[GL] The most jealous god in the universe

In He Yunhan's memory, there is very little about the warmth of home.

At that time, my father's career hadn't started yet, and he was running around every day, and my mother took care of her and her younger sister at home.

The family's finances are a little tight.

One dish and one soup, most of which are vegetarian dishes. Every day when Dad comes home, Mom will take the briefcase in his hand as soon as possible, and they don’t shy away from hugging Dad.

She and her sister would laugh secretly, and sometimes, she would cover her sister's eyes with her hands.

Meals are rough, but everyone is happy.

With the ups and downs of my father's work, my mother couldn't bear him to be under too much pressure, so she also found a job near her home, which was only a night shift. First, it was convenient to take care of her and her sister, and second, it was to subsidize the family.

Although they are close, but many times, the burden of taking care of the younger sister falls on He Yunhan.

The mother told Yunhan that when she was not at home, no matter who knocked on the door, do not open it, otherwise someone would snatch her sister away.

The little He Yunhan was frightened and frightened. Whenever she left, she would hug her sister tightly and protect her in her arms.

Occasionally, when it rains and thunders, Yun Yang trembles with fright, she is also afraid, but she loves her sister more, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid that sister will protect you."

Yun Yang's soft body leaned against her arms so helplessly, from then on, He Yunhan told herself that she had to be strong.

Because, she is a sister.

The days passed by.

In the middle of the day, my father came home, happily hugged her and Yunyang in his arms, and kissed her vigorously.

That day, he was very happy, and told He's mother in a rambling manner that he met a noble person in the business field and joined a company called Shenghuang.

This was a turning point in Dad's life.

They were all happy for him.

But she never thought that that would also be a turning point for the family.

The conditions at home are getting better day by day. She and her younger sister no longer stand aside to watch other children eat snacks, and no longer wear old clothes.

But whatever they want, parents will answer.

Later, she changed schools and transferred to a noble school.

When she first entered, she was very uncomfortable.

Although they are all the same age, they all have such arrogance and unapproachable... nobleness on their faces.

She was not good at talking when she was a child.

So, she has no friends.

Occasionally, I will be bullied by my classmates.

Yunhan knows how difficult it is for her parents to have what they are today, so she can't cause them any more trouble.

Sometimes, when she was injured and went home, she would go to the bathroom by herself, face the mirror, and wipe the wound little by little.

At the beginning, she shed tears from the pain, and sometimes the sand got into the flesh, which was very difficult to clean.

She didn't dare to let her parents see it, and she was even more afraid of scaring her sister.

Later, a little bit, it seemed to be numb.

Going to school alone and leaving school alone, everything becomes a habit.

The happiest time was when the driver's uncle brought his younger sister to pick her up.

She will never forget.

In winter, Yunyang was wearing a white bulging down jacket, standing at the gate of the school, like a little snowman, waiting for her with a smile.

Her eyes were pitch black, and when Yunhan walked out of the school gate, she would immediately reach out and hug Yunhan, calling out sweetly, "Sister."

Yunhan held her in his arms, kissed her soft and tender cheeks, her heart was soft and happy.

Someone said it.

In this world, the most fickle thing is the human heart.

Parents started arguing.

Later, the quarrel escalated and turned into throwing things, and finally, it even reached the point of fighting.

Every time, they fight.

Yun Han would always hug Yun Yang, and could only hide in the closet.

Everything in the house was smashed, and there were shards of glass all over the floor. She was afraid that her sister would be stabbed in the foot.

Yun Yang looked at Yun Han in fear, Yun Han was also afraid, but could only hug her: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, my sister is here."

She didn't know how to describe that gray time.

Once, she also resented her parents.

Resent why they can't give her and her sister a complete and warm home.

Later, gradually, she also adapted.

Human adaptability is truly terrifying.

It seems that no matter what kind of pain, He Yunhan can swallow it after the washing of time.

Mom started drinking, smoking, and going out all night with her poker buddies.

And Dad was even more hangover, and when he came home occasionally, the strong smell of perfume on his body was the trigger for quarrels.

Repeatedly, endless beatings, scolding and quarrels.

Yunhan just loves her sister.

He tried his best to protect her, but... At that time, her strength was still too small.

Yunyang grew up in such an environment full of quarrels and hurting each other.

She is rebellious, she is stubborn.

At the age of 14, she got a wing tattooed on her foot.

She told Yunhan: "Sister, do you know how much I want to take you away from this house."

In her dreams, she wanted to fly out with her sister and escape from all this terrible things.

At that time, Yun Han vaguely felt that something was wrong with her.

Yunhan is afraid and worried, but powerless, she can only make herself stronger as soon as possible.

