If Zhou Xingchi can also talk about love

It happened to be the weekend, and I came to the address Song Xingxing gave me.

At around three o'clock in the afternoon, a relatively quiet coffee shop.

I pushed open the door, went in, and saw Song Lingxing sitting quietly in the corner alone.

"Miss Song." I walked over and smiled politely.

"Sit down, please. What would you like to drink?"

She wore a pure white skirt today, which was very elegant.

"A cappuccino." I said to the waiter.

"Long time no see." She said to me with a smile.

"Yeah, long time no see." About two weeks.

Song sporadically took a sip of coffee and said, "Xin Zhi, it's really a bit abrupt to ask you out today, don't take offense."

"No. Nice to meet you."

Song Xingxing smiled and said, "Why did you leave so suddenly that night?"

I smiled embarrassedly and said: "Oh, it's like this, because the teacher called me and asked me to go back to school, because I skipped class, and the counselor was strict, so I was discovered. So, I have to leave first."

"oh, I see."

"Yes."

"Master Xing was very anxious. I thought you left without saying goodbye because of our affairs, and I was so anxious at the time."

When the waiter brought the coffee, I stirred it and said, "I shouldn't have walked away without saying goodbye."

Master Xing was really in a hurry, he was very angry when he saw me that night.

"Originally, I didn't think about saying that in front of everyone. But, you know? Every time I get alone with Master Xing, as soon as I talk about this topic, he will be perfunctory and change the topic. I also had no choice but to think of saying that in front of everyone. I know Master Xing doesn't like such a high profile, but I still have to deal with it in a high profile way."

Song Xingxing leaned back and said: "When Master Xing said that he actually likes me, I already guessed that he would say but... but what and what. At that time, you had already left the table, and you didn't hear What did he say."

"What did he say?" I was really curious, but I didn't ask Master Xing.

"He said 'I do like you, but I don't love you. So, I'm sorry.' That's the exact words. That's what I expected. All this time, I was just waiting for an affirmative answer from him. Listen When I got this answer, I was relieved."

"If you like someone, don't you just want him to be happy? So, if he doesn't like me, don't blame him."

Speaking of this, Song Xingxing took another sip of coffee.

Although she tried her best to behave naturally, without the slightest sadness, but from her eyes, I could still see her sadness.

"Miss Song, you are fine. Really."

If it is true that I didn't like her very much a long time ago, then, from this moment on, I think I like her quite a bit.

"Just call me Sporadic. In fact, I'm about the same age as you. Don't be so polite. We're not in a working relationship."

"it is good."

In the quiet cafe, through the floor-to-ceiling windows, you can see the shadows cast by the setting sun on the ground, and the buildings are like lost cities.

Song Xingxing just sat in front of me, chatting with me about things that happened a long time ago.

There are long-ago dreams, hard work, and unhappiness at work.

"I don't know why I'm talking to you, but I feel very comfortable chatting with you." She said with a smile.

I smiled back, probably because we all like the same person.

I understand her.

This afternoon, she and I sat in the cafe and chatted for a long time.

So long that people come and go without leaving any traces.

The withdrawal application went very smoothly, and the moment I got the approval, I just felt extremely relaxed.

Finally, with a goal, I can fight for it.

Go through all the formalities, pack up your things, send what you need to send home, and take what you need to take away.

The new starting point is in Guangdong Province.

A private school.

Before I go to school, I think I should meet Master Xing once.

Because, I haven't talked to him about it yet.

How should I speak?I've been thinking about it.

They are still filming in Guangzhou.

I found the place and went straight to where he worked.

After going around and around, he finally came to the door of his office.

"Is Ah Zhi coming?" As soon as he reached the door, he heard Master Xing's voice.

"Yes. Shen Ying said that she came to Guangzhou today." The voice belonged to Master Xing.

I didn't find it strange, because Shen Ying said that she and Assistant Chen knew each other a long time ago.

"Master Xing, she has dropped out of school, and you know it, what do you think?"

"Although I don't agree with it, I don't oppose it."

I moved closer, ready to knock on the door.

"Master Xing, is this not what you expected?"

"That's right." Master Xing sighed, and said, "Shen Ying and the others didn't leak their words in front of Ah Zhi, did they?"

"No."

What did you say?

I knock on the door.

"Please come in."

Pushing open the door, I saw Master Xing and Assistant Chen sitting on the sofa drinking tea.

"Haha, aren't you surprised?" I pretended to be very happy.

In fact, both of them already knew that I would come.

"Yes." The two said perfunctorily.

"Oh, it's not fun at all. You know I'm coming, but you still pretend not to know." I sat down and said discouragedly.

"Well, Master Xing, I have something else to do. You talk, I'm going out." Assistant Chen said with a "haha" smile.

"Okay." Master Xing said with half-closed eyes.

Assistant Chen stood up, took the documents and went out.

Master Xing and I sat dryly, staring at each other.

"Miss me?" After being embarrassed by me, Master Xing came over.

