[Comprehensive] Someone always wants to save me

Not to mention whether Huang will directly send Hachiho to the sky from the opposing team, anyway, Saya Higurashi really wants to send him to the sky.

Because Huang Zhen, who has evolved into an Internet addicted boy, is not polite, he occupies the study room on the second floor that originally belonged to Higurashi Saya to play games, and Higurashi Saya jumps her feet in anger.

- You just can't understand!You are illiterate!

Higurashi Saya was extremely angry, and was ridiculed by the barbarian who didn't understand the culture and language of this world at all. It almost made her want to write Waka to humiliate him and let him know who is illiterate.

She hammered the table hard.

She hammered the wooden table hard enough to crack a big gap.

The little girl was crying and tugging on Lord Fengshen's sleeve. The other party turned around in a daze, and saw Saya Higurashi, who was about to cry, pointing fiercely at the room while tugging at his sleeve.

The barefooted boy sitting cross-legged on the carpet was concentrating on the screen without blinking, and had no intention of paying attention to them at all.

"You still care about him?!"

Higurashi Saya was in a hurry, "Look at him, no one talked about him when he was playing games all the time, so I just chatted with Gongmi for a while, and he got angry with me."

"That's because I'm not a stalker or a hantai." Huang added leisurely, he even laughed, showing his beautiful white teeth, "and California doesn't care how long I play games."

Higurashi Saya: "..."

She stomped her feet, and just about to file a complaint, she caught a glimpse of the Pengci sibling group appearing on the other party's screen.

The little girl who was instantly attracted by the game had no time to worry about face issues.

"Hey, don't continue your life, you Yaoqin will be cut into the queue, at this time La Bingyong will continue to prosecute."

Higurashi Saya simply got through the whole body, she stared at the screen with bright eyes, paused, and moved to the side, which was to give up her seat, and heard her muttering a bad idea, "I said, would you Let’s play, keep using your life for rounds, your Yaoqin is full of fire and you haven’t been charged, when you don’t do rounds at this time, when will you do it.”

Huang glanced at her.

"Can you play? Yaoqin pulls Kagura and the whole team speeds up. I am brave enough to overtake Yu Nu."

"Oh, you also upgraded Yaoqin's skills?" Higurashi Saya was surprised and then quickly relieved, "My Yaoqin is always used as dog food when it reaches five stars, because I feel that adding his skills is useless."

"You are so short of a SR dog food?" Huang asked her sideways.

"It's missing, it's missing. When necessary, I even eat SSRs that don't improve skills. Although there are reasons why it's not easy to use, maybe I still think that r cards are better for fighting skills."

"What kind of ssr is the Two-faced Buddha..."

Yimulian: "..."

Don't be so cruel_(:зゝ∠)_

Higurashi Saya did not forget to hold him back, as if wondering why his face was so strange.

She paused for a moment, as if she had thought of something serious, but seeing that the next move had already started, she hurriedly sat back.

Higurashi Saya still didn't forget to look back at him: "Yimulian, don't stand here in a daze."

Then the attention was quickly attracted by the game.

"You're on Brother Lian, are you getting blast damage at a glance? Are you full of crit hits? Let's put a shield on Xiao Hei and touch Ci."

"Yimulian doesn't quite match Hei Tongzi, it's not as good as Ten Thousand Years Bamboo, at least the trigger of Ten Thousand Years Bamboo is not affected by the shield."

"You raised Wannian Bamboo? A beckoning cat? Then you can't go to Kaguya Ji."

"I didn't raise..."

"Isn't it nonsense that I didn't raise you?"

The discussion between these two people is completely speechless.

It's almost doubtful whether it's the same person who quarreled and quarreled up and down before.

"Actually, I'm still very uncomfortable..."

Yimulian silently refused, "Go ahead and play."

He really couldn't accept the game that was projected in this world and based on his own world.

What's more, he found that it seemed that Huang was much better at handling than Qingming, at least he would touch Ci Vampire after renewing his life.

Higurashi Saya leaned over to snatch the opponent's mouse, "What are you raising?"

Huang asked her to snatch the mouse, and after snatching Saya Higurashi, he realized that there were a bunch of red dharma, blue dharma and black dharma on his screen.

She glanced at the boy's face and found that the boy pursed his lips and seemed to be in a bad mood.Just wondering, I saw him snatch the mouse angrily, and fed all the remaining black eggs to nka.

Higurashi Saya understood in seconds, and she tentatively asked cautiously: "Did Seimei give you a Dharma egg...?"

"Yes." Arak answered her blankly, "He gave me a bunch of Baidamas and gave me six stars."

