special stargazing

On the second day of Sheng Ye's walk, the school began to officially close.

There were people coming and going at the school gate, and many students had already changed out of their school uniforms, wrapped themselves tightly in scarves, and had smiles on their faces.

Some parents drove or rode bicycles, and they all took the children's luggage and took the children to go home.

Lu Jianxing only carried a backpack, and a boarding-size suitcase was placed at his feet, which contained some clothes that he hadn't had time to change and wash.He stood alone under the tree at the school gate, tiptoed lightly, and stepped along the lines of the permeable bricks on the road.

Left and right, left and right.

He remembered the day when he only came to Shier, and the wait was so long and uneasy.

Seeing that it was his parents who came to pick him up, Lu Jianxing's tense mood finally relaxed a little, and he began to learn to take the initiative to pick up the suitcase and put it in the trunk.

His parents were surprised by his proactive attitude for a few seconds, but they kept saying yes with trembling voices.

Hearing that, Lu Jianxing was inexplicably sad.

He accepted emotional intervention earlier, and it's not that he couldn't experience emotions throughout his life. He was occasionally slow but still sensible.For him, the only way to be filial was not to trouble his parents.But now, he feels that he can try to help his parents do what he can.

From the perspective of outsiders, it may be a big step forward for him. After all, the road was narrow at the beginning.

But as he grows up day by day, the road is getting wider and wider, and he can also try to speed up his pace.

Wrapped in a thick coat, he sat in the back seat of the car, breathed on the glass when the car started, and stretched out his finger to swipe twice.

He wanted to write "goodbye" with the background of Shi Er, but before he could finish writing a word, the car drove away.

Forget it.

Lu Jianxing changed his comfortable position and leaned back on the seat, with his head still on the side, his eyes fixed on the scenery outside the window that kept receding.He vaguely felt that his parents were talking, but he didn't know if they were talking to himself.

He was in a trance, and the WeChat reminder in his pocket kept beeping.

Taking out his mobile phone, he found that it was Li Dingxi who started the WeChat group chat.

There are two groups, one is a group of boys they often hang out with and formed a chat group called "NBA Star Players Group", and the other is a dormitory group with three people.Sheng Yexing changed the group name to "Dormitory Group", and Li Dingxi quickly changed it to "I love my family".

Sheng Yexing changed it back to "dormitory group", and Li Dingxi persisted in changing it to "Happy Family".

Sheng Yexing continued to change the "dormitory group", and Li Dingxi finally finalized the group name as "home and everything".

Lu Jianxing was a little confused.

Li Dingxi is the king of talking, and he is curious about everything.He first asked in the group, what did you do on vacation?

Sheng Yexing said that he would accompany his sister to set off firecrackers, Li Dingxi took a picture of the firecrackers he bought, and said, Boss, did you buy this firecracker that can fart?When you ignite it, there will be a "poof--", it's so fucking cool!

Sheng Yexing sent a kitchen knife emoji, saying that he brought a little girl with him, can he ask for some small fireworks like fairy sticks?

"You said yourself that you took Sheng Xiaokai to throw the cannon." Li Dingxi said.

Sheng Yexing replied: "I thought her buttocks are only that high from the ground, so it shouldn't hurt if she falls."

Li Dingxi was terrified when he heard it: "Are you taking your sister to play with throwing cannons and throwing your ass?"

"She thinks it's fun to throw her ass." Sheng Yexing tasted a Chaotian pepper over there, and the corner of his mouth twitched when it was so hot.

"Hey, where's Brother Lu, where's my Brother Lu."

The speed of typing on the mobile phone could not keep up with Li Dingxi's desire to talk, so he pressed the microphone and turned on the voice and said, "Brother Lu, come back early when school starts this year. If it happens to be the Lantern Festival, my boss can make dumplings for us." Eat it, stuffed with dandelion, it's very good for the stomach."

"Shouldn't you eat glutinous rice balls during the Lantern Festival?" Sheng Ye replied.

"Dumplings are also good," Li Dingxi said, "The dumplings you make are so delicious."

"Just once, you've been secretly thinking about it for a long time?" Sheng Yexing replied with another voice.

Lu Jianxing originally planned to go home and listen to Li Dingxi's voice, but now that Sheng Yexing sent it, he couldn't help it.

