[Comprehensive] Someone always wants to save me

When he opened his eyes again, he saw an unfamiliar ceiling in front of him.

She subconsciously jumped up from the bed, and she seemed to be able to feel the bone-eroding pain at the part cut by the knife.

Higurashi Saya squatted down, hugged her painful head, and curled herself into a small ball.

That [me], died...

This fact was displayed very clearly in her brain. Saya Higurashi looked up blankly for a while, but her eyes were still blurred, and she couldn't find the focus of her vision.

"The main hall?"

The door was pushed open, and she heard footsteps, and then the footsteps stopped too—right in front of her.

Then the man seemed to bend down, and carried the curled up girl back to the couch, and asked her gently, as if asking a little girl: "Did you have a nightmare?"

All she could smell was a strange but familiar cold fragrance.

Higurashi Saya thought for a long time in a daze in her mind, and finally matched her breath with her face. She opened her mouth, "Sankaiyue... Zongjin?"

The visitor laughed, and Saya Higurashi had a headache again.

She firmly pressed her temples, what this famous knife of the Heian period, Mikazuki Zongjin, did not pull away her fingers, but silently wrapped the girl into her arms with Leng Xiang, until she gradually calmed down Come down, let go of the fingers holding the temple.

"Why do I……"

Before she finished speaking, another voice interrupted quickly.

"His Highness Sanriyue, how is the main hall?"

Higurashi Saya raised her head, trying to identify the person coming from the gap between her fingers, and finally determined that it was An Ding.

... Yamato keeps stability.

Wearing a light onion-colored haori, An Ning was smiling at her.

Before that happened, Yamato kept peace.

At this time, it is the world of "Saya Higurashi", who is willing to commit suicide for her survival in exchange for a little tenderness of the goddess.That is to clear the light and stabilize the world of the original god judges.

No wonder Sanri Yue Zongjin's reaction at that time was like this.

Higurashi Saya recalled the eyes of the young man again, and finally understood the reason.

That "Saya Higurashi" comes from a different world, from a future timeline.

But one thing is the same, she is "Saya Higurashi".

Although she has always emphasized that Saya is special.

So what was she asking her to return to her body for?

Is it jealousy?

Are you not reconciled?

Want Saya to feel her pain and despair too?

Maybe there are all of them, but the most important reason is not this, Higurashi Saya knows this very well.

"The main hall?"

Higurashi Saya looked at him blankly, and then at Mikazuki Zongjin, who had a faint look of worry in his eyes.

She pushed the young man away and got down from the couch, her too weak body made her stagger, but luckily Sanri Yuezong helped her in time.

"Clear...light..."

Her voice was thin, almost inaudible.

Yamato Shou'an frowned, and looked at her suspiciously: "The main hall?"

"Qingguang." Higurashi Saya was finally able to complete the word, and she struggled to squeeze out more words from her dry throat, "Qingguang... Where is Qingguang..."

The intermittent words were still somewhat vague, but Yamato Shou'an managed to get the meaning out of it, and asked her: "Does the main hall want to see California Qingguang? He was sent on an expedition, and he hasn't returned yet."

Higurashi Saya stared at him, and the girl's dark eyes were gradually covered with mist.

She frowned aggrievedly, looking like she was going to cry or not.

Yamato Shou'an had never seen such a main hall before. He almost broke his own body. He quickly comforted the girl: "If the main hall wants to see him, you can call him back."

The girl who has always been indifferent and unsmiling is about to cry because of the absence of Qingguang.

If those short knives see it, I'm afraid it will be a one-shot fight tonight with California Qingguang.

He couldn't help but look at Sanri Yue Zongjin who was guarding behind the main hall, but found that His Highness didn't seem to be sad or wanted to compete for favor, but instead laughed, "Hahaha, the main hall still likes California Qingguang so much."

Hearing what he said, Higurashi Saya didn't mean to be comforted or relieved of her sadness at all.

She lowered her head and actually cried out.

"Qing, Qingguang..." She uttered these words in a crying voice, and the little hiccup sounded extremely wronged.

Mikazuki Zongjin didn't expect that it would have the opposite effect.

He looked at the crying girl helplessly, the whole knife was not good.

—Who will teach him what to do now? !

