special stargazing

Someone who was not familiar with Sheng Yexing once asked Li Dingxi why Sheng Yexing had suffered from mania for so many years, but the actual number of episodes could just be counted with two hands?

Li Dingxi said, fuck, brother, do you think ten times is too little?

Active volcanoes have to pick a day to erupt.

When Sheng Yexing led a group of boys from the school team out of the school gate, it was already completely dark, and the time on the mobile phone pointed to nine o'clock in the night, but the people talking at the school gate had not dispersed, and the ground was stained with blood, Li Dingxi hurried to find passers-by After inquiring, it was realized that one of the protagonists in this conflict was Lu Jianxing, the only autistic patient in Shier.

There were four or five more gate guards on the campus, all standing with their hands behind their hands, patrolling the school gate, and the aunts of the cleaning team also came, holding mops in their hands to remove the blood on the ground.

Sheng Yexing probably took less medicine today, and the impact of this incident was not small. Together with the guilt of throwing the little autistic at the school gate and going back to the dormitory, he unloaded the basketball bag and smashed it on the ground with his fist.

Fuck, there's more blood on the ground.

Li Dingxi and the other big boys still managed to hold back Sheng Yexing's strength, dragging him to the open space next to him by the waist, watching the crowd scatter and run, many passers-by murmured, saying that the students from the second city One is more scary than the other, so it's better to take a detour in the future.

At 11:30 in the evening, Lu Jianxing and Liu Ruotong finished all the examinations and records in the hospital, and were sent back by Ji Chuan and Tang Han.

After Ji Chuan and Tang Han confirmed to Uncle Ming that the students had returned, they did some ideological work for the two children before leaving. Although Lu Jianxing didn't listen to it the whole time, he just looked up at the fifth floor and said suddenly: "Bright!"

"What's on?" Ji Chuan was a little confused.

"The lights in their dormitory are on," Tang Han smiled, "Lu Jianxing misses his roommates."

Hearing these words, Lu Jianxing turned his head to look at Tang Han, grinning as well.

He looks good, so good that girls noticed him on the first day he transferred to another school, so good that girls would take advantage of the opportunity to pass papers and glance at him when he used to cover his face with books in class, so good that when his eyes were empty and helpless , It makes people unwilling to believe that this is a young man who has been forgotten by God.

Lu Jianxing usually doesn't like to smile, always doesn't raise his eyelids, looks like he can't wake up and is not easy to touch, he is not interested in this world.

It was the first time Tang Han saw Lu Jianxing smiling like this, and tears burst out of his eyes.

She turned around to wipe, and was afraid that people around would notice something strange, so she quickly raised her head to hold back her tears, tugged at Ji Chuan's sleeve, and just said that it was getting late, and told the children to go back to rest early.

After Lu Jianxing finished laughing, he remembered the fight today, and his expression changed instantly.He hastily made a few humming noises, and went upstairs without looking back.

It was very troublesome for him to open the lock with the key. He had to turn on the flashlight of the mobile phone and squat down to insert it.

Lu Jianxing was emotionally unstable today, he couldn't get it in after more than ten minutes of fiddling, he raised his leg and was about to kick, and remembered the action of the uncle kicking the girl today, the brakes stopped.

Does the door hurt?Oh, and so will my feet.

He raised his hand and knocked on the door three times, reflexively thinking of Sheng Yexing taught him "Knock three times in Shier is thank you", and whispered: "Thank you."

"Wow -" as soon as the door opened, Sheng Yexing was standing by the table with a gloomy face, his collar was messed up.

Lu Jianxing hasn't stopped the rhythm of self-healing, and he doesn't rest: "Thank you."

"..." Sheng Yexing was stunned for a few seconds, "What did you say?"

I can say thank you even when I open a door. Is this an improvement?

Lu Jianxing didn't speak, and was about to close the door and go back to his bed, when Sheng Yexing pinched his shoulders against the wall, "Lu Jianxing, show me."

His movements had been slowed down as much as possible, but Sheng Yexing knew that he was still on the verge of being irritable, so he definitely hurt Lu Jianxing again.

He looked at his hand angrily, pinched Lu Jianxing's chin again, and his voice became thicker: "Are you injured?"

He seemed angry.