He turned the volume to the minimum, wanting to hear what Sheng Yexing would say.

It was obvious that the other party had only left a day or two earlier, but it seemed like it had been a long time since they had seen each other.

Sheng Yexing's voice is pleasant, full of youthfulness, but also low-pitched and tough. Occasionally, when he speaks, he has a buff of coldness, but when he is gentle, it is always fatal.

"Then this year's Lunar New Year's Day, shall we cook some glutinous rice balls? Or go over the wall and order takeaway?" Li Dingxi seemed to be helping the elders in the kitchen, and he didn't know if it would be a disservice, "Mom! Give me green onions! ... Oops , Brother Lu, the group asked you to say something. What kind of stuffing do you like to eat? I asked my mother to prepare it a few days in advance."

"Take care of yourself." Sheng Yexing was very quiet, "He can't eat too sweet, and he has to eat less glutinous rice. Don't even think about glutinous rice balls."

Li Dingxi sighed, and said: "Eating too much glutinous rice is not good for the stomach... I remembered. Forget it, what am I doing with this group chat? What is the difference between private chat and my brother Lu?" spoke."

"Are you on vacation today? It's almost here, your brother Lu is probably falling asleep in his parents' car." Sheng Yexing said.

"That's right, he's going back to the next province... the journey must be tiring. He didn't even wear a scarf today, and I looked cold."

Li Dingxi's WeChat voice was like a chatterbox, and he kept talking about it, "Boss, I have time this year to come to you to let go of the firecrackers, right? Hey, your Sheng Xiaokai likes me so much. The last time we met, I was in I ran around, shouting 'brother' while running, oh, I'm going, I'm so beautiful."

Sheng Yexing replied quickly and said coldly: "She's calling you, Brother Dou."

"I admit it, Sheng Xiaokai is quite good at face recognition... Hey, you said that if you take Brother Lu back next time, how will Sheng Xiaokai shout? Will you call 'popsicle' brother, 'ice cream' brother?" Damn, the air is cold... Lu Jianxing, are you eavesdropping?"

As Li Dingxi said, a piece of bacon was stuffed in his mouth.

"Li Dingxi," Sheng Yexing couldn't bear it any longer: "Did Auntie gag you with bacon?"

"Ah..." Li Dingxi quickly chewed it twice, "It's blocked!"

The temperature of the air conditioner in the car was very high, and Lu Jianxing was almost sweating.

He wiped the sweat from his palms on the hem of his clothes, held the phone with one hand, and pressed the keys on the screen with the other hand to send a message:

--No.

This is not eavesdropping, I am listening openly!

Li Dingxi laughed "hehe" and continued to speak: "Hey, if you eavesdrop, you eavesdrop. My brother Lu is so cute."

Sheng Yexing sent an emoji of "You're so skinny", but Lu Jianxing didn't reply again. Li Dingxi was worried that he was wrong, so he quickly sent a message:

——@路见星? ? ?elder brother

Sheng Yexing typed back: ——Don't at him, he might be busy.

Li Dingxi shook his hand and changed the group name to "World Peace".

The wechat group where the few boys got together was also lively for a while. They fought each other and made appointments. It all depended on who had the fastest hand speed, but they all put down their phones because it was time for dinner.

The last group message was sent by Li Dingxi. He said that Brother Lu must be eavesdropping again.

This year before New Year's Eve, Lu Jianxing didn't go out much.

He reads, eats, and sleeps at home every day, and watches the sunset when he is in a good mood.

Occasionally, when there is snow falling outside the window, he can still stand on the balcony.Fortunately, my younger brother is obedient and doesn't bother him too much. Once the door of the room is locked, it is almost isolated from the world.

The younger brother is small and kind-hearted. He only knows that his elder brother is not in good health, and he doesn't know the specifics.

He moved many of his own toy cars, excavators, sword models, etc. to the door of his brother's room, and then obediently went back to the attic to play with other toys.

Lu Jianxing occasionally went out to use the bathroom, but was too blocked to walk.

At first he was still very confused, he could kick the toys several meters away with one kick, and he would be taken aback. Later, he tried his best to learn to squat down to pick up the toys, pile them up to a position out of the way, and then move slowly against the corridor wall. Go to the bathroom slowly.

