snorted disdainfully in his heart, Qin Yuanmu, a bastard, really looked down on him, and even held up the sign that those who don't know are not guilty with a shy face, bah!

Qin Yuanmu asked weakly: "Why did you suddenly mention this, and settle accounts with me?"

"Forget it," Lian Xiao scolded softly, "when you rescued me yesterday, your mother called me over and told me a lot about your recent affairs. The reason why I just asked about your university is that In fact, I just want to confirm that you have paid so much for painting, even I can ignore it, why do you give up so easily now? Your mother said she should not force you, but I think this kind of thing is not Whether there is persecution or not, in the final analysis, it is the reason of oneself.”

Qin Yuanmu lowered his head, what Lian Xiao said was not unreasonable, although his reason was that he didn't want to make Wu Fenfang sad, but if his painting skills were really proficient, and he could sell money with just two strokes, how could Wu Fenfang be so upset? Put him to work?Or he does not have such a level, nor does he have the confidence to do it.This kind of behavior is not so much filial piety as it is an excuse to escape the reality that he is not brave enough.

After raising his head again, Qin Yuanmu's eyes became firmer: "I won't be the same as before, I will be with you, and I will pick up the paintbrush again. I seem to know why I can't win against my old enemy, because people At least never gave up."

Lian Xiao glanced at him: "What are you talking about on your own, which ear heard that I was going to get back together with you?"

Qin Yuanmu smiled, and said to himself: "You will, Lian Xiao."

Lian Xiao snorted disdainfully: "If you want to be handsome, wipe your tears first. How come I didn't realize that you are still a very emotional person, and you can cry like a pear blossom with rain."

Qin Yuanmu's face was a little hot, he kept crying like this, and it seemed that he really didn't have the capital to pretend to be cool in front of Lian Xiao in the future.But it doesn't matter, as long as he can still be with Lian Xiao, he can cry every day.

When Lian Xiao was about to leave, Qin Yuanmu dared to stop him and asked, "Lian Xiao, are you still willing to get back together with me?"

Lian Xiao looked back at him: "Forcing me?"

"How dare I," Qin Yuanmu smiled wryly, "I just want to have a bottom line in my heart."

Lian Xiao snorted: "Go ahead and do whatever you want, I've been very busy recently, and I don't have time to play love games with you."

"Lian Xiao!" Qin Yuanmu was a little anxious and wanted to get up from the hospital bed.

Lian Xiao stared at him: "Lie down for me! I said, you do what you should do, and I will naturally go to you when I figure it out. Don't fucking bother me during this period. ?"

Qin Yuanmu nodded aggrievedly, and Lian Xiao felt that his bad breath for many years had finally come out, and left freely and freely.

On the day Qin Yuanmu was discharged from the hospital, he came to the unit with a letter of resignation. Without Wu Fenfang's objection, the process went very smoothly.

"I know the confidentiality agreement. I will not work in the same industry within one month after resigning. In fact, it is not right to say that. I will never work in the bank again in my life, so you don't have to worry about this last issue, President Feng. Are there any other questions?"

After saying the last sentence, Qin Yuanmu sat on the sofa and looked at Feng Fei with a smile on his face.

Feng Fei had something to say, but it turned into a wry smile when it reached his mouth: "What else can I say, since this is your choice, my sister Wu also agrees, of course I can only listen to you. You say yes Will you spread my gossip here, you are the second account manager who resigned under me..."

Qin Yuanmu smiled and said: "If you listen to such gossip, your ears will be too busy. Whether it is suitable for this position is my own business." Qin Yuanmu was thinking in his heart while talking, Gossip about you not getting married is passed on, who spread this?

Feng Fei also laughed, and said with emotion: "It's great to be young, it's great to be able to do what you want to do without any worries."

Being able to leave this cage-like place, Qin Yuanmu was in a good mood: "President Feng, you are also very young, why don't you fight for the life you want? Of course, I am not urging you to resign, but... Now I really understand that it is really important to live the life I want.”

Feng Fei nodded: "It's a pity that many people don't know what the life they want in their whole life. Yuan Mu, you not only know, but also have the courage to go that way. It's really great. Brother, I can only wish you a bright future. It's perfect."

"I would like to borrow your good words." Qin Yuanmu smiled, stood up and strode away.

In the end, he looked around the place where he had worked for nearly a year. In fact, Qin Yuanmu still felt a little bit reluctant in his heart.But what he was reluctant to part with was not this seemingly decent job, but the people who had fought with him.

Yang Xiaoyu was still guarding the hall alone, able to handle with ease among groups of customers; Ding Wen was still sitting in front of corporate customers, with a pile of documents spread out on the table; Tang Lili, who was busy, stood beside Tang Yan, the supervisor who was authorizing.

Qin Yuanmu thanked silently in his heart, and walked out of the branch without looking back.

Today is a rare sunny day in winter, Qin Yuanmu went out of the gate and stretched comfortably in the sun.He didn't stay long, and didn't go home, but walked straight into the entrance of the office building next door and entered the elevator.

Qin Yuanmu knew this address by heart, but it was his first time visiting.

From the LOGO on the corridor on this floor, it can be seen that this is a place for playing art. Qin Yuanmu walked through the corridor where the smell of decoration has not completely dissipated, and came to the gate of the studio.

