If Zhou Xingchi can also talk about love

Because I dropped out of the university halfway, and I didn't have any foundation, so after two days of class, I obviously felt a little bit of difficulty.

No matter what you like, there are times when it is difficult to learn.

However, I didn't think of giving up. On the contrary, I wanted to overcome difficulties even more.

Therefore, when others are playing, I am basically learning.

"Hey, look, this tidbit."

In order to make myself read more seriously, I choose to go to the library after class.

As soon as I memorized two proper nouns, I heard the people next to me discussing.

"what?"

I didn't care, I just felt that it would be a little bad to discuss these things in the library.

I was about to wear headphones to listen to music, but I heard "Ah, Zhou Xingchi is like this?"

I tilted my head and saw the two girls sitting next to me were discussing the mobile phone news.

I silently took out my phone, because I have been busy reading recently, and I haven't read the news for a long time.

"Recently, Master Xing, who was busy preparing for a new film, was photographed drinking booze with several women in a hotel in Guangzhou. It seems that Master Xing finally couldn't bear it after enduring the loneliness for a long time, and found The woman accompanied him."

The time is one day ago.

It's been a month since I last saw him.

I haven't seen him for a month, and we haven't had any contact.I didn't even have time to go to him, and he also said, don't go to him.

I thought he would come to me.

But, it seems, I was wrong.

In a month's time, no matter how big the misunderstanding is, can it be resolved?

Now that you are in Guangzhou, why don't you come to me?Since you want to drink with women, why don't you come and see me once?

Do you know how much I want to see you?

Turn off the phone and read the book again, but can't read a word anymore.

After thinking about it, I still feel that I should go to see him, no matter what the ending is.

Thinking of this, I asked the teacher for leave directly and took a car to the city.

I was prone to motion sickness, but this time, I was unusually sober, and I didn't feel motion sickness at all.

When I came to the hotel mentioned in the news, I didn't go to him directly, but called him.

The phone was connected, and a familiar voice that I hadn't heard for a long time rang.

"Hey."

I could clearly feel a "thump" in my heart.

"Master Xing, it's me."

"I know." He said over there.

"I want to see you." I said bluntly.

"Well, but, I don't have time now." He hesitated, and finally said.

"Then when do you have time, I want to see you."

I listened quietly, expecting him to say where you are, stand still, don't get lost.

However, no.

"I don't have time recently, let's take a while."

"Okay." I agreed.

hang up the phone.

He looked up at the hotel name.

I don't have time these days, see you next time.

Then, there was no further struggle.

But just don't have time?It's okay, see you next time when you have time.

Then, I went straight back to school.

Another busy study.

At these times, I seldom pay attention to things related to Master Xing. What I do most is to study and keep myself busy.

Only when you are busy, you don't think too much.Only by being busy can I feel fulfilled.

Hard work is the only way to reach Master Xing.

However, I did not give up the idea of ​​meeting Master Xing.

When I called Master Xing again, it was two days later.

On the weekend, the sun was shining brightly, and I wanted to take a vacation for myself and go see him.

However, when the phone was connected, he still said that, no time.

I thought about it and said yes.

Then, go directly to where they work.

To find this, it is not difficult.It was Song Xingxing who told me.

The sporadic meeting with Song last time brought us closer.Not only that, but also left her contact information.

I never thought that I would go through Song Xingxing to find Master Xing.

But the fact is that one really needs to go through her to find Master Xing.

The noisy crowd, the familiar figure, looked at him from a distance, and saw him in the crowd.I don't even need to look for it, I can see him at a glance.

Yes, busy.

I think I should go over and say "long time no see" to him.

I did go over, pass through the crowd, stand in front of him, and say to him: "Master Xing, long time no see."

He froze for a moment, probably never expecting me to come.

He looked at me and said, "Why are you here?"

I smiled, sat down beside him, and said, "Because I miss you."

Because I miss you, I want to come to see you.

"Let's talk alone." He looked at me and said lightly.

Then, he led me across the crowd to the lounge.

"Azhi." He poured me a glass of boiled water and said, "I've been thinking a lot lately."

I rubbed it and said, "What do you think?"

He sat across from me and said, "Ah Zhi, I don't think I should delay you like this. You are still young, only 20 years old, and I am already in my 50s."

"Back in Hong Kong, I went to see Anan and sister Juan. They just lay there quietly. There was only a cold tombstone. The biggest regret in my life is that I didn't take good care of them. When Anan passed away, I just 22 years old. The greatest misfortune in her life should have been meeting me."

"Azhi, I once asked you, do you love me or are you obsessed with me?"

My chest was tight, I nodded, and said, "Yes, you asked. I don't seem to have told you that I am not just obsessed with you. I want to make you happy."

He smiled and said, "It's easy to be happy, but it's also easy to be unhappy. Azhi, I'm not fair enough to you. I always make choices for you on my own, always for my own selfish desires. I keep you by my side. But I forgot to ask you if you are happy."

"I'm very happy." I replied hastily.

"However, you are still young. I want you to experience a richer life instead of staying with me, a bad old man." He said with a wry smile.

"You can see a more wonderful world, and you can love people like you."

I was stunned, I never thought Master Xing would say that.

I like him and I want to be around him.

"But, I like you."

He raised his head, glanced at me, and said, "Azhi, forgive me for not having the courage to accept your love."

That's it, then let me love you alone.

"You don't have to accept it, I just want to let you know that I love you, that's all, I didn't think about what to do. Well, Master Xing, I've met you, and I'm very satisfied. Really, Thank you for allowing me to meet you. If not letting me stay by your side makes you happier and makes you feel less guilty, then I will just leave. "

In the end, the reason was that he was not confident enough or brave enough.

An idea popped into my mind.

"I'm leaving. Master Xing, goodbye." I stood up and said goodbye to him.

Then, without looking back, she walked out of the room.

Two hours later, I left the city.

Together with the love for Master Xing.

Zhou Xingchi, it only takes a second to write your name, but it takes a lifetime to approach you.

If, destined to spend this lifetime, to approach you, then I have no regrets.

There was a girl who liked Master Xing very much, so she traveled all over the places where Master Xing was filming, and finally, she walked to Master Xing as she wished.

Although, no love.

I thought, I should finish walking the places we've been, I should finish walking the places he likes.

The plane landed at Hong Kong Airport.

I was carrying a backpack with a mobile phone in it, which was turned off, and a notebook filled with words about Master Xing.

When he walked out from the exit, he couldn't help but glanced at a certain corner.

I remembered that Master Xing was standing there waiting for me when I first came here.

The light in his eyes was as bright as a flower.

The city is still the same city, and the people are still the same people, but time has passed.

First stop, Lamma Island.

We met Song Lingxing here the last time we came here.

Take a car from the airport to the port, and then take a boat to Lamma Island.

The whole trip was unusually calm, without the surprise of the first time.

The scenery on the island is still beautiful.

The sea breeze blows on the body, eliminating half of the summer heat.

I was wearing the dress that Master Xing gave me, and I remembered that he said that I look good in skirts.

Bypass every road traveled on the island to the restaurants we visited.

Ate what we ate.

I don't know what kind of mood Master Xing is in another city at this moment.Are you also thinking about someone like me?

Spent half a day on the island.

In the afternoon, I decided to go to the second stop.

Victoria Peak.

Before that, I sent a message to Master Xing.

"You said, the night view on the top of Victoria Peak is beautiful. I want to see it."

Whether you come or not, I want to see it.