special stargazing

Sheng Yexing is now in a state of enhanced volition and behavior, his mind is so chaotic that he has no clue for a while, and his body temperature has risen a lot.He stood at the corner of the street, staring at the dark street in the distance, seeing the dim light, and intuiting that Lu Jianxing was there, and ran another hundred meters in that direction.

Sheng Yexing didn't calm down until he walked around the school for about 10 minutes, his eyes were empty.

He began to think, could it be that the little autistic was out of the school area?

Is it intentional to leave or get lost unintentionally?

He changed the direction and walked towards the city again. There was a bridge across the river. There were few people at night, but the view was wide and there were no trees to cover it. Standing on it, he could observe the roads on both sides of the second and third ring roads at the same time.Occasionally, a drag racing party passes by at night, and the headlights can still illuminate the road very brightly.

Rain, slopes, slippery vehicles...

Sheng Yexing didn't dare to think, what would happen if the little autistic child was walking alone on the road and didn't notice the vehicle?His ability to concentrate when exercising is slightly weaker.

The torrential rain was getting heavier and heavier, and Sheng Yexing's stubble was hard and short, so it wasn't uncomfortable to get wet.

It's just that the wind in the winter night was bitingly cold, blowing past his half-drenched body, and then burrowing into his neck, no matter how strong his body was, he couldn't bear it.

The moment the street lights flickered, Sheng Yexing saw a familiar figure on the bridge.

Carrying a schoolbag, wearing a blue school uniform, tall, tall and straight - it is Lu Jianxing.

He didn't yell, and he didn't dare to disturb Lu Jianxing. He was afraid that he really wanted to leave, and he would slip away as soon as he yelled.Wrapping his clothes tightly and running over, Sheng Yexing saw Lu Jianxing holding something in his arms from a long distance away.

Lu Jianxing's schoolbag was soaked, his school uniform was too wet, and the rain was still hitting his body crazily from the top of his head.His hair is longer than Sheng Yexing's, and the fine hair sticks to his forehead, his eyebrows are lowered, and his eyelashes seem to be drenched in water.

"Lu Jian Xing," Sheng Yexing didn't talk nonsense, and directly blocked Lu Jian Xing's way, his voice was raised, "Where did you go?"

"..." Lu Jianxing was silent for a while without saying a word.

"Why doesn't WeChat reply to messages? If you don't reply to me, why should I add you?"

"no power."

Sheng Yexing got a little angry, "Have you entered the city?"

Lu Jianxing pursed his lips and answered truthfully, "It's near the third ring road."

Helplessness, anger, worry, and other emotions that Sheng Yexing seldom experienced all rushed into his heart.

"School ends at 06:30, access control at [-] o'clock, you run out for such a long time?" Sheng Yexing said, the rain poured down his throat, "Zhang's mother came to check the bed tonight, she was in a hurry. You said You don't need someone to take care of you, that's all you don't need?!"

It rained heavily again.

Lu Jianxing slowly raised his eyes, his eyes sparkling, "Nearby, not there."

"Nothing?" Sheng Yexing asked urgently.

Lu Jianxing shook his head, nothing.

"never mind."

Sheng Yexing was too lazy to talk nonsense with him, so he turned around and was about to leave, but Lu Jianxing hurriedly followed.He took Lu Jianxing to a newspaper kiosk with an eaves to hide from the rain, directly pulled Lu Jianxing's arm over, pulled him to him, and said impatiently, "Take off your school uniform."

Lu Jianxing raised his head, at a loss, unable to understand his behavior.

The tall and gloomy boy in front of him repeated the password, "Take off the school uniform."

Seeing that Lu Jianxing still didn't move, he stretched out his hand and pulled Lu Jianxing's drenched collar chain, grabbed his arm and took off the school uniform, then shook Li Dingxi's down jacket, which he had been protecting for a long time, and covered it with water. On Lu Jianxing.

No matter how carefully Sheng Yexing protected him, the hem of his clothes was soaked through by the rain, drawing an arc of water droplets in the night.

"Seeing the stars on the road," Sheng Yexing moved his lips wearily, and the tension between his brows finally let go, "Don't trouble me in the future."

