[The Lord comes from a calm tomorrow] It’s heart-warming
Chapter 46 Sudden realization
During the five years when she lost her memory, Yaoxia came to a strange city alone.Although I also met many interesting people and things, and gained a lot, but there always seemed to be something missing in my heart.
Can't be completely happy from the heart, can't cry wantonly desperately.
Obviously the joy of being with everyone is not fake, but the emptiness in my heart can never be filled.
Mother's brother, her guardian and cohabitant at the time, saw through her, 'That's because you left behind the most important memories for you in the past. '
Most important memory?
What could it be?
She still remembers that when she first lost her memory, she saw many people in the hospital while undergoing various equipment examinations.
Although she vaguely remembers getting along with them in her memory, she can't say a single name.
Some people gradually stopped coming.
But there are also people who persevere in visiting her.
While being happy, the feeling of suffocation became stronger and stronger.
The earnest eyes of those people and the bleakness when they left each time made her restless.
She really tried hard to respond to them, but there was always a thin veil in her mind.
Aware of her mental state, her father touched her face remorsefully and asked her if she wanted to live with her mother's brother.
She was almost crying and nodding.
After she settled down after running away in such a panic, a name suddenly came to her mind: Seven Stars Guard City.
No memory, can't remember the appearance, only this name always lingers in my ears.
Will it be him?
Although she would laugh it off now and laugh at herself at the time, she really thought so at the time.
So she secretly went back to Master Yuan on the way.
In the end, I didn't expect to see Shun Sayama and a cute girl from a distance at the train station.
She has always had a good memory.
He was the first person she saw when she woke up, and he was also one of the people who often came to visit her!
It seems to be called "Sayama Shun".
It is said that she is still her childhood sweetheart.
Then he should know about the seven-star guard city?
Hmm... But he seems to be on a date, it seems not good to disturb others rashly...
Thinking this way, she was about to turn around and leave when she was stunned by the scene in front of her.
The girl seemed to want to kiss him, but he gently but firmly pushed him away. Visible anger climbed up the girl's face. She slapped him in the face with her bag, said "bastard" and left angrily.
shit...
What to do, did she see something bad, but the corner of his mouth was bleeding.
She couldn't help but look at her attire.
Deliberately loose hip-hop style, lowered hat brim, burgundy wig, and black mask with big crosses printed on it.
should be no problem.
Just pretend to be a kind person passing by.
She buried her head and quickly walked past him, stuffed the tissue into his arms, and said in a very low voice, "Wipe."
But he opened his eyes wide, grabbed her arm, and remained silent for a long time before he let her go and said slowly, "...Thank you."
Probably at that time Xun recognized her.
As a result, she found nothing that day.
His tone with a little loneliness at the end really made people care, which made her absent-minded all the time afterwards.
At night, she hugged the pillow and curled up on the sofa, buried her head in the pillow and howled.
The uncle on the side has long been familiar with it.
Hey, it turned a deaf ear.
She turned over and sat up resentfully, took out the rubber band and tied him a little, and suddenly felt happy: "Humph."
He flicked her forehead hard, "making trouble for no reason."
After finishing speaking, he put down the magazine in his hand, raised his legs and pointed his chin at her, "Tell me, what's the matter."
A little tugging forced him to create a domineering feeling.
She hugged her legs and leaned against him, and she was a little confused in her words: "Brother Long... well, uncle," the other party gave him a sharp look, and she immediately changed the address in a timely manner, "Before you said that I forgot important memories In the past...does it have to be found?"
He looked at her clearly mockingly, "Ask me about your own affairs??"
... She probably found the wrong person to chat with.
Fortunately, he still had a little bit of conscience in his heart, and casually rubbed her head and said casually, "Tell me, what do you really want to ask?"
Her cheeks were a little flushed.
Well, it was seen through again.
With a light cough, she struggled with the pillow and said, "Actually..."
"..."
"..."
"You said it!" He stood up and rewarded her with a chestnut.
"Woo... I'm brewing a relationship..." She held her head and complained with tears, "It's just... I seem to care about someone, someone I used to know."
He raised his eyebrows, "Who?"
"It's called Sayama Shun, it seems to be mine..."
Unexpectedly, he waved his hand, his face full of impatience, "No need to introduce, I know that kid."
Not only did they know each other, but they were haunted by ghosts.
I don't know if it was the contact information given by his brother-in-law, but he tried his best to get his niece's information from himself.
In the end, out of nowhere, it evolved into a relationship where we would come out to meet and have dinner every month.
Depend on.
This kid is in deep water.
He didn't believe that he didn't have any thoughts about his niece.
