[Comprehensive] Someone always wants to save me

Changing the cause and effect on the timeline is a very dangerous thing, even Saya Higurashi needs to be careful.

What's more, she vaguely realized that if she wanted to do this, it would probably cause the "Saya Higurashi" from the future to directly take her current position.

It appears her plan failed.

Something must have happened that made her in the future reluctant to die, and even wanted to do it all over again, even at the expense of being branded dirty again.

Really... Higurashi Saya has never doubted that she can kill herself in different timelines. Death is a relief for her now, not pain.

Moreover, she is really as cold-blooded as her master said.

She even cares less about herself than other people's lives.

No one loves her, even she herself is reluctant to give herself a little love.

Such things as self-esteem can only hurt her, and even loving herself will embarrass and hurt her.

"Speaking of which, I've always found it very strange." Higurashi Saya seemed to remember something, she gently tugged at the hem of Qingguang's coat in front of her, "The master is gone, why is the Honmaru still maintained so well?"

After returning from Mikazuki Zongjin's place, California Qingguang has been restless.

Even the movement of the girl grabbing the hem of his clothes didn't wake him up.

Higurashi Saya had no choice but to walk up to him and waved her hand, "Qing Guang? Are you still thinking about An Ding?"

Qing Guang hummed vaguely, and it took a long time before he answered her words, "I think..."

He seemed to find it a bit difficult to say, "...No, she didn't actually leave the interrogator."

They weren't abandoned either, the one who really abandoned the Inquisitor - he was right.

This fact shocked California Qingguang a lot, and he couldn't help but recall why he felt that the interrogator had left them.It's very strange, it's not uncommon for her to go out for a few days, but that time it was only two or three days, but they were all firm in the idea of ​​"the god judge has abandoned this pill", in fact, even he And An Ding's injury happened because of going out to look for it.

The recall of these details is simply desperation.

"It's the same whether you leave or not."

Higurashi Saya was also silent for a while, "The swords including you will be broken, and this cause and effect will not change."

California Qingguang didn't feel any comfort at all, he even became more anxious, but forcibly restrained himself not to run wild, "Since she didn't leave, why would she watch her sword shatter?!"

If his interrogator can really do this, California Qingguang will suspect that the years he has known each other have been in vain.

"It's possible she can't help it either."

When Higurashi Saya said this, there was no fluctuation in the slightest, as if Qingguang's interrogator might be her future self. She didn't know at all, "She can't make any changes at all, and she can't protect herself."

Higurashi Saya doesn't feel any pity for her current self, and she won't have much sympathy and affection for her future self. After all, the existence of the other party threatens her current life.

Higurashi Saya is absolutely unique in being able to hate herself so meticulously.

"Don't think about it so much now."

Higurashi Saya thought for a while, "The timeline jumped wrong, and I still can't change the cause and effect."

She hung her head listlessly, "Qing Guangguang, I'm sorry qaq."

Apart from realizing that his original master hadn't abandoned them, he had nothing to gain from this trip. When California Qingguang thought of this, he couldn't help feeling a little funny.

How to put it... It's something that Saya Higurashi can do.

Claiming to be the greatest boss in the world, in fact, he is very unreliable every time, and will cry and act like a baby when he feels wronged.

"Don't tell Yimulian qaq when you go back." Himu Saya lowered her head listlessly, and when she inadvertently caught a glimpse of a smile in California Qingguang's eyes, she was even worse, "You...you really?! More than point!"

No matter how much he apologized this time, it was useless, the little girl made up her mind to ignore him.

When he went back, he threw himself into Lord Fengshen's arms crying and complaining, "Qing Guang is the worst, he still laughs at me when I'm so sad!"

He looked at her in confusion, "Then what do you want to do?"

Higurashi Saya's eyes lit up immediately, and she looked at him with wide eyes, "I want to—"

"No." California Qingguang resolutely rejected all her requests, "It was you who said that the leak of power would threaten other people, so there is no Bingsheng, no Skylark, and no mafia."