As the Spring Festival approaches, my parents often go out to do year-end settlements, and my younger brother is sent to a relative's house to take care of him.

Reading ability is very precious to him, so Lu Jianxing spent most of his winter vacation on reading.

He now points to the sentences in the book, and he can read a long sentence along with him from time to time.

When he was a child, his parents were worried about his high tongue position, so he did a lot of oral training. Now that he has grown up, his articulation is fairly clear.

During the one-week holiday, he and Sheng Yexing basically didn't have much communication, they were just posting to each other what they were doing, where they went to play and so on.

As soon as he opened the dialog box, Lu Jianxing could see that the content he posted was almost all two words "reading".

His memory of the other party's holiday life is very vague, and he only remembers one sentence: "I miss you."

That day, the WeChat interface dropped a lot of stars.

In a blink of an eye, the New Year's Eve in the South has come, and the group began to give red envelopes again.

Lu Jianxing found a soft pillow on the recliner to cover his stomach, leaned against the head of the bed, stared at the screen intently, and didn't reach out to open the red envelope.

He gradually got used to watching other people communicate in text on WeChat, as if he could also experience some of the fun of communication.

When a group of adolescent boys get together, it is inevitable that love will take advantage of some childishness.

Zhanfei sent out a red envelope of 66, named [My Sons Scramble], and the other boys in the group didn't care, so they quickly called "Zhan Daddy" after receiving the red envelope.

Wanting to regain his breath, Sheng Yexing followed suit: [Zhan Fei's son accepts].

After Zhanfei received the 20 yuan, Gongping yelled "Boss", saying that you love to play, didn't you feel naive last year?

Sheng Yexing is in a good mood every day, he doesn't care if he is childish or not, so he can only reply with a smile:

—I never said I was mature.

Then, after a new round of rain of red envelopes, another red envelope issued by Sheng Yexing popped up on the screen, and the note on it was: [Lu Bingpier's].

Everyone can see who this red envelope is for, so naturally no one dares to touch it. Lu Jianxing swallowed nervously, tried to open the red envelope, and then clicked "Open", and he harvested the first red envelope in his life. WeChat red envelope.

Zhanfei: Wow, you are indeed spying on the screen!

Li Dingxi: We saw Xing'er moaning... have you returned to your province?

Lu Jianxing: Yes

Because of the sudden appearance of Lu Jianxing, the group was lively again, and the news spread quickly.

Lu Jianxing's eyes hurt from the light from the phone screen, so he had to take the phone to charge for a while, and decided to play again in an hour.

Until late at night, he forgot to pick up his phone again.

Before going to bed, the sound of singing at the annual meeting of an unknown company was faintly heard from the streets outside the residential complex, which made Lu Jianxing a little agitated.

When I was young, my family still lived in the new community here, the house was older, and there were many children of the same age in the family courtyard.

At that time, after the millennium, fireworks and firecrackers had not been completely banned in the city. They would often go to the entrance of the primary school with a few dollars to buy firecrackers and set them off. Washing the fireworks onto other people's balconies will inevitably result in a lecture to the neighbors.

He used to lie on the balcony of his own window and watch, not yearning, just watching without saying anything.

Now the living conditions of each household are a little better, and they have moved out separately, and there is less communication between neighbors, and they don't move around much.Big cities tend to be empty during festive seasons, and the atmosphere of the New Year is even less.

Lanterns on the street seemed to be free, five or six were hung on a tree, and looking down from the window sill, the fiery red balls were like stars, illuminating the slightly deserted road.

Lu Jianxing glanced at the time on the phone, only to see many messages pop up on the phone screen.

The first one is the music sharing posted by Sheng Ye Xing. It is a piano piece and a long paragraph.

Those words were sent in fragments, and some of the preambles were inconsistent. Lu Jianxing suspected that the other party had drunk some wine.

——This song is always played by the campus radio station when my junior high school is over, and once it is played, it means school is over.At that time, I had a bad temper and was rebellious. I was always the first one to rush forward after school. Is it really stupid?

——When I listen to this song now, I always think of the feeling of the wind blowing on my face.

——Ice is cool, very freeing, and can also calm me down.

