special stargazing

When it comes to the word "grow up", Sheng Yexing is always confused.

From childhood to adulthood, it seems that no one has ever taught him how to grow up and how to be a man. He is like a seed that has been scattered randomly and let the wind and the sun shine. Neck tree, and no one cares.

Over time, the restless factor and freedom like the wind in his character have also been engraved into his bones and blood, becoming an indispensable part.

Before his sophomore year in high school, he never clearly realized that he had grown up, nor did he feel that there was any other weight on his shoulders, and he was rarely emotionally affected by others.

In his eyes, all beings are confused, and everything has nothing to do with him.

Now, he and his motorcycle are still galloping at night, but he can clearly feel that there is an extra person in the back seat, a person who will hug his waist tightly.

He stumbled and stumbled for 18 years while growing up, and finally saw a light on the dark road.

This lamp is not too bright, but it seems to be far away in the sky even though it is close in front of our eyes, just like the stars in the night sky.

He is not greedy, he just wants this lamp to walk with him.

Don't want anything else, superfluous.

Half a month into school, Nuanchun landed successfully.

The boys on the playground were sweating profusely. From time to time, they wiped their sweat with the hem of their clothes. The sun fell on their shoulders. Even the spring breeze remembered how they bent over.Under the high-intensity training, a group of boys in Sheng Yexing's school team started to wear short sleeves because of the heat every day.

The sun is better and the wind is warmer, but the spring rain is unavoidably sentimental, and it often lasts for a long time after a light rain.

The school team's training is urgent, and occasionally there is light rain, and they still have to practice pitching and pick-and-rolls. Whoever fails to stand still falls to the ground, and is surrounded by all the teammates and laughs at him for a long time.

"Crack." Hitting the ball on the rubber floor, Sheng Yexing looked down at the mud stains in his palms.

He silently calculated the time when the game was approaching, and suppressed the unhappiness in his heart.

It was already past the end of the afternoon, and today Li Dingxi had to train with the school team, and it was raining again, so he was worried that Lu Jianxing would go back to the dormitory alone.

In the recent spring, there are people who want to do anything at the gate of the school. In addition, this place is outside the third ring road, and the location is relatively remote. If something goes wrong, there is really no way.

Gu Qunshan brought a box of mineral water over, and the coach ordered the players to distribute towels, indicating that it was time for a break.

Sheng Yexing looked at the time on his phone, and he was sure that there were still a few minutes until the second year of high school was over in the afternoon——

It is definitely not possible for Lu Jianxing to go back to the dormitory alone... It was possible some time ago, but he felt that his condition was not stable during this time, and no one could afford this risk.

He took the ice water from Gu Qunshan, poured half of the bottle in one gulp, wiped the water stains from the corner of his mouth, and said loudly: "Coach, I have to go back to the classroom."

The coach rarely saw him asking for leave, so he adjusted his glasses and asked in a daze, "What's the matter?"

"I have something to do." Sheng Yexing replied.

"What about you?" the coach asked.

"Well," Sheng Yexing said in a hoarse voice, "my life."

All the people present were quiet for a few seconds, and then went on to practice their own balls and drink their own water, pretending that they did not understand. In fact, a few of them had already started to wink at each other in private, with the usual smile on their faces when they were students. The kind of gossip smile.

Who?Sheng Yexing rushed to the crown and became a beauty in a hurry.

The coach looked at his watch and asked him, "How long will it be?"

"Don't delay the training," Sheng Yexing wiped off the sweat on his forehead, "Go and come back."

"Okay, you go. Let's rest for another 5 minutes." The coach greeted him.

After leaving the playground, Sheng Yexing almost ran back to the classroom.

As soon as the bell rang for the end of get out of class, he grabbed Lu Jianxing out. The two of them stood in the corridor in school uniforms and looked at each other for a few seconds. Sheng Yexing spoke first: "I have to train today, I'll take you back to the dormitory first. It's raining gone."

Lu Jianxing took a look at the campus, and felt that the spring rain was like a cow's hair, just a little bit of rain.

Nothing to worry about.

