I Woke up to Find I Have a Child

Today is……

December 2018, 5.

When she just woke up, Han Feixu was confused for a moment. She covered her head and sat up, feeling that her head was about to explode.

After about half a minute, the memory came back, and she remembered that she drank a lot of wine last night, one after another, and at some point, she fell asleep.

And the reason why I drink so much alcohol...

Han Feixu sat quietly on the bed, recalling what Ye Mingxin said to her yesterday.

"Okay, don't you want a divorce? I agree. If you want to leave, then leave. I will tell the lawyer tomorrow and let him negotiate with your lawyer. But I want to tell you that you can leave, but Yiyi must stay." Next, I will never let her leave with you."

Han Feixu supported her forehead with her hands, and her hair fell loosely on her shoulders. She couldn't tell how she felt now, relaxed?angry?Gritting your teeth?

It doesn't seem to be.

She stretched out her hand, wanting to take the mobile phone. The mobile phone was placed between two wine bottles and a wine glass. She accidentally knocked over the wine bottle. The brown wine bottle fell to the ground, and there was no crisp shattering sound. There was not a crack, but a dull "boom", and it hit the thick carpet, but the wine bottle was still intact.

But this dull sound seemed to hit Han Feixu's heart, which made her stunned for a long time.

This Wednesday, Yiyi still had to go to school. Han Feixu brushed her hair casually and walked out of the room. The sunlight fell from the hanging window onto the corridor on the second floor. It was past eight o'clock, and Yiyi had already to school.

Han Feixu went downstairs and took out a bottle of ice-cold mineral water from the refrigerator. She sat on the edge of the bar, drinking water and sobering herself up.

Aunt Li came back from shopping for groceries. She saw Han Feixu sitting quietly in the kitchen. Aunt Li observed her expression and said cautiously, "Ma'am, why is your face so ugly?"

Han Feixu was brought back to her senses by her call. She raised her head and smiled gently, "Really, I slept a little late yesterday. You just came back from grocery shopping?"

Aunt Li nodded, "You haven't had breakfast yet, what would you like to eat? I'll make it for you."

"No need, I'm not hungry yet." Aunt Li put the vegetables she just bought on the kitchen counter. Han Feixu turned around and asked her, "Who sent Yiyi to school?"

"Oh, it's Lanzhu. The eldest lady went out early this morning. She saw that you hadn't woken up, so she asked Lan Zhu to send the lady to school. Speaking of which, the eldest lady's face was not very good-looking today. Yesterday was not the eldest lady. Birthday, the two of you...are you fighting again?"

Speaking of the last sentence, Aunt Li's expression became worried, and Han Feixu poured herself a few sips of icy mineral water, feeling that her clogged heart was better, she smiled slightly, "You're busy, I'm going upstairs .”

"Hey..." Aunt Li wanted to say something more, but Han Feixu didn't give her a chance to speak at all. Thinking that she might be meddling in other people's business, Aunt Li stomped her feet regretfully. It's better to ask less, this lady looks friendly and gentle, but she is actually more difficult to deal with than her eldest lady.

Han Feixu went back upstairs and sat in front of the table for a long time, she didn't know what to do, finally, she called Shen Sangluo.

Hearing that Ye Mingxin agreed to divorce, Shen Sangluo was very surprised, "She agreed?"

"Ah."

"Are you sure she really said that?!"

"determine."

Shen Sangluo didn't know what to say for a while, she felt that she should celebrate for her friend, after all, Ye Ming finally let go after so long arguing, let alone Han Feixu, she felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.

If it wasn't really impossible, who would want to let their marriage go to this point.

When getting married, everyone is rushing to grow old together and love each other, but how many people can really do it.

Han Feixu's voice was very calm, the same as usual, there was almost no difference, but almost meant almost, that is to say, there was still a difference.

Shen Sangluo asked tentatively, "How do you feel?"

Han Feixu lay back on the massage chair, she looked at the ceiling of the room, "It's okay, a little sad, but not much, just a little bit."

This is also normal, Shen Sang felt relieved, "At any rate, I have loved once, it is inevitable to feel sad, but after you get divorced, you will find that the days after divorce are happier. If you still feel uncomfortable, then You come to my place, let's go out for a stroll, don't stay alone all the time, you will make yourself sick."

Shen Sangluo heard an elegant laughter from the phone, and Han Feixu's tone seemed to be more active, "I see, but you are so busy, so I won't bother you. I will go out by myself in a while, go shopping and buy some It's delicious. Don't worry, I'm fine, don't you know me? I'm very strong now, and I'm almost invincible.”

Shen Sangluo didn't respond to her. After so many years, Han Feixu is indeed invulnerable to all poisons, but that's another matter. Once the word Ye Mingxin is attached to her, she will instantly turn into a tofu project, no need for an earthquake, All it takes is a light gust of wind to knock her down.

Hanging up the phone, Han Feixu really went out for shopping. She put on sunglasses and a hat, and dressed casually. No one would recognize her. She bought clothes in the morning, cosmetics in the afternoon, and went to an online celebrity dessert shop at noon After eating with the Internet celebrity hot pot restaurant, it was almost time to pick up Yiyi. Han Feixu stuffed the big and small bags into the trunk, and then sat in the driver's seat.

Driving all the way to the vicinity of the kindergarten, it was still a little early, so Han Feixu went shopping in the nearby commercial street.

