When he got home, Ji Ran turned around and went back to his room without saying a word.

On the way, his cell phone rang countless times, and it was all from Mrs. Ji's assistant.He blocked the number, and the other party called again from an unfamiliar number, Ji Ran simply turned off the phone.

The lights in the room were not turned on, the curtains were closed tightly, and the light in the room was dim.Ji Ran threw the phone on the table casually, and lay down on the bed.

He buried his face in the pillow until he was about to suffocate before turning his face away to breathe fresh air.

Qin Man parked the car and entered the house in no hurry.Instead, he took out his mobile phone and called Liu Chen first.

"The formalities will be processed in two weeks."

Unexpectedly, something happened again, Liu Chen was taken aback for a moment, and then said cautiously: "Understood. May I ask what happened? Do you need my help?"

He said lightly, "No, it's a private matter."

After hanging up the phone, Qin Man turned around and entered the room.He opened the door of the bedroom, saw the person lying inside, sat on the bed and reached out to rub his hair.

"Are you addicted to kneading?" Ji Ran felt the temperature of his palm, and it took him a long time to say this.

Qin Man deserved it naturally: "Well, it's very soft."

Ji Ran didn't respond.

He savored it on the way home.

He realized that he wasn't sad at all, and he even thought that even if Ji Guozheng had just died on the operating table, he might only have one emotion left——

unwilling.

Zhao Qingtong hasn't been wronged yet, she was spurned by everyone, passed away for so many years, and now she still has to be pointed out by others...

After causing such serious harm to other people, there is no reason to let go so easily.

Qin Man lay sideways beside him, silently accompanying him.

After a while, the people around him suddenly asked, "What version did you hear before?"

Qin Man raised his eyebrows: "What?"

"About me and Zhao Qingtong." Ji Ran turned to look at him.

Qin Man hesitated for a moment, but said the truth: "What I heard...is not a good thing."

Ji Ran asked: "Do you believe it?"

As soon as these words came out, Ji Ran was also taken aback.

Ever since he was sensible, he has never cared what other people think.As long as the other party doesn't commit any crimes and doesn't say it in front of him, he will treat the rest as wind blowing by his ears, which is irrelevant.

His own life does not need anyone to affirm it.

But at this moment, he was eager to know what Qin Man thought of him.

Qin Man: "I..."

"Forget it." Ji Ran interrupted him, and twisted his neck back again, "Don't tell me, pretend I didn't ask."

"When I first heard your name, I didn't take it to heart at all." Qin Man laughed and kept talking, "I was busy with exams at the time, so I didn't have the energy to care about other people's affairs."

Ji Ran muffled: "I told you to stop talking."

"The first time I saw you was in the cafeteria? You were wearing a school uniform and you were as thin as a monkey."

"You are like a monkey, and your whole family is like a monkey."

"...Okay, I like it." Qin Man lowered his eyes and smiled, "After that time, I often caught you fighting with other classmates..."

Ji Gas said: "That's why they came to provoke me!"

"I know." Qin Man said helplessly, "Can you let me finish my sentence?"

"I saw you fighting with others, and in the end those people couldn't please you."

nonsense.Which group of bastards who can't even beat someone can beat him?Ji Ran groaned in his heart.

"Every time you leave arrogantly." Qin Man propped his chin and smiled softly, "Always cry in secret?"

Ji Ran's expression froze.

"I always like to go to the banyan tree on the mountain behind the school, just sit on the branch and wipe my tears..."

Ji Ran: "...you fart."

"Occasionally, Lao Xing's control is strict, and you can't go out. You will go to the teaching building next to it that has not yet been used."

"...I don't have any."

"My favorite classroom is the one at the end of the corridor on the fourth floor."

"In the last semester of the second year of high school, after you had a fight with someone, you picked up a dog on the side of the road. It seemed to have been abused by someone, and it refused to go with you. You just stood there and waited for the people from the pet store to come. I just left."

"Then every Friday after school, you will go to the pet store to see him until he is adopted..."

"..." Ji Ranteng stood up, his ears were red because he was told the truth, "You fucking, are you following me?!"

Qin Man laughed: "I said I just ran into it by chance, do you believe me?"

"I believe in a ghost!"

"That's it." Qin Manli was confident and frank, "I'm just a pervert."

Ji Ran was startled by his rascal.

He really couldn't imagine that a learning machine with an expressionless, indifferent and indifferent face would secretly follow behind him after school every day.

"I've met you many times. I know better than anyone what kind of person you are." Qin Man said.

Ji Ran was dumbfounded, staring at him blankly.

After a long while, his Adam's apple twitched slightly: "You are really... a sycophant."

Qin Man chuckled, just about to say something.

"Actually, Zhao Qingtong—" Ji Ran gritted his teeth, hesitating for a moment, "She's not as bad as others say."

This is the first time that Ji Ran has told others about Zhao Qingtong. In the past, even Cheng Peng only knew a small part of it.