Sheng Yexing could see what he meant, hugged him and pushed him forward, "Don't be silly, let's go."

"I have it." Lu Jianxing pointed to the umbrella on the ground, "umbrella, umbrella."

"The road is slippery and there are many people. The big cards that have entered the city have been passing through here recently. It is not safe for you to go back alone." Sheng Yexing couldn't help him to say more, grabbed the umbrella, threw the water, and pushed him to the teaching building go down.

Seeing that Sheng Yexing was the only one coming from the playground in a hurry, Lu Jianxing first searched for Gu Qunshan, Li Dingxi and others, and it took a while to react.

It should be to send myself back to the dormitory, so I left the training and ran up.

Lu Jianxing held the handle of the umbrella, took a deep breath, and tightened the sleeves of Sheng Yexing's school uniform.

Now it was the end of get out of class time, a bunch of students were crowded in the corridor, they were all busy trying to get back to their nests earlier, making a lot of noise, making Lu Jianxing uncomfortable.

He tried his best to lean against Sheng Yexing again, secretly holding his hand.

He didn't mean to, he just wanted to follow Sheng Yexing closely, and was afraid of being lost by the crowd, because he was a little dizzy now.

He couldn't crowd around among his classmates, so Sheng Yexing chose to take Lu Jianxing to the wall and walk close to the wall. He held a book in one hand and stretched out his arms to protect the people behind him, so he went down the stairs smoothly.

Because it is unbearable for people to hide from the noise, he usually leaves late when he sees the stars, and Sheng Yexing also waits patiently, but there is really not much time left for Sheng Yexing today.

After swiping the school card and going out, Sheng Yexing led Lu Jianxing to run all the way, but Lu Jianxing insisted on holding an umbrella, unwilling to let Sheng Yexing get wet in the slightest.

Walking to the last corner, Lu Jianxing glanced at the red light on the sidewalk that had never turned green, and said, "Go back, go back."

"Now I'm taking you back." Sheng Yexing stood with his head slightly lowered.

Lu Jianxing was shorter than him, and the consequence of opening an umbrella was that the ribs of the umbrella were almost hitting the top of his head, making it difficult to stand up.

"you."

"I'm going back?"

"I, go back by myself. Try."

"No."

Lu Jianxing clenched his lips, really didn't want to waste his time, "Try."

"It's almost here, I have to watch you go back." Sheng Yexing stretched out his hand and pulled him, thinking that it's good for him to follow, the ground is very slippery today, if he fails to keep the road and see the stars, he will fall on his back, it will hurt to death.

How precious is his little ice skin?It is fragile and cannot be dropped.

Lu Jianxing has learned to stay in bed recently, and insists on lying on the bed for a few minutes before getting up. When he wakes up, he stands in front of the sink in a daze, lowers his head, squeezes Sheng Yexing's toothpaste and puts it there, and then doesn't care what Li Dingxi has. If I don't live in the dormitory, I have to squeeze out Li Dingxi's toothpaste.

At first, Li Dingxi would say "Oh" when he came back, but he gradually got used to it, and he even said "thank you" to Lu Jianxing.

Very fun.

Stubbornly sending Lu Jianxing back to the dormitory downstairs, Sheng Yexing checked the time on his phone, he had been away for more than 5 minutes, and he would probably be fined to leapfrog around the playground when he returned.

He could actually tell the coach that the time delay was because he had to send his roommate who had difficulty being independent back to the dormitory, but he didn't want others to know about Lu Jianxing's difficulty, so he chose to close the microphone.

Sheng Yexing saw him standing there alone with an umbrella, and suddenly couldn't move.

"It's getting late, I'll go back first, and I'll be back after training. Are you hungry without dinner? Tell me what you want to eat. I'll order takeaway for you later, and Xiao Ting on the fourth floor will deliver it." He said .

The spring rain is very thin, so thin that the trembling eyelashes hang down.

"I……"

Lu Jianxing choked for a moment, clenched the sleeves of his school uniform with his palms, and the boy who was exactly 1.8 meters smiled lightly in the light rain, "Waiting for you."