There is a college area near here, from small kindergartens to large universities, all in this area, and the commercial street sells things for students. Like this store, it specializes in all kinds of gadgets that little girls like.

Han Feixu walked in and stood in front of a row of imitation jewelry. There were nearly a hundred rings neatly placed in the ring box, each of which cost no more than 50 yuan.Han Feixu's eyes lingered from random to the last row before suddenly freezing.

She took the ring out of the ring box.

This is a ring made of iron, and the inlaid on it is not even the most common zircon, it is probably a small piece of plastic.

But this ring is really similar to her wedding ring.

Her wedding ring is like this, a very simple and elegant ring, with a nearly [-]% red diamond inlaid in the middle, which is the rough stone that they both picked from the diamond factory. Perfectly cut into two brilliant diamonds.

The price of red diamonds is dozens of times higher than that of white diamonds, especially the one they bought with a very high clarity, which is the kind that they can't usually buy. Ye Mingxin told her at the time that they were lucky to be able to buy it. To such a beautiful diamond.

But now, Han Feixu felt that it was impossible to say whether the luck of the two of them was good, but the luck of the diamond was really bad.If they are bought by others, they will probably accompany their owners for a lifetime, but if they are bought by the two of them, they can only be reduced to the point where they are placed in a jewelry box. Even if someone gets it in the future, they will be told that their The previous owner ended in divorce.

She looked at it for too long, and her expression was not quite right. The salesperson began to wonder if she was a thief. Later, when the time was almost up, Han Feixu remembered that she had to pick up her daughter. She walked to the cashier and put this The ring was bought.

Han Feixu couldn't explain why she bought this ring, probably because she had already returned the real wedding ring, leaving a fake one as a thought.

Taking Yiyi home, Ye Mingxin didn't come back until Yiyi fell asleep. Watching her daughter fall asleep, Han Feixu went back to her room. The wine bottle and glass in her room had been taken away by her aunt, and she sat in front of the table , she returned to the state of the morning.

She didn't know what to do.

In fact, she is very busy and has a lot of things to do. She is about to get divorced, so many documents need to be signed, and so many materials need to be prepared. If she wants to fight for custody, she needs to do as her lawyer said. Come back and be prepared to take advantage of public opinion.

How could she have nothing to do when she was so busy.

Turn on the laptop, and click on the divorce agreement again. It has been three months since she came back, and she has been verbally telling Ye Mingxin that she wants a divorce. She has not read the divorce agreement carefully, nor printed it out.

Check it out tonight.

The deeper the night, the weaker the heart becomes.

Every word on the divorce agreement is so formal and serious, and every letter has no temperature, because the divorce itself has no temperature. If she can still feel a little bit of warmth, this agreement simply would not exist.

Han Feixu has always felt that since she got married, she has never had a happy day. She has troubles and sadness every day. Even if she goes abroad, stay away from those people and things that hurt her, and stay away from Ye Mingxin, her feelings have not changed much. .Ye Mingxin's family looked down on her, Ye Mingxin's career couldn't tolerate her, and even Ye Mingxin himself couldn't understand her.

This kind of marriage is simply a textbook-style failed marriage. If it is discussed online, people will ask her, why didn't you divorce earlier?

As long as things don't happen to me, everything others say can be boiled down to sarcastic remarks.

Why not divorce sooner?Of course it's because she doesn't want a divorce!

She still wants to work hard, she finally found someone she likes, maybe she will never find someone she likes again in this life, of course she doesn't want to give up.But now she has to give up, because she has been too tired these years, she wants to relax, there is no hate without love, and leaving the source of all love and hate for her, maybe she will no longer be sad.

but……

Han Feixu closed his eyes and rested his head on his hands.

She has been married for six years, and all the sorrows of the previous six years are not as much as today.

Looking at the divorce agreement, she wanted to cry, and looking at the fake ring she just bought, she also wanted to cry. She is not doing well if she is not divorced, and she seems to be having a bad life if she is divorced. Let your heart no longer be overloaded?

Sitting by the bay window, looking at the moon rising higher and higher, Han Feixu really had no choice. She wiped off the water stains on her face, took her mobile phone, and wanted to call Shen Sangluo, but No one picked up there all the time.

Throwing away the phone, Han Feixu held the fake ring and was stunned for a long time before she leaned over and brought over a pot of succulents at the end of the bay window. She dug a shallow hole in the soil , and buried the fake ring in it.

The real ones are gone, and there's no point in leaving the fake ones.

Han Feixu squeezed the safety buckle on her neck. She would do this when she was really helpless, so that she could feel that her mother and grandma were still by her side.

Everyone said, don't make any decisions at night, but she wants to make a decision now. She even has an impulsive thought. She wants to rush to Ye Mingxin's room right now and ask her if she really wants a divorce.

But what's the point of asking?

Han Feixu didn't know what it meant, but she just wanted to ask, and she wanted to know Ye Mingxin's answer. She lowered her head and clutched the safety button for a long time before Han Feixu stood up. She got up too fast and too violently. , She felt dizzy in her head.

Shaking her head, she walked down the bay window, but she just sat for too long, her legs became numb, and she couldn't stand upright. She staggered and fell to the ground. At this moment, she pulled the safety buckle in her hand When it broke, there was a bang, and the safety buckle rolled somewhere in the room.