Longevity, Teddy has grown up

"I didn't throw you away on purpose," Fang Yiyan, who was determined to finish telling the story, said slowly, and his eyes slowly moved away from Daxiong's body, looking straight ahead, but if you look carefully, you will find that his His eyes didn't focus on any point, but he was a little erratic: "I had a boyfriend when I was in junior high..."

"Brother, you have a puppy love." Not confused by Fang Yiyan's [-]% nostalgic and [-]% pathetic tone, Da Xiong explained the key point in one sentence, although this key point does not seem to be the key point in this passage.

Fang Yiyan, who had a somewhat desolate expression, suddenly twitched the corners of his mouth, resisting the urge to slap Big Bear on the head, and gently patted the back of Big Bear's head, "Can you listen to Brother?"

"Oh...brother, tell me."

Daxiong's silly tone made Fang Yiyan, who had just brewed a good mood again, feel a strong sense of loss of strength, just like a balloon that has just been inflated, and a slip of the hand when tying it, the air in the balloon will be filled for a second The clock ran away.

Looking at his round eyes that finally became focused, Fang Yiyan felt a feeling of choking in his throat, uncle, his emotions were all gone, so what else to say.

But seeing Daxiong's gradually expectant expression, not to mention that he would definitely start to think wildly again, Fang Yiyan sighed, and talked about the past with a lifeless expression.

Back then, 14-year-old Fang Yiyan was still pretty and pleasant, which made him the first object of molestation in the class, no matter boys or girls, what kind of kisses and hugs, but Fang Yiyan himself has a good temper. Almost all the boys who molested him were beaten like pigs by him.

Although they are often beaten as pigs, the boys in the class still don't give up, and they always go to Fang Yiyan to die in front of Fang Yiyan from time to time with the attitude of "the more frustrated, the more courageous".

However, for Fang Yiyan at that time, learning was the first priority. He still remembered that he had hung up his signature for a long time at that time, "I love learning, and learning makes me happy".

The first time Fang Yiyan discovered that his sexual orientation was different from the public was when he was in the second year of junior high school. A group of thirteen and fourteen-year-olds always felt that they had matured, and then they had to do some things that adults can do to prove themselves. Especially things that will be beaten up if parents find out, for example-watching pornographic films.

Although the male students in the class always like to play tricks from time to time, most of them play well with Fang Yiyan, so when the guy nicknamed "Fat Oil" in the class stole a card from his parents Little porn, and showed off in the class. When inviting everyone to his house to watch, they didn't forget to bring Fang Yiyan, who looked very pure.

Young people who are just in love are always full of deep curiosity about the word sex, and Fang Yiyan is no exception, so he resolutely followed the dozen or so male classmates to Fatty's house, and then saw the first novel of his life. Pornography—heavily flavored alternative pornography, two [silence] and one [silence].

Thinking back to this day, Fang Yiyan would like to sigh, even if he wasn't a natural gay guy, he might have been so frightened by this movie that he turned away.

Fatty, the culprit, received a good beating as expected, and he escaped by yelling "pay for the crime" after being beaten to the point of screaming.

Taking out the hard-flavored two [Muffling] and one [Muffling], Fatty replaced it with another disc that was dug out from the bottom of the small box under his parents' bed, and put it in the DVD.

The content displayed on the TV suddenly became much more normal. The intertwined flesh-white figures, and the coquettish moaning and low panting from the speakers all touched the hearts of this wave of little boys. Countless "little boys" The "tent" was built at a speed visible to the naked eye, except... Fang Yiyan, who looked serious as if he was watching a course teaching video.

He looked at the classmates beside him, either his face was red or his crotch was protruding, but he was the only one with a cold and flat face, without even a trace of burning sensation on his face.Fortunately, the other students were silent in the pornographic film and didn't notice his strangeness, so he watched it silently for a while.

When the eyes of the students were fixed on the female/star who was about to have an E cup, his eyes fell directly on the male actress. After staring at his well-shaped and muscular body for a while, Fang Yiyan suddenly felt A strange feeling rose from his lower abdomen, he lowered his head, and saw his dick greeted him by standing up.

14-year-old Fang Yiyan: "..."

That year, Fang Yiyan, who didn't know what happened, said, 【Scared, 14 years old limit.jpg】

Fang Yiyan did not know the term homosexuality by accident until he was 13 years old. Well, he actually learned about it from the crazy Amway of those little girls who were immature and entered the rotten family. That year, go home Baidu After a while, Fang Yiyan said that he seemed to have opened the door to a new world.

