special stargazing

The next day, besides handing in his homework, Lu Jianxing did not forget to draw a moon pattern on his notebook.

After all, Sheng Yexing smashed things randomly last night...

This habit is very bad.

In order to cope with the current situation of worrying about being at the same table, Lu Jianxing sat in front of the desk for a few more minutes after getting up in the morning, and selectively took a blue fountain pen and tapped it under his eyes.

The winter had passed for too long, and his skin had been covered with white. Since he ate and drank well, his complexion was relatively better, and he was not as sick as he was when he first came here.The traces of the pen under his eyes were still wet, and when he turned his head to face the sun, the blue tear mole was quietly shining.

Lowering his head to tie his shoelaces, Lu Jianxing took off his schoolbag and stood up, looking up at the door.

Sheng Yexing was leaning against the bedroom door waiting for him as usual.

He seemed very anxious and irritable, he couldn't calm down, he even kept walking back and forth, and would kick the door panel with his toe.

However, once his eyes met Lu Jianxing's, he would always smile.

Lu Jianxing couldn't tell what kind of feeling it was, he just felt very full in his heart.

It's full, it's full.

According to the usual practice, Sheng Yexing decides what to eat for breakfast. He can buy whatever he says, and Lu Jianxing only needs to eat after buying, and he rarely expresses his desire to eat.

Walking to the school gate today, Sheng Yexing saw the mole under Lu Jianxing's eyes, the more he looked at it, the more uncomfortable he felt, so he decided to ask, "What do you want for breakfast? Today is up to you."

Lu Jianxing didn't pay attention to what he said, his eyes were only focused on the cars passing by on the road.

For him, people are also scenery.

Sheng Yexing stretched out his finger and shook Lu Jianxing's eyes: "Lu Bingpier?"

Lu Jianxing regained his senses slightly.

"Pancakes? Steamed stuffed buns? Porridge? Soy milk and fried dough sticks?" Sheng Yexing took money out of his school uniform pocket, "Choose one."

Lu Jianxing repeated loudly: "Choose one."

After finishing speaking, Lu Jianxing didn't wait for Sheng Yexing to go to the shop selling preserved egg and lean meat porridge, paying for his own money as he walked, as if he was determined to buy it himself.Sheng Yexing saw that he took a step ahead, so he didn't follow at all. He let out a long sigh of relief, and leaned against the tree next to the shop, wanting to see if Lu Jianxing could complete these things independently.

It was still difficult for him to buy things, he put the money on the cash register and stopped talking, Sheng Yexing could feel the stiffness of his movements a few meters away.

Lu Jianxing just stood by the checkout counter for several minutes without saying anything, until he was squeezed aside by customers who came to line up, and he accidentally knocked over the table number on the checkout counter, with a "snap", he All dumbfounded.

"Sorry, I borrowed it."

Sheng Yexing entered the store with his schoolbag on his back. He first pulled Lu Jianxing behind him, then picked up the table number on the floor, and glanced at the menu, "Two pumpkin porridge, pack it up and take it away. Thank you."

After he finished speaking, he was about to take out the money, when he suddenly stretched out a hand behind him, holding a piece of RMB 20 in it.

Sheng Yexing didn't answer, and leaned his hand on his waist, insisting not to take it back.

"Are you here?" he asked.

Lu Jianxing's hand leaned lightly again, holding the coin tightly.

After paying the money, Sheng Yexing led Jianxing out of the porridge shop.

The bell rang for class in the morning, and he was almost caught by the grade teacher to lead the way into the classroom.

Sheng Yexing drank half of the warm porridge in one gulp before throwing it away, and said to Lu Jianxing who was climbing the stairs behind him, "We're still 5 minutes late, do you go by yourself or I carry it?"

back?That's too embarrassing.

At any rate, I am a 17-year-old man, so being carried upstairs by my deskmate is nothing.

Lu Jianxing remembered the experience of being carried on the back last time, and felt that Sheng Ye Xing's movements became more and more natural. Then what should he do when he walks by himself in the future? Does he need others to take care of him?

No.

Lu Jianxing didn't answer, but just clenched the strap of his schoolbag tightly, indicating that he could come by himself.

After hard work, Lu Jianxing followed Sheng Ye into the classroom before the bell rang.

The first class in the morning was not long, and after handing in the homework, Sheng Yexing lay down on his stomach for a while and fell asleep.

Lu Bingpier's side face was in his eyes before going to bed, and he still had it when he woke up. It was a visual treat for him.

Tang Han wanted to exercise Lu Jianxing's social skills, so he often troubled him to submit documents to the teachers in the office after class.Tang Han also understands that proper amount of praise and encouragement can help children regain self-confidence faster.

Not long after the class break, Lu Jianxing was called out by Tang Han again.

With a sound of "Wow--", the stool in the front seat of Sheng Yexing was knocked open.

Seeing that Lu Jianxing was not there, Sheng Yexing was not sleeping soundly, and woke up at the slightest movement.

