You may not believe it when you say it [Comprehensive]

Sakuragawa opened her eyes, and the first thing she saw was Dazai Osamu. She kept her upward vision, stared at him for a long time, and grabbed his hand:

"Are we going to heaven, Dazai-san?"

I feel no pain at all.

It doesn't feel like being in hell.

... Even the wound on the neck didn't feel at all.

Osamu Dazai chuckled twice: "It feels like I won't go to heaven after I die."

"...Then where are we now?"

Sakuragawa stared at him blankly.

Her ignorant and cautious expression made Osamu Dazai feel a strange emotion in his heart. If this feeling had appeared before, Osamu Dazai would have thought it was a precursor to a heart attack, mixed with sourness and constriction. Those who didn’t know it thought he was about to have a heart attack I'm sick.

Dazai couldn't help touching her face: "This is the ground base of the Armed Detective Agency."

The city on the back was hit hard, but fortunately Yokohama was not affected, so there was no need to look for other suitable places to stay.

The current backside city is like rebuilding after a disaster. Osamu Dazai just let go of his special identity just before that, so he doesn’t have to work hard for it; During Dole's planning, Osamu Dazai delivered a secret letter to the port mafia, although it was largely for his own planning and layout, in the end to protect them from losses, and the two offset each other.

Osamu Dazai walked on the ground of Yokohama in an open and upright manner.

I went to the Armed Detective Agency for help because there is Akiko Yosano who has the ability to heal any serious injuries.

This is why Sakuragawa is now unscathed.

Sakuragawa noticed that the wound on Dazai's body hadn't healed and disappeared like hers - it wasn't him who was blown to pieces, but it was a fact that Dazai was stabbed by Fyodor.

Sakuragawa only found out after asking, because Osamu Dazai's own ability "Disqualification in the World" will eliminate all the effects of the ability, and Yosano Akiko's ability "Please Don't Die" has no effect on him, so naturally it cannot be compared to She, too, gets "reboiled" treatment.

"Mr. Dazai, please reject me."

Sakuragawa took Dazai Osamu's ability and asked Yosano to heal him.

Yo Xie Ye came over with a chainsaw full of smiles on his face, and Sakura Chuan was dumbfounded: "Yu, Miss Yo Xie Ye?!"

The voices changed.

scared.

"Um--?"

Yosano and Yosano dragged their voices out to answer, their impatient gazes turned twice on the faces of the nervous Sakuragawa and the calm Dazai Osamu, and muttered unhappily, "I'm really convinced, a person who endured life and death is the last Do not wake people up when they are in pain, a person who knows that he needs to be seriously injured to save him is too anxious to think..."

Who is the idiot of these two guys?

Is it true that one of them planned it all and the other played a key role?

Or do you say that falling in love will definitely lower your intelligence?

Seeing Osamu Dazai's seaweed head with Yosano was not very pleasant, because the other party helped the detective agency a lot this time, and he treated it properly.

After Dazai Osamu had a new look (?), Sakuragawa silently returned his abilities to him. Looking at the quiet face resting on the makeshift hospital bed with eyes closed, Sakuragawa stretched out his hand and pressed precisely on the center of Dazai's brow.

"...I was really scared to death."

Sakuragawa murmured.

There is also an element of fear in the words.

Dazai didn't open his eyes, and quietly responded to her: "Don't be afraid, I won't die so easily."

"That's what I thought at first."

Sakuragawa slid his finger down, touched Dazai's brow bone with his fingertips, and traced it vaguely, "Because Mr. Dazai said, 'If I really want to die one day, I must die with a smile on my face and endless satisfaction. Painful death Fa is absolutely unwilling.' When I saw that fake 'corpse', Mr. Dazai's expression was very painful, and I knew it must be fake. But—"

"But after seeing such real flesh and blood, you were shaken?" Dazai slowly opened his eyes, and met Sakuragawa's gaze, and he was the only one in those ocean-like eyes at this moment.

"……Yes."

Sakuragawa nodded, looking extremely lonely, "I thought it would be a fake death, but I never thought that even the person himself would be fake... I think that hot chick Fyodor will keep an eye on you all the time, So it must be you."

So all the annoyance and regret at that moment came together: If only Mr. Dazai was the first to save Mr. Dazai, if only he would be desperate to take him away from danger... That's what I thought.

Anyway, I thought it was just a fake death, but even the body is gone, and the fake death will become a real death.

Sakuragawa felt hopeless for the first time in his life.

"I can't let this happen to you again." Sakura Chuan suddenly bent down and hugged him, but leaned lightly on his shoulder, "You must come first in any situation, I can't accept your death."

"So you can't die."

"Don't even think about it."

"……puff."

Osamu Dazai laughed inappropriately, his chest trembled, "I didn't say I was going to die."

He smiled, and Sakuragawa was very dissatisfied.

