Xing Xiuyan's Life in the Red Mansion

Xing Xiuyan didn't expect that there was such a reason here, and she thought carefully, what did Aunt Zhang say to Miaoyu before she died, that would make Miaoyu like this?

After entering the room, when Xing Xiuyan saw Miaoyu's face clearly, she was startled, "Why are you so thin?"

Miaoyu was sitting cross-legged on the futon, when she heard her voice, she opened her eyes, "Why are you here?"

"I came to the garden today, and I just came to see you. You..." Xing Xiuyan didn't know what to say, but when they met last time, Miaoyu hadn't described her haggard like this.

"If you're here to comfort me, then you don't need to say anything. If you're here to accuse me, then you don't need to say anything." Miaoyu glanced at her, closed her eyes again, and said slowly.

"You still speak so directly! Sigh, I'm neither here to comfort you nor to ask you to be held accountable. What qualifications do I have to hold you accountable? It's just that when a person is alive, he can't do everything according to his temper. I Knowing your temperament, I naturally feel that you are justifiable, but others don't understand you, they will think you are ignorant of current affairs. I know you disdain their understanding, but this is the way of the world, the truth is controlled by a few people hand, but most people in the world still don’t know it. If you want to be born, you have to enter the world first. The Jia family is now looking at the Huatuanjin family. No one knows what will happen in the future. No one will treat you now. , but if you really get to that point, who can protect you. Although I have a heart, I am weak after all, and far away water cannot save near fire. You might as well lower your figure and don't ask them how they can protect you, just ask them not to protect you. Just add insult to injury." Xing Xiuyan had no experience in persuading others, so he could only say what he thought.

Miaoyu opened her eyes and looked at Xing Xiuyan coldly, "Tell me, what kind of last resort can make parents give up their children. Before they died, they all advised me not to hold grudges against them, saying that they also have their own children. The helplessness and last resort. But why can't I bear the grudge, I would rather die with them at the beginning!"

A few words made Xing Xiuyan break out in a cold sweat. After a long time, he slowly said: "Although I don't know what happened. But thinking about it now, the situation at that time must have been very dangerous. But in such a dangerous situation When you are in trouble, they can arrange a way out for you, leaving you loyal servants and enough money for your life. I think they have tried their best. I think they must be like you, ignoring life and death. But they As a parent, you can’t bear to have your children with them. In their hearts, they must love you more than anything else, so they will do their best to keep you safe. You really can’t blame them.”

Miaoyu looked cold, "If it were me, if I couldn't keep her safe for the rest of her life, I might as well die with her!"

Xing Xiuyan felt that she and Miaoyu couldn't explain clearly.In other words, this is due to Miaoyu's temperament, and she always thinks things in an extreme way.Xing Xiuyan wanted to say more, but Miaoyu snorted, "You don't need to persuade me anymore. You know me, and I won't listen to you. You are different from me. Although your parents are a bit vulgar, but Treating you is still very good. In the future, you can live your life well. If that day comes, you can take Lue away. She followed me anyway. If you remember the friendship between us , just treat her well."

Xing Xiuyan saw that she had even said such words, and hurriedly said: "I just said this casually, just to persuade you to be more careful at any time. Who would have thought that you would bring out these words of yours! Okay, don't say it, no said."

But Miaoyu said seriously: "What I said is true. What you said, I have also thought about it. Since ancient times, flowers cannot be red for a hundred days, and people cannot be happy for a thousand days. When the water is full, it will overflow, and the moon will lose when it is full. No one will be able to protect me. Rather than being crushed into mud, it would be better to burn it up! I came here innocently, and left innocently!"

"Miaoyu!" Xing Xiuyan became anxious, "Why bother to say such unlucky words! The Bodhisattva will bless you!"

Miaoyu saw that her expression was sincere and did not seem to be fake, and warmth flashed in her eyes, "In the future, you don't have to come again. In case those people will hate you too. Now that the old lady is here, I will be at ease for a day, if One day the old lady is gone, let’s talk about what I said back then! Just remember what I said. Well, I know you are a busy person in the world of mortals, and my place is clean, so I can’t keep you, so let’s go!” After finishing speaking, he closed his eyes, apparently unwilling to speak again.

Xing Xiuyan looked at her helplessly for a while, and had no choice but to stand up, "If you need anything, you can go to Second Grandma Lian or Miss Lin! I'm leaving. Take care of yourself."

Miaoyu didn't speak, Xing Xiuyan had no choice but to go out.

Seeing Lu'e head-on, Lu'e looked at her anxiously, Xing Xiuyan shook her head slightly, indicating that she could not persuade her.Lue was a little disappointed, but still blessed her, turned around and entered the house.

Xing Xiuyan walked out of Changcui Nunnery, found Sister Tong and the others, and was about to go to Mrs. Xing's east courtyard, when Lu'e's voice suddenly came from behind, "Miss Xing, please wait!"

When Xing Xiuyan heard the cry, she turned her head to see that Lue was walking towards this side with something in her hand.Xing Xiuyan went up to meet her, "What's the matter? But Miaoyu has something to order?"