"Dog food is actually better than experience eggs." Saya Higurashi tried to comfort him.

Huang turned his head, his expression was even colder and resentful, "But he didn't give me enough experience to level up!"

"No wonder you brought a bunch of dog food and you're only level 16 now. I thought you had the same hamster disease as Ibaraki next door and refused to eat dog food, so you insisted on hoarding..." Saya Higurashi murmured uncontrollably.

"He prepared 12 black eggs and said that he would feed them all to her as soon as the Bianhua came."

Higurashi Saya's eyes drifted a little, "You have to know that after all, he is Lycoris... no, he is lying down and winning flowers."

After disliking Lying Yinghua together, the two of them seemed to be fighting against each other.

Higurashi Saya said to him awkwardly, "Actually, if Seimei passes 230 at a speed, he will definitely like you very much."

The young male god snorted coldly: "I'm waiting for him to pass 230 quickly, so I'd rather look forward to the day when he has all his ssr."

Higurashi Saya was a little embarrassed, but she also understood that this scene was entirely possible according to Seimei's African attributes.But she only disliked her before, and now she reconciles immediately, it seems that she is too unscrupulous, and she has no bottom line for a boss at all.

So Higurashi Saya stood up awkwardly, "Although it is said that this is my study, if you use it to play games, I will... It's not impossible to discuss it, but you need my permission before that..."

Huang thought this guy was really weird.

Being provoked makes me anxious, but if I give him a little favor, I will soon put away my minions that I have finally exposed.

Just like that, I still have the nerve to say that I am a super villain boss who destroys the world every day?

He squinted and stared at the other party for a long time, and finally sneered.

There was a sense of IQ superiority in this laughter, so much so that Saya Higurashi started to explode again in an instant.

She can completely bear all the sneers, sneers, and even ridicule of her IQ from the skylark, but she can't bear it at all.

By, what, what——

Higurashi Saya also squinted her eyes and stared at the other party for a long time. Under the unbelievable gaze, she rushed over, pushed down the young ssr who was even smaller than her, and held the other party tightly shoulders.

Kneeling half-kneeling and clamping the opponent's waist, she lowered her head and threatened him in a vicious voice, "Say one more thing? Say one more sentence?"

The girl's soft body clung to him unsuspectingly, her figure about to twitch was like a graceful wicker in spring.

Huang stared at her dumbfounded, speechless in shock, and finally recovered, his face flushed.

He pushed the other side away indiscriminately, "You you you you..."

Ga Qingguang, who came in with a fruit plate and saw this scene, said the next sentence for him: "Are you aware that you are still a girl?!" The guardian, who was so angry, gritted his teeth, Squinting his eyes dangerously, Saya Higurashi only felt the chill behind his back and shuddered.

Saya Higurashi actually wanted to tell him that if she really realized that she was a girl and that Qingguang Qingguang was a boy no matter what gender she was, she wouldn't live with him at all.

But think about it, saying this kind of thing will only make California Qingguang more angry, and it will not do any good to the current situation.Higurashi Saya stiffly got up from Huang's body, Huang who was stepped on maliciously and even kicked her calf wanted to send her to heaven very much.

Higurashi Saya didn't care about Huang's terrible expression at all, she touched the tip of her nose in embarrassment, "It's okay for Huang, he is still a child, no one will let him leave even if he goes to the hot spring."

Huang directly rolled his eyes.

When bullying him, he never felt that he was a child, but at this time, he began to wantonly despise his age.

Suddenly, Huang had an intuitive understanding of Saya Higurashi's character.

He couldn't understand what the hell was going on with California Qingguang and Yimulian who could still treat the little girl as a little angel?Don't you think it's weird?Or are they misunderstanding something about angels?

Although the little girl is really cute, when she is not talking, she is like an exquisite oriental doll in the window, her voice is thin and waxy, soft, and a little delicate, and her slender eyelashes look at people It flutters like a butterfly's wings when it's young, gentle and cute.

But after she spoke it was a disaster.

Just like now——"I really realized it, otherwise why would I like Gongya."

She opened her eyes and retorted earnestly. In fact, this earnestness was simply unreasonable cheating, "I know this is bad, but Huang is not a human being, so he is fine."

Ararat glanced at her suspiciously: "I'm going to the Shikigami Protection Association to sue you for disrespecting human rights."

Higurashi Saya didn't bother to pay attention to him, and then started to play tricks.

When she cheated, her eyes widened, and her almond eyes rolled around, like a cat bargaining with its owner because of its playfulness.

