[Comprehensive] I am troubled by suitors' suitors every day

It is no exaggeration to say that my driving skills have reached the level of proficiency, even proficiency.This sentence is completely free of narcissistic boasting, but a pure statement of fact.

Therefore, in this field, I have always been confident and at my fingertips.

But during that race, I suddenly felt an inexplicable emotion in my heart.

fear.

Yes, fear.Needless to say, this is an unprecedented strange experience that I have had in the racing process.

Although only a little bit, it cannot be ignored.

The reason for this emotion is nothing else, just because she is sitting in my passenger seat—Xi Bai Qixi, the young girl who has a perfect understanding with me and seems to have a subtle and special position in my heart.

In my consistent impression, ordinary girls should fear and stay away from such things as drag racing.However, not only is she not afraid at all, but she also looks very excited, and she is also very calm and self-possessed, able to keep up with my rhythm, and with her good eyesight, she even found the scurrying Toyota 2 seconds faster than me. car.

She is really a different girl.

Moreover, it is worth mentioning that with the increase of opportunities for the two of us to get along, the tacit understanding between us has also deepened.

At the corner of that turn, it was a good time to get rid of the opponent.As for my words, she was able to quickly understand my intentions, and even the words revealed absolute confidence in my driving skills.

In other words, it is absolute confidence in myself.

At that time, a novel idea flashed through my mind.

What a treasure girl with a beautiful heart and a beautiful heart.

In fact, it is not the first time I have done that interception method.The last time I stopped a car to save someone like this was when Conan was kidnapped.The two situations were very similar to some extent, except that it was Ms. Mao Lilan who sat in the passenger seat last time, and later hit the car with the left side, and she was also pulled to the side of the driver's seat by me.

The last time I didn't have any emotions other than sedation.

But this time, the moment the two cars collided, the fear that had been lurking in my heart was instantly maximized!

Who would have known that Rei Fuguya, who is a top-notch car driver, would drenched his back in cold sweat at this moment, and even suffocated slightly?

I have to admit that I am far from being as calm as I appear on the surface.

At that time, I firmly protected her head with my right hand, wrapped her waist with my left hand, and moved her closer to me, keeping as far away from the hit left side body as possible.She was in my arms, trembling slightly, wrapped her hands around my neck, buried her head on my shoulder, and sank into my arms.

And at the moment she hugged me, my body stiffened suddenly.

The body she was leaning over was extremely soft, her waist was so slender, as if it could be broken with a light pinch, and her whole body was cold, trembling slightly, which made people feel affectionate.The body fragrance that belongs only to a girl hits my face, like candy with a faint floral fragrance, sweet but not greasy, enveloping me airtightly.

Moreover, those two undulating soft spots also leaned over and rubbed my chest unscrupulously.

This is simply the deadliest!

After making sure she wasn't hurt at all and was just a little scared, I finally breathed a sigh of relief, and the fear in my heart finally came to an end.But my body has remained in a somewhat stiff state, so I can only pat her on the shoulder comfortingly, teasing her to divert her attention to effectively relieve the fright, while leaning back a little and keeping some distance away from her.

It wasn't until he stopped touching her chest that he really breathed a sigh of relief.

I'm a real grown man after all.

Then our conversation after lent her the coat reminded me of an advertisement from China that I had seen.

Well, judging by her expression, she should have thought of that ad.

It's tacit, but mediocre.

Later, the rescued little boy actually recognized the wrong person and called me and Shirasaki-san father and mother, while onlookers who didn't know the truth pointed at us.

I've been gossiped about and I can ignore it.However, once someone points fingers at her and makes irresponsible remarks, it can easily arouse my anger.

First, I turned sideways to block most of the viewers' sight for her, and then scanned the surrounding area with warning eyes, trying my best to protect her.

She is a beautiful and pure unique existence in the world, how can she suffer this kind of treatment?How can it be polluted by such dirt?

The grandpa housekeeper said that we are a good match, and I was so happy for a moment!

But I quickly regained my composure, woke up completely, and kept reminding myself——even if the 12-year difference between us is not mentioned, we are not people from the same world.

I am a public security policeman who hovers in the dark and wears multiple hats, and I always have to shoulder the heavy responsibility of protecting the country.

She is an aura girl who lives freely under the sun, and she must not be drawn into these darknesses.