Just when he turned around to lead the way back, Lu Jianxing suddenly grabbed the collar of his jacket and said, "Wait a minute."

Seeing Sheng Yexing turning his head and looking at him with gloomy eyes, Lu Jianxing was speechless, "Thank you."

Then he stared at him for a long time.

The little autistic boy was drenched by the rain and completely lost his previous arrogant and cold look, his hair was wet and stuck to his temples, and his eyes, which were originally repulsive from thousands of miles away, became soft and waxy.

Sheng Yexing couldn't help thinking, "Little autistic" should be called "Little Pretty".

It must be too cold, Lu Jianxing is still shaking.

As soon as I got out of the newsstand, the rain did not weaken at all. It was as fierce as gravel falling from the sky, one after another, like a sword, piercing upside down into the ground.

Sheng Yexing looked up at the sky, twirled his clothes with his fingers, took off his outer jacket, put it on his head and waved to Lu Jianxing: "Forget it, come here. Don't leave it there to get wet." Yu, no one cares about you if you have a fever."

Deceiving.

Lu Jianxing stood where he was, pointed to the down jacket on himself, and said dryly, "It's uncomfortable."

Looking at Shang Sheng Yexing's puzzled eyes, he added nervously: "I, the clothes are uncomfortable. It's like taking a bath when I was a child. It's also uncomfortable."

Sheng Yexing knew that he might have tactile impairment caused by the disease and was overly sensitive to clothing materials, but now he must have a fever after taking off his clothes and going back.

At this time, Sheng Yexing was as strict as a parent: "You can't take off your clothes, you will have a fever."

Lu Jianxing pursed his thin lips, "Put yours on."

After he finished speaking, without waiting for Sheng Yexing's consent, he stubbornly took off Li Dingxi's clothes, and put the small plastic bag he was protecting into the pocket of Sheng Yexing's clothes.

The sound of the rain subsided a little, and Sheng Yexing's attention shifted to the plastic bag that Lu Jianxing had been holding, "What did you take?"

"Medicine." Lu Jianxing's voice was cold and small.

In order to prevent students from taking other medicines by mistake, there is no pharmacy within one or two kilometers of the campus.In other words, Lu Jianxing is still out in the middle of the night and does not go back to the dormitory. Did he go to buy medicine three kilometers away after school?

walked over?Braving the rain?

What does the little autistic think about all day long?

Sheng Yexing plucked his wet hair, and asked casually, "What medicine?"

As he spoke, he opened the medicine bag, turned it out, and found a bottle of soaked swelling and pain-relieving tincture, and a box of blood-activating and pain-relieving capsules.

For some reason, Sheng Yexing became nervous subconsciously, and broke away Lu Jianxing's hand wiping the rain, "Where are you hurt?"

"You." Lu Jianxing stood on tiptoe, and touched Sheng Yexing's head with his soft palm.

Sheng Yexing was stunned, "My head?"

"Well, in the afternoon," Lu Jianxing wiped off the water stains on his lips, and said slowly, "The table."

This night, Sheng Yexing didn't know what words to use to describe Sheng Yexing's mood at this moment.

Like a bright meteor, it flashed across the originally quiet night sky.

The peach heart on the lower left side of the center of my chest suddenly seemed to be filled with boiling water, it swelled with pain, and it was hot.The appearance of the person in front of him became more and more clear in the rain, and even a drop of water hanging from the corner of his mouth seemed so heart-warming.

"It hurts when you hit the table." The other party was still explaining, "I need medicine."

Sheng Yexing's eyes became complicated.

He had no way to ask, Lu Jianxing, you ran so far in the rain and disappeared just to buy me medicine?I wasn't hurt at all.

However, he couldn't say that.

If he opens his mouth, Lu Jianxing will only realize that his own behavior is unreasonable, and maybe he will feel repulsed by caring for others in the future.

After several thoughts battled in Sheng Yexing's mind, he went to hold Lu Jianxing's cold hand, and put it into his sweater pocket.

"I will take medicine." Sheng Yexing said in a deep voice.

Lu Jianxing breathed a sigh of relief, "Okay."

"Lu Jianxing, come back with me." Sheng Yexing said.

"Okay." The other party responded positively.

