Professor, do you want an inhibitor?

Shen Juanyi looked at his pale face but forced himself to ask this question calmly, his heart shrank, he took a light breath and said: "No, I won't mark you completely until you agree."

Fu Qingshu lowered his head and looked at the overlapping hands of the two. Shen Junyi's hand was very hot.

After a while, he reached out to the window and opened it. It was raining outside, leaving wet marks on the window, bringing a chill.

He closed his eyes.

Shen Juan walked to the table silently, lifted the lid of the thermos pot, took out a bowl of hot porridge and put it on the table, it took a long time before he asked, "Would you like something to eat?"

Fu Qingshu said "um", put down the curtains, walked over and ate a few mouthfuls without saying a word, then raised his head, "Aren't you going to eat?"

Shen Juanyi also didn't eat for a day, but he didn't have any appetite, so he shook his head and said, "I've eaten it, you can eat it yourself."

Fu Qingshu actually has no appetite, his whole body is sore and uncomfortable, his stomach is distended, his throat hurts, and his stomach feels nauseated, but now he has to eat, otherwise he can't think of any way to show his normality.

"Chen Qingwan and the others have already returned to school. They called to ask when we will go back. I..." Shen Juanyi paused, looked at his hand holding the bowl, pursed the corner of his mouth, and said, "I said this There are still things that have not been dealt with, and it will take a few days."

"En." Fu Qingshu nodded, and after a few seconds of silence, he said, "Thank you."

Shen Juanyi didn't understand why he thanked him suddenly at first, and it took him a long time to realize that what he said should be a temporary mark.

He has always rejected being marked, and has always rejected his identity as an Omega. Shen Juanyi is ready to let him deal with him after he wakes up, but he never thought that he would accept it so calmly.

Whether he took this matter as a favor, or accepted the established facts in such a deadly way, Shen Juanyi couldn't judge.

"I'm going out for a walk." Fu Qingshu stood up, nodded calmly and politely: "I won't go far, I'll be back in 10 minutes, I'll wash the dishes while they're there."

Shen Juanyi looked at his back, tried to maintain a normal walking posture and a thin back, and slowly clenched his fists.

He thought that according to his usual attitude towards him, he might be killed, or else he would be beaten up. Only now did he know what Fu Qingshu, who really rejected people thousands of miles away, looked like.

He would rather Fu Qingshu make a fuss and beat him up, or let him go, never interact with each other, and never appear in front of him, than make things difficult for himself.

Shen Juanyi looked at the closed door, stood up and put away the tableware to wash.

**

The guest house is very small, and the outer wall is mottled and peeling off, like the face of a disfigured beauty. The rain is not heavy, and even the ground has just been wet, falling silently on the leaves.

Fu Qingshu raised his head and looked at the sky, feeling a little gloomy.

This place can be regarded as barren, with only tile-roofed houses and few cement bungalows in the surrounding area. There are almost no houses with more than two floors, which can be seen far away at a glance.

The rain fell on his face, and it was a little cold. Fu Qingshu raised his hand to touch it, and saw that there were small black flying insects in the air, desperately avoiding the rain's attack.

He turned his head and glanced at the second floor, the curtains were drawn a little, and Shen Juanyi stood there.

He nodded slightly, then turned his head back. He had been groggy since he fainted yesterday, and felt that he had reached the extreme pleasure and pain several times, but he didn't have a very clear memory.

After waking up, the pain and soreness made his memories concrete, and then Shen Juanyi admitted that he marked him, but he didn't open the genital cavity to completely mark him.

Fu Qingshu was very confused, many things rushed towards him, from the memories of Fu Zhengqing when he was young, to the year when he split up, to yesterday.

He had made up his mind to stop the loss in time, but he was still marked by Shen Juanyi after going around. Now he has even slept in bed, and now his body still seems to remember his temperature and size, making him anxious and hopeless.

Fu Qingshu leaned against the tree trunk, heard footsteps behind him, lowered his eyes slightly and said, "Why are you following me?"

Shen Juanyi didn't approach him, but was a little farther away from him. The raindrops became a little bigger, and it started to hurt when it fell on the person's face. Fu Qingshu stood up straight and said, "Go back."

When the two passed by, Shen Juan grabbed his arm and hugged him into his arms. Feeling that he struggled but hugged him tighter, he said in a deep voice, "I'm not good enough for you."

Fu Qingshu froze and said, "No, you are fine."

Shen Juanyi hugged him stubbornly, put his chin on his shoulder, and said in a low voice: "I am not good enough, and I am far different from you. I have a bad temper and love to fight. I always make you angry, but you give me I'll take some time."

Fu Qingshu said: "You are very good, there is no need to change for anyone, people can never be liked by everyone, you are very good now."

Shen Juanyi wasn't stupid, he was just big and oversimplified, he could hear the alienation in this sentence, let go of him, took a step back, looked into his eyes and said: "Do you hate me very much?"

Fu Qingshu lowered his eyes and said, "No."

Shen Juan took a step forward, looked at him and said, "Then give me some time, not too long, and let me become someone worthy of you, okay?"

"I'm sorry." Fu Qingshu turned sideways and said, "I'm a little tired, let's go back first."