So I can't be ambiguous, but firmly deny the ambiguous relationship between us, and draw a clear line between Chu and Han.It was a reminder to her, but also a warning to myself.

Keisuke Takahashi, the owner of another Mazda who later declared war on me, was actually the same as Shirasaki-san, and the two seemed quite friendly.

Moreover, the man looked at the girl with undisguised love and warmth in his eyes.

Heh, this is not the look that a simple brother next door should have.

In the past, many of her admirers misunderstood me as a love rival and declared war on me, but I always dealt with it politely and didn't pay special attention.

But this time, I really had the urge to fight him heartily again.Even in my eyes, he is just a loser.

There is no doubt that the guide/fire/cable exists between them, the intimacy atmosphere that others seem to be unable to intersperse.I watched him rubbing her head recklessly, and she acted coquettishly towards him as she wished.

There is an indescribable sullenness in my heart!

At this moment, I do have an impulsive thought, which is to accept his challenge and defeat him again at Keisuke Takahashi's home court, Mount Akagi.

But I quickly adjusted, maintained my usual calmness, and declined the challenge.I have things and tasks that I have to do, how can I spend racing and having fun instead of racing?

But the name Keisuke Takahashi, I do remember it.

I really didn't expect that our next meeting would be in Italy, at the engagement banquet of Lanshou Peng and his fiancée.

It's not the first time I've partnered with Belmode to complete a mission, but this time, she not only keeps making troubles and sowing discord, but also unscrupulously molested Shirasaki-san, and even set up traps to design her, with ulterior motives!

All of this made me feel a little out of control, even full of hostility!

But it was thanks to her that we had that seamless tango.

She was beautiful that night.

A CHANEL one-shoulder light pink short dress with small bare shoulders, white jade-like collarbone looming, the skirt only reaches the knees, revealing beautiful calves with soft lines, a pair of JIMMYCHOO sequined high heels show the slender legs.

Especially when she is dancing, she is extremely agile and beautiful.

Not long ago, I happened to see that CHANEL one-shoulder light pink short dress in a magazine.At that time, the first figure that came to my mind was actually her!

I think this skirt must be very suitable for her, and it can fully reflect her beauty.

Unexpectedly, it was not long before I witnessed all this myself.When she actually stood in front of me in that dress, I felt unreal again.

It's so beautiful it's unreal.

There is the illusion of a dream suddenly coming true and yet still unbelievable.

However, when I held her hand with one hand and lightly wrapped her waist with the other, and indulged in the dance floor with her, I had a real sense of reality.

It's as gratifying as if you suddenly captured the fleeting and gorgeous fireworks blooming in the sky.

I don't know if this is her first tango, but it's my first tango as I said.In the past, I have enjoyed this kind of dance in movies and TV dramas many times, and I am familiar with the body movements, expressions, eyes and so on.But unfortunately, there has been no opportunity to put it into action.

I have imagined countless times what kind of girl my first tango partner would be.

Until she, Bai Qixi, stood in front of my eyes.

There is no doubt that our tacit understanding has quickly spread to the field of dance.The cooperation with each other can be described as seamless and perfect.

It is exactly the same as the dreamy picture I imagined.

The scary thing is that my heartbeat, my breathing rate, and everything about me are going out of control and heading towards disorder.

For a moment, looking at her delicate lips, which were very close to me under the light, getting more and more red, I actually had the urge to kiss her!

When I woke up and realized that my emotional state was out of control, I wished I could immediately pour a basin of cold water on myself to wake up.

But I have to admit that the appearance of that man gave me a real sense of crisis, and it was quite strong, strong enough to make my emotions shake and fluctuate greatly.

Even though I have better control, I still look unmoved on the surface.

Tsunayoshi Sawada, I've heard this name before in the organization.As the tenth generation leader of the largest Italian mafia, Vongola, he has a compassionate heart, often protects the people, and develops charity.And he is also very friendly to his companions and subordinates, and the whole family is as warm as a big family.

It is not an exaggeration to be called a strange flower in the mafia world.

How did she get involved with the Mafia? !Moreover, he defended her against Belmode's provocation extremely defensively, and they looked like they had known each other for a long time!

But I have absolutely no position or qualifications to stop it!

The sullen feeling of deja vu buried in the bottom of my heart suddenly surged into my heart!

By now, I would be an emotional idiot if I didn't know where that sulking came from.