——The book says, for you, you must "persist gently". "Gentleness" I try my best, "Persistence" I want to do it.

The third is a voice.

"Brother's roommate, brother Lu Jianxing! I wish you a happy new year!" It was a rather delicate girl's voice, "I am blooming! Sheng Yexing's younger sister!"

Shengkai shouted like a wheat, and whispered: "Brother, what else are you talking about..."

"It's not that my own sister is better than my own sister." Sheng Yexing's voice also came out.

"I'm not a real sister but a real sister...Brother Lu Jianxing, my brother likes you very much, you can come to my house to play when you have time, please do well." Blossoming's voice was clean and bright like a child, and Lu Jianxing could hear it I feel better unconsciously.

Sheng Yexing seemed to tap on the top of Shenghua's head on WeChat, and said seriously, "It's 'okay', not 'okay', I told you not to talk like that."

"As long as he can understand..." The last sentence in the voice was said by Shengkai.

Sheng Yexing didn't say anything, but brother Lu Jianxing might not be able to understand you.

The most recent piece of news is a ten-second short video.

The height of the camera is very low, it seems that it was taken by Blooming.Sheng Yexing was squatting in front of the large French window in the living room at home, breathed out on the glass, wiped it with his index finger to outline a heart shape, and then turned his head to look at the camera.

There was a smile on his lips, showing a rare sunny side.

Then, Sheng Yexing stretched out his hand and tapped on the camera.

At this point, Lu Jianxing's eyelids twitched, and his hand holding the phone was not stable.He felt that this movement was very familiar, as if he had done it the day he left school, but he didn't finish it.Now Sheng Yexing has done what he wanted to do.

Looking at the phone, he felt like he had kept a tyrannosaur Sheng Yexing in the phone, and the other party was trying to high-five him through the phone.

Sheng Yexing sent another voice message, asking him, "Lu Jianxing, have you watched the video?"

He also said that typing is difficult, so let’s take a short video.During the 21-day winter vacation, try to post one every day.

Lu Jianxing was stunned for a while, then he yawned in a daze, the liquid in his eyes filled his sockets, and his eyelashes were wet.His phone is still playing the video on a loop.

He held the phone in his left hand, tapped the finger that seemed to be hidden "in" the screen at the end of the video with his right index finger, and then tapped his lips with the pulp of his finger.

"Huha—" Lu Jianxing blew into the air.

Of course I read it.

On New Year's Eve, there were not many people left in the city.

Usually starting at eight or nine o'clock in the morning, the "chefs" who had eaten a round of New Year's Eve dinner last night were dispatched one after another to go to the vegetable market to snap up the last batch of ingredients for the New Year's Eve dinner.Now it is popular to eat New Year’s Eve dinner in restaurants, but many people are more accustomed to having a lively New Year’s Eve dinner at home with the Spring Festival Gala. After all, the taste is always different when they are made by themselves.

Sheng Yexing went to the hospital for an examination before New Year's Eve, and said he wanted to try to stop taking the medicine, but he was still advised.He has basically stopped drinking during this time, and it is more convenient to accompany his sister at home and ride a bike.

Sheng Yexing's aunt is Wen Xiujuan, and she usually cooks frequently, but she still chooses to refuse to take charge of such important dinners as the New Year's Eve dinner, and asks Sheng Kun and Sheng Yexing to do it together.

Usually at times like this, Shengkai would obediently play with toys in the living room, and would occasionally come to the kitchen door to beg for a bite of meat.

Sheng Kun picked up bacon for her, and Shengkai ate a big piece in one gulp, his brows were wrinkled by the saltiness, and the aunt who was washing rice couldn't help but angrily said: "How old is Xiaokai, can you eat bacon? Okay! You are a father, you don't even look at it and feed it into her mouth..."

"Children have to be raised rough, what's wrong with eating a piece?" Sheng Kun felt that she was being unreasonable, "Don't we adults also eat the same?"

"Can adults be the same as children? Is this food nutritious!" My aunt seemed to be really angry, and the spatula slammed against the sink.

Seeing the two people getting more and more noisy, Sheng Yexing looked at the stunned Shengkai, and couldn't help interjecting: "Stop arguing, Shengkai is still here."

