special stargazing

"he……"

During the break between classes, Sheng Yexing was standing in the office with a tangled face, struggling to squeeze out the first word from between his teeth.

"Lu Jianxing? What's the matter?" Tang Han was grading the homework, so busy that he couldn't raise his head, "Let's talk."

Sheng Yexing raised his eyebrows, "Can I fly?"

"Generally speaking, it is not recommended to travel far. The noise of the train is also very loud, I am afraid he will not be able to bear it." Tang Han replied.

"alright."

"what happened?"

Tapping the side trouser seam of the school uniform with his fingers, Sheng Yexing smiled without saying a word.

"What's going on?" Tang Han frowned, "He wants to go with you? I remember you are going to the capital for medical treatment?"

"..."

"..."

Sheng Yexing couldn't nod or shake his head, so he had to quickly move away from the topic after being silent: "Teacher, have you changed all the cleaners in the classroom? It feels like he smells uncomfortable. there."

"right."

After Tang Han finished speaking, he put down his pen, looked up at Sheng Yexing for a while, and sighed, "Don't worry, I'll call the logistics side and ask."

Sheng Yexing nodded and said, "I think he's quite irritable."

"You observe more carefully than our teacher." Tang Han said.

Feeling guilty, Sheng Yexing hurriedly answered his own topic: "Whenever you ask him, he just points his nose and doesn't say anything else. Sometimes he pats the table when he gets annoyed."

"How did you shoot it?" Tang Han grabbed his pen, ready to start recording every detail of Lu Jianxing again.

"It's like hitting a table, it's very loud."

After Sheng Yexing finished speaking, he stretched out his fingers and gestured, "Also, use your nails to polish the tabletop."

Tang Han concluded: "He is hurting himself."

"I know." Sheng Yexing said.

Putting down the pen that was running out of ink, Tang Han shook his head and took out the ink bottle to refill the water, "This won't work, I have to think of a way."

"Change it," Sheng Yexing said suddenly, "change the whole smell."

"Change? How?" Tang Han asked.

"I have a solution." Sheng Yexing said.

After confirming that the detergent had been replaced, Sheng Yexing specially found some detergents with the least smell and no strong irritation on the Internet, bought them for trial, and let Lu Jianxing smell them one by one to see his reaction.

In the end, Sheng Yexing bought ten bottles of one of them in one go, and he gave all of them to the cleaning department, and tried his best to persuade these aunts to use the ones he bought.

Naturally, Lu Jianxing didn't know this, and spent all his spare time on air tickets.

He always travels by car, and basically never takes a plane.

When he was a child, his grandfather's house was next to the military airport in the urban area, and there was night flight training at night, with various aircraft flying over at low altitude, and the noise was always so loud that Lu Jianxing couldn't sleep.

He listened to his grandfather talking about the J-20, the Black Hawk, and Bernoulli's principle, but he didn't listen to it for a minute. His attention was all attracted by the flying sound, and he let it engulf him like a scourge.

Sometimes, Lu Jianxing is greedy for this kind of noise that makes him addicted to pain. He will lie on the balcony of the room and count, flying one by one, making sounds imitating the rotation of propellers from time to time.

"Rumble rumble—"

"Buzzing—"

"Thumbs up—"

Sometimes the voice was sharp, and Lu Jianxing said it was the plane crying.Those clouds on TV are tears left behind.

Lu Jianxing repeated it over and over again, frowned and started laughing again.

In his subjective consciousness, as long as he grasps the hem of the other party's clothes, he can only see the hem of the clothes.

Lu Jianxing feels that "being able to follow" is enough to satisfy his dependence.

He has also become more and more "sticky" recently.

He is used to asking Guan Sheng Yexing for a kiss before going out, and he is used to asking for a kiss even if he does something right. Now, even a "thank you" has become the reason for Lu Jianxing to ask for a kiss.

They kissed with love and hatred in each space, but they couldn't figure out what was in their hearts, and they couldn't even say "I love you".

When kissing, Lu Jianxing doesn't like to close his eyes very much.

Most of the time, they kissed gently, and Sheng Yexing could see a tingling feeling from Sheng Yexing's focused expression.

Their birds seem to hold a heart in the clouds.

Occasionally, Sheng Yexing would be so childish that he was only three or four years old in an instant, and he couldn't hold it no matter what.

During recess, when Sheng Yexing went to the office to collect medical records, Li Dingxi explained clearly to Lu Jianxing seriously.

If Li Dingxi is not free, it is the "substitute" Gu Qunshan who will tell him the precautions.

Gu Qunshan has never been afraid of causing trouble, and he also feels that he will help people to the end. He insists on pulling Lu Jianxing aside. What he said is that he has to go to the counter to contact you two hours in advance when checking in. wait...