It was unstoppable jealousy, mixed with strong jealousy, surging, as hot as pouring down a glass of strong wine, and the discomfort quickly swept over him.

As we all know, jealousy is the lowest, clumsy and naive emotion in human emotions. It is a kind of fear caused by the love of the other party that may be directed towards others. It is similar in nature to anger. degeneration process.

I didn't think I would feel that kind of emotion at all.

But she made an exception.

At that moment, I only felt that my whole body was burning hot, my fingernails sunk into my palm but I didn't feel it, the sudden hostility in my head kept clamoring, clamoring, one after another, high decibels one after another, surging endlessly , The brain cortex is aching, dull pain.

its mine.

Grab it.

Only then did I truly realize that what she means to me has far exceeded my expectations, and even reached a level of out-of-control.

The moment I heard her express her love for me, my heart was instantly filled and surrounded by a kind of warm tenderness, so soft that it was a mess.

What could be sweeter than confirming a two-way crush?

But I was only happy for a moment, and soon as if I was splashed with a basin of cold water, I suddenly regained my senses.My identity, my responsibilities, the gaps and chasms between us are all impressively lying between each other, which cannot be underestimated, let alone ignored.

That is an existence that is even more difficult to cross than the Chuhe-Han boundary.

It's something I remind myself all the time.

Seeing Belmode slamming her face and even about to kiss her, I couldn't bear it any longer. I tried my best to control my rambunctious hostility, and stood up decisively to stop her.

Even though I knew it was a trap deliberately set by Belmode, I jumped into it without hesitation.

Belmode molested her, first step by step, irritating step by step, and finally induced her to confess when she thought I was not there, and then wanted to kiss her to force me to stand up at this time, making her confession awkward and at a loss, disturbing the mood of both parties , and even provoke the relationship between us.

What on earth is she trying to do?

What on earth is she trying to do!

In the organization, Belmode has always been a secretist, his whereabouts are erratic and unfathomable.But this time, she tried her best to act superbly, set traps, paid attention to and molested Shirasaki-san extraordinary, and explored the relationship between Shirasaki-san and me too much, which is even more unbelievable!

It may be because I know some of her secrets, and she has the handle in her hands. She wants to fight back and check and balance me.

But I always feel that things are not that simple, and I also have a faint sense of foreboding.

But that's all.If Belmode gets closer to Bai Qi-san, or even tries to drag her into the darkness again, whether public or private, I will not give up!

Later, I lied a lot, such as saying that I could go back to China by plane with her but insisted that I still had work and couldn’t go back that day, I had time to go to the movies but I was busy with work to retreat, and so on.All of these are a series of alienation measures that I have taken after careful consideration and feel that the relationship between each other should not be allowed to continue to develop.

At the same time, my guilt and love for her grew day by day.

I thought that as long as we separated for a while and settled down, we could control our emotions well.But I found that I was wrong, quite wrong.

Even in the days when she can't meet, she still seems to be around me everywhere, and I can even hear her laughter, everywhere and lingering.

A mood called "missing" locked me firmly.

Until I saw her on the stage, wearing a police uniform, with a heroic appearance and firm eyes, fully interpreting all the qualities that a conscientious public security policeman should have.

The whole person is shining, so dazzling that I can't take my eyes off it.

Undoubtedly, this greatly touched me, who is also a policeman, and gave me the urge to hide my tears.

Instead of giving her favorite baby's breath, I gave her a different kind of flower.The blue cornflower is exquisite and small, and the flower language is happiness. Just like the beautiful vision I placed on her, I wish her happiness.

Even if this happiness is not brought to her by me, it doesn't matter.

In fact, I wanted to secretly leave a bouquet of flowers and leave quietly, but I didn't expect to be discovered by her.She chased after her out of breath, with a sad and disappointed expression on her face, which was particularly distressing.

After returning to China for the first time, she seems to have lost some weight.

Even though I intentionally interrupted her confession, I still couldn't stop it from happening.

And her straightforward confession pushed our deteriorating friendship to another bright side, which made me ecstatic and heartbroken.

I am in dire straits, struggling and hesitating endlessly. Taking a step back is hurting, but why not taking a step further?

But I always keep my responsibilities in mind. Looking at the police uniform on her body, I knew it was impossible for us.