, He Yunhan officially entered the Holy Emperor.

There, although there are beautiful sisters, handsome brothers, and a very kind old Mr. Xiao.

But she is still young after all, sitting in such a position, it is inevitable that others will discuss it.

Yunhan is not a person who can talk. In such an environment full of elites, she also learned to shut up early.

Don't stand in line.

Do not discuss.

Don't lie.

Days and nights when others couldn't see, she tried her best to work hard. Occasionally, when she was exhausted, Yunhan would stand at Yunyang's door and take a look. The little meatball in her arms, her heart, became more at ease like this.

At that time, Mr. Xiao found that the child had a kind of ruthlessness. She once saw Yunhan being squeezed so that her eyes were red, but she still just nodded, didn't say anything, and didn't let the tears flow down.

Mr. Xiao thought about it for a while, and asked someone to bring He Yunhan there to raise him with his useless granddaughter Xiao You.

I want my granddaughter to see what is strong and what is contrast.

With the help of Mr. Xiao, gradually.

Yunhan's work has improved.

Not only in her career, she also has new achievements in acting.

Many people praised He Yunhan as an acting genius, saying that with natural language and young age, he can try to make tragic characters so vivid.

He Yunhan remained silent.

But he smiled lightly in his heart.

Tragic character?try?Really... try?

Gradually, during the exercise, she seemed to have found her true self.

She feels the world.

Sometimes, when a play is over, she still can't get out.

Days and nights of sinking, with a bright moon in front of her head, she would sit on the cold floor all night, Yun Yang saw it, and hugged her sister distressedly, without saying a word.

Over the years, the two sisters have long been accustomed to relying on each other and licking each other's wounds.

Later, even her father, who had always been disdainful, looked at her with admiration, saying that she had the blood of the He family in her bones.

Ha ha.

Yes.

He Yunhan looked at herself in the mirror, and she stared blankly, not knowing if it was her or herself.

slowly.

The 17-year-old sister has grown up, and she told Yunhan: "Sister, I want to move out, I can finally... finally escape from here."

Yun Han was silent, with a hint of sadness.

Knowing that she couldn't control her thoughts, he could only try his best to help her choose a good place.

Yunyang is different from Yunhan, she likes music and rock.

What she wanted, Yunhan naturally strongly supported.

Money and the like have long been unimportant to Yunhan.

In this life, Yunhan hopes to use everything she has to make her sister happy.

Parents gave her a broken home, and she would try to fill it with some warmth.

Later, Yunyang met Adi.

Yunhan has kept silent about her relationship.

It's not that I don't like Adi.

He is a sunny and cheerful young man full of enthusiasm for life, his smile is different from their sisters.

And He Yunhan always felt that they were not people from the same space.

Yunyang once asked Yunhan coquettishly: "Sister, do you not like Wendi?"

Yunhan shook her head lightly.

Yun Yang pouted, "Then why don't you smile? Could it be...jealous?"

Seeing Yunyang's smile, Yunhan's heart softened.

Well, as long as she likes it, she can do whatever.

They are very affectionate, and the smile on Yunyang's face increases day by day, she is very relieved to see it.

Yunhan doesn't ask for Adi's background and status.

As long as he treats Yunyang well, she can give him all of this.

But one day.

Adi found it. His eyes were red and his voice was hoarse: "Sister...do you know? Yunyang has depression."

Yun Han stared blankly, looking at him.

She knew they were living together.

Adi lowered his head, "She couldn't sleep all night... Sometimes, she finally fell asleep, and suddenly woke up at four or five o'clock, sweating all over her body. We consulted many psychiatrists and took medicine. , can't be cured..."

Yun Han went to find Yun Yang.

Yun Yang seemed to have known that her sister had come to look for her.

She looked at her sister, smiled slightly, but she wiped tears from the corners of her eyes, "Sister, what do you say... what's wrong with me? I'm fine... I have no worries about food and clothing, I have you and Adi, why should I... ...Why do I always feel that I have come to a corner, why can't I always get out?"

She felt that she did not deserve happiness.

The people of their He family are a disaster to their lover.

Dad is like this, aunt is like this, and so is she.

She and Adi had reached the point where they were talking about marriage, and she met Adi's mother. The old lady had a pair of sharp eyes, as if she could pierce her heart right away, leaving her nowhere to hide.

For this reason, Adi fell out with his family.

Adi's mother had a very headache, "Son, I don't care what kind of person you are looking for. You have been independent since childhood, and your father and I have never cared about you. But look at her, is she normal??? She is gloomy in her bones , let it go, you are still young, you can't bear such pain at all, let it go, while you are still young, there is still time."