He lowered his eyes and saw that a mobile phone seemed to have dropped on the ground.

The school does not ban mobile phones in the teaching buildings like many high schools. On the contrary, the school supports students to use mobile phones to communicate with more friends, so as to untie some growth knots.

"Hey hey! Speak well and don't smash your phone."

While backing away, Gu Qunshan straightened the crooked stool in front of Sheng Yexing's desk. He pointed to Dongxia and another classmate who were in the middle of the war, and continued to persuade: "What a big deal, you..."

"If you want to fight, I will accompany you!" One of the boys shouted.

Dongxia was angry, "Can you post casually in your circle of friends? How much do you know about the health status of the whole class?"

"our class……"

Talking slowly, the boy was a little unsteady, "I don't think he has a mental illness...you look optimistic, don't you?"

"Any kind of illness is possible. What kind of colored glasses do you wear? Illness is physiological, don't you understand? What is depression because of a dark mind, not optimistic enough, and unable to enlighten yourself? You live in hundreds of years. Years ago?!"

Seeing Lu Jianxing entering the classroom, Dongxia continued to say angrily: "Look at Lu Jianxing, is he mentally retarded? Does he not speak all his life? Can't he remember who treats him well, can't he remember what he should do? They Clear! Prejudice is prejudice. My mother had tics when I was a child, which caused a lot of uncontrollable behaviors when I grew up, so I came here. But I have changed it now. I can stop ticing and shrug my shoulders all the time. I can go back to regular high school next semester! Not everyone is the same!"

To be reasonable is to be reasonable, but when a person gets angry, he tends to speak indiscriminately.

Lu Jianxing's attention was all on the second half of his speech, and the strength of the "attack" in the first half was weakened immediately.

Ever since he was a child, he has not been called a "stupid" once or twice. He has long been used to it, and he has never thought of refuting anything.

When he was a child, the reason why Lu Jianxing was in a state of rejection of learning was simple, because he could not communicate.Later, when he was a little older, once he accepted the setting of "need to learn", Lu Jianxing put learning into his daily fixed behavior. Although it was difficult, he didn't think it was a very difficult thing.

People always have to push themselves forward.

Parents will grow old, teachers will rest, and if you run slowly and work hard, you should try your best to embrace the sunshine.He knows that there are countless pairs of eyes looking at him, that countless families in need are caring for each other, and they all hope to see other people of the same kind get better and better, so that he can have hope.

Before his mind-wandering was over, the classmates picked up the books and smashed each other, causing the girls sitting next to him to run away.

"stop fighting!"

Li Dingxi and Gu Qunshan, who were about to start a fight, were worried about accidentally injuring others, so they reached out to stop them: "If you want to fight, fight! Are you throwing books because you think there are too few opponents for you to single out or something? If it hits someone else, why don't they all fight!"

"What are you doing!"

Teacher Ji Chuan had just entered the classroom, and he didn't have time to put away the textbooks, so he hurriedly said, "Stop! Everyone stand up!"

When fighting in school, as long as the flames of war are not too intense, the teacher will basically announce the end of the fight as soon as the teacher arrives.

Ji Chuan called Empress Tang Han, and he advanced to the classroom to give the class.

Seeing Tang Han coming, Lu Jianxing returned to his seat, took his notebook, and went out of the classroom to catch up.

He also couldn't tell what it felt like to "confide", but he was eager to let the teacher know——

Sheng Yexing is not in good condition, Sheng Yexing needs help.

Tang Han frowned after reading the number of episodes recorded in the notebook, put away the notebook, and greeted Lu Jianxing to enter the office again.

Although the number of times is very small, it is enough to be a reason to separate.

Before negotiating, Tang Han made a cup of tea for Lu Jianxing, and asked in a low voice, "Jianxing, are you listening to the teacher?"

Lu Jianxing almost drank all the tea before he said, "Yes."

"At that time, the teacher arranged for you and Ye Xing to be relieved because he had already entered a stable period...We didn't expect some things that happened later."

Tang Han sighed and continued, "This time it shouldn't be considered an illness, but just lost his temper. Over the years, his temper has also been greatly affected by his illness... When this semester is over, you can dismantle the group. You can't take this risk. Even though you have helped each other a lot.”

Dismantle?

"Although Ye Xing is ill, but aside from his illness, he has a strong sense of responsibility and the ability to protect and take care of his classmates. He is very sensible and calm most of the time... We have considered these things, and we are getting along with each other. As time goes on, you will become happier and happier."

Tang Han's eyes were very gentle.

"Jian Xing, no matter whether you can listen to me or not today, the teacher wants to say thank you for cooperating with our work and never giving up on myself."

Lu Jianxing is a difficult kid in every way.

From the first day she entered school, she had clearly noticed it.Her job is a job that requires patience and confidence. The starting point is always for the good of the students, and there is a first time for everything.In order to teach him how to see the stars, Tang Han consulted countless materials, watched countless documentaries, and stayed at the care center on weekends, hoping to do his best.

