[Comprehensive] Boss Growth Diary
Chapter 52
【Giotto,】After dinner, Xingxiao, who was about to leave, hesitated for a moment, then suddenly turned to look at the boy who was helping to clean up, 【Can I chat with you? 】
Giotto froze for a moment, doubts flashed in those light golden eyes, and G on the side also glanced at her unexpectedly.
【good. 】After a brief moment of stupefaction, Giotto nodded with a smile, and put down the plate in his hand again, 【G, then I will trouble you with these. 】
G looked thoughtfully at Xingxiao, then at Giotto, and nodded with a "huh".
……
She said she wanted to chat, but Xingxiao didn’t know what she really wanted to talk about. She and Giotto were walking on the small road. The air was damp and chilly in the winter night. There were no pedestrians on the road. They all went to rest early, and only the sound of their two footsteps hitting the stone bricks on the road could be heard.
【Then, does Xingxiao have any troubles? ] Giotto observed her for a while before asking tentatively.
[Hmm...] Xingxiao looked up, Giotto's eyes were bright and energetic even in the night, and the hope contained in the eyes seemed to never disappear, so full of vitality, [Actually, it's troubles, I don't even know how to describe it. 】
[Can you tell me more specifically? 】he asks.
Xingxiao was silent for a while, but Giotto didn't urge her, but just walked with her.
[I knew someone before, he...is very similar to Giotto, especially the voice, if you close your eyes, your voice is almost exactly the same,] Xingxiao lowered his head, and whispered while holding his fingers, [And ...]
【He is a very, very remarkable scientist. Through his own research, he discovered a slate that contains magical power. He wants to bring this power to all mankind, and hopes that everyone can be happy and pursue happiness because of it...】
[However, after a long time, he discovered that the reality was completely opposite to what he expected. People with powerful power did not use this power to protect happiness, but instead, they continued to attract various wars and killings...]
[He ran away, hid, and didn't look or listen, he thought that in this way he could pretend that nothing had happened, but one day, the situation worsened, and he came back after all, and he destroyed That slate also destroyed the source of all this and his original ideal. 】
Xing Xiao paused when she said this, she glanced at Giotto who was listening carefully, and noticed her gaze, Giotto looked up at her suspiciously.
It's not just their voices that are alike, these two people...
Giotto, Vongola's first generation, originally set up the self-defense group to let everyone in the town get long-term peace and happiness. However, the fact is that Vongola's development completely deviated from his expectations in the end. The fighting and bloodshed, and then, he chose to abdicate and fled to a foreign country...
Although it is said that the first generation was forced to leave by the second generation and D. Spedo, why not choose it himself?
[Giotto, if, I mean, if one day...] Xing Xiao frowned, a little confused about how to express himself clearly, 【You find that the current self-defense group has become... and you The existence that completely runs counter to the original intention... Will you regret it? 】
However, at this point, Xingxiao herself regretted it. It was meaningless to ask Giotto, who is still young, this question, and her rhetoric was simply to dampen his enthusiasm.
Sure enough, when he heard Xingxiao's question, Giotto was taken aback for a moment, his eyes widened, his expression was a little surprised and a little confused.
[Hug, sorry, I have no other meaning, Giotto, don’t think too much...] Xingxiao stopped in a panic, bit her lips nervously, [I, I just, I just don’t know what to do. good……】
Giotto's gaze fell on her face, and he frowned, 【Xingxiao mind explaining in detail? 】
【Hmm...】Looking at Giotto for a while, Xingxiao let out a long breath, she nodded to meet his gaze,【Giotto mind to accompany me to the beach for a while? 】
【it is good. 】
……
[The general thing is like this...] Xing Xiao sat on the beach with her knees hugged, and said in a low voice, [Because of the curse, I have to take on the responsibility of being the head of the family, but I don’t think I am suitable for this position, and I also I don’t want to change myself or let everyone accommodate me. A little carelessness of my willfulness may cause the whole family to be implicated by me. I don’t care about fighting plots and other things...]
