No attack, no bondage

Yes, the most painful part of this cold feeling is the letter.There will be [-] people soon, but how to say throwing it away, just throwing it away.

I still remember that on the day when the accident happened, when the mountain collapsed, the last words I said while hugging the letter coldly were: "It's okay, I'm always here."

From the beginning to the end, Leng Qing never let go of the letter.

When I wrote the letter, I was thinking: If I go out this time, or stay with Lengqing, it doesn't matter if I take the initiative.

He has always liked indifference, so much, for so many years, and he still can't forget the habit of being at ease as long as he hides in his arms.

"Hey, Mr. Shi, how about going to play by yourself?" The letter was busy arranging the bookshelves, and there was no time for Leng Shijun.

Shijun is now grown up, able to eat, walk, and talk a lot by himself.

The letter went to Luo Jinyun last night, but the child pestered the letter and wanted to go home with him.

There was nothing I could do about the letter, so I took it home. If I wanted to come to the bookstore at night, I had to bring him.

The children are over three years old, Gao Xiaotian is also a senior, and is looking for a job internship outside.

Originally, the elders in the family had arranged jobs for her, but Gao Xiaotian was unwilling to go, saying that he wanted to work hard on his own.

Song Hang also did not follow the wishes of his family and become a civil servant.Instead, I found a job as a sports coach, with a few thousand dollars a month, and started from scratch.

Gao Xiaotian was still in the local area. Song Hang originally wanted to persuade him to go out together, but Gao Xiaotian said he wanted to take care of the letter.After all, the coldness is gone now, and it will be hard for him to take the child with him.

Song Hang also knew that he was always concerned about the letter, so he had no choice but to stay in the city according to his wishes.

But they moved into Gao Xiaotian's apartment and lived with him @.Gao Xiaotian was still reluctant at first, but Song Hang stalked him, and finally agreed.

The two have been together for a few years, and they have been walking through bumps and bumps. Fortunately, Song Hang was persistent enough to survive the years of being in different places.

Hearing Song Hang say this in the letter, he was also happy for him.The coach's work is not busy, and he doesn't have to go to work on weekends. In contrast, Gao Xiaotian has to work much harder.

Because it is just the beginning of the internship, I will do all the chores for him, and I can't learn anything yet.Every day when I go home, I am exhausted, and Song Hang has to take care of me.

"Father, my little uncle bought candy." Leng Shijun held up the candy in his hand and showed it to the letter.

After reading the letter, he smiled and asked, "When did my little uncle buy it for you? Did you pester me for it?"

"No, it's not what I want, it's what my little uncle wants to buy." Leng Shijun explained.

Look into her eyes and ask, "Really?"

Leng Shijun looked shy, covered her face with her hands, and hid in the sofa.

"Shy?" The letter looked at her with a smile.

Shi Jun would cover his face when he was shy, and then he dared not speak.

"Brother Ashin, I brought shredded pork with green peppers and egg custard today, okay?" Song Hang shouted at the door.

The letter saw Song Hang coming and got off the ladder.Said: "Excuse me, you are at work today, and I asked you to bring lunch over."

Song Hang went over to hug Leng Shijun, and said, "It's okay, I work nearby, and I don't have to go to work at noon. I just came to see Shijun. By the way, brother Ashin, you can eat first."

"Well, good." The letter wiped his hands and was ready to eat the boxed lunch.

When Leng Shijun saw the letter to eat, he wanted to eat too.Leng Shijun can't eat spicy food, so he can only serve her rice with custard.

Fortunately, she doesn't think it's fishy, ​​and she wrote to see that he likes to eat it, so she asked Song Hang to help feed it.

After ten minutes, she had almost eaten.After packing up the letters, I took Leng Shijun and asked Song Hang to go back first, and it was almost time to go to work.

Song Hang agreed, kissed Leng Shijun, and asked Leng Shijun to say "goodbye, uncle".That's it.

After lunch, it was time for Leng Shijun to take a nap.Usually Leng Shijun needs letters to accompany her, so that she can sleep peacefully, otherwise she will definitely cry.

Putting children to sleep has always been a difficult task, or how to say that children have special habits.Obviously she likes to sleep, but when she really wants her to sleep, she will make noise again.

This is what Leng Shijun couldn't do about it in the letter. If something goes wrong, the child will cry.

Lying on the sofa coaxing, patting Leng Shijun on the back, coaxing her.

Moving around, very energetic.Leng Shijun giggled alone on the bed, and the letter said that she didn't eat salt, and acted like a fool all day long.

Leng Shijun, a child, has been tossed and tossed since she was a child, and she has changed many environments. I don't know if it is a good thing, but this has made her adaptability stronger.

When business came in, Leng Shijun didn't care about the letter, so she let her play by herself.

After finishing the business and going back to look at it, she had already fallen asleep.Biting her finger, feeling helpless to read the letter, she took her hand out of her mouth and covered her with a thin blanket.

I don't sleep when I receive letters, just sit in the shop, make a cup of tea, and read comic books.

Business in the afternoon is generally light, and he is also free.If Leng Shijun hadn't come to the store, it would have been even more idle.

In the evening, he closed the door early, took Leng Shijun to Luo Jinyun's, and was stayed for dinner by the way.