But let’s talk about it, this kid never inquired about her personal emotional status, but instead asked about trivial matters such as whether she ate well, slept soundly, and whether she had made new friends. Like an old lady.
Of course, these were what her uncle told her a week before she returned home after recovering her memory.
At that time, although she was a little curious about how the two met, she didn't take it too seriously.
So, she rested her chin and described the scene in the afternoon, and finally sighed: "Why do I care so much..."
He glanced at him coolly, "Do you like him?"
She frowned and thought for a few seconds, then shook her head firmly, "I'm neither jealous, nor sad, nor angry."
If he hadn't pulled her back to say that at the end, she probably would have forgotten about it when she turned around.
But it was his last words and that voice that made her care so much.
"...But the moment I saw him quarreling with that girl, I felt a little sad." If you like him, shouldn't you feel lucky at this time?I have another chance or something...
He sneered, "Isn't that just liking? Or the kind that is dying."
She puffed out her cheeks and hammered his arm angrily, "I've already said—"
"Isn't it because you feel sad because you regard the other person's happiness as important? Shouldn't this kind of feeling be called liking? No one stipulates that the liking between men and women is only the feeling of love." What he said made her feel Suddenly speechless.
She couldn't help muttering: "Do I really like him???"
He yawned sleepily, "Little kid is just sentimental, and this kind of thing that goes with the flow is actually troubled for a long time." After that, he got up and walked to the bedroom.
She quickly stopped him: "Hey uncle!"
She still has something to ask.
He tilted his head, huh?With a sound.
At this moment, the question that was about to be blurted out suddenly felt uncomfortable, so she smiled to cover up the momentary pause: "Good night!"
He raised his eyebrows and replied, "Good night."
When he was completely out of her sight, she clutched her chest and slowly let out a sigh of relief.
Still... don't ask.
I always feel that the name Seven Star Guard City is not something that can be easily said.
It turned out that her choice was right.
Then again, she always remembered what her uncle said at that time.
He said that she attached great importance to Xun.
He also said, let nature take its course.
But the more she came back to get along with Xun, the more confused she felt, because his existence was so natural, she would involuntarily feel relaxed and at ease when he was by his side, and gradually she began to be confused whether she really liked Xun Still because of habit.
...Is this really good?
In the past, she didn't need to think about this problem, but now she has to think about it.
Of course she also knew that procrastination was not a problem, but she...was genuinely scared.
She is not afraid that after the relationship between herself and Xun finds out that they are not suitable for each other and they will not be able to return to the past strangers, people have to pay for their own choices.What she was really afraid of was that her hasty choice might bring him painful memories in the end.
She really didn't have the confidence to repay him the same affection, even if she knew he didn't care.
This is a state of affairs that she would like to avoid no matter what.
So, like killing her own heart, she tried her best to find the reason why she couldn't bring him happiness.
Hypocritical.
Totally hypocritical.
Needless to say, she herself felt that she was so hypocritical that she should be covered in a cloth bag and beaten severely.
But that person tolerated her hypocrisy and has been waiting for her answer.
…………
The issue is!
The issue is! !
It is precisely because of this overly indulgent tenderness that the source of her anxiety is!
Why give her the choice? !I don't know if she has difficulty choosing? !I don't know if she has never been in a formal relationship? !
However, he never seemed to waver, even if she bury him openly or secretly, it would take time for her to recuperate.
...Feeling that her anger was hit on a ball of cotton, she was completely wilted.
It's impossible for Xun not to know how careful she is, but why he put himself in such a choice, she really doesn't understand.Does he really think it doesn't matter what kind of relationship they become?Isn't he afraid of regretting it?
At least for her, she is not willing to accept the life her father arranged for her, unless she—
……what!
Haruka Natsume showed surprise, and her heartbeat became louder and louder.
Is it...
On the other side, Shayou quickly tapped his arm with his index finger, his expression becoming more and more impatient.This guy has been thinking for too long! "Come back to your senses!" In the end, the violent she couldn't hold back a slap to Yao Xia's forehead!
"Aww!" Yao Xia wailed, her face wrinkled into a ball, and she came back to her senses, clutching her forehead.
She looked fiercely at Shangshayou, recalling the topic just now, unconsciously reverberating the conjecture just now in her mind, pursing her lips, feeling a bit in a dilemma for a while.
Sayou understands: "Is there a result?"
Yao Xia nodded, held the milk cup and said softly: "... I have it, but I can't tell you for the time being, I have something to 'confirm'."
The last two words were spoken with such gnashing of teeth.
Sayou froze for a moment.
Immediately, she couldn't help raising a smirk.