She stopped suddenly while she was talking, and after a while, she buried her face in her knees and sighed [So many words are actually just excuses... I'm just timid and just want to escape... 】
【I can feel everyone's goodwill towards me and the expectations placed on me, but I'm just afraid... I'm afraid that one day, when I really take over the family, I will find that everything is different from what I imagined, and that I still can't To accept those...]
[This kind of thinking is very despicable. I want to continue to get everyone's protection and company, but at the same time I don't want to take responsibility. Isn't it too greedy...]
[I know a boy who is in the same situation as me, but he did it. He can even say to destroy the family and create a new one... I don’t know what he has experienced in the process Only then can he go from being completely repelled at the beginning to being calm and composed now, but I really think that he is very, very remarkable...]
[Sorry, Giotto, for grabbing you with these weird complaints. 】Xing Xiao didn't raise his head, his voice muffled from between his arms, 【But, because it's you...】
——Because you created Vongola, although you may not understand now, what does this represent...
[I... really haven't been able to fully understand Xingxiao's meaning yet,] Giotto's voice sounded after a while, he didn't look at her, his eyes just fell on the distant dark sea level, [but Xingxiao asked me before I thought about that question carefully. 】
[Although I don’t know what will happen in the future, but at least for now, there are G, Kozart, Xingxiao, and everyone here. As long as I see the children smiling happily and everyone living happily, I I feel that no matter what I have to face, it is acceptable. 】
He said calmly, 【I understand what Xingxiao is worried about. G and I have also experienced some things these days... the road ahead will probably become more and more difficult. I don’t know if we can really keep our original intentions unchanged. But no matter how long it takes to set up a self-defense group to protect the residents of this town, I probably won't regret it. 】
[If Xingxiao asks me this question again in the future,] he suddenly turned his head and laughed, [I hope my answer is still the same. 】
Xingxiao has already raised her head, and she stared blankly at Giotto's eyes that were still as bright as stars even in the dark night for a long time.
Then she smiled, [Sure enough, it is the answer that Giotto would have...]
She looked up at the starless, moonless, dark sky, 【Probably, that person has the same thoughts as you. 】
Will Xiaobai regret discovering the Dresden slate?
probably not.
Because his original intention has not changed, even though the slate caused turmoil later, it did once bring hope to Japan.
As long as he knows this, even if he destroys the slate in the end, he should not regret his initial choice.
……
【Then what is Xingxiao's original intention? ] Giotto asked, his tone still gentle and calm.
[My original intention...] She repeated the word.
Although becoming the child of the rainbow and the leader of Girunelo, Xing Xiao is passively accepted, but in fact, going back to the root, it all started with her brain hole when she was on the plane.
——Why did she have such a brain hole in the first place?
Xingxiao closed her eyes, and heard the sound of crashing waves, which was noisy and quiet at the same time.
Just like at the beginning, the original intention of her writing fanfiction was that she wanted to give her favorite characters a happy ending; and it was the same for her to conceive such a brain hole. She likes everyone very much, even if they are just fictional and still separated Even so, she still wants them to have a happy and hopeful future.
But now, they really exist by her side, and they sincerely and persistently guard her and accompany her. This is a more specific and vivid emotion than those virtual ones in the past. She who was treated like this returns the same sincerity. The contribution is a matter of course.
Original intention...
——I hope that everyone can get rid of sadness and see a future with various possibilities...
Xingxiao doesn't know what the original trajectory of that space-time should be, but as long as he speculates a little... Without Pengo Lie's ring, without Bailan as a friend, without the Simon family, the result of the rainbow proxy battle is clear at a glance.
The Avengers will definitely not be able to defeat Garkafis, and Tsunayoshi Sawada and the others are forced to become the next Arcobaleno, the previous generation of Master Feng and the others... and the tragedy of Arcobaleno continues to be passed down from generation to generation...
How can such a thing be possible?
……
[Does Xingxiao have an answer? 】Giotto's voice is full of laughter.
