special stargazing

"Hey, Lu Bingpier," Sheng Yexing said, "Actually..."

He always felt that he was bullying others, touched his nose uncomfortably, and said seriously: "Actually, there are other words besides 'Can I hold your hand'."

Lu Jianxing expressed doubts: "?"

"You can still say, 'Can I kiss you', 'Can you kiss me', 'Can I hug you', 'Can you hug me'..." gestured "kiss" and "hug" Sheng Yexing said seriously, "You can use all these sentences."

Lu Jianxing: "..."

He was still a bit bored to come over, but he could receive Sheng Yexing's expectant eyes.He choked his throat, put his hands on his knees and sat upright, as if he was about to be picked up by the teacher to answer questions when he was a child, and said, "Okay."

No matter what Sheng Yexing said, say "yes" first!

But when Lu Jianxing said "yes", his eyes were always wandering, and Sheng Yexing could tell whether he was distracted or not.

Sheng Yexing wanted to pinch his face when he heard it, "Do you really understand?"

"Okay." Lu Jianxing repeated, bowed his head and played with his fingers, felt uncomfortable after playing for a few seconds, and let out a long breath while lying on the desk, still not watching Sheng Yexing.

Sheng Yexing secretly laughed.

Okay, I have learned to be perfunctory.

Sheng Yexing, who was sleeping with Lu Jianxing, couldn't fall asleep.

Spring is the season of high incidence of illness. Li Dingxi caught a cold, so he ran away from his relatives' school dormitory, and stayed in the dormitory to recuperate.He took a lot of medicine, and he also suffered from rhinitis, and snored as soon as he fell asleep at night.

The sound is very small, but can be heard.

When Sheng Yexing heard that he had fallen asleep, he got up and rolled over the bed rail, lifted the quilt and moved behind Lu Jianxing, sometimes hugging him, sometimes not hugging him.

The feeling of sleeping with someone you like is very magical, like opening your eyes in a dream, and closing your eyes is still in a dream.

When dawn broke, he went back to his bed and lay down for a while.

Occasionally he hugged Lu Jianxing to sleep, but he didn't dare to let go of his hands when they were numb. He just put his palm on Lu Jianxing's lower abdomen, gently felt the ups and downs of his breathing, and then stayed up all night.

I always sleep empty, and I need something in my arms to feel at ease.

They would kiss before going to bed, and Sheng Yexing was often kissed by Lu Jianxing so that the corners of his lips were wet, and there was a deadly sweet lime smell in his breath.After a long time, Lu Jianxing's pajamas will also be stained with some of Sheng Ye Xing's perfume.

Sheng Yexing was short of breath, and he was always able to control himself when he felt that he "couldn't stop the car".

The dose of medication has not changed recently, so he is still at ease.

It's just that it can't be like this for a long time, something will happen one day.

The situation of sleeping together every night lasted for a week.

Lu Jianxing remembered Sheng Yexing's broad shoulders and narrow waist, and his back that was often sweaty, and his palms felt wet when he wiped it.

Obviously all the lights in the dormitory have been turned off, but for some reason, he can still see the other party's face clearly.

Before going to bed today, Sheng Yexing was still lying on the bedside and asked softly, "Lu Bingpier."

"what."

"Brother, where did I fix the night light for you? Why don't you turn it on?"

The night light was originally hung at the head of Lu Jianxing's bed, and when the curtain was drawn, only the bed had light.

Lu Jianxing is learning to be a good boy now, although he can roll around in his sleep, he won't hide in the closet anymore.Sheng Yexing used to get out of bed and open the closet when he couldn't find anyone in the middle of his sleep, and found Lu Jianxing sitting on the edge of the closet in a daze, as if he wanted to stuff himself in but couldn't.

As soon as Lu Jianxing closed his eyes, it seemed like the whole world was dark.

"..." He hesitated for a few seconds before replying, "I'm not afraid."

Sheng Ye Xing laughed, deliberately teasing him: "Aren't you afraid? Do you know what kind of ghost, what kind of bat or something?"

"Ghost." Lu Jianxing said, "My brother is a crybaby."

Alright, I'll still despise my brother.

"So your brother, your brother will have nightmares tonight," Sheng Yexing thought about it, and added, "Then my blooming family is a coward."

Lu Jianxing was in a trance for a moment, then came back to his senses: "I'm not."

Indeed not, Lu Jianxing is quite courageous.

When he is in a state of being unknown to the outside world, he is always the one who provokes "things" first.