"It's not rat poison, is it deadly? Ye Xing and I loved eating this when we were young! Shengkai is the child you are used to, so delicate, you can hiccup after drinking cold water!" Sheng Kun was furious, he couldn't Too much tolerance for his wife to challenge his authority in front of the juniors.

Wen Xiujuan is not so weak-tempered, she became even more angry when she heard this, "My daughter, I can raise her as I like!"

"I said, stop arguing."

Sheng Yexing frowned, wiped his hands making dumplings, went to the door and squatted beside the teary-eyed Shengkai, spread his hands, and sighed, "Come on, be good, put it in my brother's hands."

Sheng opened his mouth, spat out the bacon stuck in his throat, and cried loudly.

Throwing away the things in his hands, Sheng Yexing washed his hands, wiped his palms with a paper towel, turned his head to Sheng Kun and Wen Xiujuan and said, "I'll come over to help later, I'll go out and blow some air."

My aunt also realized that parents shouldn't quarrel in front of children, so she quickly said: "Hey, night walk, put on more clothes before going."

"Success." Sheng Yexing took a sip of warm water.

Shengkai knelt down to fasten the laces of his red boots, and whispered, "Brother, I'm going too."

My aunt was adding soup and cooking vegetables. She picked out a piece of chestnut in chicken soup and stuffed it into her mouth. "It's so cold outside, why are you blowing the wind?"

Sheng Kai's mouth was stuffed so full that he couldn't speak.

She doesn't want to stay here.

She looked back at her parents, with a little fear in her eyes.She is young but sensible, and she can feel the unusual low pressure between her parents, which makes her uncomfortable.

Sheng Yexing patted the back of his sister's head, took off his coat and tied it around her neck, "Take it easy, don't drag the hem of the coat on the floor."

"Okay!" Sheng Kai wrapped his brother's clothes tightly, and chased after him, "Brother wait for me!"

Sheng Yexing squatted down, hugged his younger sister into his arms, and went to the balcony to crack nuts.

The Spring Festival period in the south has passed the coldest time of winter, the wind on the balcony is not strong, and the sun occasionally shines during the day, and the sun is extraordinarily warm on the body.

Sheng Yexing knocked on the nuts, and Shengkai took care of eating. After a while, the little girl smiled and gradually forgot about the quarrel between her parents.Sheng Yexing remembered some bad things he experienced when he was a child, and he knew that it was impossible for Shengkai to forget, but he just didn't want to think about it temporarily.

He reached out to touch his sister's furry back collar, lowered his head and took out his phone to send two messages to Lu Jianxing.

—Take my sister for a hair dryer.

--And you?

Since Lunar New Year's Eve, Lu Jianxing hasn't responded to messages much, and has answered calls, but he doesn't speak.From time to time, I send a photo, all of which are of him reading or doing homework alone in the room.

The phone beeped, and Lu Jianxing belatedly replied with a short video.

On the screen, his younger brother is building Lego, waving flags and shouting while he is building, saying that brother will come to play too, brother, you should build a castle too!The little boy has a tiger head and a tiger brain, unlike Lu Jianxing who looks like his mother, he only resembles Lu Jianxing in his eyebrows and eyes, and everything else has followed his father's lead, and he has been raised fat and fat.

"You, you play too." The little boy said, throwing a model excavator over, "My brother will accompany me to repair the house."

At the last second of the ten-second video, Lu Jianxing's voice appeared: "Yes."

The video shakes so badly that it's almost as if you just hold down the camera button with your thumb and you're done.After seeing his younger brother, Sheng Yexing realized that Lu Jianxing probably wanted to show him his own younger brother.

They grew bigger and bigger, and each of them became a man with a small tail.

Occasionally going home with blooming flowers on his back, Sheng Yexing would think that Lu Jianxing and his younger brother should be relatively strangers, and there would be an invisible wall between them, separating the two people whose blood was thicker than water.

It's hard to be an older brother, and it's also hard to be a younger brother.

Sheng Yexing thought for a while, then pinched Shengkai's face with his hand, and began to type with his frozen fingers:

——When will you take me to your house, I will take your brother to build a spaceship.

He turned his head and "clicked" a piece on the corner of the toy blooming in the living room, and continued typing:

——Look, Sheng Xiao drove half of these planes, houses and tanks because of me.