Not being accepted or rejected intuitively, Shen Juan said again: "If you feel uncomfortable, come to me, don't torture yourself."

Fu Qingshu stopped walking, turned his back to him and said nothing.

"Fu Qingshu." Shen Juan paused and changed his words: "Professor Fu."

Fu Qingshu turned around, looked at him from a distance and smiled, "You saved me, there is no reason to blame you, I should thank you."

**

Shen Juanyi called Lao Boxi about the Huocheng pharmaceutical factory, the old man's spirit had recovered a lot, and he said in a confident voice that he was going to bomb the pharmaceutical factory.

"Come on, you, you still want to start a war between the two countries and pay yourself back?" Shen Juanyi was given a headache by him, and said helplessly: "Calm down, I'm not capable of saving you if we really want to fight, think about it clearly gone."

After thinking about it, Old Boxi changed his mind and said, "My dear grandson, what are you going to do?"

Shen Junyi said: "I'm going back to Pingzhou in two days, Shen Kaiyun must have known about my going to the pharmaceutical factory, and it's probably empty now."

"What should I do?"

Shen Juan thought for a while, and said: "Fu Zhengqing said that this matter involves a lot, and what we have seen is only the tip of the iceberg. I guess there are bigger people protecting them, whose interests are connected and hinder each other."

Old Boxi understood in an instant, waved his hand and explained a few words to Kang Luo, and heard Shen Juanyi say again: "My mother didn't leave anything behind, and the things that Shen Kaiyun can destroy are probably all destroyed, even if you use Luo Guo to exert pressure, it won't work. Not much, after all, my mother has been reported to have died in battle across the country, and her secondary sexual characteristics are also different, so he can definitely say that they are similar."

Old Bossy suddenly lowered his voice mysteriously and asked him, "My dear grandson, how are you doing with that professor?"

Shen Juan paused, did the topic change too quickly?

He originally thought that the old man was a war maniac, the kind who would go to war when he was indifferent and violent, but later found out that he was an old urchin in a cloak of indifference, who sent countless text messages to himself every day, asking this and that.

"It's nothing, why are you concerned about this?" Shen Juan raised his head, glanced at the closed door, and said lightly, "You are still gossiping like a child when you are old."

Old Boxi had lost his family for many years, and he didn't know what to do with the joy in his heart when he first found his daughter's blood, which seemed a little annoying, but Shen Juanyi was actually a very patient person, occasionally feeling helpless but not impatient.

Old Percy liked the grandson very much.

Shen Juanyi was silent for a while. There were some things that he could not tell anyone. They were the secrets between him and Fu Qingshu, which supported his pride and his promise.

The door opened suddenly, Shen Juan subconsciously hung up the phone, stood up and said, "Do you want to go out?"

Fu Qingshu came over and glanced at his cell phone, "Are you on the phone?"

Shen Juan nodded, and said: "We are going back to Pingzhou tomorrow. I will tell my grandfather and tell him about the pharmaceutical factory. Are you hungry? I'll go out to..."

"Shen Juanyi." Fu Qingshu interrupted his words, set his eyes on his tightly clenched fingers, raised his hand to touch him, and felt that he retracted his hand and retracted it again.

"You didn't feel sorry for me, you don't have to feel guilty or feel that you did it without my consent..." Fu Qingshu couldn't say the word, so he had to skip it, and then said: "You are very good, you have your own pride, don't worry about it. Be cautious for my sake."

Shen Junyi nodded: "There are more."

Fu Qingshu nodded slightly, and said: "Maybe one day, there will be someone who likes you as you are now, and you have already changed, or you no longer like the person who changed for him. Isn't this kind of change not worth the candle."

These few words seem to be reasonable, but they are actually illogical, and Shen Juanyi didn't really take it to heart, so she listened to him and asked him with a smile: "What kind of person do you like?"

Fu Qingshu was taken aback, as if he didn't expect him to ask such a question suddenly, paused, and said, "Why do you ask that?"

Shen Juan said, "I want to hear it."

Fu Qingshu didn't have anyone he liked, and when he was young, he didn't care about indulgence at all, and then he was blinded by the first gender differentiation, and instantly wrapped himself in a calm mask, until he met Shen Juanyi later.

The turbulent fluctuation of pheromone made him feel a little palpitation, and then there was another complete estrus, which sank him to the bottom of the water again.

Fu Qingshu suddenly found that he seemed to have returned to 13 years ago, with exactly the same reaction, forced himself to be calm, as if nothing had happened, forced himself to accept the facts, and then pretended nothing had happened.

It's just that this time there is an extra Shen Juanyi, who is holding onto him tightly, entangled him to the death to prevent him from sealing up his own Shen Juanyi again.

"Professor Fu, close your eyes." Shen Juanyi said suddenly.

Fu Qingshu looked at him sitting across from him, got up half-kneeling, put his hands on his shoulders, and subconsciously wanted to get up, but he sat back while holding his shoulders, and said stubbornly: "Close your eyes."

Shen Juanyi kissed his forehead, Fu Qingshu suddenly opened his eyes and met his eyes, his heart trembled, and he turned his head away.

"Look, you don't reject me as much as you imagined."

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