The little girl wrinkled her face into a bun because of grievance, "You can't do this, I can already control it."

"It's dangerous for you to go out now, isn't it?" The youthful Toujian Fusangshen looked at her quietly, without any intention of joking with her, "Saya doesn't want to ask other people, right. Saya also hates asking for help from others, But the current situation is so dangerous that you have to ask your former companions for help."

He paused, then looked over again, "Isn't it safe here?"

"Or, there is no safe place anymore, so you have to stay away from the crowd, so as not to hurt other innocent people." Then he really couldn't understand now, "Then why did you go to him?"

"..."

Higurashi Saya also became dazed.

There are many things she likes about Hibari Kyoya, including his character, appearance and even his temper, which she likes without exception.But more importantly, when they met for the first time, that Hibari Kyouya from the future easily injured her, and even forced her to run away in embarrassment.Nobody can hurt her, she should be immortal in some way.

In such a situation where living is painful, Saya Higurashi followed after seeing the dawn that could relieve her.

The longer you pester the other party, the more you like him, and the more you like him, the more you will find yourself hurt more and more seriously, even life-threatening.Obviously everything is going well, and if there is no accident, she will also be able to obtain the eternal sleep she wants.

But why is she leaving?

Why doesn't she want to die at all?

Although it is because of the existence of friends, is there really no other factors in it?

Higurashi Saya felt at a loss for a rare time.

She even felt that her mind was blank. If she wanted to be relieved, there was nothing wrong with going to Skylark.But now she obviously doesn't want to die at all, and she can't even help but start to be wary and vigilant against the existence that threatens her.

She never cared about it before... On the contrary, she would actively approach him, and even ask for a fight with him, just like she did with Onmyoji Seimei.

Why, she doesn't think about these things at all now?

Higurashi Saya felt that her mind was going to explode in such a mess, she couldn't help squatting down halfway, and buried her face in her knees.

"I...I don't know..."

Her voice was muffled, "I want to see him, but I don't know why...it's obviously wrong."

Higurashi Saya couldn't help feeling wronged, "I just want to see him... I don't know why."

The position of the heart is terribly sour.

Her whole heart seemed to be grabbed, which made her feel uncertain, so she could only press her heart heavily.

Higurashi Saya felt that she had become extremely strange.

Although she has always been unreliable in doing things, she has never been so repetitive and confused about this matter.

Now even she herself doesn't know what she wants.

Just when she was sad and didn't know what to do, she heard Fengshen's gentle voice, and he gently rubbed the top of her hair.

"Although I don't know what happened, but if Saya really wants to go, I can go with Saya." He smiled gently at California Qingguang, "Don't worry, I will take good care of Saya."

California Qingguang: "..."

He glanced at the tearful Higurashi Saya who was moved, and finally felt a long-lost powerlessness.

"I'm not really for this..."

California Qingguang is about to get irritable. He is already wronged by sending an assist. Why do you want to disrupt the stage? !

But seeing the two people in front of him staring blankly at the same time, California Qingguang was so tired that he didn't want to say anything, he waved his hand, "Whatever you want, come back quickly if you want to go out."

"I think Kiyoko is on fire."

The little girl thought she was hiding and whispered to Fengshen.Yimulian hesitated for a while, then nodded in agreement.

California Qingguang: "..." Is he going to set off firecrackers to celebrate you going out?

Seeing that Qingguang was really about to go berserk, Saya Higurashi hurriedly dragged Fengshen out, not forgetting to look back at him before leaving.

"I really won't go." California Qingguang looked at her angrily, "Don't worry, I won't secretly follow behind you."

Even if he wanted to protect Higurashi Saya, it was impossible in this way.Going out rashly now may only become a drag on these two people.

This is the last thing California Qingguang wants to see.

"Actually, that's it..." Saya Higurashi hesitated for a while, "I'm just worried that you will regret it..."

California Qingguang: "..."

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