Coincidentally, there was another person who opened the door like him that year, and that person confessed to him.

Fang Yiyan still can't remember that person's appearance. Is he handsome or handsome?He only remembered that that person had a bright smile, a bit like Big Bear, but he was a little less silly and handsome than Big Bear.

"At that time, I was also like a mentally handicapped person. I agreed and I agreed, and I showed my affection in the class without fear." Fang Yiyan smiled, and tapped his fingers on the stone bench lightly, making a slight "click" "Voice.

"What's the result?" Da Xiong asked him in a muffled voice. Fang Yiyan chuckled and raised his head to look at the blue sky that was as blue as before. "The result? The result... the retribution came too fast like a tornado."

Back then, he didn't know how to restrain himself, and he didn't know much about the living conditions of the homosexual group. He held hands with his partner every day and went out on dates, and often hugged each other's arms intimately. Ghost".

Fang Yiyan, who was sharing a straw with his boyfriend to drink milk tea, saw the head teacher with a face as black as the bottom of a pot suddenly appear on the glass of the shop.

Then there are the parents, the mutual shirk responsibility on both sides, the denial that they are "that kind of person", and the mixed doubles of the parents back home.

He later found out that the reason why the class teacher appeared there was because he was too intimate with his boyfriend on a few dates, and was seen by a classmate in the class, and he was given a small report as a result.

"So, I've been out of the shadows now. As long as a man holds hands with me in public, I feel uncomfortable." Fang Yiyan smiled, and turned his head to look at Daxiong. Daxiong didn't know if Daxiong had said anything to him After listening to the story, he was eating an ice cream cone very seriously at the moment.

Fang Yiyan, who was originally depressed because of the memory, suddenly couldn't help laughing when he saw his heartless appearance. He shook his head helplessly, and moved his gaze upward again, looking at the The big white cloud that came over looked like an ice cream cone.It's just that he didn't know that the moment he looked away, Big Bear also stopped nibbling on the cone and turned his head to look at him.

As if he couldn't bear to interrupt his good mood at this time, Da Xiong was silent for a long time before slowly opening his mouth, "Actually, you don't have to be so sensitive, you have already graduated." For some reason, Da Xiong, who obviously knew very little about the human world, suddenly became very nervous. Calmly persuaded Fang Yiyan, "Now that you start your own business, no one will report to you anymore."

As if surprised by when Daxiong learned the word "entrepreneurship", Fang Yiyan looked at him in surprise, then the surprise faded, and a wry smile gradually appeared on his face, "I also told my parents about that incident, I don't have that tendency, he tricked me into holding hands and dating."

Big Bear lowered his head and thought for a while, then stuffed the last big piece of ice cream into his mouth along with the cone, and then shivered from the cold, "Well... are you worried that someone will report to your parents? But the chances are higher than that. It was much younger then, not to mention, you live independently now, even if you get a small report, you still spend a long time with them, and they will always understand you."

Looking at the big bear who was talking about his thoughts in a serious manner, Fang Yiyan couldn't help but raise the corner of his mouth slightly. He stretched out his hand and patted the big bear's furry head: "How can it be so simple?" Taking a deep breath, Fang Yiyan moved his gaze to Excitedly huddled together on the bench beside him, he pointed at the two girls who were whispering to him and Daxiong, and couldn't help twitching the corners of his mouth, "Let's not mention the small report or not, if I dare to talk to you Holding hands, someone will definitely secretly take a photo and post it on Weibo." Then AT various marketing accounts.

Big Bear followed his gaze, and his eyes also darkened, but he still refused to give up, and planned to make a final struggle: "But, but you can tell them that I am your cousin, didn't you just give up last time?" Did you talk to that uncle like that?"

Fang Yiyan turned his head when he heard the words, and showed a smile of "Are you a fool" at Big Bear, and then slowly said: "Do I have a cousin like you, the uncle who buys vegetables doesn't know, and my parents don't know? "

Big Bear: "..."

Oh too!

He thought he had successfully persuaded Daxiong, but he suddenly raised his head and asked again, choking Fang Yiyan again.

"However, I see that those so-called good brothers of theirs go out together with shoulders and backs. I'm your younger brother. What's wrong with holding hands with you? Aren't we here?"

Fang Yiyan: "..."

No, what he said makes sense, but I can't refute it...

Fang Yiyan was silent for a while, and thought carefully about how to refute Daxiong. After a long while, he raised his head and said seriously, "What you said makes sense."

Hey, have you been convinced after a long time? !