Regardless of whether she was wrong or not, she was willing to admit her mistake first.

But California Qingguang didn't like to see her apologize at all, so Higurashi Saya didn't add fuel to the fire.

There is no way to apologize and no way to explain, so I have to start cheating.

Seeing that California Qingguang didn't listen to her explanation at all, the little girl squatted down and covered her ears with an expression of not listening to bastard's chanting.She was terribly wronged, but she refused to show it on her face, so she had no choice but to approach Yimulian silently.

If Huang wasn't here, she would be sobbing now, tears rolling down like she didn't want money.

As long as she wanted, she could cry until Qingguang had to soften her heart, anyway, she was used to acting coquettishly towards him.

But since there are still "outsiders" around, Higurashi Saya had to hold back her tears, and just silently began to condemn the other party with her eyes—she even felt wronged in her eyes, which made people feel distressed.

Reasonably speaking, if this skill point is focused on IQ, she will not be able to go to heaven, Huang thought silently.

"Don't be fooling around."

California Qingguang was also very tired, "I'm just reminding you to pay attention, Huang is also very embarrassing."

Seeing the gunfire shifted towards him, Huang was stunned for half a second: "...Huh?"

"It doesn't matter, anyway, I didn't see anything about her looking like a girl."

With just one sentence, the hatred value exploded, and Saya Higurashi exploded instantly, her cheeks puffed up with anger, like a hamster hoarding food.A few streaks of irritated red appeared on the fair cheeks, and even the corners of the eyes were also dyed.

"Excessive."

Really angry, she didn't speak loudly, but kept silent and stared at the other party.The eyes that he thinks are very menacing are actually just the little girl's imagination, the actual situation is that Huang finally can't stand being stared at by her.

He waved his hand and couldn't help turning his head away, "I'm sorry, don't look at me with that look..."

Getting angry and blowing hair looks like a soft accusation.

How did this kind of person grow up to be so big with peace of mind.

##

A child has a bad temper, is childish, and will not grow up.

This kind of title has never been used when Saya Higurashi was not Saya Higurashi.

Her current temper is probably caused by the petting of the people around her. She will obediently apologize and admit her mistakes, and say sorry first when encountering things. This extremely cowardly problem is born with it, and no matter how much petting she can't get rid of it.

Will cry, start to make trouble, and act like a baby, all of which are based on the fact that the other party likes her and needs her likes.

So Higurashi Saya doesn't take Huang's contempt at all. It is precisely because California Qingguang likes her that she can act coquettishly and shamelessly to each other.This kind of relationship is very good, at least that's what she thinks, both of them are happy, and she doesn't care about the opinions of outsiders.

As for Skylark, in fact, she was testing the other party's bottom line towards her little by little, and then acted coquettishly within the limit allowed by the bottom line.

It seemed that all of her relationships came with such care.

Before considering her own feelings, she always considers the feelings of others, constantly guessing whether the other party is tired of her, and whether she also hates her identity like the god she admires.

Once bitten by a snake, three years afraid of well ropes.

Higurashi Saya really carried out this sentence to the fullest.

The keen young ssr just saw this, so he would sneer at her. He didn't understand what he cared about in this carefully maintained relationship.

On the surface, he pretends to be indifferent and willful, but in fact he lives more carefully than anyone else.

Isn't this kind of life tiring?

... At least now Higurashi Saya is happy.

But obviously, such a pathological longing, even begging for love is obviously a wrong approach. Higurashi Saya understands that she is wrong, but she does not want to correct this at all.

She can't love herself when no one loves her, and she can't rely on someone unconditionally—all feelings are so frightening and treading on thin ice, as if they may burst like bubbles at any time.

When she and Yimulian were on the terrace, she suddenly said so.

The little girl stared intently at the flying bird in the distance, envious of the other party's freedom.

And deeply realized that I will never become a bird.

She is like a kite, without the person behind the string to control her, she doesn't know where she should fly, and there is no point in continuing to persevere, so she can only choose to fall.

"Why are you so afraid of this?" Yimulian was not silent this time, he didn't even pause, and discussed the issue with her directly, "It's not like you, so... afraid of losing and betraying. "

Higurashi Saya was not surprised, and she also knew that the other party had already discovered this matter, so she just asked him: "Then what do you think of me?"

"No fear of death, persistent, paranoid..."

He paused: "Even indifferent, so indifferent that he doesn't care about everything else."

"But I've changed—"

The look on her face was a little dazed, "I don't look like me anymore."

"So I started to fear death, like a child who has finally tasted candy, and she couldn't bear to throw her candy away, even though she knew it would make her teeth decay and even make her sick."

