special stargazing

Boy friend.

These three words have been lingering in Sheng Yexing's heart, and it seems that they can't get out.

Because of Lu Jianxing's sensory problems, Sheng Yexing really changed the travel plan to a difficult mode, and decided to take the bullet train to lead Lu Jianxing out to the north.

A person who has just been underage "abducts" a person who is about to become an adult by the way. They are all wearing sportswear and standing at the ticket gate of the station. Regardless of their age, they can't tell who is the younger one.

The crowd is surging, and each is in a hurry.

But counting the previous 18 years, both of them have never traveled far alone.

Although the Sheng family is considered well-off, since Sheng Yexing was born, the family has always maintained the original style, often making troubles, and there is not much time to take care of the children.

The Lu family's energy to spend on their children is limited, and Lu Jianxing's sensitivity to the outside world is relatively weak.To be honest, he is neither curious nor looking forward to this trip.

He always felt that the outside world seemed to be almost the same, and he couldn't tell what was special about it.

The 17-year-old Lu Jianxing also has a sweetheart. If you want to say "special", that person is the epitome of his inner world, because other places he can see are blurred.

He remembers where the other party has a scar on his chin, remembers to take out all the coriander when eating together, and remembers to leave a bowl of apples with the largest cuts for the other party when the school distributes fruit, but he can't remember clearly about himself.

People around him often say that Lu Jianxing is "slow", but only he understands that those who can say that are really not people around him.

Still, all relationships are of his choice.

For the convenience of traveling, Sheng Yexing put on a loose jacket for Lu Jianxing, the zipper was pulled to the top as usual, the pullover hat was put on, and the straps were fastened.

There were many people at the station, afraid of the pungent smell, Lu Jianxing even took a mask to cover it.

It was so hot that his entire back was covered with sweat.

There is no way but to endure.

Before leaving, Sheng Yexing put on the newly bought earplugs for him, which can be called "fully armed".

In short, just follow the big brother!

There are two train stations in the city, and Sheng Yexing tried to pick the one with less traffic.

But in order to take less time off, they chose to go out on weekends. When there are too many people, it is inevitable that there will be limbs scratched. Lu Jianxing walked in the middle of the road and hid at the far side. A pair of people were exposed through the gap between the hat and the mask. Eyes, look at no one.

Sheng Yexing pulled a suitcase, which contained a week's worth of clothes for the two of them.

Lu Jianxing was sometimes inexplicably stubborn. He insisted on carrying a backpack when he went out this morning, which contained his paintbrushes, globes and other small items.

When they set off in the morning, Li Dingxi and Zhan Fei and the boys stood downstairs in the dormitory and followed them all the way, as if they were going to transfer to another school and never come back.

What Sheng Yexing didn't know was that after the car that drove them away, a group of his close buddies all looked at each other a few times, and no one said much.

Leading Lu Jianxing along the way to get the ticket, Sheng Yexing took him to the security check.

"Put the bags in that black box, and the conveyor belt will send them to the other side." Sheng Yexing put the suitcase on it.

"There will be someone inside," Lu Jianxing said, "Open them and have a look."

He is not expressing doubts, but affirming his point of view.

"A machine with perspective..." Sheng Yexing smiled again, "I haven't been in it, and I don't know. Maybe there is one."

"Oh." In response, Lu Jianxing nodded, took off the bag and put it on the conveyor belt.

After passing through the security check, Sheng Yexing was the first to take the backpack to help him carry it away, but Lu Jianxing still refused to let him carry it, and held on to the strap of his schoolbag, staring straight at him.

Seeing the stalemate, Sheng Yexing had no choice but to try to enlighten him: "It's so heavy, it'll be tiring if you put it on your shoulders for a long time. I'll carry it."

"..." Lu Jianxing glanced at him and frowned.

"Think I think you are too weak?" Sheng Yexing said in a low voice, "I'm afraid you won't feel well if you have to sit in the car for so long."

Lu Jianxing still used his strength to pull the schoolbag over and put it on his back, "But I can do it myself."

Yes, it's all that big.

Sheng Yexing rubbed the back of his head with his hand, and said: "Then pack your bags and follow closely."

There was a lot of traffic at the station. In order to prevent diseases, Tang Han prepared masks for the two children before they set off.