After Lu Jianxing slowly realized the problem, he didn't answer Sheng Yexing's words, but felt uncomfortable being pinched and struggled to hide.

He took a step back, and Sheng Yexing followed suit. Finally, Lu Jianxing took off his shoes, opened the wardrobe door, and stuffed himself in.

Sheng Yexing's eyes were red and bloodshot, and now he was so sore that he was about to collapse. He grabbed the cabinet door handle that was tightly bound by Lu Jianxing, and said angrily, "Speak up!"

He raised his hand very irritablely, and knocked hard on the cabinet door a few times, "Lu Jian Xing?"

"Boom boom boom——"

Sheng Yexing unconsciously knocked on the cabinet door again, he didn't even notice how many times he knocked.

After a while, Lu Jianxing's cautious and hoarse voice came from the closet: "You're welcome."

Sheng Yexing: "..."

After a few minutes of confrontation, Sheng Yexing angrily grabbed the compass placed in the pen holder on Li Dingxi's desk and pulled it out, and went into the bedroom bathroom alone.

Half an hour later, Lu Jianxing came out of the closet.He was so scared that he wrapped the bath towel around his body, desperately smelling the scent of perfume left in the closet, trying to find some sense of security from the past.

He wasn't afraid of Sheng Yexing.

He didn't know what was wrong with him, so he suddenly wanted to find a dark and claustrophobic environment to stay.After he finished recovering, he found that Sheng Yexing was gone.

Not on the bed, not on the chair, sleeping out?

This thought made Lu Jianxing feel annoyed and frightened. After standing in circles for a few minutes, he heard movement in the toilet, like the shower head was turned on.

The lights were not turned on in the dormitory, Lu Jianxing touched the ladder beside the bed, then the edge of the table, leaned on the wall and walked to the door of the bathroom, reached out to turn the doorknob, and found that it was locked.

He stepped back a little, and broke the already weak lock of the wooden door with one kick.

Sheng Yexing was washing his arms with his head down in the corner of the bathroom.

His arms are strong and muscular, and the curves can be seen even under the school uniform. Now they are pulled up and exposed to the air, and there are thin and long wounds planned by the circle on the top, and the tip of the compass is half inserted into the muscle. .

The wound was bleeding, and a small puddle of light red blood mixed with water was flowing into the toilet hole.

Lu Jianxing couldn't see how many ways there were, so he walked over and squatted down, grabbed Sheng Yexing's wounded arm, and wiped the blood with his fingertips.

He suddenly knew what a small part of the school's existence was.

It's not that he has never done such things as hurting himself. When he was just sensible in his teens and couldn't find a way to vent, Lu Jianxing's thigh skin hadn't recovered for a few years.He stood on the balcony of his home almost masochistically, listening to the wind every day, and the sharp wind would be amplified countless times in his ears.

Sheng Yexing is sick, and Sheng Yexing needs to vent.

He needs to hit the wall with his fist, he needs to stimulate his nerves by hurting others, and he needs to release his impulsive desire with the refreshment of heavy objects falling to the ground.

"You go out." Sheng Yexing glanced at Lu Jianxing and pulled out the compasses, "I'll just bear it."

Lu Jianxing didn't move.

"I told you to go out," his voice was terribly hoarse, "Have you forgotten what happened last time?"

"No."

Lu Jianxing leaned closer to Sheng Yexing, and the water from the shower soaked his head and clothes completely.

Sheng Yexing didn't push him away, but kept silent, touching the other person's face with his scarlet hand.He saw that Lu Jianxing was blinded by the water, and wanted to wipe him off, but his hands were bloody, and the red marks became more and more rubbed, and Lu Jianxing's overgrown eyelashes stuck to his eyelids.

A fishy smell.

Lu Jianxing lowered his eyes, and let Sheng Yexing use his hands to wipe the water and blood on his eyes indiscriminately, even a little bit roughly.

He only felt that his nose was sour and his eyes were getting blurry.

There is some liquid flowing out of the eyes, which is very similar to the feeling when I was isolated from the group of children when I was a child.

On that day, Lu Jianxing didn't understand the meaning of crying.

Sheng Yexing didn't get up to turn off the shower, neither did Lu Jianxing.

"Let's sleep," Lu Jianxing gestured, "I'll drive."

"Open what?"