He straightened up without any hesitation, and pinched Dazai's cheek with his fingers: "I'm serious, you must not die."

"It's so overbearing."

Dazai cooperated with Sakuragawa and blinked shyly.

Sakura Chuan squeezed his face: "Quickly promise me."

Dazai smiled: "Okay, I promise you...but who did you learn from?"

He really doesn't care much about being pinched on the cheek, but Sakuragawa has always been well-behaved and docile, and he never thought that one day he would be able to do these things.

"I learned from your death that I can't lose you." Sakuragawa stated with a serious face, and it could even be said to be stern.

Pure statement.

It's still a bystander's perspective.

There is no emotion at all, and a killer without emotion may be more emotional than this.

Dazai was stunned.

Sakuragawa let go of his face, breathed a sigh of relief, and said earnestly: "Let's go to the countryside to live an ordinary life."

Dazai: "..."

Sakuragawa: "What do you think?"

Dazai: "..."

Dazai felt that Sakuragawa was overwhelmed by the stimulation, he found it funny, but also felt distressed.

He sat up, stretched his arms, and hugged Ying Chuan into his arms, like coaxing a child, patted Ying Chuan's back very rhythmically, with a gentle force as if he was about to fall asleep at night.

"Sorry, I scared you when I saw you."

Sakuragawa stayed motionless in his arms.

"Dostoevsky is a man with a deep mind and careful planning, which cannot be dealt with by ordinary methods." Dazai told her in the most gentle tone, "I will not risk my life if it is not necessary."

Sakuragawa hooked his fingers into his jacket pocket.

"...our relationship is unequal."

Sakuragawa said with great disappointment, "You are more important than a lover. When I value you so much, I will start worrying about anything about you, but you can do whatever you want, even if I worry about it."

Sakura Chuan lowered her mouth and said pitifully, "I don't like this feeling."

You finally know what it feels like.

Osamu Dazai suppressed the joy rising from the bottom of his heart, as if he was declaring victory.

Calmly suppressing the external performance he should have, Dazai held Sakuragawa's hand, not letting her wait for an opportunity to retreat.

"It's the same, see me."

"It's different..."

"Before, I was worried about you like this."

Dazai's quiet gaze didn't bring any oppression or discomfort, but Sakuragawa just felt that he was fixed and couldn't move an inch.

"When I saw that I was carefree, met all kinds of people as I wanted, and did all kinds of things without careful consideration, I was also worried like this."

But at that time, your eyes can't carry any extra things, you are as free as a bird flying in the sky, and nothing can hold you back.If you want, you can even immediately leave anyone who cares for you and pursue your own happiness to the fullest.

When you are so free, I am behind you, watching your every move with such a heavy heart.

Now you finally understand.

Sakuragawa's dazed and helpless expression faltered, replaced by a little daze: "Is Mr. Dazai worried about me too?"

"Yes."

Dazai affirmed her with a very gentle tone, "Many things are too simple in your eyes, and you tend to look at everything in the world with a positive perspective. I am always worried about you."

Sakuragawa's expression also became worried.

Dazai touched her head: "You are actually very smart, but you are not willing to think proactively when you are around someone who is willing to believe. This also makes me very worried."

Sakuragawa shrank her head guiltily: "I'm sorry, Mr. Dazai."

"Whether I will run away with other people at any time, I am always worried." Dazai continued to add.

"how could be?!"

On this point, Sakuragawa retorted loudly, "I will never leave you."

That is the result of his step by step.

The original scales were not so one-sided.

But Osamu Dazai would never say these words, and Sakuragawa saw that I selectively avoided thinking about some things, and of course he himself would not take the initiative to bring them up.

Osamu Dazai's inscrutability is like he calculated that Fyodor would attack his "corpse", so it's hard to say whether Sakuragawa saw me and turned back and witnessed me. , except Osamu Dazai himself, no one knows what he really thinks.

And in the end-

Are you using this incident to make a bright future for yourself?

"It's like I promised Xiaojian that I won't die, but Xiaojian is still worried." Dazai didn't show any emotions that shouldn't be there, and continued the original topic with Sakuragawa very naturally, "I'm sorry for Xiaojian. The worry about seeing me leave is the same as that."

"But if one day, Xiaojian insists on leaving..." Dazai interrupted intentionally, and did not continue, but his expression was genuinely sad, his eyelashes drooped down, and he was extremely melancholy, "Maybe I can only watch you go." .”

How could he let her go.

Don't even think about it.

The last bit of confusion on Sakuragawa's face disappeared: "Let's get married, Mr. Dazai."

She said it decisively and without hesitation.

This was so direct that there was no twists and turns in the brain circuit, which stunned Osamu Dazai for a moment.

This is too unexpected!

The tricks are too strange.

Since Osamu Dazai failed to answer immediately, Sakuragawa thought it was wrong, and quickly changed his words:

"Or we formally go through the adoption process."

Dazai was about to agree: "..."