Sending two messages in a row was not enough, Sheng Yexing put the microphone of the mobile phone near Shengkai's mouth, and whistled: "Shengkai, it's the brother from yesterday, you say 'Happy New Year' to him."

"Ah? Oh okay!" Bloom was eating salt-baked cashew nuts until his cheeks looked like hamsters.

She rolled the sugar stains around her lips, and said to the phone microphone with a smile on her face: "I wish Xiaokai's brother's favorite brother, a happy new year!"

Who is her elder brother Ye Xing? No matter how young Sheng Kai is, he can count. When did he ask himself to send blessings to him over and over again?I used to be in the small class in the kindergarten, and when I called a boy in the middle class and the big class "brother", Sheng Yexing would be upset all day, saying that he always felt sour.

She could feel that her brother cared about this person very much, so she changed the name to "brother's favorite brother" as a matter of course, which made her feel a little dizzy.

Even more dizzy than drinking too much peach yogurt and eating too much blueberry cheese!

"Sure, blooming, you have good eyesight at such a young age?" Sheng Yexing teased, unable to hide the corners of his mouth, and turned his face to the side, "Then you remember, this brother is called Lu Jianxing."

Besides you, this elder brother is also the person I want to protect the most.

"I remember...you said it yesterday!" Shenghua jumped up and down.

After a while, Sheng Yexing's WeChat rang again, and what was displayed on the screen was:

Lu Jianxing: [sent a voice message]

There was ten seconds of speech, and the first seven or eight seconds were all quiet silence.

It was not until the end that Lu Jianxing said slowly: "Happy New Year."

Perhaps it was in this instant of parallel time and space that they ran across the platform, each on their way to each other.The 20-odd days, which are neither too long nor too short, can pass by in a hurry.

After the New Year's Eve dinner, Sheng Yexing put away the red envelope he received from his aunt and uncle and put it in his pocket.

The following program was nothing more than a family sitting on the sofa watching the Spring Festival Gala. Together with Shengkai, he was responsible for eliminating the pistachios, melon seeds, toffee and wax gourd sticks on the coffee table.

He doesn't like to eat roasted seeds and nuts very much, and he rushes to eat them during the Chinese New Year because he is afraid that if he eats too much in full bloom, he won't grow tall.

The Spring Festival Gala didn't mean much to Blooming, her eyes were full of red and golden lights, making her eyes sour, and she fell asleep on her brother's lap in a short while.

Shengkai slept well, and her aunt took a blanket to cover her, and then directed Sheng Kun to carry her daughter into the room.The child fell asleep happily, and the seemingly carefree New Year's Eve of the family was over.It didn't last until twelve o'clock, and my aunt also started to yawn.

"Ye Xing, let's go in and rest first." Aunt stood up and drank the tea Sheng Ye Xing poured, "If you want to go out, close the door quietly, so as not to wake up my sister. It's late at night, there are no people on New Year's Eve, and you Stop driving down the street, huh?"

"Okay, don't worry, auntie." Sheng Yexing responded, chewing the nuts in his mouth.

The WeChat group's "home and everything" sounded, and it was Li Dingxi who sent a lighted cigarette in the group.

Li Dingxi said: Light the fire.

Sheng Yexing smiled, and also took one out of his pocket: I haven't ordered it yet.

Li Dingxi sent a voice: "I'm done with my work here, and my family is asleep. Oh, this year is getting more and more boring... I haven't collected all the five blessings this year."

"Zhan Fei has collected them all." Sheng Yexing bit the filter in his mouth.

Li Dingxi was surprised and said, "Huh? So awesome? How much did you get?"

"Two yuan and eighty-eight cents." Sheng Yexing put on his coat and made a voice call with his mobile phone, "What do you think you are doing all this trouble for?"

"It's boring, even my greatest joy of Chinese New Year has been deprived now... Boss, your sister is asleep too? Why is your house so quiet, there is no sound at all."

Sheng Yexing felt that the cigarette was soaked by the rain, so he put another one in his mouth and said, "Everyone in my family is asleep, but I am awake."

"Hey, just wait." Li Dingxi said.

Within half an hour, Li Dingxi took two bottles of Erguotou and a bag of Nanjing, and sat downstairs at Shengye Xingjia.

