Is it the same with other big brothers?

Zhou Yingxue: "Brother?"

Mingzhu was stunned for a moment before he realized, and gave him a blank look: "Thirteen...you are here."

Zhou Nexue looked at his dazed expression, and said cautiously, "What happened?"

Ming Zhu shook his head slightly and said, "No."

Zhou Lingxue seemed very afraid that Ming Zhu would come to him again to settle the matter of last night, but seeing his absent-minded face at this moment, she couldn't help but worry.

Mingzhu sat for a long time, didn't know what he thought of, suddenly stared at Zhou Yingxue, and murmured: "Your father... Zhou Mingzhong and Gui Ning are among the people who want to take revenge, and they may even die. , aren't you worried at all?"

Zhou Lingxue froze, nodded and said, "I'm worried."

"Although Zhou Mingzhong doesn't value me very much, he is my biological father; Master treats me with great kindness, and I can't repay his friendship in this life." Zhou Lingxue said in a low voice, "But, I know that worrying is useless. It’s something that I can’t get involved in at all.”

Mingzhu was stunned.

Zhou Lingxue laughed, and said: "Although it sounds a bit useless to say it, the matter between Na Lian and Guifang's old enemy is not something that me, a junior, can interfere with. , and have no strength to manage it.”

Ming Zhu murmured: "You see it very openly."

Zhou negative Xue said: "Father told me before."

"Zhou Mingzhong?"

"Since Na Lian appeared in this world, he probably already knew his ending, and he told me more than once not to intervene in these crap things, because..." Zhou Lingxue pursed her lips and hesitated before saying, "He Say, this is what they deserve.”

No one has ever said this to Mingzhu.

When he was in Rizhao Mountain, Ming Zhu was a rebellious person. He heard gossip about demon cultivators in some ancient books. "Fear and fear, I have a fear that reason is higher than instinct, so I was so angry" and so on. At that time, everyone called the elder brother a demon and heretics, and even he himself thought that his words were too reckless. presumptuous.

Master Gui Ning never taught him anything, only let him do what he wanted, so many years made him grow into that ghostly appearance;

Ming Zhao doesn't look like a father either, he only teaches him how to control power;

Even the curtain that saved his life wouldn't tell him much, he would only say...

"You are entitled to do whatever you want."

When he was in Rizhao Mountain, he was overly protective of his juniors, and even Yi Lingju treated him like that, but he never really hated him, and after 50 years, it seems that the whole world has been abandoned When he was there, only his juniors were still waiting for him.

Unknowingly, his emotions towards those people were almost distorted, to the point where he didn't care about right and wrong.

Zhou Nexue looked at Ming Zhu's stunned expression, and said softly, "Senior brother, in your opinion, what is right and wrong?"

Mingzhu's eyes fluttered slightly, he looked at him blankly, shook his lips, and said in a hoarse voice: "The one who loves me is right."

Zhou Lingxue looked at his expression carefully, and said, "Is the second senior brother right?"

Ming Zhu froze for a moment, not knowing whether to nod or shake his head.

Zhou Lingxue held his left hand, rubbed it carefully, and said in a low voice: "If the second senior brother hadn't thrown you off the cliff, everyone on Xingyuan would have been dragged down by that demon cultivator. Go down and die unexpectedly. In the eyes of senior brother, was what he did at that time wrong or right?"

Mingzhu couldn't tell.

Zhou Yingxue said: "There is no absolute black and white in this world, right or wrong, if you stand on the human side, then the curtain is wrong; if you stand on the side of the curtain, the human being is wrong."

Mingzhu has never formed a correct view of right and wrong. All right and wrong are determined by his emotions, but when a matter can no longer be judged by emotions, he will be instinctively confused and even lose himself.

"Back then..." Mingzhu said tentatively, his throat still a bit astringent, "Back when I heard that Zhou Ming wanted Hongchuan's life, I used to want to kill Zhou Ming countless times, but I If I couldn't do it, then I thought, if one day, when someone covets the lives of people around me like this, I can have the strength to protect them."

He raised his hand, looked at the pale palm, and murmured in confusion: "I don't want to know what is right and what is wrong, I just want everyone I care about to live well, only this one, why is it so difficult ?”

Seeing that she had said something, Mingzhu still looked like she was getting into the horns, and she frowned, and said, "Brother, are you too tired?"

"Tired?" Ming Zhu murmured and repeated, "I'm not, I'm not tired, I'm not tired at all."

Zhou Nexue looked at him worriedly, and said softly, "You take a rest first, okay? Listen to me."

Ming Zhu looked at him absent-mindedly: "Be obedient."

Zhou Lingxue quickly supported him to lie on the couch, and whispered: "I'm here, everything will be fine, let's rest first."

Mingzhu looked at him and said: "I saw Xueyu just now."

Zhou Lingxue frowned, but this matter could no longer be hidden, so she could only say, "Yes."

Ming Zhu said: "I want to see him."