I am not an ordinary person, but a public security policeman, Zero, who shoulders the heavy responsibility of protecting the country, wears multiple positions, shuttles in the organization, shuttles in the dark, and hovers.

How can I give her happiness like this?

How can I be qualified to give her happiness like this?

So I could only endure the pain and refuse her confession with difficulty and firmness.But when I heard her cry and saw her holding back her tears, my heart was tightly twisted into a ball, and I even felt a little suffocated!

She held back her tears and asked me if it was because of Yayoi. Although I was a little puzzled that she knew Yayoi, I didn't ask further questions, but answered the question seriously.

As I said, I have indeed been together with Yayoi, but now there is no love between men and women, only the friendship between old friends.

In fact, the person who personally destroyed us was me.

If time could start over, I would never say that sentence again.

She was very beautiful when she was crying, especially those bright blue eyes, which were as delicate as sapphires washed by the stream.But I don't want to see her like this at all.

It took all my strength to restrain my desire to hold her in my arms and wipe her tears!

Using an impulsiveness and curiosity to define her feelings for me when I was young, isn't it actually denying her liking for me? !

Not only is this presumptuous, it's pretty brutal.

I don't know what was going on in my mind at the time, I just felt that it seemed to be blank, otherwise I wouldn't have said something indiscriminately, and the slip of the tongue would have hurt her even more.

Afterwards, I was annoyed and regretted, and I couldn't help cursing myself in my heart, and even wished I could slap myself hard.But what's the use?The damage has been done and may fade over time, but may also leave a permanent scar.

Although shallow, it cannot be erased.

Gradually, the sky began to rain lightly, and I looked at her with some eagerness, who was still wiping her tears silently, all I wanted to do was send her home quickly.

Whether it is a big deal or a small thing, it is not a big deal to get caught in the rain.It's okay for me, a big man, to get wet, but I'm worried that she will catch a cold after being exposed to the rain.

Then a young man who claimed to be her first boyfriend suddenly stood up and called me uncle.Uncle, I don’t really care about this, but for a first-time boyfriend——

Sure enough, I still care about it!

After all, judging by her reaction, this doesn't seem like a lie!

But at this moment, I want to thank him for his attitude.Thanks to him for standing up at this time, using his coat to protect her from the rain, effectively avoiding the danger of her catching a cold.Thank him for standing up at this time and being able to send her home as her friend.

However, as long as I think that she was not sent home by me, but by someone else's hands, my heart can't help but feel uncomfortable.

That familiar jealousy quickly swept up again!

But she said, don't worry about it.

It means don't bother me.

I closed my eyes fiercely, and opened them gently again, as if there were some inexplicable changes in my eyes between closing and opening, just because I figured out something—since I did it myself If you choose, you must stick to it.

Then he took a deep breath, exhaled the stale air that had been hoarded for an unknown amount of time, and gradually calmed down his surging emotions.He hesitated to speak for a while, but finally he still didn't say anything to her.

"Goodbye, take care." I finally said goodbye to her.

"Well, bye. You too." She responded, leaving me with a forced but still beautiful smile.

This picture still remains in my mind after I leave, and it remains for a long time, lingering.

There was only one thought left in my mind at that time.

I am still a conscientious public security policeman, and I will resolutely protect my country. At the same time, I will protect her intact under my wings, and let her grow up happily in the safe Japanese land and under the sun. Laughing wantonly in warmth.

My girl, may your life be safe and happy.

The author has something to say:

Shirasaki Xi: Who is your girl? (tsundere face

Toru Amuro: ...Sooner or later it will be mine. (pet face

I thought it was wishful thinking from the heroine's perspective before, and it was tiring to chase after it, but it's really sweet to see through the sub-perspective!Sweet and cruel!After all, it's a two-way secret love!

I feel that after writing this article, Xixi can use all the big names once (cover face

The new version of Jinjiang distinguishes between updates and revisions! !feels good!

[Important notice: Before the tenth day of the new year (including the tenth day of the new year), there are fate updates-because of various visits to relatives and the like, there is less time to write articles.After the tenth day of the Lunar New Year, the update will be resumed the next day!Do I love you guys? 】

Today is the fourth day of the Lunar New Year (it was my birthday yesterday), because the sixth day of the Lunar New Year is not free and I have to go out and have no time to change it, so please pay attention in advance!

I wish you all a happy new year 2019 and all the best! ! !

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