[Comprehensive] Boss Growth Diary

When he found the pacifier started to glow, Xingxiao stood up abruptly, his expression changed suddenly.

D, who has been observing her, raised his eyebrows with interest, "What's the matter?"

Xing Xiao glanced at him, curled her lips, "I wanted to continue talking about life with you, but now, I have more important things to do, so I don't have time to talk to you."

D. Spedo squinted his eyes in displeasure because of Xingxiao's contemptuous and disdainful tone, "Oh? Then I'm even more curious, how did you get out?"

Xingxiao walked towards the middle of the church, as if the pause button had been pressed, several people walked in a still motion, and then squatted down.Standing up, he reached out and took the bloody dagger directly from Gracia's hand.

"Hey," she asked suddenly with her back turned to him, "Later, did you send roses to Elena?"

D. Spedo was taken aback.

"She wrote to me that day, saying happily that she found out that she fell in love with someone," Xing Xiao was still holding the dagger in her hand, and she could clearly see her own eyes on the sharp blade. "But she was a little hesitant, wondering if the other party loved her that much..."

"Eileen said that she decided to test him," Xing Xiao heard her voice calm as if she was just telling a trivial story, "I once told her that red roses symbolize love."

"Did Elena tell you that she loves roses the most, especially red ones?"

D's eyes widened for a moment, and the expression on his face froze suddenly.

"I don't know the result of the test." She didn't look at his reaction, but tilted her head as if recalling, "At that time, Giotto and the others were attacked and injured. I asked her, such a dangerous Does she have to reconsider the matter, or for example, don't tell anyone to feign death and find a place to live in seclusion, and come back when everything is settled..."

"But, I came back here without waiting for her answer," Xing Xiao chuckled, "But now I know, it seems that she still chooses to be with the person she loves."

"I just don't know. If Elena can come back, will she be disappointed when she sees you and Pengelie?" Push down hard.

The dagger that was supposed to directly pierce Gecia's heart suddenly seemed to hit a glass-like barrier as it approached, and a spider web-like crack suddenly spread from the tip of the dagger.

At the same time, a cat-like cry suddenly sounded in the whole space. Xingxiao was very familiar with that sound, it was NEKO.

With a bang, the cracks created by the dagger spread to the entire space, and they all shattered with a bang.

The sun shines again, and the world is finally no longer limited to that little church full of bloody smell and shadows.

There was a wind blowing, carrying the warmth of melting ice and snow, Xingxiao raised his head and looked at the young man in white standing there holding an umbrella not far in front of him in the suddenly widening field of vision.

Xing Xiao stood up, the corners of her mouth moved a little stiffly, but she still couldn't show a complete smile.

"Miss Xingxiao? Are you alright?" Tsunayoshi Sawada was taken aback when he saw her suddenly appear, and then quickly stepped forward to ask.

"Well, please rest assured that I'm fine, I'm just stuck there." Xing Xiao shook her head, looking a little tired, "Mr. Sawada, have you completed your identification?"

"Ah, ah! It's the last one!" Seeing that she came back safe and sound, Tsunayoshi Sawada felt relieved, and turned to Giotto, the first Vongola who was waiting beside him, "So, may I ask, the last one?" Trial, what do I need to do?"

Giotto's expression was still a little worried, he looked at Xingxiao, but saw that she just softened her expression a little and nodded to him to signal him not to worry.

Xingxiao himself has already walked to Reborn and the others, "Sorry, Mr. Reborn, I'm a little tired, can I leave the rest to you first, I want to go back first."

Standing on Yamamoto's shoulders, Reborn looked at her thoughtfully, then at the mysterious young man in white who had been waiting quietly and the two people who appeared later, and nodded, "It's been a hard few days."

"Thank you." Xing Xiao thanked gratefully, then looked at Feng who had been with her to witness everything in the illusion, hesitated, "Master Feng..."

Feng's expression was as gentle as ever, he bent the corner of his mouth, jumped onto Yamamoto's shoulder on the other side, then reached out and touched her head lightly, "Go back."

"Ah."

Halfway back, Xing Xiao, who was in a trance, suddenly staggered. Before she could stand still, someone supported her shoulders.

A red shadow fell on the top of her head, she raised her head slowly, and saw the face that was smiling helplessly, "...Xiaobai?"

Weitzman looked at her pale face and slack gaze, and sighed with distress and helplessness.

"Xiao Xing, I'm not hallucinating." He tightened his hands slightly, "Don't be afraid."

Until they got into the car together, Xingxiao still held Weitzman's hand tightly and refused to let go.

"Nei, Xiao Hei, what's wrong with Xiao Xing? She looks so sad..." Seeing Xing Xiao's appearance, Neko, who was about to rush over for a pat at the first moment, unexpectedly quieted down, she was a little worried Pulling Yatogami Kuro's sleeve, he asked in a low voice anxiously.

Yatogami Gorou shook his head, "Send Xiaoxing back first."

"Yeah!" Neko nodded vigorously, she waved her fist, her voice was full of energy, "Xiao Xing, don't be afraid, let's go home!"