Higurashi Saya paused again, and said: "The reason why I have never been afraid is because I have never owned it—I was even abandoned when I was born. I have never owned anything, so I have nothing to fear."

"To be precise, after I have it,"

She lowered her eyelashes, and her delicate face like a porcelain doll was distorted, "I started to get scared."

To be precise, she was once "loved" by her master who created her for a while, and then quickly rejected. Since then, she has been afraid of losing and betraying her.

She would rather never have it than to lose it.

But she already had these without her even realizing it.

——This caused Saya Higurashi to fall into an unspeakable panic.

"I'm really sorry to tell you this." The little girl stood on tiptoe, touched the dragon's head comfortingly, she smiled at him, "However, I am really happy to be able to chat with Yimulian. "

Fengshen's expression was a bit tangled, but in the end, he still said, "It's okay, if you are unhappy, you can tell me."

"You are so gentle, Lord Fengshen."

Higurashi Saya bounced back to the room with her hands behind her back, seeing him still looking here when she went up the stairs, she waved her hand vigorously, "Okay, okay, I'm going to bed too, Yimulian should go back to the room early. "

The voice is soft and light, like the glow of the sun under the clouds.

After returning to the room, he suddenly woke up and forgot something.

Higurashi Saya opened her eyes wide in shock, she never thought that she would be so unreliable.She jumped down on the bed with bare feet, opened the door and trotted all the way, knocking on the clear room downstairs.

The young Dao Jian Fu looked at her sleepily, unable to find the focal length for a long time.

"...?"

Higurashi Saya was in a hurry, she grabbed the other party's collar directly, then hung it up like a koala bear, shaking vigorously: "Qingguang Qingguang Qingguang Qingguang Qingguang..."

California Qingguang was dizzy from being dragged by her.

In a hurry, he lifted the little girl off his body and stood there for a while, before he became a little clear, and his soft red eyes were filled with mist, "Saya, what's wrong with you? Have you had a nightmare?"

"No no no no—"

Higurashi Saya was about to cry, she hugged the other person's neck sobbingly, "I forgot to tell you that Gongya was sick, and I haven't gone to the hospital to see him yet... I'm so bad qaq, to ​​forget like this It's..."

California Qingguang was stunned for three seconds.

He paused when he was about to touch his head, and after a while, Daojian Fusangshen let out a long and helpless sigh, "He's just sick, not to make you die, and with Skylark's physical quality, I'm afraid it will be sooner or later." I was discharged from the hospital."

"I know I know……"

But woli Saya just wants to brush up the favorability of the male god_(:зゝ∠)_

And even if Hibari recovers soon, she... She is also very distressed, doesn't it mean that when she likes someone, she will also be sad when the other party is sad... Saya Higurashi thinks this is true, at least she is sad now .

There is no more unreliable boss in this world than her, who can actually chase after someone and forget about the business.

"What did he tell you, did you go to the hospital?"

"I do not know."

Higurashi Saya looked dazed, she tried hard to recall, "I wanted him to go to the hospital but he didn't go, and then I felt that he was almost healed, so I wanted to go home and make him a lunch or something. In the end, Yimulian brought Huang back, and I was busy playing games with him... no, it was to save the world."

"Then what are you anxious about?"

California Qingguang took the little girl with tear stains on her face out of her room, and took her upstairs, "He said he would not go to the hospital, and what you did...that was murder. So you should be lucky You didn't send it out."

Higurashi Saya blinked: "But I think... the person I like is sick, so I have to do something, right?"

"Are you by his side?" The young man turned his head and looked at her, "Look, since you are by his side, it is the most appropriate way to deal with it. And expect you to do something for Skylark? That's unreasonable Secondary illness?"

Higurashi Saya raised her head and looked at him ignorantly: "Is there really nothing else I can do besides this?"

California Qingguang: "..."

California Qingguang: "You can try to send dark dishes to murder him."

Finally sent the crying little girl back to the room to put her to sleep, before she left, she tugged on his wrist and said that next time she would definitely kill Huang (in the game), California Qingguang couldn't laugh or cry.

How should I put it, I feel that Saya Higurashi really looks like a child of her age.

Compared with love and other messy fantasies, games and new things are more exciting.

Maybe it can be compared.

For example, playing video games with Skylark or with Huang, if there were no special circumstances on that day, such as Valentine's Day, eight out of ten she would stay at home and play games with Huang.

On the other side, Higurashi Saya, who had fallen into a dark dream, had a rare accident.

【Good day】

The voice was even very polite.