Sometimes I see Lu Jianxing can do a lot of things, can single out solo, can express stumblingly, and can tie his shoelaces by himself. Sheng Yexing taught him the matter himself.

Tang Han said that progress is like water droplets, and when they gather together, they will become small rivers.

Later, Sheng Yexing recorded a video teaching self-defense. Lu Jianxing was simply extremely talented. He learned some simple movements without watching it a few times, and every move was decent.

Sheng Yexing said don't use these tricks on me, but Lu Jianxing didn't answer, and he didn't know if he listened.

There was no light in the bed curtain, and it was dark even when I opened my eyes.

"To be honest, sometimes I think," Sheng Yexing stretched out his palm and patted his waist, "You know everything, and you're even more courageous...how can I take care of you?"

Lu Jianxing thought for a while, put Sheng Yexing's arms around his waist to hold himself steady, and said seriously: "That's it."

"Ok?"

"That's it," he said slowly, "that's it."

Just hold me and it'll be fine.

Care is mutual, and no one is obliged to follow the other.

He is well aware of the obstacles to his progress, and he doesn't want to lie on Sheng Yexing's body and let him cross this fast-flowing river on his back.

The two sides were silent for a while, and Sheng Yexing suddenly said, "It's not good to be too sensible."

Lu Jianxing let out a "hmm".

"Hiss," Sheng Yexing couldn't hold back the sound, and raised the arm that was under the opponent's shoulder, his hands were terribly numb, "His hands are numb from sleeping... Get up, I'll shake off your hands."

"..." Lu Jianxing didn't speak, hugged his arms to his chest, stretched out his hands to press Sheng Yexing's wrist and inner elbow, and began to press them fingering.

"Can massage?" Sheng Yexing asked.

Lu Jianxing nodded.

After pressing it for a few minutes, Sheng Yexing really felt that his arms were not so sore.

"Are you full of skills?" Sheng Yexing praised.

Lu Jianxing didn't say that because the teacher in the rehabilitation center often pinched him when he was a child, and he learned it by himself after a long time.A long illness becomes a doctor, sometimes this sentence is not false.

For some reason, the two of them were still very energetic after two or three o'clock in the morning, and they kept repeating the same conversation.Tomorrow is Sunday, and they don't do exercises in the morning, so they can sleep until the sun rises, their whole bodies wrapped in blankets to keep them warm.

Sheng Yexing asked first, "Are you sleepy?"

Lu Jianxing said, "Not sleepy."

After a while, Sheng Yexing asked again: "Are you sleepy now? Let me know if you are sleepy."

Lu Jianxing didn't answer any more, but turned to look at him, his eyes sparkling, as if hiding a clear spring.

not sleepy.

Both of them were actually a little sleepy, but neither of them wanted to sleep, they just wanted to be close together, and neither of them was willing to close their eyes first.

"I'm a little hungry. Are you hungry? I see that you didn't eat much of the two bowls of beef noodles I bought tonight." Sheng Yexing hugged him a little tighter with his arms.

Seeing Xing for a few seconds, Lu said, "I'm not hungry."

As soon as he finished speaking, his stomach growled.He turned over embarrassingly and put his stomach on the bed, shook off Sheng Yexing's hand and refused to let him touch it, the roots of his ears became more and more red, it took a few minutes to calm down, and he smiled to himself.

"Don't worry about it, follow me downstairs," Sheng Yexing sat up and put on his coat, "I'll get you two taels of wonton over the wall."

When we arrived downstairs in the dormitory, it was almost three o'clock in the morning, and it was already the dead of night.

Sheng Yexing led him to trot to the wall of the dormitory, pointed to the wall that was about to be collapsed and rebuilt, pinched the watch, and said, "I know there is a supper stall a hundred meters away, how long are you waiting for me here?" minute."

He looked back to see that Lu Jianxing was not wearing much, and was about to take off his coat again.

Lu Jianxing noticed his movements unexpectedly, and said hoarsely, "...not cold."

He knew that the other party had been coughing for the past few days. After all, spring is a period of high incidence, and it is easy to catch a cold and make a fuss for a while.

"When I was in junior high school, I took people over the wall. Halfway through the process, a fat brother got stuck on the wall, which wasted a lot of time." Sheng Yexing panted with a smile, "Later, I was riding on the wall and was about to jump off , I looked down and saw our principal squatting on the ground with a flashlight, looking at me, and told me to come down."

