special stargazing

"20 seconds."

Tang Han pinched off the stopwatch, took the notebook and recorded Lu Jianxing's test results, and was very satisfied, "The other students couldn't find it after ten minutes, but we found it so quickly, it's great. !"

Lu Jianxing nodded, expressionless.

As if this gratifying achievement had nothing to do with him.

The content of this evaluation is to find a designated person in a painting of one square meter, but the difficulty is that this painting is messy and colorful, and there are thousands of little people in it One, it is difficult for most people to find it in a short time.

"Seeing the stars, how did you do it?"

Tang Han knew that the concentration of autistic patients would be much higher than that of ordinary people.

"..."

Lu Jianxing didn't say a word, his eyes glanced at the familiar figure outside the window, and he didn't speak for a while.

He is waiting for me.

Tang Han followed his gaze and looked out. The window was pasted with anti-peep paper, and the figure was too blurred. "Who are you looking at?"

Before answering Tang Han's question, Lu Jianxing stood up with a pen in his hand and said word by word: "Yes, back, go."

"Yes, the bell rang just now, you can go back."

Tang Han sketched out the results of the evaluation, tore off a piece of paper, and gave it to Lu Jianxing as a backup, encouraging him: "It's not long since you came to City [-], and you've made great progress. Try to communicate more with strangers ,May I?"

stranger?

His perception of strangers is almost zero, and forced contact will only bring physical discomfort, because some frequencies are too inappropriate.Lu Jianxing thought about the unbearable sharp voice for a while, and his eyebrows furrowed.

He opened his mouth and directly rejected the teacher: "No."

Why socialize.

I don't want to socialize.

Tang Han has consulted a lot of related books, and understood that the autistic patients are too direct, so he was not annoyed. Instead, he patted him on the shoulder and persuaded him: "If you don't want to, the teacher will not force you. We can start by contacting the people around us. As a human being, you can control many of your own little things, can you?"

Lu Jianxing nodded.

He was really not used to Tang Han's education method, it was always like teaching a child, but this kind of patience and gentleness was very useful to him, just like his mother who used to be full of confidence in himself.

He can't quite figure out why his parents who had confidence in him before now put him on the other side.

In order to think clearly about this problem, Lu Jianxing spent a lot of effort, and now he can almost understand a little bit.

I am really in trouble.

"Children in Shier are somewhat sick, and their empathy is too lacking... Many things can't be taught. Is someone bullying you?" Tang Han put on a knitted sweater.

After seeing Lu Jianxing shaking her head, she breathed a sigh of relief and smiled, "Then... have you made any new friends?"

friend?

Can he and Sheng Yexing be considered friends...classmates and roommates?

And WeChat friends.

In the "one-way world" of Lu Jianxing, it is good to have people who can see the eyes.Relatively speaking, the information he can ingest first is always things.

For example: there are five pairs of blue and black sneakers in the classroom today, one pair of shoelaces is untied, and four pairs of shoelaces are tightly tied; I just saw orange-red oil stains on the neckline, and a dark-colored shoe hanging from the collarbone. Weaving rope, the technique is the same as what I saw in the ancient street when I was a child, etc...

He could remember that the collar of Sheng Yexing's school uniform always liked to be pulled to the top, and occasionally it was bitten straight by a mouthful of white teeth, and then loosened by a pair of well-articulated hands, and the two-part collar lazily rested on the collarbone——

With the hot sweat and breathing after the boy's exercise, the zipper is also shaking.

Sheng Yexing loves to wear sneakers when he wears school uniform. If he doesn’t wear them, he wears black boots. A pair of boots tie his calves tightly, and the belts are also fastened carefully. Once his legs are out, he is more handsome than the traffic police on the field at the intersection in the city center.

There are many more, Lu Jianxing's mind is a little empty now, so he just remembers these.

Should be friends.

Under Lu Jianxing's cold "ice floes", the glacier sea water has been quietly melted by some small sprouts.

When the words came to his lips, Lu Jianxing just said, "No."

Tang Han's expectant eyes dimmed a bit, he rubbed the back of Lu Jianxing's head regretfully, and could only say, "You can smile more, it will be enough."

The corners of Lu Jianxing's mouth were tense, and it was difficult to draw an arc.

It's not that he doesn't want to laugh, it's that he is too slow in this regard.

After waiting for too long, Sheng Yexing simply went to the stairs to light a cigarette, and one cigarette burned up to his buttocks, only to see Xiao Zishu coming out against the wall, showing himself a smile that was not a smile.