After listening to what the other party said, Sheng Yexing laughed, "What are you waiting for me? I'm coming back very late."

Lu Jianxing suddenly said loudly: "Let's eat together!"

"Okay, I'll listen to you." Sheng Yexing took another two steps back, "I'll go first."

Because he was too anxious, Sheng Yexing didn't look back, squatted down and tied his shoelaces, and ran back.

As Sheng Ye walked around, the rain seemed to be a little heavier.

Lu Jianxing walked up to the third floor of the dormitory slowly, and Lu Jianxing's fingers lightly knocked on every railing of the stairs, and he also counted: "47, 48..."

When he counted to "49", he forgot what he had counted before, so he hurried back to the first step and counted again: "Forty, 41, 42..."

Two classmates rushed down from the upstairs to play football in the old residential building after school. They didn't see the road clearly, bumped into Lu Jianxing sideways, and shouted: "Lu Jianxing came back alone——"

Lu Jianxing was bumped and couldn't stand still, and fell down another step.

Maybe they didn't mean anything malicious, but Lu Jianxing felt a chill down his spine and his nose turned sour, but he didn't say anything.He quietly clenched his fist, put his hand in the pocket of his school uniform, and coughed heavily.

Forty?

Let's do it all over again.

He retreated to the first floor, counted twelve railings, opened his mouth when he reached twelve, and said, "Thirteen, fourteen, fifteen, sixteen, seventeen..."

Stepping on the No.18 step on tiptoe, the shoulder strap of his schoolbag has collapsed to the bend of his arm.

Lu Jianxing rubbed his palms, murmured something, stood motionless on the eighteenth step, and murmured: "Eighteen! Eighteen..."

Correct!

Sheng Ye Xing,.

What about Sheng Ye Xing?

He glanced behind him, but he didn't see a familiar figure, and then he remembered that the other party seemed to be going to training and would come back later.

It was raining outside, and the road was dark at night.

Does Sheng Ye Xing need someone to pick him up?

That day, for some unknown reason, Lu Jianxing suddenly wanted to turn back and walk the way out of school again, counting all the steps again.He knew that there were many things that would affect him on the road, so he would go back and walk again. When he reached the school gate, Sheng Yexing should have finished his training.

Leaving the road from the dormitory building, Lu Jianxing stood at the door of the dormitory area, blowing the wind for a while, and the rain fell on his face from the treetops.

Lu Jianxing stretched out the back of his hand and touched his face.

So cool!

Is it because of this that you call yourself Bingpier?

He didn't think much about it, and decided to walk back to the school gate by himself, mustering up the courage to buy some food from the vendor along the way.In this way, Sheng Yexing will not starve.

Turning around the first intersection, Lu Jianxing walked against the old wall of the alleyway again, his attention was attracted by the advertising posters that were torn to nothing but white glue and fragments.

There are advertisements for auto repair schools, promotional posters for Sanwu medicine, and the contact number of Master Princess of Footwashing City outside the third ring road... He read them aloud one by one, attracting many people's sideways glances along the way. .

Red walls, bricks and tiles, a few small trees that were once in the wind and rain, a 24-hour non-staple food store...

Lu Jianxing walked to the fork in the road relying on his own memory, suddenly his head froze and he couldn't find the way.

The sky was obviously dark, and it was already seven o'clock in the evening.

It should be training until nine o'clock.

It's okay, there are still two hours to go...you can go shopping slowly.

Counting the street lights and walking back, there were fewer and fewer pedestrians around, and Lu Jianxing didn't even realize that he was going the wrong way.

He has always been sensitive to still life, and within a few steps in an unfamiliar street, he found a dark blue recycling trash can that he had never seen before, with a half-grown child squatting next to it.

Maybe the streets here are too remote, the street lights are old, and the lights are so dim that Lu Jianxing can't tell whether it's a boy or a girl, but he can only vaguely feel that there is someone there.

Lu Jianxing was tall enough, and the faint light of the street lamp slowly elongated his shadow.

The squatting child raised his head and looked at him with one eye, then he was startled, and came over to pull the hem of his clothes.

is in full bloom.