Although she didn't know why, she had a strong premonition that Shun Sayama would be severely beaten.
It's really -- it's so relieved!
The author has something to say: I had a nightmare, who is scolding me
Can't be completely happy from the heart, can't cry wantonly desperately.
Obviously the joy of being with everyone is not fake, but the emptiness in my heart can never be filled.
Mother's brother, her guardian and cohabitant at the time, saw through her, 'That's because you left behind the most important memories for you in the past. '
Most important memory?
What could it be?
She still remembers that when she first lost her memory, she saw many people in the hospital while undergoing various equipment examinations.
Although she vaguely remembers getting along with them in her memory, she can't say a single name.
Some people gradually stopped coming.
But there are also people who persevere in visiting her.
While being happy, the feeling of suffocation became stronger and stronger.
The earnest eyes of those people and the bleakness when they left each time made her restless.
She really tried hard to respond to them, but there was always a thin veil in her mind.
Aware of her mental state, her father touched her face remorsefully and asked her if she wanted to live with her mother's brother.
She was almost crying and nodding.
After she settled down after running away in such a panic, a name suddenly came to her mind: Seven Stars Guard City.
No memory, can't remember the appearance, only this name always lingers in my ears.
Will it be him?
Although she would laugh it off now and laugh at herself at the time, she really thought so at the time.
So she secretly went back to Master Yuan on the way.
In the end, I didn't expect to see Shun Sayama and a cute girl from a distance at the train station.
She has always had a good memory.
He was the first person she saw when she woke up, and he was also one of the people who often came to visit her!
It seems to be called "Sayama Shun".
It is said that she is still her childhood sweetheart.
Then he should know about the seven-star guard city?
Hmm... But he seems to be on a date, it seems not good to disturb others rashly...
Thinking this way, she was about to turn around and leave when she was stunned by the scene in front of her.
The girl seemed to want to kiss him, but he gently but firmly pushed him away. Visible anger climbed up the girl's face. She slapped him in the face with her bag, said "bastard" and left angrily.
shit...
What to do, did she see something bad, but the corner of his mouth was bleeding.
She couldn't help but look at her attire.
Deliberately loose hip-hop style, lowered hat brim, burgundy wig, and black mask with big crosses printed on it.
should be no problem.
Just pretend to be a kind person passing by.
She buried her head and quickly walked past him, stuffed the tissue into his arms, and said in a very low voice, "Wipe."
But he opened his eyes wide, grabbed her arm, and remained silent for a long time before he let her go and said slowly, "...Thank you."
Probably at that time Xun recognized her.
As a result, she found nothing that day.
His tone with a little loneliness at the end really made people care, which made her absent-minded all the time afterwards.
At night, she hugged the pillow and curled up on the sofa, buried her head in the pillow and howled.
The uncle on the side has long been familiar with it.
Hey, it turned a deaf ear.
She turned over and sat up resentfully, took out the rubber band and tied him a little, and suddenly felt happy: "Humph."
He flicked her forehead hard, "making trouble for no reason."
After finishing speaking, he put down the magazine in his hand, raised his legs and pointed his chin at her, "Tell me, what's the matter."
A little tugging forced him to create a domineering feeling.
She hugged her legs and leaned against him, and she was a little confused in her words: "Brother Long... well, uncle," the other party gave him a sharp look, and she immediately changed the address in a timely manner, "Before you said that I forgot important memories In the past...does it have to be found?"
He looked at her clearly mockingly, "Ask me about your own affairs??"
... She probably found the wrong person to chat with.
Fortunately, he still had a little bit of conscience in his heart, and casually rubbed her head and said casually, "Tell me, what do you really want to ask?"
Her cheeks were a little flushed.
Well, it was seen through again.
With a light cough, she struggled with the pillow and said, "Actually..."
"..."
"..."
"You said it!" He stood up and rewarded her with a chestnut.
"Woo... I'm brewing a relationship..." She held her head and complained with tears, "It's just... I seem to care about someone, someone I used to know."
He raised his eyebrows, "Who?"
"It's called Sayama Shun, it seems to be mine..."
Unexpectedly, he waved his hand, his face full of impatience, "No need to introduce, I know that kid."
Not only did they know each other, but they were haunted by ghosts.
I don't know if it was the contact information given by his brother-in-law, but he tried his best to get his niece's information from himself.
In the end, out of nowhere, it evolved into a relationship where we would come out to meet and have dinner every month.
Depend on.
This kid is in deep water.
He didn't believe that he didn't have any thoughts about his niece.
But let’s talk about it, this kid never inquired about her personal emotional status, but instead asked about trivial matters such as whether she ate well, slept soundly, and whether she had made new friends. Like an old lady.