Panting, Lue stuffed the bundle in her hand into Xing Xiuyan's arms, and before she could speak, she waved her hand to signal her to talk later.After she had recovered her breath, she said just now: "The girl gave it to you. The girl said, keep it for you and keep it by her side. I don't know what kind of dirty woman it will be cheaper in the future! I'll go back first, and the girl is still there." Wait for me to serve you!" After saying that, he turned around and left.

Xing Xiuyan couldn't even scream, so she could only hold her things and watch Lu'e's back slowly go away.

Xing Xiuyan knew Miaoyu's temperament, and she refused to take back the things she sent out, so she had to go back with her burden.Sister Tong was holding a flower basket in her hand, and she was wearing a flower crown on her head. She asked curiously, "Auntie, what's in it?"

Xing Xiuyan smiled, "I don't know what it is! Let's go, we should go back, or your grandmother should be in a hurry."

When they arrived at the East Courtyard, Mrs. Xing was already in a hurry. Seeing them, she said, "Why have you been away for so long? The meals are all ready, and I'm just waiting for you to come back."

Xing Xiuyan was apologetic, and just about to speak, Sister Tong broke away from Xiaohong's hand and rushed over, "Grandma, grandma, send you a flower basket!"

Mrs. Xing immediately laughed so hard that she couldn't see her teeth, she hugged Sister Tong and kept talking, "Sister Tong is so good! Grandma likes Sister Tong the most!"

Sister Tong tilted her head and asked, "I like Brother Gui more than you?"

Mrs. Xing couldn't help laughing, "Yes, I like Gui Geer more than I like Gui Geer! Grandma likes Sister Tong the most!" This is true. Although Wang Xifeng often sends Jia Gui over to show Mrs. Xing, it is not necessary that Sister Tong is Mrs. Xing With one hand brought up, plus Sister Tong's sweet mouth and sweet heart, Mrs. Xing loves her even more to the bone.

"Okay, let's take my sister down to wash my hands first. Let's set the meal! What are you holding in your hand?" Mrs. Xing asked.

"It's something Miaoyu gave me, and I don't know what it is." Xing Xiuyan said quickly.

"Miaoyu gave it to you? Then take it easy!" Mrs. Xing is not interested in the monk's things, and she doesn't like Miaoyu very much, and thinks she is a bit snobbish.

After lunch, Xing Xiuyan planned to go home, wondering if he should go and talk to Wang Xifeng, but before he got close to the courtyard where Wang Xifeng lived, he saw Ping'er coming out, saw Xing Xiuyan, stepped forward with a smile and said, "Miss Xing is here But unfortunately, Aunt Xue and Miss Bao are here!" Asked twice a day, Ping'er had nothing to say.

"Then I'll go home first. I'll come again when the second sister-in-law is free." Xing Xiuyan said with a smile.

Ping'er gave Xing Xiuyan graciously, "Second Grandma said, wait a few days for the Xue family's affairs to settle, please invite Miss Xing to come and talk." Wang Xifeng never hides anything from her, and the same is true about the dolls. .Ever since Brother Gui was born, Wang Xifeng had mentioned that it was for Ping'er to show off, to hold a banquet, and to officially become a concubine.But Ping'er weighed it up, and felt that although becoming an aunt, it would be cheaper than it is now, so it's better to do this first, since the second mistress has this idea, it doesn't matter if it's earlier or later.So Ping'er used the excuse of the lack of people around Second Mistress now, and proposed to wait for Gui Ge'er to grow up in a few years.Jia Lian and Wang Xifeng also agreed.Anyway, Wang Xifeng didn't want to mention Auntie so soon, but it was for An Ping'er's heart.

"Okay, Sister Ping doesn't need to send you off, I can't do without you here!" Xing Xiuyan said with a smile as she saw the women in charge looking anxiously at her.

Ping'er naturally saw it too, and smiled embarrassedly, "Really, I've neglected the girl. You, it's you, come here, so I can send Miss Xing out." Ping'er beckoned a third-class girl, "Why are you so blind? Well, hurry up and take the things in the girl's hand. Call a car for the girl, and take it to the girl's home."

"Hey! Got it! Sister Ping, don't worry!" The little girl responded eagerly.

Xing Xiuyan knew that Ping'er was busy, so she didn't refuse. After saying goodbye to Ping'er with a smile, she turned and left.

Ping'er watched Xing Xiuyan leave before returning, and the women in charge immediately surrounded her, "Miss Ping, Miss Ping!"

"What's the hurry! Second Mistress is waiting for guests now! You guys have urgent matters to deal with immediately, if not, you can go back and forth tomorrow!" Ping'er said.

The women in charge fell silent, and only one woman stood up and said, "Miss Ping, Second Master Bao said he wanted to eat chicken marrow and bamboo shoots this morning, nothing else. The fresh bamboo shoots were made by the girls yesterday. The soup is used up. The rest are not very good. Miss Ping, what do you think?"

"Send someone to buy it right away! What are you waiting for! Tell the Liu family to go out and buy quickly. You too, didn't I say that these things are always on hand, and you can eat them if the master thinks about them. What's going on?" Ping'er frowned.

"Yes, I'll arrange it now!"

The wives are also gone.