The torture of family affection and love.

Adi lost weight in a short period of time.

He Yunyang proposed to break up, but he refused to agree.

In this way, the two entangled for three years.

Yunhan spared a lot of time to accompany her sister, taking care of her carefully, fearing that she would be overwhelmed.

As the Spring Festival approached, Yunyang said that he would go back to his alma mater to hand over some matters, and He Yunhan wanted to accompany her, but she refused.

During the quarrel, Yun Yang lost his temper, "I'm not your captive canary, why did you keep me locked up since childhood???"

He Yunhan swallowed the pain at that moment again.

before leaving.

Adi came to look for Yunyang again, he held her hand and refused to let go no matter what.

Yunyang was in tears, and she kissed Adi: "You go, remember my most beautiful appearance back then, I don't want our love to be exhausted like this."

Seeing that it is the Chinese New Year.

Yun Yang hasn't come back yet.

He Yunhan called her time and time again, even booked a plane ticket, and was going to find her.

at night.

Suddenly, she received a call from her sister.

He Yunhan didn't know that Yun Yang was sitting on the eighteenth floor rooftop at that time.

He Yunhan didn't want to recall those painful experiences.

But before my sister left, those words were like black vines wrapping around her heart, leaving no room for her to suffocate.

— Sister, I love you, sorry.

Sister, I'm so tired, I want to take a rest, I'm sorry, you help me take care of my parents... Also, tell Adi, I...I'm sorry for her.

Cold rain, cold cemetery.

Yunyang's departure crushed this precarious home.

And He Yunhan's belief that he had held on since he was a child was completely shattered.

Parents completely broke up.

He Yunhan was already numb.

The departure of her younger sister took away her last spiritual support.

For a moment, the world was vast, and she didn't know why she existed.

People, what is the purpose of living?

suffer?

Gradually, she felt a big black hand gripping her, torturing her forever.

He Yunhan finally felt the day and night torture that his sister mentioned in his body.

It turned out that it hurt so much.

She felt sorry for Yun Yang.

She has lived for more than 20 years, always for Yunyang, as if she has lost herself.

after that.

Adi also came to Yunhan once, he wanted a photo of Yunyang.

After the two broke up, Yunyang burned everything down.

He Yunhan stared into his eyes, "Adi, what are you doing?"

She was so sensitive after all that she had been through.

Adi lowered his head, his eyes were red: "Sister, I miss her so much."

Really Want……

Who, isn't it?

On that day, Adi left and never came back.

He Yunhan thought for a long time, and called Adi's parents, but the response was to curse.

——You guys are all demons, demons!My son is devastated! !Do you still have the face to make a phone call? ? ? ?

After He Yunhan knew the cause of Adi's death, she fainted in the office.

It was Xiao You who sent her to the hospital.

Gao Yi looked nervous, "Mr. Xiao, I'm afraid she is not well..."

Not so good...

All of this, to He Yunhan, no longer mattered.

The worst thing is to leave?

Sometimes, death is also a kind of relief.

Numb life, numb work, He Yunhan tastes the world in one play after another.

Occasionally, it would evoke a trace of memories in her heart. In the dead of night, she held a glass of red wine and looked at the bright moon for a long time.

He's father and mother are still arguing day and night.

That incomplete relationship finally broke.

Mother He cried to her, the pain, the sadness, she had no way to comfort her anymore.

However, for the sake of property, being calculated by his biological father still added a trace of coldness in He Yunhan's heart.

She has changed.

Become numb, become cold, and even become a little cruel.

Even Mr. Xiao dared not offend those who did not dare to do, she should bear it.

She also accepted all those entertainments.

Even if it was beyond the tolerance of her body, she endured it.

Throwing up stomach bleeding.

After entering the hospital, He Yunhan looked at the drip and felt the warm liquid flow into her body. She actually felt a sense of comfort.

She knew that she might be one step closer to death.

She is not afraid.

Between heaven and earth, she no longer has a home, no one she loves, right?

Live one day at a time.

If one day she dies, she hopes that someone will scatter her ashes into the sea and let her drift around.

In the next life, she doesn't want to be a human anymore.

too bitter.

Life that repeats day by day is like a mechanical watch.

That's the way it is in this life.

Until she saw the child.

Her smile is so bright, her eyes are so clear.

in the sun.

She stretched out her hand, her long hair fluttering, and said softly, "Come on, Yunhan, I'll take you home."

redemption.

He Yunhan thought that her heart was already cold and dead.

But when Feng Yu approached, it would throb violently again.

——Yuanbao, thank you, you let me know that this world is so beautiful.

It turned out that I also wanted to live.