The little autistic puts his hands in his pockets and has a "world-weary face", which is quite cool.

Lu Jianxing used to have very little inner drama, but today he didn't know what was going on, and he wanted to catch up with Sheng Yexing and ask, do you consider me a friend?After thinking about it, he couldn't help scolding himself for being crazy.

Who would consider an autistic person a friend.

Autism is neither a mental illness nor a mental illness. To put it bluntly, Lu Jianxing thinks it is a brain disability.Between people, the most important thing to communicate is to rely on the brain.

Anyone who stays with him will feel tired.

"Walk so slowly?" Although Sheng Yexing looked impatient, his pace still slowed down, and he didn't know whether he was urging people or encouraging him, "Lu Jianxing, take longer steps and keep your plate steady .”

Lu Jianxing followed what he said and walked a few steps, but felt ashamed again, "I will."

"At your speed, the door will be closed when you go back to the dormitory."

Halfway through touching the cigarette, Sheng Yexing stuffed the cigarette back again.

"..."

Lu Jianxing was a little angry!

It was obvious that Xiao Zishu lowered his head, and his eyes were staring at him again. Sheng Yexing subconsciously looked around. There was no weapon for Xiao Zikai to attack him. He calmed down and tried to save the situation: "Well, Actually... you walked pretty fast."

Lu Jianxing suddenly laughed.

He realized that he was smiling, and turned his face away a little awkwardly, Sheng Yexing directly reached out and pinched his chin, "You laughed."

Having been with Lu Jianxing for a long time, Sheng Yexing knew that the little autism was slow to speak, and it would take several seconds for him to respond, and even play with the phone for a while before the little autism could answer.

After hesitating for a while, Lu Jianxing replied, "I haven't."

Lu Jianxing regained his puffy look, and was about to move forward in a daze.

"It's okay, Lu Jianxing? You have such a big temper." Sheng Yexing was also happy, "Don't blame me if you walk too fast and fall."

Before he finished speaking, Lu Jianxing didn't know what happened, he staggered and almost fell to the ground!

"Are you in vain..." The last word "idiot" was firmly pressed into his throat, Sheng Yexing blocked his own words, but fortunately he had quick eyesight and quick hands, and took a step forward to catch him, "Who Tell me you can walk well by yourself?!"

"..." Lu Jianxing bit his lip tightly and did not speak.

He is afraid that someone will look down on him.

Especially this person is Sheng Yexing.

The physical contact between the two people had not been more than ten seconds, and a person suddenly jumped out from the corner in front of them.

The opponent couldn't stop at all, and fell to his knees directly, half of his body was paralyzed on the ground, his arms fluttered wildly for a while, and the Coke in his hand was thrown all over the ground, then he hugged Lu Jianxing's calf tightly, and shouted: "They, They, I, I..."

This person was wearing a blue school uniform with a pure white school badge shining on his chest.

It's from City Two.

Sheng Yexing hadn't had time to pull Lu Jianxing out, and several people in dark red school uniforms rushed over from the corner, and they looked like they were chasing and beating someone.The one in the lead ran so fast that he didn't stop, and almost bumped into Sheng Yexing's chin, and shouted roughly: "Get out of the way!"

Let what.

Lu Jianxing slandered for a while, and glanced at Sheng Yexing's face, seeing that this person was extremely calm, and he also stabilized himself: "Let, let me let it be on my lap."

Lu Jianxing's words made Sheng Yexing unable to hold back his laughter.

Fortunately, Sheng Yexing quickly turned his face away a second before he laughed, so that Xiao Zishu didn't see it.

So cute too.

"You should say, let me let you, the man is on my lap, you can try to touch me if you have the ability," Sheng Yexing taught online, "Be more fierce in your eyes, understand?"

Lu Jianxing's throat choked up two or three times, but he refused to speak out, his eyebrows were lowered.

It's kind of intimidating.

"Don't meddle in other people's business, what can you do?" The dark red school uniform looked like someone from the school next door, but he didn't know Sheng Yexing, which meant he didn't hang around often, "Hey, it's you, get off your lap!"

The elementary school boy who was "hunted down" hugged Lu Jianxing tightly, and almost wiped his tears and nose on his school pants.

When he raised his head in a daze, he recognized Sheng Yexing at first glance, "Brother Sheng, Brother Sheng..."

"If you enter the supermarket, you won't be given money! If you don't chase after him, who will you chase after! Don't fucking ask for help, be sensible and hurry up..."

"Get lost." Sheng Yexing glanced at them.