Although the two old people still can't let go of their cold feelings, they also know that they should let go, so they won't be sad all the time.

Leng Shijun is very close to Luo Jinyun, but not to Leng Feng.Leng Feng is a stuffy person, he can't say anything, I can't make Leng Shijun laugh.

After a long time, the children felt that he was afraid to get along with him and didn't like to get close to him.

Luo Jinyun has said to Leng Feng many times, but there is no improvement at all, and finally Luo Jinyun is helpless.

After dinner, the letter took advantage of Leng Shijun's running to the kitchen, and just as he was about to say leave, the child ran out.

I was making a fuss about going home with the letter, but the fuss was so loud that I cried.Hugging and coaxing him in letters, every time I do this, it is really not an option.

Luo Jinyun talked about this matter again and asked him to move here.The letter still shirks.

But the child keeps making noises, saying that every time a letter comes, the child will make a fuss for a long time when he goes back, which is not a solution.

He also said that the child is always crying, which is not good for the body.Repeatedly asked him to move over.

Seeing the letter, Leng Shijun hiccupped from crying, and kept patting him on the back, saying yes.

Hearing what he said, Luo Jinyun asked him to sleep here tonight and move things over tomorrow.As for clothes, it's better to wear the clothes before the cold feeling for the time being.

The letter said yes, I slept with Leng Shijun that night in Lengqing's previous room.

The things and furnishings are all intact. I used to sleep in this room with letters and Leng Qing, but now that I think about it, it's a bit desolate.

Holding the baby, but can't fall asleep.Leng Shijun was good, she fell asleep peacefully and didn't cry.

Staring at the ceiling, he lost his mind for a while.Then turned over and looked at the moon outside the window.Tears flowed out inexplicably.

Suppressed to wipe away the tears, but still choked up.Hugging Leng Shijun, the movements in his hands became tighter.Leng Shijun probably felt unwell, so she snorted twice.

Hurry up to take the letter lightly, for fear that Leng Shijun is getting up now, and it will be difficult to deal with it.

Later, I got up and took a shower.She was wearing the same shirt as before, but it was cold.

There is no such thing as too much superstition, and there is no avoidance of @忍不忍@危, so I just dress like this in the letter.

In the past, Lengqing always liked to wear her own clothes for letters.Even though I don't have the habit of sending letters, Lengqing still likes his clothes.

He said that his clothes were too big, and it seemed that Xin was wearing them, so he somehow felt that it gave Xin a sense of security.

I didn't understand the letter at the time, but now that the coldness is gone, I can understand this feeling.Is that kind of peace of mind really possible again?

Lying on the bed until two or three o'clock in the morning, the child was itchy. After looking at it, he had a big bite on the back of his foot.Must have been bitten by a bug in the yard.

I found a servant, asked for some anti-itch ointment, applied it on Leng Shijun, and fell asleep when she calmed down.

Woke up late in the morning, in a hurry, didn't even eat breakfast, and went to work.

Fortunately, Leng Shijun didn't get up, otherwise seeing him leave, there might be trouble for a while.

I was reprimanded by the principal before going to work, and I felt lack of energy all morning, with severe headaches.

I barely vomited two painkillers, but I didn't see any relief until the afternoon, and the letter vomited up the little box lunch I ate at noon.

The director asked him if he was not feeling well, and he just said it was nothing.I stayed up until I got off work in the evening, and I was a little crooked when I walked.

When they got home, Leng Shijun saw him and clamored for him to hug him.As soon as the letter came, he wanted to hug the child from Luo Jinyun's hand, but he couldn't hold back and threw up all over the floor.

Luo Jinyun asked the servants to come quickly to clean up, asked Lai Xin to sit down, and asked him if he was not feeling well.

The letter said that I just had some headaches and always felt nauseous.Luo Jinyun touched his forehead with his hand and said that it was very hot and he had a fever, so he had to see a doctor.

Leng Shijun was frightened and kept crying, Luo Jinyun didn't have time to take care of it, and put the child on the sofa.

The letter patted her on the head, and Luo Jinyun said that she needed to see a doctor, saying that it was already night, so she should not go.

Luo Jinyun said he was stupid, if there is a private doctor at home, just call her now.

Ask the servant to call Dr. Bai and say that someone at home has a fever.

Dr. Bai came to see him, gave the letter an injection, prescribed some medicine, and said that he would recover soon, just pay attention to rest.

Hearing what the doctor said, Luo Jinyun told Leng Shijun not to send letters saying that he was sick.

Leng Shijun didn't understand either, so she asked where the letter hurt.If the letter says it's a head, she will blow it up.Then I went to touch it, and it didn't make sense.

The letter barely held up a smile, saying that the pain is gone, thank you Shijun.

As soon as Xinxin fell ill, no one did the kindergarten work, after all, he was the only teacher.I can't find anyone for the time being. The principal asks the letter to find a way to arrange someone.

Wan Lisheng was the first thing that came to mind in the letter, but he always hated brats.Then I thought of Song Hang, but he wanted to be a coach.

Thinking about it this way, there is really no one who can act as a temporary teacher.

Seeing that he was upset, Luo Jinyun asked why.After listening to it, she said it's okay, she will arrange for someone to go there, so that he doesn't have to worry.