The politeness is too rusty, and even has a kind of inhuman indifference.

But Higurashi Saya knew she didn't mean it.

The Higurashi Saya of that world is not her.

What she saw in her dream was that the child who was not loved by anyone and who was scolded as a monster didn't know how to treat others gently, let alone how to treat herself gently.

—She's not like her at all.

He will stab his own heart with a knife expressionlessly, just to please the master.

A sick and paranoid child, innocent like a monster.

The little girl stumbled and followed the voice on the barren land.She walked very slowly and could not grasp the balance well. From time to time, she would fall and break her knees and elbows, but she would not cry, she would just get up quietly and continue walking.

I don't know how long I walked, and finally waited for the time to rest.

She sat on the rock, quietly looking into the distance.

It looks like an exquisite oriental doll, and it also looks like the kind of hand-made girl in the window.

A hand gently stroked the top of her head.

The owner of that hand never called her name or gave her a name.

Higurashi Saya didn't know why, when one day she didn't know where she heard that a name was a symbol of a person's recognition, she vaguely understood what it was for.

The little girl who wouldn't cry even if she fell, finally burst into tears under the gentle touch.

The master who made her is obviously very gentle.

Even if she didn't meet her wishes, even if she was filthy, she still treated her very gently. Saya Higurashi guessed that it might be because of loneliness, or it might be because of other reasons.

The more she felt this tenderness, the more she wished she had never been born.

—Gentlely drowning people.

But even this tenderness is given to playthings.

And she is not a plaything, nor a container, Saya Higurashi insists on this.

She has feelings and a mind of her own.

She doesn't even love herself, human feelings seem like a joke to her.

But to a certain extent, Saya Higurashi lived prouder than anyone else.Unwilling to exist in the world as a tool, she wants freedom and an independent and complete identity.

'I hope to be born to be loved, cared for, and respected. '

This is what she said when she rejected Seimei.

Compared with the identities of monsters and shikigami, she hopes that she is just an ordinary human being.

Birth, old age, sickness and death, reincarnation of heaven.

【What do you want to take away from me? 】

The voice was silent for a while, 【...you understand very well, I thought you wouldn't mind】

【Sorry, I have a reason to live now,】

Her voice was thin but firm, 【So no matter what time you come from, you must leave here】

【……very nice】

The voice said with an envious tone.

I don't understand, I don't even understand why I want to live.But still want to live, what maintains that voice is only obsession, or in other words, even obsession is very weak.

she will die.

Higurashi Saya thought, but even if she could exchange her body in this world, she would definitely die.

Because she was so... dependent on that god.

Even if he is ruthlessly kicked away from his side, he still wants to be caressed by her.

Death will be an eternal sleep, and she will become the nourishment of the underworld, accompanying that adult until the world is destroyed.

But Higurashi Saya guessed that what she in that world didn't know at all was that even if she died, she would not be able to see that adult.The dirty brand will be with her forever, and only by complete death, when everything is wiped out, can she be completely liberated.

She can't see the gods.

Therefore, even death is a luxury.

Higurashi Saya once longed for death, longed for liberation, longed to return to that place after getting rid of this identity, and hoped to be with the goddess even if she turned into dust.But when she finally found out that she had been completely abandoned, she was at a loss for what to do.

Without this motivation, she had no idea what to do with herself.

Not every world's Higurashi Saya has such good luck. Usually, she discovers this incident just before she dies.Ironically, after being defeated by the Messenger of Justice, the evil boss didn't curse, nor did she say anything like "I will definitely come back"—she just looked at the sky quietly and said nothing.

Because she doesn't cry at all.

The boss who is destined to destroy the world is actually just a little girl who hasn't grown up.

No one protects her, no one loves her.

She didn't even dare to cry.

will be disliked.

Goddesses will not like her.

She thought so, and then realized that she had already become an abandoned child.

But the last moment of life has come.

——It was too late for her to learn how to cry.

The reason why an ignorant child cries is because he knows that the parents around him care about his tears, they will feel distressed because of his tears, and they will work hard to coax him to tease him.

[Saya Higurashi] The reason why I can't learn to cry is also very simple.

Because there is no one who will feel distressed because of her tears.

It's just that simple.

Higurashi Saya has never been so grateful for a moment, and clearly realizes that she is loved by others.

Compared with her like this, her self in another world...she even felt that the death of the other party—even if it disappeared forever, was a kind of lucky relief.

The author has something to say: Saya Higurashi in this world is probably born with a 30+ basic liking for people.

How should I put it, without this favorability bonus...

woli Saya is almost a paranoid _(:зゝ∠)_