If Zhou Xingchi can also talk about love

The world is safe and sound, and it is worthy of the Tathagata.

—— Stephen Chow

I'm lonely, how do you say it in English?

Once, he thought that what he lost was just a lover.After knowing it for many years, he realized that what was lost was not just a lover.And a heart that can love.

His name is Zhou Xingchi, a genius in the eyes of the world.

Aloofness and legend are his labels.

He is a mythical legend, and an immortal story is circulated among the people.Everyone in the world knows that he likes movies, and he is addicted to movies like his life.But few people know that his heart is not limited to those movies on the screen.

More, it is a living and realistic story comparable to a movie.

The first time I saw Xin Zhi, it was Assistant Chen who was holding his mobile phone, smiling meanly, and said he wanted to show him a funny video.

He actually just thought it was normal.

Not a big movie, nor a creative video.But it was recorded by a small fan himself.

However, Assistant Chen said that this little girl is very talented in acting, and she is considered a celebrity in the post bar.

He couldn't help it, but still took the phone.

He immediately recognized the little man in the video as a girl.

With a mustache attached, she still couldn't resist the delicate look between her brows and eyes.That's the beauty of a girl.

The video recording was alright, it didn't imitate him.No grandstanding either.

It's just that the girl in the video said in the last minute: "There are too many people in your eyes, it's too lively, and I just want to look into your heart. Look into your heart , is it as deserted as I thought?"

He froze, he thought of a person.

That girl named Lin Yinan.

"There are too many people in your eyes, it's too lively, and I just want to see in your heart. But, I'm afraid I won't have a chance in this life."

More than 20 years ago, her last words before leaving in his arms.

It was as if time went backward moment by moment.As if seeing that girl named Lin Yinan, her moist eyes were full of affection.

When he saw the girl in the video, Lin Yinan's eyes were filled with affection.

It's been so many years, Anan, are you back?

After repeating and watching it over and over again, he finally made a decision.

"Mr. Chen, help me find this girl."

Assistant Chen on the side only thought that he was attracted by the girl's performance.He responded with a smile.

Little did they know, when he walked up to him with the girl's information.

He said, "Mr. Chen, I want to go see her."

Even, just look into her eyes.

Those eyes filled with deep affection.

Assistant Chen was puzzled, so abrupt, do you think this girl can develop?He didn't think there was anything special about this girl, even, in his opinion, she wasn't as gifted in acting as Song Xingxing.

But he insisted that Assistant Chen could only accept it.

After finally inquiring about the people around her, she learned that she was going to the movies.

They arrange a chance encounter.

He didn't allow Assistant Chen to follow.A person, at the beginning of the movie, quietly walked up to her and sat down.

The movie on the screen was not starring him.But she took it seriously.

During this period, he looked at her secretly, and the moment his eyelashes trembled, a line of tears fell down.

There was still a happy part in the movie, but she cried very sadly.

He was puzzled, was it because her tears were too low, or was the movie really touching?Just, took out the tissue and handed it to her.

Without even looking at him, she took the tissue.

What a crying girl, he thought.Not at all like Anan.

At the end of the movie, his name appeared on the screen.He heard the girl beside him muttering: "Ah Xing."

After so many years, few people call him by that name anymore.

He was in a trance.

But he felt the girl turned her head and looked at him closely.

"Hi, thank you just now."

He heard her say that.A little bit fortunate, glad that he was not recognized, but a little disappointed, disappointed that he was not recognized.

He looked at the flow of people leaving, turned around, and smiled: "Huh? Tissues? It's nothing. Are you so moved? I think you have been crying for a long time."

The girl was stunned, she had already recognized him, her lips trembled, and she slurred her words: "Well, I'm very touched... Master Xing... Master Xing, really... Is it you?"

She called him Master Xing, not Ah Xing.

Use polite "you", not "you".

He is satisfied with the girl's bewilderment.As if it was a surprise for her.

A bold idea ignited in his heart. "Hehe...shh, don't make any noise, it's me." A flower blossomed in his heart, "I came to see the audience's reaction, I can see that you like it very much."

There was a signature smile on the corner of his mouth, concealing a little excitement in his heart.