【Um! 】Xing Xiao nodded, she laughed, those clear and clear eyes swept away the depression accumulated over the past few days, and revealed a star-like clarity again.
[Thank you, Giotto. ] She stood up and bowed down to thank him very seriously, 【Although I still don't know what I should do, but I understand, as long as I always remember my original wish, it will be fine. 】
Giotto also stood up, he laughed out loud and scratched his head, [I'm really not used to being thanked so solemnly, it feels like it's back to the time when we first met. 】
【Eh? 】Xing Xiao tilted his head, and then recalled the scene when he first met them.
Thinking of this, she couldn't help laughing.
【Speaking of which, the person Xingxiao mentioned is very similar to me.】 Giotto was walking with Xingxiao to his residence, and suddenly asked curiously, 【Is he also Xingxiao's companion?I really want to meet you. 】
Xing Xiao, who was about to float up with light feet and light steps, was stunned for a moment, she blinked her eyes and thought for a while, then laughed, 【He is not my companion.He is someone I like. 】
The author has something to say: [Speaking of which, the person Xingxiao mentioned is very similar to me,] Giotto was walking with Xingxiao to the residence, and suddenly asked curiously, 【Is he also Xingxiao’s companion?I really want to meet you. 】
↑Don't worry, Giotto, as your brainless fan, your wish, the author, will definitely come true for you! (wax for G for a second)
ps. It may be related to being on the romance homepage list. Recently, there have been a lot of messy zero-point advertisement comments in the article, and the author can’t delete them. I asked the administrator, and now more than 200 comments have been deleted in the background, because of these The relationship between the comments. The author's background reply to the comments of the little angels is also a bit troublesome and may miss a few, please understand, you have to believe that the author loves you!
------
thank
Sakura's mine x1
Persuading Lord Mo to laugh at Su Muqiu's mines x1
It should not be a landmine with garbled characters x1
Wind Muye mines x1
Sierra's nutrient solution x100
Yugui's Nutrient Solution x7
Nutrient solution of flounder joong x3
Ben Han's Nutrient Solution x1
Arocobaleno's Nutrient Solution x1
Meh, little angels above =3=
Giotto froze for a moment, doubts flashed in those light golden eyes, and G on the side also glanced at her unexpectedly.
【good. 】After a brief moment of stupefaction, Giotto nodded with a smile, and put down the plate in his hand again, 【G, then I will trouble you with these. 】
G looked thoughtfully at Xingxiao, then at Giotto, and nodded with a "huh".
……
She said she wanted to chat, but Xingxiao didn’t know what she really wanted to talk about. She and Giotto were walking on the small road. The air was damp and chilly in the winter night. There were no pedestrians on the road. They all went to rest early, and only the sound of their two footsteps hitting the stone bricks on the road could be heard.
【Then, does Xingxiao have any troubles? ] Giotto observed her for a while before asking tentatively.
[Hmm...] Xingxiao looked up, Giotto's eyes were bright and energetic even in the night, and the hope contained in the eyes seemed to never disappear, so full of vitality, [Actually, it's troubles, I don't even know how to describe it. 】
[Can you tell me more specifically? 】he asks.
Xingxiao was silent for a while, but Giotto didn't urge her, but just walked with her.
[I knew someone before, he...is very similar to Giotto, especially the voice, if you close your eyes, your voice is almost exactly the same,] Xingxiao lowered his head, and whispered while holding his fingers, [And ...]
【He is a very, very remarkable scientist. Through his own research, he discovered a slate that contains magical power. He wants to bring this power to all mankind, and hopes that everyone can be happy and pursue happiness because of it...】
[However, after a long time, he discovered that the reality was completely opposite to what he expected. People with powerful power did not use this power to protect happiness, but instead, they continued to attract various wars and killings...]
[He ran away, hid, and didn't look or listen, he thought that in this way he could pretend that nothing had happened, but one day, the situation worsened, and he came back after all, and he destroyed That slate also destroyed the source of all this and his original ideal. 】
Xing Xiao paused when she said this, she glanced at Giotto who was listening carefully, and noticed her gaze, Giotto looked up at her suspiciously.