When he got to the waiting seat, Sheng Yexing pulled out the mask and put it on.He seldom wears these things, and the oppression of his nasal cavity is uncomfortable. He held on to the strap and tugged for a long time, and finally let it crooked as if he gave up.

Lu Jianxing could tell that his mask was worn crookedly, so he naturally reached out to help him.

Pinching the root of Sheng Yexing's mountain with his fingers, Lu Jianxing squeezed the mask out of shape again, and said emphatically, "This way."

After he finished speaking, he looked around at the people waiting for the bus in a weird way, his palms sweating from nervousness.

It's easy to feel uncomfortable when people see stars on the road, but after all, he is such a big person, he can do everything by himself.He moved closer to Sheng Yexing without saying a word, and suddenly asked, "Is lunch delicious?"

Sheng Yexing was already used to his thoughtless words, "It's only morning, why don't you check the time again?"

Taking out his phone, Lu Jianxing glanced at the screen.

There were several calls from his parents floating on the lock screen, but he didn't answer them.

"What time is it?"

"Ten, ten o'clock."

"Well, what time does our car leave?"

"eleven."

"There's still half an hour left, right?" Sheng Yexing smiled.

Lu Jianxing hesitated for a while, then replied, "One, one."

"Amazing, I wasn't fooled." Sheng Yexing stood up and tied his backpack to the trolley of the suitcase, and glanced at the fried chicken shop not far away, "Do you want fried chicken or noodles today?"

Tang Han used to say that it is not good to eat too much fried food, so he rarely bought these fried food for Lu Jianxing.But maybe there were so many people today, several passing passengers carried a bag of fried chicken, Lu Bingpier glanced up several times.

Lu Jianxing covered his mask and followed, "Chicken."

Sheng Yexing teased him: "Do you read 'Zha' or 'Cheat'?"

His ears were all red, and Lu Jianxing gritted out a word between his teeth: "...chicken."

Sheng Yexing was not very interested in fried food, so after ordering his meal, he went to the smoking cabin outside the restaurant to light a cigarette.

There is a special igniter in the special smoking room at the station, Sheng Yexing counted the number of sticks in a whole pack, and decided to take advantage of this moment to release his cigarette addiction.

After all, during these few days in the capital, he didn't want to smoke in front of Lu Jianxing.

After returning from the smoking cabin, Sheng Yexing found that Lu Jianxing tore open the jagged mouth of the dipping sauce bag, and put the seasoning directly in his mouth, without moving the fried chicken on the table.

"I said," Sheng Yexing sat down, "don't you feel nauseous after eating like this?"

He was talking about pouring dipping sauce on the chicken wings, but Lu Jianxing stubbornly stopped him: "No!"

"Ok?"

"Angry," Lu Jianxing's cheeks were about to puff up, "will be angry."

Sheng Yexing: "..."

Afterwards, Lu Jianxing ate all the dipping sauce in a slow manner, then put on his gloves to peel off the crispy skin on the fried chicken, and only gnawed on the meat inside.

He didn't say that he wanted to separate the chicken legs from the wings before eating.

The waiting area for queuing up to enter the station was very crowded. Sheng Yexing was outstanding in size, taking up a large area alone, and became a "path opening tool" for many passengers. The suitcases were almost squeezed when they came and went.

Lu Jianxing followed obediently, hooked the suitcase with his wrist, entered the gate first, and stood at the elevator waiting for Sheng Yexing, so as not to bother anyone.

After entering the carriage and looking for a seat, Sheng Yexing pulled out his coat and put it on Lu Jianxing's lap.

"I'll have to sit for several hours. If I'm sleepy, I'll sleep on my shoulder." Sheng Yexing unscrewed the cap of the mineral water bottle and reminded him.

"Ah."

After answering, Lu Jianxing turned his head slightly, and found that due to the height difference between the two of them, it was just right for him to rest his head on Sheng Yexing's shoulder.

"By the way, tell me when you need to go to the bathroom."

Lu Jianxing turned his head and looked out the window, "...I will tell you everything."

This tone is not a compromise.

Sheng Yexing's thick-skinned skills started to work again: "Yes, you can say if you want me to hug you when you are sleepy."

"Outside." Lu Jianxing said.

"It doesn't matter, no one knows us." Sheng Yexing winked at him and smiled.

It doesn't matter what other people think.