Li Dingxi called Sheng Yexing to come down.

After all, it was cold at night in winter, Sheng Yexing brought a coat for Li Dingxi to put on when he went downstairs, the two shouted to turn on the light at the entrance of the corridor, both sat in front of the unit door, smoked cigarettes, and touched the wine bottle.

Sheng Yexing smoked a cigarette with a sweet filter in his mouth, put Erguotou at his feet, and said seriously: "I really have to quit drinking recently, and I didn't drink with my uncle at the dinner table today."

"Okay, I just want to meet you for the New Year's Eve." Li Dingxi lit a cigarette, his movements slightly jerky.

"If you can't smoke, don't smoke. There's nothing to learn."

"It's the feeling of smoking." Li Dingxi lightly exhaled some cigarettes, raised his head and took a sip of the white wine. He let out an "ah" and beat his chest, "It's killing me..."

"Smooth slowly." Sheng Yexing suddenly felt that if Lu Jianxing wanted to smoke, the first time he smoked, he would definitely be coughed by choking, his face was red from holding back, and his eyes were full of tears.

"We should come to the year-end summary now... right?" Li Dingxi's talkative attributes began to automatically display again, "Look, it's amazing that the three of us in the dormitory can get together... I always thought that Lu Jianxing You really have to fight with me, who would have thought that you could spend half the semester in peace?"

"You can't beat him either." Sheng Yexing barked at him.

"Hey, boss, why do you say that." Li Dingxi touched his chin, "But it is true, every time he takes a bath and smooths his clothes, his abdominal muscles... You said he didn't practice sit-ups secretly. Do not believe."

"Don't read it next time."

"what?"

"It's nothing." Sheng Yexing's ears turned red unnaturally, "Lu Jianxing...he has a kind of power in him."

Li Dingxi nodded, his mouth ached from the spiciness of the liquor, and said quietly: "I used to read school slogans, and there was always the kind of 'small is small, folded, and flowers are blooming'... I used to feel that hope was impossible. It's pretty slim, but now I feel...they will really bloom on their own."

"He looks like a flower." Sheng Yexing continued to make the year-end summary.

"Hey, Boss, to be honest," Li Dingxi smoked a pack of cigarettes that didn't enter his lungs, and he spit out a lot of white mist when he opened his mouth, "You are really kind to him, and he is really kind to you. "

"So far, I don't know what his illness is like. He may just have one characteristic, and other problems gradually appeared because of this one characteristic." Sheng Yexing frowned, "I really read it In many cases, I also tried to ask my doctor about the situation... He said that each disease has its own method, and any situation may occur."

"He can feel that we are good to him?"

"Sometimes." Sheng Yexing said softly as he brushed off the burnt soot, "he also knows how to pick coriander for me."

"I remember! Ouch, we were completely dumbfounded at the time... The bull is still your bull, brother."

Li Dingxi started to take out his mobile phone while talking, "But I think there should be three people standing here smoking tonight. Do you want to call Brother Lu?"

"No, he may have rested."

"Well, I'm really happy today... New Year's Eve. My parents are very nice, and everyone in my family is very nice." Li Dingxi drank a little too much, and slowly lay back, "Boss, you too It's very good. Don't do the things that hurt yourself in the future. Otherwise, I will beat you. "

Sheng Yexing brought his wine bottle over, bowed his head and took a sip of the wine.

He reached out and touched Li Dingxi's head who was already lying on the ground: "You have drunk too much."

After drinking until one o'clock in the morning, Sheng Yexing called a taxi to take Li Dingxi back, and then took a taxi back by himself.

When he got home, he re-covered the futon that had been messed up by Blooming, took a shower and went back to sleep in his room.

Winter vacation, winter vacation, he has never felt that winter vacation is so long and difficult.

On New Year's Eve, Sheng Yexing had a dream.

He dreamed that Lu Jianxing secretly came by high-speed train from the next province, and there was blood on his face, which he said was accidentally dropped while walking.When they met, Lu Jianxing stood on the platform and looked at him, his eyes were no longer erratic, on the contrary they were very firm and powerful.

In the dream, Lu Jianxing didn't speak, but just sent himself a WeChat message, saying: - Can I hold your hand?