It wasn't until the perplexed California Qingguang walked in that the two knives present seemed to have finally been relieved, and the rigid posture they had maintained was finally relaxed.

He looked at his colleagues in surprise, and just as he said "Sanriyuedian", he was so frightened that he rushed over and hugged his waist while crying, and almost let go and dropped his body.

This is their always indifferent main hall?

California Qingguang was dumbfounded, but subconsciously wrapped his arms around the girl.

He simply didn't understand that he had obviously gone on an expedition, but how the world was different when he came back.

"I'm dead..." the main hall said sobbingly, "I'm dead...Qing Guang, I'm so sad, it hurts so much."

"what?"

California Qingguang looked bewildered, unable to understand what the girl was saying.

After he understood, California Qingguang was surprisingly angry, and the object of his anger was the unfortunate two knives present: "Why are you still injured in the main hall?!"

Yamato Shouping: "..."

Sanriyue Zongjin: "..."

"When I came in, there was only His Royal Highness Sankaiyue, and the main hall suddenly woke up and couldn't see you, so I started crying." Yamato Shou'an explained expressionlessly, "Then I called you back in advance."

Sanriyue Zongjin was still smiling: "Hahaha, the relationship between California Qingguang and the main hall is really good."

Looking at the smile of the young man in the dark blue hunting suit, California Qingguang suddenly felt a chill on his back, and goose bumps came out.

The corners of his eyes twitched, and he forcibly ignored this abnormality, and then shifted his thoughts to what Yamato and Shuan Ding said before, and then... California Qingguang directly blowing snow.

The main hall tightly hugged his waist, no matter how persuasive Jia Qingguang was, he refused to let go of his hand, but the crying became smaller and smaller.

Her thick black eyelashes were wetted by the mist, and the tails of her slightly curled eyes were drooping sleepily, and she looked saddened.

"Qing Guang..."

Although this Qingguang is not the Qingguang she knows.

But it doesn't matter - he is still the most trustworthy person of Saya Higurashi.

She raised her head, her hoarse voice still had a sticky feeling after crying, "Qing Guang, do you like 'me'?"

California Qingguang's mind buzzed and the pot exploded.

He struggled to organize his words, trying to find the most suitable way to respond, but the final answer was still embarrassing: "Well... I..."

After getting the answer, Saya Higurashi burst into tears and laughed.

This is the only time when California Qingguang likes others, and Higurashi Saya is not unhappy at all.

She went to ask other people in the room, "San Ri Yue Dian, do you like me?"

This famous sword from the Heian period gave the most affirmative answer.

The same goes for stability.

Higurashi Saya no longer needs to ask other people, she already knows the answer.

That [self].

Hating herself, living like a hedgehog, showing her minions mercilessly outside [Saya Higurashi].

The self who thinks that he will never be loved and cannot find redemption.

In fact, it is also loved, even cared for and protected as a young child.

So be happy.

Higurashi Saya sincerely hoped.

Already have the instinct to be loved, it is not impossible to feel and accept the emotion.

Miracles happen.

Higurashi Saya believes this, because she herself is a miracle standing here.

Maybe she put herself into the whole body to repay her bad intentions, and hoped that Saya Higurashi could feel her despair, but because of this, Saya Higurashi discovered the truth.

Each world's self is a paranoid, and a coward.

She didn't want to explain to them that she actually came from the past timeline, and I believe San Riyue has already seen this.

But the young man in hunting clothes just looked at her silently and sighed.

He seemed to have figured out what was going on.

But he didn't intend to correct his colleagues, nor did he want to inform them of the changes in the main hall.

This is the path the little girl chose herself.

He understood and wanted to persuade her, but he was still unwilling to change her wishes.

In the following time, Saya Higurashi just carefully identified the name and appearance of each knife in the hommaru, and remembered it deeply.

She has to help her remember those emotions ignored by that [self], not only for repaying that kindness, but also for herself.

From today on, she must believe that she is loved unconditionally.

She wants to trust those who value her and care about her.

She wants to live without burdens, without guilt, and to face everything happily.

Together with the happiness of "Saya Higurashi" in so many worlds, let's live happily ever after.

Higurashi Saya thought with determination, but the facts were completely inconsistent with her imagination.

Not only were they inconsistent, but they were completely diametrically opposed. The moment she found out, she felt that the whole world had collapsed.