Is the system down again today?

The snow fell more and more heavily, gradually burying Yu Ge's figure until he could no longer see him.At this time, Yu Ge was already frozen stiff, and he was completely unconscious when his eyes were closed, and he was frozen into ice cubes.

Yu Ge completely lost his consciousness, stayed in the shell for a while, then floated out of the shell again, looked at himself who had been buried, and smiled self-deprecatingly.

It's really funny. Watching myself die over and over again, is it because I want to torture myself to death and refuse to give up?

He himself was really a lamb to be slaughtered, he died as soon as he said he died, and he didn't know what this man was thinking.

How many things and different kinds of torture do I need to go through before I can really return to my body, stop the existence of this kind of consciousness, seize the initiative over my body, and finally wake up?

No one could answer him, and likewise, he knew nothing.

At this moment, he can only be forced to accept, and then die again and again, to experience these unspeakable pains over and over again, and finally die in a miserable posture, no one knows.

It's really very pitiful.

Yu Ge was so eager to get rid of this abnormal state that his head started to sweat, and the beads of sweat dripped down. He didn't know how to stop this endless changing of places to change his fate. .

It was really painful!

Yu Ge is going crazy, he thinks it's better to go crazy now, and he doesn't have to wait till the end.

Wait, why can I hear the sound of water droplets?It was still the sound of my own sweat dripping to the ground, could it be... could it be... could it be that I went to another place again?

And it was so sudden?

Yu Ge's feet had already touched the ground. He didn't dare to describe the feeling of the floor. He closed his eyes all of a sudden, not daring to open them to see what the place was.

He was very scared, afraid that when he opened his eyes, he would see something he shouldn't see, or something that would drive him crazy.

Yu Ge thought in his heart, could he die with dignity and not be so miserable?

He felt the coolness of a gust of wind, his whole body began to shiver, he became less and less courageous, mother, what the hell is this place!

Yu Ge opened his eyes slowly, slowly, little by little, wanting to see where it was, but when he opened his eyes and saw everything, he was stunned, with his mouth wide open. dare to believe.

He could only look around over and over again, not daring to make a sound, afraid that if he did, it was just a dream, a dream that didn't exist, and it shattered with a "bang," and he would never see him again. This is the scene.

Yu Ge rubbed his eyes vigorously, and before he knew it, tears began to fall in his eyes, and fell to the ground with a ticking sound, the clear and clear voice was extraordinarily real, reminding him that this seems to be true!

He walked carefully, stepping on the very familiar floor, this damn place, in another 100 years, he will never forget it!

He actually returned to his home!

The place where he lived for ten years!

The place where he thought he would never come back!

What kind of monster is this? ! !

Even after beating Yu Ge to death, he couldn't think of letting him go home. The familiar feeling, simple decoration, or the original recipe or the original taste!

Yu Ge felt that he probably had no regrets in this life.

Standing in the empty bedroom, he was full of emotions, such a soft bed, he had not slept since he left.

And his computer!He hurriedly ran over to touch his computer, TV, and his beloved mobile phone. After living an inhuman life for so long, he almost forgot what it was like to surf the Internet.

There are also piles of sand sculpture netizens, they are still getting better and better, it really seems like a century has passed.

It was still the original decoration, no one had touched it, he walked carefully out of the bedroom, then the living room, the kitchen, every corner made him miss, and the smell in the air made him feel emotional.

Looking at the timetable on the wall, it was still frozen at February [-], holding the phone and charging it strangely, looking at the current time displayed on it, June [-].

It turned out that he had been away for so long?Two years, two years.

The more Yu Ge thought about it, the more sad he became. In fact, he could not accept this kind of life and live his carefree life, but he would never go back.

I can't go back.

A line of hot tears flowed from the corner of his eyes without warning, maybe it was a farewell to the past, maybe it was the unpredictability of the future.

He knows that all of this is not real and illusory, but he still misses it very much, and still wants to stay here, so real and so sad, he really wants to live here forever, like a little person, without any troubles.

If only it could stay like this forever.

No worries, no disputes, no accidents, everything goes step by step, birth, old age, sickness and death.

Nothing will be the same.

Yu Ge lay on the bed while thinking, and covered himself with his little quilt.The crisp and soft feeling made him almost forget himself, forget everything, just want to sleep peacefully, can't we talk about it tomorrow?

As a result, the more he thought about it, the more sad he felt. He didn't realize that his sadness had reached a peak, and very abnormal thoughts had already appeared in his heart.