In fact, it's not just her, all the teachers in City [-], even the teachers in ordinary schools, respect their profession very much and will work hard for it.

"We still need to discuss many options... You should go back to the classroom first."

Tang Han handed Lu Jianxing a piece of chocolate, and said with a smile, "However, all wishes lie with you and Yexing. It is our basic wish that you can spend your high school life in Shier healthily and happily."

The word "dismantling" almost troubled Lu Jianxing for a long time.

For the rest of the time, he spent all his time drawing little snakes in his notebook.

Li Dingxi will only go back to the dormitory tomorrow, and Sheng Yexing is also happy to relax, after all Lu Jianxing doesn't like to talk, so going back to the dormitory can have a quieter environment.

They each played at their desks until the lights were turned off at eleven o'clock, and Sheng Yexing realized that something was wrong today.

From school to school after six o'clock, except for saying "I want green onions" when eating, I didn't say anything else.

After taking a bath, Sheng Yexing took a bench and sat beside him, saw Lu Jianxing wipe the mole under his eyes with a wet tissue, and said in a deep voice, "I'm not happy today, so I don't want to talk?"

This time, Lu Jianxing did not resist silently, but nodded.

"What's not happy... can you tell me?"

"..."

"I'm also very unhappy today," Sheng Yexing drank the purified water, "because I saw you have a blue mole."

"..."

"You still don't want to talk."

When Lu Jianxing heard the word "unwilling", he finally had a reaction.But he didn't look at Sheng Yexing, he looked to the left and then to the right, and finally lowered his eyes to study his knees.

"Forget it, it's getting late."

Sheng Yexing was exhausted, "Go to sleep."

"sleep."

After Lu Jianxing finished speaking, he went back to pick up the quilt that Sheng Yexing handed over, and was about to throw it on the bed, otherwise the two of them would catch a cold if they built the same bed.

He didn't notice that he was sitting at the end of the bed, and the bed curtain that was originally lifted fell down to cover the whole bed. He turned his head, pressed his face against the bed curtain, and pushed up a small piece of fabric.

Sheng Yexing was also thinking about why the bed curtain that had been opened just now was closed again, and when he looked up, he felt that the bed curtain was almost touching his face.

He could clearly see that the fabric of the bed curtain was pushed up by Lu Jianxing's face.

What is the little autistic looking at through the bed curtain?

"Don't move." Sheng Yexing said again.

He kept his head up, leaned forward, and kissed the fabric with his lips obsessively.

The kiss is the position of the other party's lips on the other side of the bed curtain fabric.

It feels very unreal.

But that's exactly what he did.

Both of them stopped for an instant.

The fabric wasn't too thick, and he could feel Lu Jianxing exhaling quietly—it was warm and heavy.

very soft.

Lu Jianxing's hands were also shaking, and he suddenly lost his strength.

Five minutes later, Lu Jianxing lay on the bed with his arms around the quilt, waiting for Sheng Yexing to come over and hug him.

He took the initiative to turn off the night light and said in a low voice, "Just now, I was over there."

He stared at the darkness, not knowing who to say this to.

Sheng Yexing didn't answer, but just laid down quietly after finishing the quilt, Lu Jianxing had already fallen asleep.

It was the first time that he felt what it meant to be so close to each other, yet so far away from his heart, Sheng Yexing still decided to try to understand Lu Jianxing.

He really can't say anything.

Although today was very unpleasant, Sheng Yexing still wanted to say something to Lu Jianxing in his heart.

I know.

I know it's you over there.

The matter of dismantling the group made Lu Jianxing feel obsessed with it, and he didn't sleep well all night.

His focus was all on "separation", and he hadn't considered what Sheng Yexing would think, whether Sheng Yexing was willing or not, and he was only sulking.

It's not anger, it's more powerlessness.

Knowing that they should no longer influence each other, both parties have made considerable progress.Even if Sheng Yexing was always a ticking time bomb, he still wanted to say that he was not afraid.

In the morning, Lu Jianxing woke up half an hour earlier.

He gently broke away from Sheng Yexing's embrace, climbed the ladder to get out of bed, turned on the video on his phone after washing up, and watched the video Sheng Yexing recorded for himself.

Instructional video on tying shoelaces.

Lu Jianxing woke up very little, but Sheng Yexing still woke up, probably only a few minutes late.

He brushed his messy hair, propped himself up a little bit, rested his chin on the side of the bed rail and looked down.

There are several rows of shoes on the floor of the dormitory, Li Dingxi's, his own, and Lu Jianxing's.

The morning sunlight came in through the curtains, and one could vaguely see what Lu Jianxing was doing while squatting on the ground, sweating profusely.

Lu Jianxing tied all the shoes in the dormitory.

Sheng Yexing was stunned for a few seconds, then decided not to disturb him, lay back on the bed and started laughing.

Lu Bingpier, it's really good.