Lu Jianxing also smiled, the corners of his mouth twitching.

"Then..." Sheng Yexing rubbed his cold palms, and he held Lu Jianxing's hand naturally while speaking, "Then I didn't get down, I turned back. Turning back is considered as an 'attempt to climb over the wall', It’s not called ‘caught over the wall and out of school’. The inside is the school, and the outside is the street.”

He put his hands on the stone slab for stepping on, turned his head and asked Lu Jianxing, "What flavor do you eat?"

Lu Jianxing said, "Spicy."

"Okay, wontons in clear soup." Sheng Yexing didn't turn his head.

"..."

"If you have a bad stomach, don't eat spicy food in the middle of the night." Sheng Yexing decided to ask for another opinion. "Both clear soup and seafood are fine. Would you choose one?"

Lu Jianxing didn't answer, but stared fixedly at a small tree by the wall, and reached out to pick the bark.

Sheng Yexing sighed, and flipped out after a few strokes.

When he came back, he was carrying the packed bag and almost spilled the soup when he landed.

Lu Jianxing took his bowl and bag, put the wontons on the side of the flower bed, and squeezed Sheng Yexing's hand as if he mustered up his courage.Because of the tacit understanding, Sheng Yexing knew what he wanted to do, so he raised his palms and made a gesture of "surrender with one hand".

"You want to thank me?" Sheng Yexing asked with a smile.

Lu Jianxing bent his knuckles, and was about to tap the opponent's palm three times, "...um."

He wanted to say thank you.

Before Lu Jianxing finished knocking for the third time, Sheng Yexing suddenly hooked the back of his neck, pressed his head to his eyes with a little strength, took a deep breath, and kissed him.

Since he was outside, Sheng Yexing accepted it as soon as he saw it, and ended the kiss in a few seconds.

He pinched Lu Jianxing's neck, and said in a deep voice: "Shier's rule is to 'knock three times to express gratitude', but that is all external. It is only you and me internally, and the rule is 'one kiss to express gratitude', Understand?"

"..." Lu Jianxing was stunned for a few seconds, and replied: "Okay."

Lu Jianxing has gradually begun to accept certain throbbing feelings in his heart, which he classifies as intimacy and liking.

He had heard others say that some people are not suitable for being concerned about, and he knew that he was too.

But it is impossible not to worry.

This night, in order not to affect Li Dingxi, the two of them squatted at the door of the dormitory after eating supper, and they both touched their stomachs contentedly.

Seeing him smile, Sheng Yexing felt comfortable, and felt that this was also the most satisfying moment when he was studying.

The night wind was wanton and the air was dry and hot.

Xia Tian stood at the far corner, waiting to hold hands with the young man.

There was no class on Sunday, and the three of us slept together until eleven or twelve o'clock in the dormitory.

As soon as the curtains without blackout cloths were opened, the sunlight flowed into the balcony. From time to time, students downstairs would run over with stainless steel lunch boxes.

Sheng Yexing and Li Dingxi bought food first and came back, put the food on the table and washed their hands together.After washing his hands, Sheng Yexing took off his shoes and climbed up the bed ladder, only to find that Lu Jianxing was still lying on the bed with his eyes open, he sighed, and squeezed his legs hidden under the quilt: "Get up."

Lu Jianxing didn't think about it, he huddled up and leaned against the wall, the more he went in, the less he could touch himself.

"I have to go to self-study at night," Sheng Yexing urged him, "Get up quickly, I ordered your favorite food, and the food will be cold later."

Lu Jianxing turned over again: "...um."

Sheng Yexing was a little thoughtful in front of Lu Jianxing, "Have you learned to stay in bed? It's past one o'clock. You can't sleep for too long even if you don't have classes, people will sleep uncomfortable."

Lu Jianxing adopts a policy of closing the wheat to resist: "..."

Sheng Yexing went to grab Lu Jianxing's quilt, and was afraid that Lu Jianxing would catch cold, so he had to touch Lu Jianxing's forehead.

His "magic claws" followed Lu Jianxing's ears and touched his neck as a matter of course, and coaxed in a low voice, "Get up."

"It's noon." Lu Jianxing's voice was very nasal.

"Well, I have to get up and eat..."

Sheng Yexing hadn't finished saying the word "dinner", but Lu Jianxing answered his mouth one after another.

Lu Jianxing covered his head with the quilt, and he didn't know whether to tell Sheng Yexing or himself: "It's time to take a nap."

Sheng Yexing: "..."