It's almost one o'clock in the morning, and the rain is slowly easing up.

The distance from the cross-district bridge to the school is very long, and the street lights are broken and flickering, making the road conditions even more difficult to walk.They walked for more than ten minutes and did not see a taxi passing by.

At 01:30 in the morning, Sheng Yexing returned to the dormitory building with Lu Jianxing who was silent all the way.

He had no choice but to lead the little autistic person over the wall, so he knocked on the chain on the gate and called out, "Uncle Ming."

I led the way to see the stars back.

"Oh, I'm finally back..." Zhang Ma also rubbed her eyes from the table in the guard room and got up, seeing Sheng Yexing's serious expression, she didn't say much, but quickly wiped the faces of the two children with a dry tissue, " Where are you going?"

"Buy medicine." Lu Jianxing replied.

Zhang's mother nodded, knowing that this child is special, she didn't ask any more questions, and urged: "Go upstairs and rest. Xiaolu, don't run around in the future! I'm so anxious to kill the old lady."

"sorry."

Lu Jianxing stood obediently, and took his hand out of Sheng Yexing's pocket.

Once back in the dormitory, Sheng Yexing turned on the light, feeling so tired that he was about to collapse.

Maybe it was because the movement of going up the stairs was not well grasped. Some bastard in the dormitory building was stupefied and bold, and yelled in a daze: "Who the hell doesn't sleep in the middle of the night!"

Sheng Yexing stopped and clenched his fists.

The lights in the corridor were not bright enough, and Lu Jianxing walked fast, one step ahead of him.

Sheng Yexing looked at him, and suddenly calmed down, without saying a word, he swallowed the "your father" that had hit his throat.

At this time, the boy in the unknown dormitory was also woken up, and shouted back: "Where is the bastard shouting wheat in the middle of the night!"

"Grass!"

"grandson!"

You talked to each other in the dormitories on both sides. Zhang Ma, who hadn’t gone far downstairs, came back again, knocked a board into the corridor, and shouted loudly: "Who doesn’t sleep! Who doesn’t want to sleep! Don’t want to sleep and go downstairs to watch ! Why are you fighting so hard in the middle of the night?!"

Suddenly quiet.

Sheng Yexing wanted to laugh when he heard that, and followed Lu Jianxing upstairs.

After opening the door and entering the dormitory, the first thing Lu Jianxing did was to take out the medicine and put it on the balcony.

"Seeing the stars on the road," Sheng Yexing found that the little autistic's every move was becoming more and more difficult to understand, "what are you doing?"

"Let it dry."

After Lu Jianxing finished speaking, as if afraid that Sheng Yexing would not understand, he added hastily: "The rain has stopped."

I dry the pill box!

"Okay," Sheng Yexing tore off the bath towel while taking off his clothes, and threw it to Lu Jianxing, "The water is out now, so I can't take a shower. You dry yourself off, drink hot water, and then go to bed."

"it is good."

When Lu Jianxing was tired, he obediently got down, took the bath towel and began to undress and wipe himself.However, Sheng Yexing suddenly turned around as if he had been electrocuted, and began to take off his clothes, not daring to look at Lu Jianxing at all.

He just watched the little self-closing go down to the chest, and the collarbone is still so white.

Whiter than the occasional light snow in the city in deep winter...

I ate those snow when I was playing and playing when I was a child. It was ice, but it melted in the mouth, and it was sticky and tasteless.

Lu Jianxing is also icy, right?

Hey, fuck me?

He took a deep breath, scolded himself as an asshole, and decided to ask Gu Qunshan to learn some Jingxin sutras and recite them tomorrow.

After Lu Jianxing changed his clothes, he also hung up Li Dingxi's wet coat, put on his socks and got ready to go to bed.He stood in front of the table and lingered for a while, then suddenly said, "What do they mean?"

In the world of Lujianxing, people should not interfere with each other.

He was born with a lack of curiosity about "other people", and he didn't want to know what the other person thought... But since he met Sheng Yexing, Lu Jianxing found that he was interested in more and more things one by one.

"It's all about talking..." Sheng Yexing took a sip of hot water, "I want to know what a wild species is?"

"Ah."