"No." I pouted.

"Oh, no. But I miss you." Master Xing hooked my neck rascally and said.

The hot air was blowing against my ears, itching.

Really worthy of being the "love master" in the movie, so good at teasing.

My ears were burning, I thought about it, and said, "You said Shen Ying slipped the tongue, what did you say?"

After speaking, look into his eyes.His eyelashes are quite long, and there is a mole at the corner of his eye, which is very obvious.Eyelashes twinkle.

He froze, "Eh..." He opened his mouth, but stopped talking. "nothing."

Nothing is what?

"Shen Ying knows Assistant Chen." I said.

"You know?" Master Xing said in surprise.

"Yes."

Is there really something you are hiding from me?

Master Xing let go of me, stood up, and poured me a glass of water.

Standing with my back to me, I just looked at him, waiting for him to speak.

In fact, it's not a big deal for Shen Ying to know Assistant Chen, but I really don't understand their current behavior.

"Azhi, if... I want to tell you that I actually know your name, what would you think if it wasn't the first time I saw you?"

After a long silence, he finally turned around and sat down beside me.

"Huh?" Not the first time you saw me, when was that?

"I know you because of a post you posted. Assistant Chen, as my assistant, has registered accounts on Weibo and your favorite post bar. Once, there was a very popular video in the post bar. On the video, It’s a little girl who directs and acts by herself, performing a scene from one of my old movies.”

"Actually, there are many videos like this, and there are many people who imitate me. But the uniqueness of this video lies in what the little girl said at the end of the video."

"What?" I was a little curious.

Master Xing smiled and said: "She said, Zhou Xingchi, one day, I will walk up to you and throw you down."

"Huh? Then?"

"Then, a lot of people in the post bar are scolding her. It just so happened that Assistant Chen walked around the post bar that day and saw this video and thought it was very interesting, so he let me watch it." Master Xing touched his hair, laughed.

"Who is this girl?" Could it be me?

"Azhi, you forgot, who is the person in that video? Who is it not you?"

How could it be me, I have no impression at all.

I looked at him blankly and asked, "Then what happened next?"

"Actually, you performed well. You put on makeup, men's clothing, and a wig. You made yourself dirty. Although the video was deleted in the end, I remember you."

"Huh? I'm like this. Master Xing, I can't even remember."

"You said something that reminded me of someone. The moment I saw you, I felt like I saw her."

"Which sentence?"

"Too many people live in your eyes, it's too lively, but I just want to see in your heart. She also said this."

"Is she Luo Huijuan?"

Everyone said that the person Master Xing would never forget was her.

"No. It's another girl named Lin Yinan." Master Xing said deeply.

Lin Yinan, is this the girl Master Xing liked?

"Anan was a friend of mine. She passed away in 1992. That year was a glorious year for my career. But it was also my busiest year. I was so busy that I didn't even see her for the last time."

There was a trace of sadness on Master Xing's face, and the atmosphere was very deep.

"Master Xing, do you like her?" It is said that a woman's sixth sense is very accurate, but I don't know if mine is accurate.

He paused, and said: "Before she died, I thought that my liking for her was the liking among friends. However, I didn't know until she passed away, and many years had passed. I cared about her. But at that time, I was sister Juan's boyfriend."

This is probably love and can't.

"But in a word, I seemed to see her. So, I asked Assistant Chen to find your information through your ID, and then asked someone to investigate you."

survey?

When I heard this word, I obviously paused. Isn't this the only plot in the movie?

"Wait, Master Xing, what did you investigate?"

Did you investigate everything about me for 20 years?Does it mean that I have long since lost any privacy in front of him?

"Investigated your things from childhood to adulthood. Maybe you think it's impossible, but private detectives can really do it."

"Is the result satisfactory to you?" Originally, I thought that he felt guilty towards Lin Yinan just because I said something that Lin Yinan said.So he wanted to make up for what he owed Lin Yinan, that's why he was so kind to me.

But I was wrong. His kindness to me came from the results of the investigation.

If the results of the investigation make him dissatisfied, he won't bother with me, will he?Regardless of whether I was in that moment or not, he felt that Lin Yinan had returned.

"The result? I'm still very satisfied. Because you are a good girl." He smiled.

But I couldn't be happier.

The answer I've always wanted to know, I finally know, but...

This answer makes me sad.

Because of one sentence, he remembered me, because of one sentence, he did not hesitate to spend money to investigate me, and because of one sentence, he directed that encounter.

That's right, how could the famous Master Xing be so foolish as to go to the cinema at the risk of being discovered?

Just to see this person who secretly shed tears for him, but has nothing to do with the girl in his memory?

The author has something to say:

This chapter is rather heartwarmingly written.

The character of Lin Yinan is actually the original protagonist of the story I wrote about Master Xing.

This story about Master Xing was supposed to be written about Lin Yinan, but in the end, there was really no way to write it down, so I had to give up.

There is actually no sense of disobedience in adding her here.