The story is very simple. It is nothing more than a drinking game. The big boss got drunk and took away the innocence of a female star by virtue of his drunkenness.

When she found out that the female star was pregnant, her agent immediately contacted the big boss, who ordered an abortion. In order to save her child, the female star gritted her teeth and went to the boss's house.

The old man took a fancy to the child, and discussed with Zheng Gong repeatedly, and the other party finally nodded.So the female star quit the entertainment circle, gave birth to the child regardless of the rumors, raised the child firmly in the face of abuse and discrimination, and finally died in a car accident.

A woman's youth is over in a few words.

After Qin Man listened, the smile on his lips was almost gone.He was silent for a while, and asked, "How do you know these things?"

"She has the habit of keeping a diary." Ji Ran paused, "Ji Guozheng has sealed it thoroughly, although I don't have evidence in my hand now, but there will be traces of what I have done, and I will find it... "

"I believe you." Qin Man interrupted him.

He rubbed the back of Ji Ran's neck soothingly, "As long as you are willing to tell me, I will believe you."

Ji Ran's mouth was still slightly open, he looked at the person in front of him, several words wandered around his mouth, and finally he just spit out a syllable lightly.

"……Um."

It was already nine o'clock in the evening, and neither of them had dinner.

"I'll cook some noodles for the night." Qin Man sat up and saw that the eyes of the people around him were still closed, and said, "Be patient first, and go to bed after eating."

After the door was closed, Ji Ran slowly opened his eyes.

He sat up with his hands, opened the closet, opened the safe hidden inside, and found a light blue diary from the deepest part.

The notebook is quite old, and the paper is almost full.It's Zhao Qingtong's notebook.

The first and middle sections are all innocuous and small daily routines, recording the trivial things of Zhao Qingtong's life, among which entering the circle, filming, and becoming famous are just stories in a few pages.

Until a certain page, the originally delicate and beautiful handwriting suddenly became blurred. The woman recorded the important events in her life nervously and frightened, and she could still see the traces of the pen and ink being smudged by tears.

Flipping a few pages later, there was an extra B-ultrasound photo on the paper.

"Thank you for coming to my world, thank you."

Under the photo, a line of words is neat and small, and it can be seen that she writes very seriously.

Ji Ran sat on the ground, leaning his back against the wardrobe, staring at this line of writing.

He hadn't opened it for three years, and when he opened it again, it still felt familiar.

Before meeting Ji Guozheng, Zhao Qingtong was a very quiet person.She doesn't seem to be very good at getting along with others, and often writes out her distress in a diary.

After she became pregnant with Ji Ran, she became a lonely person, and no strangers appeared in her diary anymore.

"The sickness reaction was very strong. I went to the hospital for an examination. The doctor said it was my physical problem. I don't know if it will affect the child. Worry and pray."

"The baby kicked me, the first fetal movement, let's commemorate it."

"I fell in the shower and sat on the ground for more than ten minutes without being able to stand up. I was so scared."

……

"Give birth, boy, his assistant took a look at me, and the assistant told me that he named the child Ji Ran."

"Xiao Ran has a fever repeatedly today."

"Xiao Ran has learned to call mother, happy."

"Xiao Ran became a young pioneer."

"Xiao Ran has been injured by falls recently, and has to go to Nanshan to worship the Bodhisattva in the past few days."

From this page, the diary ushered in a small turning point.

From here on, there will be Zhao Qingtong’s tears on every page, and the interval between each diary will become longer and longer——

"Xiao Ran was bullied by his classmates, his face was covered with bruises, and he wanted to help me wipe my tears...I'm so useless."

"Today, I quarreled with Xiao Ran for the first time. He said that I am an irresponsible adult. I think he is right. I can't even protect myself. What qualifications do I have to raise a child?"

"Grandma Xiao Ran came to me today and said she wanted to send Xiao Ran abroad, but I didn't agree. This is the first time I quarreled with that family. I'm so selfish. I know he's not doing well by my side, but I still want to keep him."

"Today, he asked me out to meet. I haven't seen him for more than ten years, and I'm a little scared, afraid that he will send Xiao Ran away again. But I won't compromise."

The diary ends here.

On this day, Zhao Qingtong had a car accident on the road and never came back.The diary was perfectly hidden in the pillowcase as the owner left.

With a sullen face, Ji Ran closed the diary irritably.Because the action of turning the pages lasted for too long, a few pages at the back had already turned up high, Ji Ran lowered his eyes, and caught off guard, saw a line of small characters among the many white papers.

He froze for a moment, and quickly turned to that page——

"He is the rainbow after the storm, the sprout after the disaster."

"It's also a gift from God to me."

"I will always love him."

It was not signed, dated, or who "he" was.Like an excerpt from the diary owner's whim.

Ji Ran stared blankly at this page. A few seconds later, he hugged the diary tightly in his arms, his nose suddenly soured, his eyes were instantly stained red, and he sobbed softly.

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