It's not just their voices that are alike, these two people...
Giotto, Vongola's first generation, originally set up the self-defense group to let everyone in the town get long-term peace and happiness. However, the fact is that Vongola's development completely deviated from his expectations in the end. The fighting and bloodshed, and then, he chose to abdicate and fled to a foreign country...
Although it is said that the first generation was forced to leave by the second generation and D. Spedo, why not choose it himself?
[Giotto, if, I mean, if one day...] Xing Xiao frowned, a little confused about how to express himself clearly, 【You find that the current self-defense group has become... and you The existence that completely runs counter to the original intention... Will you regret it? 】
However, at this point, Xingxiao herself regretted it. It was meaningless to ask Giotto, who is still young, this question, and her rhetoric was simply to dampen his enthusiasm.
Sure enough, when he heard Xingxiao's question, Giotto was taken aback for a moment, his eyes widened, his expression was a little surprised and a little confused.
[Hug, sorry, I have no other meaning, Giotto, don’t think too much...] Xingxiao stopped in a panic, bit her lips nervously, [I, I just, I just don’t know what to do. good……】
Giotto's gaze fell on her face, and he frowned, 【Xingxiao mind explaining in detail? 】
【Hmm...】Looking at Giotto for a while, Xingxiao let out a long breath, she nodded to meet his gaze,【Giotto mind to accompany me to the beach for a while? 】
【it is good. 】
……
[The general thing is like this...] Xing Xiao sat on the beach with her knees hugged, and said in a low voice, [Because of the curse, I have to take on the responsibility of being the head of the family, but I don’t think I am suitable for this position, and I also I don’t want to change myself or let everyone accommodate me. A little carelessness of my willfulness may cause the whole family to be implicated by me. I don’t care about fighting plots and other things...]
She stopped suddenly while she was talking, and after a while, she buried her face in her knees and sighed [So many words are actually just excuses... I'm just timid and just want to escape... 】
【I can feel everyone's goodwill towards me and the expectations placed on me, but I'm just afraid... I'm afraid that one day, when I really take over the family, I will find that everything is different from what I imagined, and that I still can't To accept those...]
[This kind of thinking is very despicable. I want to continue to get everyone's protection and company, but at the same time I don't want to take responsibility. Isn't it too greedy...]
[I know a boy who is in the same situation as me, but he did it. He can even say to destroy the family and create a new one... I don’t know what he has experienced in the process Only then can he go from being completely repelled at the beginning to being calm and composed now, but I really think that he is very, very remarkable...]
[Sorry, Giotto, for grabbing you with these weird complaints. 】Xing Xiao didn't raise his head, his voice muffled from between his arms, 【But, because it's you...】
——Because you created Vongola, although you may not understand now, what does this represent...
[I... really haven't been able to fully understand Xingxiao's meaning yet,] Giotto's voice sounded after a while, he didn't look at her, his eyes just fell on the distant dark sea level, [but Xingxiao asked me before I thought about that question carefully. 】
[Although I don’t know what will happen in the future, but at least for now, there are G, Kozart, Xingxiao, and everyone here. As long as I see the children smiling happily and everyone living happily, I I feel that no matter what I have to face, it is acceptable. 】
He said calmly, 【I understand what Xingxiao is worried about. G and I have also experienced some things these days... the road ahead will probably become more and more difficult. I don’t know if we can really keep our original intentions unchanged. But no matter how long it takes to set up a self-defense group to protect the residents of this town, I probably won't regret it. 】
[If Xingxiao asks me this question again in the future,] he suddenly turned his head and laughed, [I hope my answer is still the same. 】
Xingxiao has already raised her head, and she stared blankly at Giotto's eyes that were still as bright as stars even in the dark night for a long time.
Then she smiled, [Sure enough, it is the answer that Giotto would have...]
