Acacia

6.

The painting hall is as deep as the sea, and I only read old books. When will I join hands in Chang'an? —— "Huanxisha·Lovesickness Every Night"

The class father and the class mother had already opened for business, so they didn't care about the three of them, and they didn't know when to get up, and they didn't prepare breakfast.Last night, after eating noodles again, Ban Xiaosong found toast from the refrigerator, toasted it, and spread some jam on it.Wu Tong and Yin Ke wanted to help, but they were rejected by Ban Xiaosong, so they had to sit obediently on the chairs.

Ban Xiaosong absent-mindedly tore the bread into strips and stuffed it into his mouth, "Didn't you guys have something to ask last night? If it's all right, then go and do what you should do."

Yin Ke glanced at Wu Tong next to him, "I have something to say to you alone."

"I'll come to you another day." Wu Tong didn't feel dissatisfied at all, and left with the bread in his mouth.

Ban Xiaosong guessed that Yin Ke and Wu Tong must have made some agreement in private, but all this has nothing to do with him soon.It has to be said that facing Yin Ke alone made him even more nervous, "Come on, what's the matter?"

"We have known each other for more than ten years. I know your personality very well, and you also know what kind of person I am. So there is no need for you to lie in front of me." Yin Ke said.

Ban Xiaosong looked up at Yin Ke as if he knew Yin Ke's next words.

"Are you still in love with Wu Tong?"

"Yes."

The two smiled at each other.

"From the beginning to the end, I have never been involved with you. When I faced Wu Tong, I relied on my previous friendship with him. When I face you now, I still rely on the past ten years of getting along. Because I'm always one step behind him, so that's why I lose." Yin Ke said self-deprecatingly.

"No. You are fine, but you don't love me like Wu Tong." Ban Xiaosong shook his head and said, "You are too rational. You always analyze the pros and cons of anything you do. But feelings are not rational. Once you I found that the disadvantages outweigh the advantages, whether it is Wu Tong or me, you did not pay as much as the two of us."

"It turns out that my sanity is not good..."

"Very good. Whether it's walking on the road, letting me walk in the middle, or listening to me seriously." Ban Xiaosong kept drawing circles on the table with his fingers, with a sweet and dazzling smile on his face, "But you It’s not like Wu Tong, when I want to eat cake at two o’clock in the middle of the night, Wu Tong will run all the way to my house to give me a small cake. At that time, I actually found that what I wanted was not cake but Wu Tong.”

Yin Ke is a sensible person, and sighed, "So I can only be your friend."

Ban Xiaosong nodded heavily, "You will always be my best friend."

"What about Wu Tong? What happened back then..."

Before Yin Ke finished speaking, he was stopped by Ban Xiaosong, "I like my current life, and I don't want to change in a short time, do you understand?"

"I don't believe that Wu Tong would give up so easily. Where did you live a leisurely life?"

"There will be." Ban Xiaosong blinked slyly.

"I won't help you." Yin Ke said quickly.

"I won't trouble you." Ban Xiaosong said.

Yin Ke was silent for a moment, "Let me hug you again."

Ban Xiaosong opened his arms generously, and Yin Ke held Ban Xiaosong tightly in his arms, as if trying to insert himself into his body.This was the first time he released all the emotions he suppressed in his heart and threw himself into this embrace.This will also be his last time, and I'm afraid there will be no chance again.

Yin Ke let go of his hand and calmed down his breathing. He was still the usual Yin Ke, "Don't keep everything in your heart. No one will know if you don't tell me. You have wasted ten years and a hundred years of life, so don't worry about it." Don't waste any more time. Besides, not everyone will wait for you like me." Your happiness is my greatest happiness.

"You are the one who is more miserable. First you fall on Wu Tong, then on me. You will definitely find someone who truly loves you." Ban Xiaosong blessed.

"Okay. Then I'll go, take care of yourself." Yin Ke patted Ban Xiaosong's head, as if saying goodbye to him every time.The scale is grasped at the degree of a friend, no more, no less, just right.He was never the protagonist in this scene, so he naturally left the scene lonely.

Ban Xiaosong didn't see the red eyes of Yin Ke who turned away, or he understood, but he chose not to say it.It's the same reason that Yin Ke never vented his love for him in these ten years.

Understand what he hesitates to say, and know the meaning behind his words.

Ban Xiaosong and Yin Ke are each other's best friends, but often the word "friend" hurts people the most.

The bell for the end of get out of class suddenly rang, and Ban Xiaosong reluctantly put down the textbook, "Let's assign today's homework, open the workbook, and finish all 3A."

"stand up."

"goodbye teacher."