Then he said to the elementary school boy on the ground: "Get up first, don't hug his leg."

"Get out?" The leader in the red school uniform was interrupted, with an unhappy expression on his face: "Hello? Who are you talking to?!"

"Okay...ok..." The boy struggled to get up with the Coke bottle in his hands, his pants were muddy on his knees.

Sheng Yexing recognized that it was a grade lower, but he didn't intend to take it too seriously.Besides, he couldn't intervene in things like not taking money when he entered the supermarket, because he couldn't tell whether it was a moral problem or a physical problem.

The red school uniform next to it is still blah blah like a small snail: "Ignore people? So awesome?"

Sheng Yexing frowned to avoid the other party's finger that was about to poke his forehead, and his chin turned towards Lu Jianxing beside him, "Stand behind me."

Lu Jianxing: "..."

No, I'm awesome too!

Seeing Lu Jianxing didn't have any intention of retreating, and even took a step forward, Sheng Yexing shouted again: "Lu Jianxing?"

"I can," he said coldly, "stand by your side."

Sheng Yexing: "..."

Seeing that the boy who was being chased was a little slow in his movements, and his running posture was not in tune, Sheng Yexing knew that he probably had a problem with his sense of integration...

Forget it.

Sheng Yexing took a hundred-yuan bill from his pocket and handed it to the red school uniforms, tightened the Coke bottle in the boy's hand and returned it.

When the leader in the red school uniform took the banknotes, he let out an "ouch" unexpectedly, "A big money?"

Sheng Yexing glanced at them, but didn't pay attention to the teasing.

The villain died of too much talk.

His body unmarkedly blocked Lu Jianxing's side, because there were obviously two or three people on the other side looking at Lu Jianxing.

——Looking at the badge of the road and seeing the stars.

Originally, he didn't want to deal with this shit.

But in front of Lu Jianxing, who was Shi Er's primary school boy anyway, he felt that it was necessary to draw his sword to help.

"The money has been paid, and the coke has been returned." Sheng Yexing turned around and completely covered Lu Jianxing's side, and put his arm on him to catch him, as if returning home after buying groceries, "Let's go back to the dormitory."

"Damn it, Shi Er still accepts autism..." Someone on the other side teased, "This is the first time I see you."

Sure enough, this group of people really knew that it was Shi Er's and still provoked them.

Sheng Yexing couldn't kidnap others morally, so naturally he couldn't force others to treat them specially.But he clearly felt that when the other party said those three words, Xiao Zishu walked a beat slower.

"Give me the Coke." Sheng Yexing suddenly turned around and spread his hands.

The leader in the red school uniform was a little embarrassed, "You...what are you doing?"

Before he could finish his sentence, Sheng Yexing snatched the Coke bottle from them, glanced at the bubbles accumulated inside, unscrewed the bottle cap with one hand, held the bottom of the bottle, and poured out all the bubbles inside Sprayed directly on the man's face.

The Coke opened the lid, and when the gas spewed out, there was a burst of joyful "pop" sound.

The corners of Lu Jianxing's mouth twitched a little.

"I'll fuck you..."

A few red school uniforms nearby exploded in an instant, Sheng Yexing took the half bottle of drink left and slammed the mouth of the bottle against the leader's neck, and then punched him in the chest, causing him to back away few steps!

"Your eyes." Sheng Yexing's eyes locked on the other person's face, and the words seemed to come out of his throat, "Don't look at his chest."

"It's not a girl, what's the matter?"

The other party spat hard, blushing with anger, but the difference in height and strength was too great, so he didn't dare to act rashly, "Brother Sheng, right? I, I, I will search Dongmen some other day and want you..."

Lu Jianxing next to him had a sinister look in his eyes.

After a while, he just laughed when he heard Sheng Yexing, "The east gate is very small, and there are many people I can't afford to offend. But you are definitely not included."

Lu Jianxing's palms had already clenched into fists.

He swears that as long as the red school uniform dares to take one more step forward, all the knowledge Sheng Yexing taught him that hitting people can't be shot in the head will be invalidated.

Sheng Yexing didn't want to stay longer, so he stretched out his hand to hold Lu Jianxing.

Lu Jianxing, who was held by the wrist, couldn't turn around now, "Huh?"

"Run," Sheng Yexing laughed, "See the stars on the road."

The winter evening is inevitably the cut-off point for cooling down. Lu Jianxing's hand was cold, but he was not used to being held by Sheng Yexing's moderately warm hand suddenly.