She looked up at the starless, moonless, dark sky, 【Probably, that person has the same thoughts as you. 】
Will Xiaobai regret discovering the Dresden slate?
probably not.
Because his original intention has not changed, even though the slate caused turmoil later, it did once bring hope to Japan.
As long as he knows this, even if he destroys the slate in the end, he should not regret his initial choice.
……
【Then what is Xingxiao's original intention? ] Giotto asked, his tone still gentle and calm.
[My original intention...] She repeated the word.
Although becoming the child of the rainbow and the leader of Girunelo, Xing Xiao is passively accepted, but in fact, going back to the root, it all started with her brain hole when she was on the plane.
——Why did she have such a brain hole in the first place?
Xingxiao closed her eyes, and heard the sound of crashing waves, which was noisy and quiet at the same time.
Just like at the beginning, the original intention of her writing fanfiction was that she wanted to give her favorite characters a happy ending; and it was the same for her to conceive such a brain hole. She likes everyone very much, even if they are just fictional and still separated Even so, she still wants them to have a happy and hopeful future.
But now, they really exist by her side, and they sincerely and persistently guard her and accompany her. This is a more specific and vivid emotion than those virtual ones in the past. She who was treated like this returns the same sincerity. The contribution is a matter of course.
Original intention...
——I hope that everyone can get rid of sadness and see a future with various possibilities...
Xingxiao doesn't know what the original trajectory of that space-time should be, but as long as he speculates a little... Without Pengo Lie's ring, without Bailan as a friend, without the Simon family, the result of the rainbow proxy battle is clear at a glance.
The Avengers will definitely not be able to defeat Garkafis, and Tsunayoshi Sawada and the others are forced to become the next Arcobaleno, the previous generation of Master Feng and the others... and the tragedy of Arcobaleno continues to be passed down from generation to generation...
How can such a thing be possible?
……
[Does Xingxiao have an answer? 】Giotto's voice is full of laughter.
【Um! 】Xing Xiao nodded, she laughed, those clear and clear eyes swept away the depression accumulated over the past few days, and revealed a star-like clarity again.
[Thank you, Giotto. ] She stood up and bowed down to thank him very seriously, 【Although I still don't know what I should do, but I understand, as long as I always remember my original wish, it will be fine. 】
Giotto also stood up, he laughed out loud and scratched his head, [I'm really not used to being thanked so solemnly, it feels like it's back to the time when we first met. 】
【Eh? 】Xing Xiao tilted his head, and then recalled the scene when he first met them.
Thinking of this, she couldn't help laughing.
【Speaking of which, the person Xingxiao mentioned is very similar to me.】 Giotto was walking with Xingxiao to his residence, and suddenly asked curiously, 【Is he also Xingxiao's companion?I really want to meet you. 】
Xing Xiao, who was about to float up with light feet and light steps, was stunned for a moment, she blinked her eyes and thought for a while, then laughed, 【He is not my companion.He is someone I like. 】
The author has something to say: [Speaking of which, the person Xingxiao mentioned is very similar to me,] Giotto was walking with Xingxiao to the residence, and suddenly asked curiously, 【Is he also Xingxiao’s companion?I really want to meet you. 】
↑Don't worry, Giotto, as your brainless fan, your wish, the author, will definitely come true for you! (wax for G for a second)
ps. It may be related to being on the romance homepage list. Recently, there have been a lot of messy zero-point advertisement comments in the article, and the author can’t delete them. I asked the administrator, and now more than 200 comments have been deleted in the background, because of these The relationship between the comments. The author's background reply to the comments of the little angels is also a bit troublesome and may miss a few, please understand, you have to believe that the author loves you!
------
thank
Sakura's mine x1
Persuading Lord Mo to laugh at Su Muqiu's mines x1
It should not be a landmine with garbled characters x1
Wind Muye mines x1
Sierra's nutrient solution x100
Yugui's Nutrient Solution x7
Nutrient solution of flounder joong x3
Ben Han's Nutrient Solution x1
Arocobaleno's Nutrient Solution x1
Meh, little angels above =3=
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