He wants to die.

He thought he was going to die now.

He touched the fruit knife in the drawer next to him, sat up in a daze, held the fruit knife and stared blankly, not knowing what to do.

Suddenly, he took a fruit knife and stabbed at his arm, right at the main artery of his wrist.

The cut was painful all of a sudden, and the blood splattered all over the place, and the snow-white quilt also turned red.

Yu Ge suddenly opened those chaotic eyes, looking at the dazzling bright red, his whole head exploded, and he didn't know that he needed to cover his bleeding wrist, I don't know how to call for help.

Looking at these bloodstains with horror on his face, his head was about to explode, and he didn't know what to do.

The blood flowed quickly, flowing from the bed to the floor, the sound of "tick-tick--" was extremely harsh in the empty bedroom, and Yu Ge's face became pale visible to the naked eye, and all traces of rosiness disappeared. .

Yu Ge tugged at the quilt and lay down again. His eyes were cloudy and he didn't have any spirit. He only knew how to lie down and didn't know what to do. His head seemed to be controlled.

Just let the blood flow.

until drained.

Yu Ge lost all consciousness again, he just felt that he had polluted his last place of shelter, could he come back?

How will he face it when he comes back in the future?

At the last moment, he exhausted all his strength to open his eyes and looked at his home, then closed his eyes contentedly, and he didn't breathe anymore, leaving only a room full of bloodstains.

His fourth rebirth is finally over.

Is there a next time?

Yu Ge didn't know either, he only knew that if he went through it a few more times, he would go crazy.

……

Yu Ge still didn't wake up, Nan Ke and Lu Ming tried everything they could to make Yu Ge wake up.

Nan Ke even wanted to ask the Emperor of Heaven, he took this task, can Yu Ge wake up first, his heart is hot and uncomfortable, if Yu Ge doesn't wake up, he doesn't know what to do.

But it was stopped by Lu Ming.

"Hey Nan Ke, don't cause trouble and make trouble. This heaven has been so uneasy recently, don't get too close to the Emperor of Heaven. Listen to the old man's advice. Maybe Yu Ge's consciousness has awakened but he still can't wake up. .”

An indescribable expression appeared on Lu Ming's face, as if he knew the reason for the turmoil in the heavens recently.

Nan Ke took a deep look at Lu Ming, and Lu Ming immediately showed a very confident and optimistic expression. Nan Ke sighed softly, "Forget it."

He gave up looking for the Emperor of Heaven again, and looked at Yu Ge lying unconscious on the bed without any signs of life.I just kept praying in my heart, Yu Ge, you must wake up, as long as you wake up.

However, they didn't know that when they were anxious and helpless, Yu Ge already had a little bit of his own consciousness. He could hear Nan Ke's footsteps every time he came to his bedside, and he could feel Nan Ke touching his hand. face, scrubbed his body, and chatted with him, but he wanted to respond, but he couldn't do anything.

He was still unable to move, but he would no longer enter any messy little world, nor would he experience another rebirth.

A total of two months have passed since he fell into a coma after going blind.

And he and Nan Ke have really known each other for only three months.

Yu Ge was also anxious in his heart, but he was helpless. Do you know the fear when your consciousness is extraordinarily clear, but you can't move as if you were pinned down, and you can't even control your body?

Yu Ge is accepting it, but he just quietly defined this feeling as the ghost press that the old people said when he was a child.

In medicine, ghost pressing on the bed refers to the phenomenon of suddenly becoming conscious but unable to move the body while sleeping. The phenomenon of "ghost pressing on the body" is a symptom of sleep paralysis in sleep neurology.

But Yu Ge prefers another theory, which is the Taoist theory.

Taoist classics record: "ghost pressing bed" is not caused by "ghosts", but caused by a kind of qi called "yaoxie" invading people.

After people are "pressed by ghosts", their morale gradually decreases, and evil spirits take the opportunity to possess people.After a person is possessed, he or she may develop chronic diseases, strange diseases, or hallucinations (such as seeing ghosts, or claiming to be brain-controlled, or claiming to have seen someone do something, but the person did not actually do it). [Note 1]

In fact, let’s not talk about these for now.Yu Ge didn't know what kind of state he was in, whether he was a so-called ghost press.

However, his biggest wish now is to wake up peacefully and see the South Americans he misses so much.

No matter how he tried, he couldn't find a way out.

The author has something to say: [Note 1] comes from Baidu Encyclopedia "ghost press"

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