In the next second, Sheng Yexing took him and the junior pupil and ran, and the three of them rushed through the streets and alleys like having fun, the chill in the air turned into a knife blade, and shaved their cheeks beyond recognition.

Not far from the dormitory, Sheng Yexing stopped and saw Lu Jianxing gasping for breath while holding his knees.

"Is it okay?"

"Ha..." Lu Jianxing almost lost his breath, "It's okay."

Sheng Yexing took out a cigarette and bit it on the corner of his mouth, "I think you almost fell. Fortunately, I was carrying it."

If it weren't for you insisting on running, who would fall again?

Lu Jianxing didn't quite understand why he wanted to run away suddenly, didn't he feel ashamed? !

What he didn't know was that a solitary person like Sheng Yexing didn't care about who would run first in a fight, and he didn't like fighting, so he could leave things to the next time.

The most important thing is that there is no way for Sheng Yexing to ignore the stars on the road today.

"Can you go by yourself? The dormitory is here." Sheng Yexing helped the elementary school boy, "You shouldn't be a day student, are you?"

Day students will not be left alone.

"Thank you, thank you brother..." The elementary school boy bent over and supported his knees for a while, his eyes were red, "Mm... here we are."

"Go upstairs to rest, if you need anything, ask the doorman. Be careful when you go out recently, the next time you meet it won't be me." Sheng Yexing said, "And remember, you have to pay for things, don't Run around."

"Yes, yes, today I really... thank you." The elementary school boy said while bowing, as if he was unsteady on one foot.

Lu Jianxing, who was silent next to him, suddenly raised his chin upstairs, let out a breath like whistling, and said, "Go up."

He looked at this elementary school boy and suddenly felt very uncomfortable.

As soon as the elementary school boy ran up, Sheng Yexing's eyes slowly moved to Lu Jianxing's face, wanting to smile.

Okay, little autistic, there are still a few things.

"I'll take a break first," Sheng Yexing took out the fire to think about it, and glanced at Lu Jianxing, "Can you smell the smoke?"

Lu Jianxing nodded, and stretched out his hand to take one too.

Sheng Yexing tapped the lighter on the bone of his hand: "What's wrong with learning."

then you can?

Lu Jianxing didn't say anything, turned his head away, and said after a while, "You smoke."

The expression was quite cool, as if he had specially approved Sheng Yexing to smoke.

"I'm smoking, can you give me some?" Sheng Yexing put his mouth on the cigarette shamelessly.

Lu Jianxing didn't quite understand, so he pressed the lighter and really wanted to give him some. Sheng Yexing snatched the lighter with his hands, lit it with a "click", smoked, and glanced at Lu Jianxing's face .

"Seeing the stars on the road," Sheng Yexing exhaled the smoke from his mouth to a place where no one was around, and his tone became serious: "Did anyone tell you not to light cigarettes for others?"

Lu Jianxing lowered his head, put his frozen hands into his pockets, and didn't speak.

Not casually.

"Shouldn't you go back to the dormitory at night? Those little donkeys are from the high school next door. It looks like good students who have the courage to come out to chase people. If they accidentally chased them, they became [-]v[-]. They are quite courageous." Sheng Yexing took the cigarette Standing, don’t smoke, watch it burn and make a squeaky sound, “Eight o’clock, eight o’clock at the latest.”

Lu Jianxing looked at him: "Huh?"

"Their teachers have to come to the school to find us, saying that we bullied their students. Many times."

Sheng Yexing laughed.

Lu Jianxing also smiled.

He didn't know why he was laughing, he just wanted to.

Seeing Sheng Yexing laughing, he couldn't control his happiness.

Sheng Yexing saw that the cigarette burned to his buttocks and went out, so he blew a whistle: "Come on, follow me into the city. Take a turn and come back."

After he finished speaking, he walked to the street. Lu Jianxing saw that he was not going to the locomotive, and he didn't know what he was going to take for a walk. He didn't know until he came to the subway station in a tricycle.

It's the rush hour for getting off work, and Lu Jianxing and Sheng Yexing are particularly out of place in the crowd wearing school uniforms.

Two youthful teenagers, with serious faces, were crowded around the place where the tickets were bought.

Sheng Yexing stretched out his hand very naturally to catch Lu Jianxing very tightly. Sheng Yexing's eyes were particularly intimidating when someone squeezed him a little bit, and Lu Jianxing followed suit.

But as soon as his eyes met Sheng Yexing, he didn't think Sheng Yexing was scary anymore.

I just feel like my heart is beating so fast.

But—clearly not scared.