"Goodbye, classmates, remember to go home early."

"Mr. Ban, I have a question for you."

"What's the problem?" Ban Xiaosong wiped the chalk dust in his hand, "Isn't this problem just covered in the last class? It's fine to bring this formula in and solve it. I'll go back tonight and write this chapter. Review the content again, come to my office at noon tomorrow, and I will check."

"what!"

"It's nothing good, let's go home." Ban Xiaosong put away his lecture notes and notebooks, and was about to walk out the door when he heard a childish voice, "Teacher Ban, I have a problem."

Ban Xiaosong's heart stopped for a moment, he hugged the things in his arms tightly, turned his head, and it was indeed Wu Tong, "Why are you here?"

"Why did you resign?" Wu Tong walked up to Ban Xiaosong and asked condescendingly.

"I didn't resign, it's just that Moon Island has opened a new campus, and the teachers are not enough, so I was transferred here." Ban Xiaosong retorted.

"Am I annoying? As soon as I return to China, you will be transferred to the new campus. You are not in the same city, but you have to go to a place where you have to take the high-speed rail for two hours. You can hide it very well. No one will tell you. Are you Do you want to keep it a secret for the rest of your life? If I didn’t go to the school to ask, I wouldn’t know.” Every time Wu Tong said a word, he would take a step forward, and Ban Xiaosong would take a step back, until Ban Xiaosong had nowhere to retreat, and his hands were propped on the wall , "Don't forget, I never said breakup from the beginning to the end."

"Have you finished?" Ban Xiaosong turned his head and said, "If I finish, I will go back. You should not come here in the future."

Wu Tong grabbed Ban Xiaosong who was about to leave, his hands were pressed on the top of his head, the things in his hands were scattered all over the floor, and he kissed him forcefully, his movements were rough and flattering, his tongue was tasted and licked at a loss Palate, gums, don't miss any place.Ban Xiaosong couldn't breathe, his waist was weak, but fortunately Wu Tong was holding his hand, he was afraid that the whole person would fall to the ground.

Ban Xiaosong's mouth was shiny, slightly red and swollen, breathing rapidly, almost thought that he was going to be the first person in the world to die from kissing.The brain is starved of oxygen, and some can't react.

Wu Tong lowered his voice, a little lazy, "I don't know what you said to Yin Ke, but I want to know if you still love me?"

"If I say I don't love you, can you stay away from me?" Ban Xiaosong said weakly, leaning against the wall.

"Ban Xiaosong!" Wu Tong shouted loudly.

"Wu Tong, you don't understand." Ban Xiaosong wanted to pick up the things on the ground, but just as he stretched out his hand, Wu Tong picked them all up.

"Since I don't understand, why can't you tell me and let me understand?" Wu Tong's eyes were full of pain.This time to find Ban Xiaosong, Yin Ke did a lot of hard work. He gave up on Ban Xiaosong inside and outside the words, so he came alone, or the problem still lies with Yin Ke.

"It has nothing to do with him." Ban Xiaosong frowned.

Wu Tong understood, just now he accidentally said what was in his heart. "In this way, every time I say something that I think is wrong with you, you have to tell me whether I did something wrong. It happened suddenly ten years ago. My dad tricked me out of the country. I wanted to send you a message, but There is no communication equipment, because my dad knows our affairs. If I don't break out of my own business, he will not give me a chance to find you, or he may even hurt you, I can't take the risk."

Wu Tong looked at Ban Xiaosong's expression, he didn't look angry, and continued, "Yin Ke's matter is even more fictional. I have a good relationship with him, and it has nothing to do with dating."

"Actually, I don't want to quarrel with you, but you are so cute when you look angry. I talk to Yin Ke because he goes to you first every time, and I can't get angry."

……

"It's true that the cakes I made weren't very tasty, but I've ruined several of them, and that's the best one among them."

"It's because I really like to cling to you, but I just don't want you to go home, so I bought a lot of things you want."

Wu Tong really couldn't think of what to say, "To be honest, I really like your parents, and they will definitely like me too?"

Ban Xiaosong suddenly leaned forward and kissed Wu Tong, and immediately left, "Fool." I don't know how Wu Tong can remember so many things about rotten rice, it's just trivial things.I thought it was left in the long river of time, but I felt that everything seemed to have just happened.

Wu Tong turned against the guest, and Ban Xiaosong put his hands on Wu Tong's neck.The two big men were blocked by the podium, sitting on the ground and kissing uncontrollably.With the open window, the wind blows in gently, and the curtains are blown open.As soon as the wind stopped, the curtains covered Wu Tong and Ban Xiaosong.