In the evening, they went back to the dormitory together.

Many high school seniors moved out on the fifth floor, and the entire corridor was so deserted that it seemed that only this family was still living in it.

Gu Qunshan and the others are playing cards in their dormitory.

Dongxia and Zhanfei each bit a cigarette in the corner of their mouths, and the poker cards they held in their hands were not fighting landlords, they just turned on the train, saying that they would just play along.

After playing for a while, Zhan Fei began to take a paper cup to the table, and covered the mouth of the paper cup with toilet paper.

If none of the dice fall after burning a hole, pass to the next person.

When Sheng Yexing pushed open the door of their dormitory and entered, Zhan Fei was lowering his head, concentrating on using a lighter to burn the center of the wet tissue.

"Hiss, it hurts to death..." Zhan Fei's thumb was about to be burned by the suddenly rising flames.

"Haha, Zhanfei, why is your future national defense body not resistant to high temperatures?" Dongxia laughed beside him.

"Zhan Fei."

The door of the dormitory opened, and Sheng Yexing leaned against the door frame and called his name directly: "Where's Gu Qunshan? Didn't he come with you? Let him come out."

Probably frightened by Sheng Yexing's sudden knock on the door and his voice, Zhanfei's originally stable operation of a dog trembled suddenly, and the flame burned most of the wet toilet paper——

"Hold!"

"Do you know that children wet the bed when they play with fire?" Sheng Yexing deliberately dragged the end of the voice, and then changed the subject, "Gu Qunshan, come out."

Only then did Gu Qunshan take off the short-sleeved shirt that had been covering his head to reveal his face, and said in a pitiful tone, "Boss, can you repair it alone?"

"Well," Sheng Yexing patted him on the shoulder when he saw someone came out, "I have something to tell you."

Zhan Fei had just finished a glass of penalty wine, and was choked by the sweet taste of the liqueur. He smiled and said, "Sheng Yexing, you fucking made me drink an extra glass, what do you think?"

"Drink a few more glasses."

Sheng Yexing picked up a glass of vodka, drank it with his head up, and licked the corner of his lips when he was done, "It's my punishment for breaking into your dormitory."

After drinking, Zhanfei was the first to get excited: "Ask me how much I can drink! Point to the direction of the sea!"

"Zhan Fei, I don't think you're all that bad." Dong Xia dismantled the stage.

The smell of alcohol and tobacco in the room is too irritating to the sense of smell.

After thinking about it, Sheng Yexing felt that it would be better to be alone together.

"I came to you today just to say that I have to go for a while next week, so please help me take care of the road and see the stars." Sheng Yexing took off the unburned cigarette from the corner of his mouth and held it in the palm of his hand.

He also realized the meaning of this sentence.

entrust?

Ya uncalculated.

It is trust and protection.

"...Why, why did you remember to talk to me?" Gu Qunshan popularized civil aviation knowledge to Lu Jianxing, and now he was a bit of a brat, so he didn't dare to speak loudly.

Sheng Yexing smiled, and said: "Dingxi seldom goes back to the dormitory, and Zhanfei is busy preparing for recruitment. Dongxia's temperament is like a child, and it is even more unreliable. After thinking about it, I am more at ease if Lu Jianxing can accept it." Yes. It's just you."

"Are you really planning to go alone?" Gu Qunshan asked.

"Well, maybe a week, maybe two weeks... maybe a month, maybe a year."

Speaking of this, Sheng Yexing was shivered by the cold wind in the corridor, and he didn't understand why the temperature was still cold at night even though it was summer.

"Okay..." Gu Qunshan was a little disappointed when he remembered that he would not see Sheng Yexing again.

It was agreed that I would have time to bring my buddies to race the rings, but it seems that since the new traffic regulations came out, these wishes have become "issues left over from history".

"I think you're fine now," Gu Qunshan couldn't help but said, "You're not ill and you're not very angry!"

"But I'm a ticking time bomb." Sheng Yexing said.

"Huh?" Gu Qunshan's thoughts drifted back.

Sheng Yexing threw away the cigarette whose filter was bitten wet, reached out and tapped Gu Qunshan's shoulder twice, "Don't teach him about civil aviation, it's useless."

"Okay, I see." Gu Qunshan said.

Back in the dorm, it was already ten o'clock in the evening.

Lu Jianxing knew that Sheng Yexing was not in the dormitory, so he finished reading the book early and took a shower by himself. He just finished brushing his teeth and prepared to rest.

He had just entered the bathroom with a bathrobe to wash his feet again, when Sheng Yexing hurriedly knocked the bathroom door open.

Sheng Yexing didn't notice that there was someone in the bathroom, so he just squeezed in and "imprisoned" Lu Jianxing between his arms, and his breathing was within easy reach.