A few minutes after he finished speaking, the train started to run slowly.

The first-class compartment was fairly quiet. Most of the passengers began to take out their mobile phones to watch dramas or close their eyes to rest their minds. It is estimated that the stewards will start pushing the carts to sell snacks in a short time.Sheng Yexing touched the change in his pocket.

After adjusting his sitting posture, Sheng Yexing's eyes fell on the chair in the front seat.

He glanced at Lu Jianxing who was holding the Coke bottle and licking the mouth of it.

He suddenly put his hand down and spread it out——

To Sheng Yexing's surprise, Lu Jianxing reacted very quickly this time, and immediately shook his hand back.

"That's right," Sheng Yexing naturally covered the two hands with the coat he used to put his legs on, touched the tip of his nose, and said in a low voice, "I was thinking just now..."

What if you don't hold it back?

"Think." Lu Jianxing led him by the hand, and said again.

"What if you put the Coke bottle on my palm, it would be so embarrassing." Sheng Yexing let out a long sigh of relief.

"..."

The corners of Lu Jianxing's lips curled down, as if he was uncomfortable with the sweat where the palms of both sides met, he moved his arms.

Then, with his free hand, he took out a piece of paper and stretched it out to wipe the palms he and Sheng Yexing held.

You have to sit for so long, just holding hands?

hold it.

It's sweaty and not too hot.

The bullet train seems to have driven out of the city limits, and the electronic screen above the head keeps showing the speed.

There was a child in the carriage celebrating her birthday, and her parents took the smallest cake and cut it for her, and the two children sitting next to her also got a share.Lu Jianxing had closed his eyes and fell asleep at first, but when he heard a child singing a birthday song in a low voice, he opened his eyes to take a look.

Childhood is like this, on the day of my birthday, I wish to let the whole world know that I have grown up.

When I really grow up, I want to hide myself on my birthday and not be found by anyone.

Growth is always unwilling to face.

Lu Jianxing recalled that on his 16th birthday, he stood alone in the corner of the house for a long time, and finally left all the cakes bought by his parents mercilessly aside and ignored them.

It's not that he doesn't want to eat at all, but he is reluctant to eat.

I always feel that eating cake on my birthday means that my birthday is over.

"Hey."

Lu Jianxing looked back and sighed.

Rarely heard Lu Bingpi'er sigh, Sheng Yexing looked at him in surprise, reached out to grab his collar, "Are you envious of the kid?"

He shook his head, and quietly squeezed Sheng Yexing's palm.

"I'm going to the toilet." Sheng Yexing let go of his hands and stood up, "Sit down and wait for me, don't go anywhere."

Lu Jianxing was a little flustered, "No."

"10 minutes."

"Five." Lu Jianxing opened his palms and compared numbers.

Sheng Yexing wiped off the sweat on his hands, "Deal."

Within a few minutes, Sheng Yexing squeezed back from the aisle.

He walked forward sideways, something was hidden behind him, and he took it out when he got to the side of the seat.

"Eat."

Sheng Yexing patted the cake crumbs on his hands a little shyly, thinking about going to the bathroom to wash his hands, his eyes looked unnaturally at the scenery outside the window that was quickly receding, "The conditions are relatively difficult, so I only found this in the dining car."

He fumbled in his pocket and found two cigarettes.

Anyway, I can’t smoke on the train, and I threw away the lighter. Do you want to put these two cigarettes on the cake again?

Holding a piece of jujube paste cake in his hand, Lu Jianxing frowned, watching Sheng Yexing hesitate.

Lu Jianxing: "?"

"It's nothing."

Taking a deep breath, Sheng Yexing hid the two cigarettes behind his back and shook them a few times before putting them back into his pocket.When the cigarettes returned to the cigarette case in his pocket, he stared at the date paste cake again and felt that something was missing.

He finally plugged the cigarette in.

Why are you so cowardly?

"..." Lu Jianxing looked puzzled.

"Just eat like this," Sheng Yexing said, "Happy birthday."

Lu Jianxing was stunned by the two cigarettes, "Today, not."

Sheng Yexing suddenly approached, pretending not to care, "Then my Lu Bingpier lives every day."

After staying for a few seconds, Lu Jianxing nodded in response: "Okay."

It was clearly still noon, but the sky seemed to be dark in the distance.

They seem to fly through 18 years in an instant.