"It's hot." Lu Jianxing pointed to his back, "It's not cold."

"Electric blanket?" Sheng Yexing asked.

Lu Jianxing nodded, "Yes."

"Lu Jian Xing," Sheng Yexing stared at him for a long time, his Adam's apple moved, and said, "Do you really want to sleep with me?"

The other party did not deny it.

"Do you know what it means for two grown men to sleep together?" Sheng Yexing suddenly wanted to laugh.

"Fifteen." Lu Jianxing said.

Sheng Yexing sighed, "You are seventeen."

"..."

Lu Jianxing looked at him brightly, without nodding or shaking his head, he stood up by himself, his attention was attracted by the dripping shower head, and he stretched out his hand to turn on the switch again.

"Clatter——" The two of them were covered in water again.

"Rain, rain!"

Lu Jianxing pointed to the shower, raised his hands above his head, spread his palms, put his middle fingers together, and made a "blocking" gesture, "Umbrella!"

He looked at himself who was drenched all over, and at Sheng Yexing whose face was also covered with water, and moved his "umbrella" to Sheng Yexing's head.

Sheng Yexing suddenly wrapped his arms around his waist and brought him closer.

Unprepared by being pulled, Lu Jianxing put his hand on Sheng Yexing's neck, and coughed a while from the water.

"See you on the road."

Sheng Yexing called him in a low voice.

Lu Jianxing was a little puzzled by being hugged by the waist and talking so close, Sheng Yexing hugged him tightly with all his strength, and asked in a low voice: "Lu Jianxing, do you know what this is called?"

At this moment in the bathroom, it seemed that there were only the sound of water spouting from the shower and the sound of two people's heartbeats.

Lu Jianxing didn't think too long.

"Get out of the rain," he said.

The rain is heavy, it hurts when it hits you, and you catch a cold when you get wet, so of course we have to hide from the rain together!

Or... only when the rain hits me will it hurt?

After turning off the water, Sheng Yexing carried Lu Jianxing out of the bathroom and put him on the stool, and then came over with towels and a hair dryer, and it took almost an hour to clean up together.

Lu Jianxing sneaked into bed after washing up when Sheng Yexing went to take a shower, turned on the electric blanket, turned it to the hottest, and waited patiently for someone.

Sheng Yexing was almost scalded to death when he went to bed, so he hastily turned off the power of the electric blanket, and asked Lu Jianxing, "Don't you feel very hot?"

"It's hot," Lu Jianxing was sweating, "I have it, the temperature difference."

"Temperature difference?"

Sheng Yexing remembered that Lu Jianxing's perception of temperature was biased in the book, and his heart ached, "So you are afraid that I will be cold?"

Lu Jianxing's ears were hot, and he said bravely, "No."

In fact, he really wanted to say that he was right, but for some reason, he just wanted to deny it...he didn't want to admit it.

As soon as Sheng Yexing slept next to him, Lu Jianxing's bad habit of having to sleep with his back against the wall was corrected.

Sheng Yexing directly stretched out his arms to take him over, saying that he wanted to stick to the human wall. The real wall is cold, so what are you trying to do every day?

Lu Jianxing was hugged like this, and suddenly felt something was wrong. He didn't know if Sheng Yexing was playing a hooligan, so he stretched out his hand down his waist and stopped suddenly.

"Huh—" Sheng Yexing heard his nasal cavity exhale, and his heart beat like a heavy drum.

He didn't expect that Lu Jianxing would directly touch him without hesitation, and then he heard Lu Jianxing's low laugh, thinking that the other party had automatically enlightened him, and wanted to change his previous high-cold style, and wanted to say something hoarse and sexy "The size is good", "rogue", "it hurts me" and other words that make people think...

"Sheng Ye Xing." Lu Jianxing called him.

His voice was hoarse, and his tone was very rapid, as if he was in a panic and had to say something.

Sheng Yexing also began to pant, and responded with a word from his throat: "Huh?"

Lu Jianxing was silent for a while.

He suddenly said: "I, I..."

"No hurry, speak slowly." Sheng Yexing turned his head to his neck and exhaled, and exhaled again.

Lu Jianxing suddenly spoke very loudly: "I have it too."

Sheng Yexing: "..."

I know you have!

All right, let's go to sleep.