Wu Tong leaned against Ban Xiaosong's forehead, holding his face with both hands, as if treating a treasure with caution, "Are we reconciled?"

"No." Ban Xiaosong pushed Wu Tong away and ran outside.

"Ban Xiaosong, wait for me!" Wu Tong chased after Ban Xiaosong.

Both of them didn't notice Yin Ke who was standing by the back door, this time he really wanted to let go.Yin Ke, who habitually helped the two clean up the mess, closed the door and window before leaving.

Ban Xiaosong was embraced by Wu Tong from behind, "I caught you, and it will be mine from now on."

"You can't let it go." Ban Xiaosong held Wu Tong's hand on his waist, "This is your last chance."

"You are in my heart, and you are not going anywhere."

"Not going anywhere." Ban Xiaosong responded.

Linglong dice An Hongdou, lovesickness deep in the bones. ——"Two Poems of Nangezi / Newly Added Yangliuzhi Ci"

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It's finally over!The last sentence corresponds to the title, Lovesickness in the Bone, referring to Ban Xiaosong and Wu Tong Yinke in the story.You can actually take a look at this poem,

"One foot of crimson is worse than bent dust, and old things are not as good as new.

Albizia peach kernels are finally hateful, and there is no one in Xu Yuanlai.

Light up the lights at the bottom of the well to make a deep candle, and go together for a long time.

Linglong dice An Hongdou, lovesickness deep in the bones. "

The first four sentences are about empathy, but the heart is still persistent, and the last four sentences are about lovesickness.This poem is a high-level summary of "Lovesickness"

The words at the beginning of each chapter correspond to the content of this chapter.

For example, in Chapter 1, if you don't know lovesickness in your life, you will love it, and you will hurt lovesickness. ——"Zhe Gui Ling · Spring Love" talks about Wu Tong's lovesickness for Ban Xiaosong after ten years of absence, which also means that Wu Tong is impossible to give up on Ban Xiaosong.

I won't list them one by one, and those who are interested can go and have a look to find out.

It is undeniable that Ban Xiaosong loves Wu Tong, just like what he told Yin Ke, Yin Ke is too sensible and does not have Wu Tong's drive.But what Ban Xiaosong was afraid of was that it was Wu Tong who loved him, not him. This idea germinated deeply in his mind, and in the end, Wu Tong told their past stories like a few Jiazhen, which made Ban Xiaosong find a sense of security by accident. Willing to try again one last time.What will happen in the future, no one will know, life is a hundred years, now is very important, he will decide what will happen in the future.

I originally wanted to intersperse memories in the article, but found that the love triangle alone has already taken up a lot of space, so I will probably take a break for a while, and then update and open new pits. Regarding Tiantian’s past, it should correspond to the few mentioned in the article. One, and the length will not be too long!See you in the next pit >3

The author has something to say: It's finally over!The last sentence corresponds to the title, Lovesickness in the Bone, referring to Ban Xiaosong and Wu Tong Yinke in the story.You can actually take a look at this poem,

"One foot of crimson is worse than bent dust, and old things are not as good as new.

Albizia peach kernels are finally hateful, and there is no one in Xu Yuanlai.

Light up the lights at the bottom of the well to make a deep candle, and go together for a long time.

Linglong dice An Hongdou, lovesickness deep in the bones. "

The first four sentences are about empathy, but the heart is still persistent, and the last four sentences are about lovesickness.This poem is a high-level summary of "Lovesickness"

The words at the beginning of each chapter correspond to the content of this chapter.

For example, in Chapter 1, if you don't know lovesickness in your life, you will love it, and you will hurt lovesickness. ——"Zhe Gui Ling · Spring Love" talks about Wu Tong's lovesickness for Ban Xiaosong after ten years of absence, which also means that Wu Tong is impossible to give up on Ban Xiaosong.

I won't list them one by one, and those who are interested can go and have a look to find out.

It is undeniable that Ban Xiaosong loves Wu Tong, just like what he told Yin Ke, Yin Ke is too sensible and does not have Wu Tong's drive.But what Ban Xiaosong was afraid of was that it was Wu Tong who loved him, not him. This idea germinated deeply in his mind, and in the end, Wu Tong told their past stories like a few Jiazhen, which made Ban Xiaosong find a sense of security by accident. Willing to try again one last time.What will happen in the future, no one will know, life is a hundred years, now is very important, he will decide what will happen in the future.

I originally wanted to intersperse memories in the article, but found that the love triangle alone has already taken up a lot of space, so I will probably take a break for a while, and then update and open new pits. Regarding Tiantian’s past, it should correspond to the few mentioned in the article. One, and the length will not be too long!See you in the next hole