Lu Jianxing's face was hot, and he boldly raised his hand to touch Sheng Yexing's cheek.

cold.

Then, Lu Jianxing leaned over and rubbed Sheng Yexing's face with his face.

Get warm!

Afterwards, he hugged Sheng Yexing tightly and raised his head for a kiss.

kiss?

give it a kiss.

Sheng Yexing poked out his fingertips from the cuffs of his school uniform, tapped a musical note on Lu Jianxing's waist, buried his head in Lu Jianxing's neck, and took a deep breath.

The bathroom is small and full of reverberation.

Sheng Yexing heard himself asking in a deep voice, "Do you like me?"

His tone was casual, as simple as asking "Have you eaten yet?"

Silence is often suffocating.

Lu Jianxing didn't answer, and Sheng Yexing didn't ask a second time.He didn't mention it again, just bit the ear of Shanglu Jianxing.

Unexpectedly, Sheng Yexing became impatient.

He could clearly feel that he was pushing Lu Jianxing's thigh against the bathroom door over and over again.

It wasn't until Lu Jianxing picked up the box containing the electric toothbrush on the sink to smash it over, that Sheng Yexing regained his sanity slightly.

"...don't move yet."

He supported the sink with one hand, "Back back and go to the balcony."

Sure enough, like the previous few times, Lu Jianxing was still used to rebelling against orders, so he wanted to come and hug him, like an elder brother coaxing his younger brother, saying "it's okay" over and over again.

Sheng Yexing's eyes were red, and the back of his head hurt like someone took a mallet and knocked on the back of him, as if he wanted to drive a nail into his blood...

"Maybe I don't like it enough." Sheng Yexing said in a deep voice.

Originally, he just wanted to tell himself.

He thought this sentence was like hitting cotton with his fist, but he didn't expect that Lu Jianxing suddenly threw the pencil case over.

"Boom -" a sound.

The bed frame shook.

Sheng Yexing endured it first, but finally when Lu Jianxing threw another pack of toilet paper over, he threw the hanger directly onto the balcony.

Sheng Yexing fought back.

The hanger hit the glass window directly, making a dull sound.

Although none of these weapons hit the opponent, the house was already in a mess on a small scale.

"Throw it," Sheng Yexing panted, "throw it all at me, whatever you want to smash, whoever you don't like, whoever looks down on you, whoever bullies you!"

After suffering the loss of expression, Lu Jianxing was so angry that he couldn't say a word, he just wanted to throw something.

He hates being speculated and misunderstood.

They continued to smash aimlessly, and all the benches were kicked to the ground.

When Sheng Ye was expelling his qi until his limbs were almost stiff, Lu Jianxing suddenly came over.

Lu Jianxing wrapped his arms around Sheng Yexing's neck, his breathing was a little messy.

He was so flustered.

He stared at him.

Lu Jianxing's eyes seemed to be flattering, but also full of stars.

Pure and clean.

"Steady, steady," Lu Jianxing yelled, not knowing if there was another meaning of "kiss", he used his hand to give Sheng Yexing a smooth breath, and he took a deep breath...

"What kiss...do you want to kiss me?"

Sheng Yexing was stunned, "Lu Jianxing, do you want to kiss me?"

"..."

Lu Jianxing didn't speak.

Finally, his eyes were wet.

He kissed Sheng Yexing.

Young love, lips and tongue hooked.

No amount of pain melted into panting.

After the kiss was over, Lu Jianxing let go of Sheng Yexing, his tone was angry: "Can you calm down a little bit!"

They attacked each other irrationally, raged at each other, and desperately tried to heal each other.

They fight and kiss.

Seeing that Sheng Yexing didn't move, Lu Jianxing kissed the corner of Sheng Yexing's lips again, and repeated: "Is it okay! Is it okay?"

Can you calm down a little more?

Sheng Yexing's eyes were red.

He suddenly hugged Lu Jianxing by the waist, pressed him onto the table in the dormitory, and kissed him gently.

Sheng Yexing's movements were a bit fierce, and his mouth was not forgiving. The kiss made Lu Jianxing spin, and he stretched out his hand to overturn all the stationery, books, and alarm clock on the ground.

"Dong dong dong."

The bedroom door rang suddenly.

Sheng Yexing was panting heavily, dripping with sweat, lowered his head, and put his forehead against the road star.

He didn't seem to hear anyone knocking on the door.

Lu Jianxing laughed for a long time, shouting hot.

Sheng Yexing kissed him again.

"Why is there no one?"

Haven't the lights been turned off yet?

Li Dingxi squatted down to see the light from the crack of the door, reached out to find the key from the messy schoolbag, and said while searching, "Fortunately, I brought the key back..."