It was lively inside, Xu Tao seemed to have recruited a lot of people, and he was sweating profusely pointing at them. Not far away, Xue Yujie was tinkering with the computer, and he was also very busy, with the yogurt in his mouth. How long has not finished drinking.

Qin Yuanmu coughed dryly and knocked on the wide open door.

When Xu Tao looked over, he was suddenly surprised and delighted: "Brother?! How did I rely on you to come here? Do you know that we are having a hard time, so you gave me a loan?"

"Thinking too much," Qin Yuanmu said with a smile, "Didn't you see that I don't wear that skin?"

Xu Tao looked at Qin Yuanmu carefully, and said, "It's really...then you are resting today? You came to see me? No, you will be so kind to me?"

Xue Yujie over there also looked over when he heard the movement, rolled his eyes when he saw Qin Yuanmu, and continued to be busy with the work at hand without even saying hello.

Qin Yuanmu smiled disapprovingly: "I have nothing else to do here today, just want to ask, Xu Tao, can you find some work for my unemployed brother."

Xu Tao was stunned for a moment, looked at Qin Yuanmu's smiling face, and patted himself on the face stupidly: "I rely on me, haven't I woke up yet? Is it hallucination...Brother, you resigned? That's great! You It's time to come, come here, hurry up, there is work to do now! These little brothers are our juniors, and they came to practice during the winter vacation. You should teach them as soon as possible, the low-level ones will die! "

It is conceivable that the level that even Xu Tao dislikes is so watery. It seems that what I am about to face is not an easy job.But the smile on Qin Yuanmu's face was even bigger, and he followed Xu Tao in: "Okay, let me see how many times they have."

From that day on, Qin Yuanmu officially joined Xu Tao's studio. The future that Xu Tao imagined many years ago finally became a reality, and the three series of grasses of the Provincial Art Department of Oil Painting finally gathered together again.

For Qin Yuanmu, life is generally good, except for two small problems.The first is that Lian Xiao hasn't come to look for him yet, and the second... is that Xue Yujie still doesn't seem so friendly to him, such as today.

"Qin Yuanmu, what kind of bullshit are you drawing? Don't call him my classmate from now on, I can't afford to lose this guy! And you, Xu Tao, hurry up and give him this month's salary and let him go, sooner or later you will be killed The signboard is smashed!"

On a new day, Xue Yujie's roar still echoed in the office building.

Faced with such vicious words, Qin Yuanmu was speechless, because his level was indeed much lower than before, and the gap from Xue Yujie was even further.Fortunately, there is still a brother with a conscience who can speak for him.

Xu Tao stopped Xue Yujie from taking the stool, and comforted him with a smile: "My dear, don't be angry, my brother has indeed regressed a lot, but there is no way to do it. Isn't this an improvement... You see Look, is his painting out of the kindergarten level? Let's take it step by step, Qin Yuanmu is much better than when he first came..."

Facing the drawing board, Qin Yuanmu kept silent and kept admonishing himself that Caibi is not qualified to beep... He is indeed a little better than when he first came here, but he is still far from his peak level.I also seem to have regained some feeling recently, which can be called rapid progress. I believe that it won't be long before Xue Yujie scolds himself again, and he will bring Xu Tao's painting with him and execute him...

Xu Tao felt extremely tired, how could her husband always bully her brother?Not only does he have to think about this problem every day, but he also has to manage the chores of a large group of people. It is not as easy as he imagined to open a studio, and there is not enough time every day.

No, just after persuading Xue Yujie, it's time for lunch.

Just as Qin Yuanmu finished writing, he heard Xu Tao call him: "Brother, what are you eating for lunch? Do you want to accompany us to have a hot pot?"

"Are you taking him to eat hot pot? Something is wrong with your brain!" Qin Yuanmu heard Xue Yujie's roar before he could answer.

Qin Yuanmu smiled wryly, the juniors must have fantasies and longings for their three famous seniors, and now they are definitely shattered.The three of them now, one is badass, the other is cerebral palsy, and the other is manic. How can they be like the provincial art trio who won prizes and were soft-handed?

Just as Qin Yuanmu was about to say that he ordered takeaway alone, he saw an extremely familiar figure walk in.

Lian Xiao carried the lunch box, and when he came in, he didn't see Qin Yuanmu behind the drawing board, but asked to his chest near the door: "Hello, is Qin Yuanmu here?"

Xu Tao pointed at Qin Yuanmu: "Isn't this there? You are..."

Lian Xiao hesitated for a moment, probably because of the shadow of the past, and said, "I'm here to deliver lunch to Qin Yuanmu. I'm his... classmate."

"Who is your classmate?" Qin Yuanmu stood up with a smile, and strode to Lian Xiao's side.

"Come on, let me introduce you." Regardless of Lian Xiao's tense expression, Qin Yuanmu put his arms around Lian Xiao's shoulders with a smile and said to the people in the room, "This is Lian Xiao, my boyfriend."

The author has something to say: It's over! !

The two protagonists of this book may not be perfect, they may not be very likable, but they are like each of us.

I hope that each of us can move forward on the path of our choice!

Tomorrow, a new pit "Little Ancestor" will be opened. Loyal Dog Gong VS Tsundere Shou, I hope everyone will support it!What~