Zhou Lingxue was a little embarrassed, thought for a while and said: "Third senior brother may not be able to come now, when I came just now, I heard that the curtain invited him over, I don't know if there is anything to discuss, senior brother, wait a little longer. "

Mingzhu was stunned for a moment, and then stood up holding Zhou Lingxue's shoulders, his whole body was strangely plain: "I want to see him, right now."

Zhou Nexue: "Brother?!"

Mingzhu didn't care about him, and waved Zhou Lingxue away, pushed the door and walked out. Seeing how difficult it was for him to walk, Zhou Lingxue hurriedly stepped forward to support him, and persuaded him in a low voice: "I'm afraid they are discussing something important. , brother..."

Ming Zhu said: "Go away."

He waved Zhou Lingxue's hand away again, staggered to the other courtyard, and was about to go in, but saw two people in the courtyard—the curtain waved back the people in the other courtyard, and the man in snow clothes Yan Xueyu sat in the gazebo in the yard and looked at each other with a calm expression, not knowing what to say.

Ming Zhu froze in place.

Yan Xueyu's eyes were glazed over, she lowered her eyes slowly and played with the porcelain cup in her hand, and said something to Na Lian with a smile, her gesture did not have the despair and anger of a dying person.

Ming Zhu stared blankly for a long time, then suddenly raised his hand to cover his mouth.

Zhou Nexue had been watching him cautiously from the side, at this moment when he saw him like this for the first time, he thought he was uncomfortable, so he hurriedly said: "Brother, are you alright?"

Mingzhu covered his mouth and bent down, his body trembled slightly, until he couldn't help it, Zhou Lingxue heard a trembling sneer from his throat in a daze.

He was...was he laughing?

Zhou Lingxue became more and more worried, but soon, Mingzhu straightened up slowly, his expression lost the madness just now, his eyes were red, but he had cleaned up the emotions that were almost out of control and collapsing.

He came to look for someone so aggressively, but he just took a look and left in a hurry.

"who am I?"

Mingzhu thought while walking: "Who am I? Am I a god? Is it the way of heaven? Why do you think that all the people in the world revolve around me? What qualifications do I have to make decisions for others?"

He didn't look at the road at all, he didn't know where he went in a panic, and when he looked up again, he saw a street in the Yueyue Tower, full of bustling people.

All beings.

Everyone has their own life and their own choices.

Standing in the noisy world, watching people coming and going, he was sad, and then he thought of something, suddenly covered his eyes, and laughed without warning.

He laughed at himself for being sentimental, for being overstepped, for doing too many wrong things, and he didn't even know how ridiculous he was.

Thinking back, Ming Zhu realized that since he came up from Bisun Cliff, he didn't seem to have done anything right. He always meddled in everyone's affairs without asking whether they wanted his help or not.

Why on earth did it become like this?Mingzhu thought in a daze and despair, "Am I... atonement?"

Because the self who was powerless back then watched Shen Hongchuan die in front of his eyes, so after gaining power that no one else could match, he was anxious to show off?Do you want to rush to prove that you are no longer the useless self you used to be?

Everyone called him trash back then, so now you want to prove to them that you are already omnipotent?

If it is really omnipotent, then why can't Kuayu be saved?Why are you in such a dilemma?

All of this is the retribution of my own arrogance.

Zhou Nexue followed him all the time, seeing him crying and laughing at this moment, she carefully said: "Brother, where do you want to go, I will go with you."

Ming Zhu calmed down completely. He stood on the noisy street, not knowing what to think about. After a long time, he said in a hoarse voice, "I... I don't know where I'm going?"

For some reason, he suddenly remembered something that someone had said to him.

"I saw the miserable situation of you crawling out of thousands of dead bones, I saw the rest of your life spurned by thousands of people, I saw all the people you love leave you, only you are alone The ending of the sea of ​​bones and blood..."

Mingzhu murmured to himself: "If I continue to be so obsessed with obsession, will this be my real ending?"

Mingzhu's body was too eye-catching, with white clothes and white hair, and the golden snake eyes that had been exposed. He just stood here for a while, and a brazen spiritual power suddenly came from nowhere, and went straight towards his face. Straight up.

The spiritual power passed through the air, and the sound of piercing the air was mixed with the long wind blowing from the ground.

Zhou Lingxue's pupils shrank: "Brother!"

Mingzhu didn't notice it in a trance, his eyes were absent-minded and dazed, but before the spiritual power reached him, he suddenly raised his sleeves and waved out a wave of spiritual power, smashing all the fierce attacks, and then the spiritual power continued to attack, He slammed into a corner fiercely.

There was only a sound of broken stone walls, and a wall not far away was turned into ruins. A person was covered in blood, lying lifeless among the rubble.

There was a burst of shouting all around, and people on the street screamed and shoved away, and the chaos was extremely chaotic for a while.

Ming Zhu withdrew his hand, and his sleeves fluttered down to cover his trembling fingertips.

He didn't even look at the people in the distance, and looked out of focus at the chaos around him. In an instant, the resentment and unspeakable despair that had been lingering in his heart suddenly dissipated like smoke.

Zhou Lingxue was still in shock: "Brother?"

Ming Zhu suddenly murmured: "I'm still alive."