Of course, these were what her uncle told her a week before she returned home after recovering her memory.
At that time, although she was a little curious about how the two met, she didn't take it too seriously.
So, she rested her chin and described the scene in the afternoon, and finally sighed: "Why do I care so much..."
He glanced at him coolly, "Do you like him?"
She frowned and thought for a few seconds, then shook her head firmly, "I'm neither jealous, nor sad, nor angry."
If he hadn't pulled her back to say that at the end, she probably would have forgotten about it when she turned around.
But it was his last words and that voice that made her care so much.
"...But the moment I saw him quarreling with that girl, I felt a little sad." If you like him, shouldn't you feel lucky at this time?I have another chance or something...
He sneered, "Isn't that just liking? Or the kind that is dying."
She puffed out her cheeks and hammered his arm angrily, "I've already said—"
"Isn't it because you feel sad because you regard the other person's happiness as important? Shouldn't this kind of feeling be called liking? No one stipulates that the liking between men and women is only the feeling of love." What he said made her feel Suddenly speechless.
She couldn't help muttering: "Do I really like him???"
He yawned sleepily, "Little kid is just sentimental, and this kind of thing that goes with the flow is actually troubled for a long time." After that, he got up and walked to the bedroom.
She quickly stopped him: "Hey uncle!"
She still has something to ask.
He tilted his head, huh?With a sound.
At this moment, the question that was about to be blurted out suddenly felt uncomfortable, so she smiled to cover up the momentary pause: "Good night!"
He raised his eyebrows and replied, "Good night."
When he was completely out of her sight, she clutched her chest and slowly let out a sigh of relief.
Still... don't ask.
I always feel that the name Seven Star Guard City is not something that can be easily said.
It turned out that her choice was right.
Then again, she always remembered what her uncle said at that time.
He said that she attached great importance to Xun.
He also said, let nature take its course.
But the more she came back to get along with Xun, the more confused she felt, because his existence was so natural, she would involuntarily feel relaxed and at ease when he was by his side, and gradually she began to be confused whether she really liked Xun Still because of habit.
...Is this really good?
In the past, she didn't need to think about this problem, but now she has to think about it.
Of course she also knew that procrastination was not a problem, but she...was genuinely scared.
She is not afraid that after the relationship between herself and Xun finds out that they are not suitable for each other and they will not be able to return to the past strangers, people have to pay for their own choices.What she was really afraid of was that her hasty choice might bring him painful memories in the end.
She really didn't have the confidence to repay him the same affection, even if she knew he didn't care.
This is a state of affairs that she would like to avoid no matter what.
So, like killing her own heart, she tried her best to find the reason why she couldn't bring him happiness.
Hypocritical.
Totally hypocritical.
Needless to say, she herself felt that she was so hypocritical that she should be covered in a cloth bag and beaten severely.
But that person tolerated her hypocrisy and has been waiting for her answer.
…………
The issue is!
The issue is! !
It is precisely because of this overly indulgent tenderness that the source of her anxiety is!
Why give her the choice? !I don't know if she has difficulty choosing? !I don't know if she has never been in a formal relationship? !
However, he never seemed to waver, even if she bury him openly or secretly, it would take time for her to recuperate.
...Feeling that her anger was hit on a ball of cotton, she was completely wilted.
It's impossible for Xun not to know how careful she is, but why he put himself in such a choice, she really doesn't understand.Does he really think it doesn't matter what kind of relationship they become?Isn't he afraid of regretting it?
At least for her, she is not willing to accept the life her father arranged for her, unless she—
……what!
Haruka Natsume showed surprise, and her heartbeat became louder and louder.
Is it...
On the other side, Shayou quickly tapped his arm with his index finger, his expression becoming more and more impatient.This guy has been thinking for too long! "Come back to your senses!" In the end, the violent she couldn't hold back a slap to Yao Xia's forehead!
"Aww!" Yao Xia wailed, her face wrinkled into a ball, and she came back to her senses, clutching her forehead.
She looked fiercely at Shangshayou, recalling the topic just now, unconsciously reverberating the conjecture just now in her mind, pursing her lips, feeling a bit in a dilemma for a while.
Sayou understands: "Is there a result?"
Yao Xia nodded, held the milk cup and said softly: "... I have it, but I can't tell you for the time being, I have something to 'confirm'."
The last two words were spoken with such gnashing of teeth.
Sayou froze for a moment.
Immediately, she couldn't help raising a smirk.
Although she didn't know why, she had a strong premonition that Shun Sayama would be severely beaten.
It's really -- it's so relieved!
The author has something to say: I had a nightmare, who is scolding me
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