"Go home..." Xing Xiao repeated the word in a low voice, and suddenly her eyes turned red.

"Hey! Xiao Xing! What's wrong with you?" NEKO looked at her in panic.

Xingxiao didn't answer, she threw herself into Weitzman's arms, and burst into tears.

Xingxiao cried hoarsely, as if she wanted to vent all the fear, anxiety, sadness, sadness, resentment, and grievance in her heart. She kept saying "I'm sorry" while crying, and Weitzman didn't know what she was doing. He apologized to whom, and didn't know what she had experienced to be so sad and desperate. All he could do was hold her tenderly, so that she could cry in his arms with peace of mind.

Xingxiao has not been a person who is good at hiding her emotions since a long time ago. She laughs when she is happy and cries when she is sad. In fact, she also loves to cry. She cries when she is in pain, cries when she is sad, and homesick Crying, she's not good at enduring, not at all.

In the past, in order not to worry her subordinates, she would try her best not to think about those unhappy things, and just let herself focus on what was in front of her eyes, just like when she said goodbye to Xiaobai and the others for the first time.

She never thought that one day she would cover up her emotions so well that she would have an illusion, as if she was really such a cold and emotionless person.

She didn't lie, when she saw the bouquet of roses that suddenly appeared in the room, she knew who put it there, and Giotto also knew that it was Elena's favorite red rose when she was alive. A little bit, apart from them, there is only one person who loves Elena deeply.

Xingxiao didn't know if she really had the ability to read people's hearts, but when G told her awkwardly that "Gesia married Mario", she had an intuition, and this intuition, Confirmed by seeing Giotto's expression when he heard her bring it up.

She knew that something bad must have happened at that time...

However, even so, the feeling of witnessing everything in person is still different. Gracia attacked Giotto with a dagger and was shot dead by G mercilessly. The blood of innocent people stained the ground inside and outside the church. The town was completely deserted...

When Xingxiao watched all that happened, she was very calm, very very calm, she told herself over and over again that this was an illusion, she couldn't be shaken a little bit, as long as her emotions were bad, she would be completely controlled. Sensual, D is dangerous, she can't let him catch a little opening.

She did it, she was really calm and calm, so calm that she felt a little scared and strange.

As if, all of a sudden, he seemed to see himself in a long time.

Will she become such a rational, indifferent and cruel person in the future?

……

Xingxiao didn't know when she fell asleep, and when she woke up, the sky had already darkened, and the room was completely dark.

His eyes were sore and swollen, and his throat was burning dry and astringent.

Subconsciously, she wanted to reach out and rub her eyes, but when she moved, she realized that she was still holding something.

"Are you awake?"

A familiar voice sounded from a very close distance, "I thought Xiao Xing would cry with joy when he saw us, but it really surprised me~"

"...Xiaobai?" Xingxiao called out a little incomprehensibly.

"Well," he replied, "Would you like some water?"

"..." Xing Xiao suddenly sat up from the bed, and opened his eyes wide, "Xiaobai??!!"

With a soft laugh, seemingly helpless or funny, Weitzman had already got up and turned on the small lamp by the bed, then sat down by the bed and looked at her seriously, "It's me, Xiao Xing, not a hallucination, It's not a dream either, according to the agreement, I came to your world."

"...Xiaobai..." Xing Xiao stared at him blankly, only the warm yellow light illuminated this corner of the dimly lit room, and under the ambiguous light, she still had a feeling of illusion.

Looking at her, Weitzman sighed, picked up the kettle on the bedside table and poured some warm water, then put the cup into Xingxiao's hand, "Your voice is hoarse, drink some water. "

"Hmm..." Xing Xiao nodded obediently. She let go of the hem of Weitzman's clothes that she had been holding in her hand, and picked up the glass of water to drink little by little. While drinking, she still sat on the edge of the bed without taking her eyes off her. The young man seems to be afraid that if he blinks, he will shatter in front of his eyes like an illusion.

Because of her restlessness, she choked on the water without paying attention, and she was so uncomfortable that she coughed non-stop.

Weitzman hurried forward to take her cup, half hugged her and patted her on the back to comfort her.

"Don't be so anxious, I'm right here, not going anywhere." He lowered his eyes and lowered his voice.

The author has something to say: By the way, the author stayed up all night yesterday to read the article he wrote from beginning to end, and suddenly felt a little sad.

Although the first volume is full of daily life, I always feel that Xingxiao and the others lived a very simple and happy life at that time, and the overall tone of the text was simple and happy. The more I read it later, I don’t know if it’s the author’s own fault or what. I feel that I don’t have that kind of simple and happy feeling anymore... Xingxiao is indeed growing up a little bit, but I always feel that there are more and more burdensome things, things to consider, and sad things...Growing up The price or something, always feels a bit depressing

And the author Zong wrote it himself, and it feels more and more dull and boring. Instead, he still misses those daily notes more, those plots, twists and turns, and problems. Although they promote the development of the story, they seem boring instead. I’m not good at writing this type of writing. If possible, I really want to write a short article that is full of light and daily life from beginning to end.

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