But at this time, she was supposed to be at home eating meals cooked by her mother and reviewing her primary school homework with her teddy bear in her arms.

She was drenched in the rain, her eyes were red, and she sobbed, "Brother..."

Lu Jianxing froze on the spot, hooked his fingers towards her, the little girl seemed to have found a savior in an instant, ran forward a few steps and squatted down, hugged Lu Jianxing's leg and did not let go, the corners of a pair of white shoes were all stained Got muddy.

"My name is Shengkai, I'm looking for my brother..." Shengkai said again, her voice soft.

bloom?

After watching for a while, Lu Jianxing realized that this little girl seemed to be Sheng Yexing's younger sister.In his hard-to-remember impression of the same kind, there was a vaguely braided girl, about six or seven years old, with round eyes, pale skin, and bright red lips.

How is she here?

And Shengkai has seen the group photos of the party posted by her brother's circle of friends, and she recognizes this brother.

On the first day of school, my brother also took a photo of the dormitory with the text "go home", and the blurred face of this brother was on the photo.Although his eyes are a little dull, he looks good.

"I, I'm looking for my brother." Shengkai was young, and was still a little confused talking to unfamiliar people, "Can you take me to find my brother? Is it my brother's roommate?"

Lu Jianxing squatted down, frowning tightly.

The sound of the wind, the rain, the girl's overly clear voice... pierced his eardrums.

He didn't say anything, but first noticed the shivering bloom, and silently took off his clothes.

"My brother's dormitory... I can't find it, take me there, okay?" Sheng Kai said.

Her braids were all undone, and mud fell all over her leg socks.

Lu Jianxing put his school uniform on Sheng Kai's shoulders, and then tied the school uniform sleeves around Sheng Kai's body. He paused for a few seconds without speaking, and finally said: "Don't...don't move."

"Okay," Shengkai felt a little warmer, "Can you take me to my brother?"

Lu Jianxing nodded, then shook his head again.

Because he felt that he was a little lost.

Mobile phone, I didn't take my mobile phone with me when I went out today.

Without saying anything else, he turned around and was about to walk in the direction of the school.

Wrapped in Shi Er's school uniform, Sheng Kai walked behind him panting, her little face flushed from suffocation, and her eyes were full of tears, for fear that she would stagger and lose her footing, and all the tears would spill out.

At [-]:[-] in the evening, Sheng Yexing ran from the school gate to the dormitory as fast as possible.

The rain had stopped long ago, and he wasn't worried about those food vendors closing their stalls early... But he didn't know why, but he was in a panic.

He rushed downstairs in the dormitory, wiped the sweat from his brow, pulled off the collar of his school uniform, and let out a long breath.

But why is the light in my own dormitory on the fifth floor not on?

He was about to think when the phone rang suddenly.

"Yexing, did your sister come to see you?" It was my aunt.

Sheng Yexing's voice became hoarse, "Blooming? I didn't come. I just finished training."

"She...I have something urgent to do today, so I didn't pick her up after school. Her teacher said she said she would go home by herself, but now...it's already nine o'clock..." The voice of my aunt was already crying.

Sheng Yexing: "You mean the blooming is gone?"

Sheng Yexing felt dizzy from the roaring sound in his head when his aunt said something else.He didn't have much patience to listen any longer, he threw the basketball bag and schoolbag to Zhan Fei who was with him, put on his sweater and hat, and was about to run out of the dormitory.

Uncle Ming in the security room rushed out with a flashlight, "Hey! Night travel! You are not allowed to go out!"

The beam of the flashlight shone on him.

Sheng Yexing felt that this was not light, but lightning.

The words my aunt said just now were like the first lightning strike from Tianling Gai to his back, the pain made his eyes heat up, and then blocked his sight.

Before Uncle Ming took a breather, Mama Zhang stumbled out again behind her, and said in amazement: "Xiao Sheng! Didn't Lu Jianxing come back with you? Mama Zhang remembered that you had been training for the past few days. ,I thought……"

rumbling--

Sheng Yexing felt a second bolt of lightning strike in his mind again.