"No father and no mother." Sheng Yexing thought about it, and felt that those who scolded were also pretty fucked up, so he added: "Or there are people who have no one to raise them."

It's over, saying anything is like scolding yourself.

Lu Jianxing nodded, pointed to himself, and said slowly: "Me."

Sheng Yexing suddenly had a stone in his heart.

He held Lu Jianxing's finger and said, "You are not."

"I drag them down." When Lu Jianxing talked about his parents, his expression darkened.

"Hey, don't think about it." Sheng Yexing said.

Lu Jianxing put on and took off his socks, took off and put them on again, and then replied: "Okay."

"My mother died early, and my father has no skills. My mother's family is quite rich. After she left, she left me a yard in the south of the city. But no one has lived there for many years, and I don't like to go there." Sheng Ye Xingbian He lowered his head and pulled the zipper, "When you figure it out, you are willing to get on the back seat of my motorcycle, and I will take you there to play."

After finishing speaking, Sheng Yexing's ears felt strangely hot.

I really haven't invited anyone.

Gu Qunshan and Li Dingxi, the left and right guardians, never got into their car.

Lu Jianxing was yearning for it when he heard it, but he was not willing to bother him, so he nodded and shook his head.

Seeing this, Sheng Yexing's heart softened, "It's okay to talk about it later. Sincerely invite, I'm not in a hurry."

Little Autism responded hard to every word he said: "Yes."

Lu Jianxing's family conditions are relatively ordinary, but his parents have been working hard for him since he found out that he was suffering from a disease when he was a child. For 17 years, Lu Jianxing's illness has dragged down the entire family and affected basic life.

A few years ago, the mother finally welcomed her second child, and Lu Jianxing became more like a burden.

He also proposed to go to Shi Er to go to school on his own initiative, because during a class conflict, a boy pointed at him and shouted: "Lu Jianxing, a person with special circumstances like you should go to Shi Er! Spectrum? Who do you look down on! You are sick! What if the whole class has to wait on you!"

At that time, Lu Jianxing thought that Shi Er was a hospital, so he couldn't resist searching the Internet and found that it was a school.After he quickly collected relevant information about the school, he expressed his desire to go to his parents.

The tuition fee is not high, the accommodation is closed, and the center for special students, parents can visit once every two months or even half a year. This is simply tailor-made for the overwhelmed Lu family.

After washing his face, Sheng Yexing noticed that Lu Jianxing's eyes were smudged with a faint red, "Is the mole under your eyes painted?"

Lu Jianxing nodded.

Sheng Yexing asked: "It was still blue before, why did it turn red?"

"Happy and unhappy." Lu Jianxing said, "Happy today."

Are you still a child?

The corner of Sheng Yexing's mouth twitched, he didn't complain, he just thought it was interesting.

"Then what color do you plan to paint tomorrow?" Sheng Yexing asked seriously.

"Tomorrow," Lu Jianxing lowered his eyes, thought about this question seriously, then licked the corners of his lips, and said, "Red."

Sheng Yexing stared at the tip of his tongue in a daze for a while.

In the end, he was pinched by himself to regain his senses.

Before going to sleep, Lu Jianxing still sat up and rubbed his eyes.

"Don't sleep?" Sheng Yexing saw him sitting in a ball covered with blankets on the bed.

In some matters, Lu Jianxing's illness made him very stubborn: "Medicine, apply a little. And take it orally."

"..." Sheng Yexing didn't know how to tell Lu Jianxing that he was not injured when he was hit.

He rolled up his sleeves and got out of bed, "I'll apply the medicine, I won't take the medicine, okay?"

"Yeah." Lu Jianxing watched him apply the medicine in the dim light with his face supported.

Sheng Yexing didn't dare to really apply it. He only dabbed a little medicated oil on the back of his head, and it had no effect except for the burning sensation.

Sheng Yexing said very seriously: "Lu Jianxing, I still have to tell you that everyone here is a patient. You are special outside, but not here. My attitude towards you will be the same as that of other people. .”

"...Mmm." Lu Jianxing responded, "It's cold."

"Hey."

Sheng Yexing sighed, scolding himself for being worthless, while fiercely covering him with a quilt.

It feels like what I said before was deliberately said to myself.

Forget it.