The girl in front of her was not the dazzling type of girl, with an immature smile on her face and a radiance that was hard to hide in her eyes.

The girl nodded vigorously.Needless to say, I can understand the feeling of a true fan seeing an idol.

He found an excuse and stayed alone with her for a while, chatting without saying a word.Talk about the movie, talk about the audience.

He has heard many, many comments, but he listens very seriously to her thoughts.

He inadvertently called her: "Ah Zhi."

Seeing the little girl jumping for joy, she was very satisfied.

I suddenly remembered my first love many years ago. It was as sweet and fragrant as mints, and I didn't feel tired at all.

Xin Zhiting loves to laugh, and he always feels shy when he laughs. He asked her: "Why do you like my movies?"

She smiled and said, "I just like it, but I can't say why."

There was a thud in his heart, and there was no reason to like it.

Smiling and nodding, she simply listened to her and said, "Actually, many times, I don't know how to like your movies. I just like them purely. When I'm unhappy, I watch your movies. When I'm happy, my body I watch your movies even when I’m not feeling well. Speaking of which, Master Xing, your movies are really good medicine. It made me forget a lot of things.”

Xin Zhi spoke very seriously, and he was very happy to hear it.

He had an idea in his mind, so he said, let her be his assistant in the future.

Xin Zhi was flattered and looked at him in disbelief, but his heart should be excited.

Looking into his eyes, he asked nervously, "Really?"

He immediately smiled and nodded solemnly.

Just one movement was enough to satisfy her.

It could be seen that Xin Zhi was a little at a loss, and responded cautiously.

He went to the bathroom, still thinking about the cautious expression Xin Zhi looked into his eyes.

When she came back from the bathroom, she saw Xin Zhi was asleep.

It's only a few minutes.

The moment she looked up at him, she was still surprised, as if the encounter a few minutes ago was unrealistic.

He just thought this girl was cute.

Xin Zhi is a very smart girl, before he left, she specially left his contact information.

This is the process of their first meeting.

"Master Xing, you have to take care of yourself." There was always such a sentence in Xin Zhi's emails to him.

It feels like Xin Zhi always regards herself as a child, always worrying that she can't take good care of herself, but in fact, she is the one who needs to be taken care of the most.

Even so, he still felt warm.At least someone cared about him.

He held the phone, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

He didn't say anything, but he was already happy in his heart.

Because he didn't check the mailbox often, he felt that Xin Zhi's other contact information should be added.

I told her to add WeChat, but I wanted to see her.

I can't say it directly.

So, pretending not to use WeChat, he said to Xin Zhi: "I don't know how to use WeChat. Otherwise, just open the video."

What he didn't expect was that Xin Zhi, who was on the other side of the phone screen, would be in a panic.

In the end, it was the video initiated by Xin Zhi, and he just picked it up.

I always feel that my acting skills are not bad, and the surprise I showed makes Xin Zhi feel that he is very cute.

What happened next came naturally.

He never thought that he and Xin Zhi would get closer and closer.

When Xin Zhi came to Hong Kong and stood in front of him, he suddenly felt that this little girl was not that much like Lin Yinan.

Perhaps, it's been a long time since I have had such a heart-to-heart talk with others, so I was very happy chatting with Xin Zhi.

What kind of girl is Xin Zhi?

Love to laugh, forbear, serious.

Those were the only adjectives he could think of.

When Xin Zhi held his face and kissed him, he obviously missed a beat, but still pretended to be serious.

After drinking, Xin Zhi murmured his name in the dark.

This was not the first intimate contact, but it was the only one that made him blush.

A long time later, when Xin Zhi lay on his lap in a quiet afternoon and asked him to sing to her, he remembered this scene.

In the quiet night, she held his face in her hands, drunk and hazy.

For him, the best thing is not how famous he is, nor how much he has achieved. The best thing is that he met this girl named Xinzhi during the years that should have been silent.

If possible, he would like to spend the rest of his life with her.

What is the glitz of the world?

In the movie, he would rather fail his lover than the Buddha.However, in reality, he would rather fail the Buddha than fail her again.

There must be a double-perfect law in the world, and you will not fail the Tathagata and not the Qing.

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Sorry, it's late.