Heartbreaker

The puppet in the room next to me said that the world inside the "rat cage" is very different from the world outside the "rat cage".He stuttered and vomited a slushy paste from time to time.He said that the doctors fed him medicine, and his skin became smooth and tender, but he kept vomiting, even his stomach was about to come out.In fact I think he's talking nonsense, because his shell is rough and gray all the way, not as delicate as he says it is.

I asked him what was beyond the "rat cage".He described the strange and splendid scene to me, and I listened without saying a word, listening to him happily narrate, and described the magnificent and glamorous scenes vividly.

I said, "No way, you're lying to me. All I can see is garbage and rotten meat."

He sighed, "I, I didn't lie to you. Here, it's too depressing and depressing. Many young people and people go crazy in this kind of situation, saying that they want, want to die..."

He was almost breathless, and let out another ferocious vomiting sound.I stared at him and felt sick to my stomach, but I patiently stayed where I was when I thought of the clear sky in his mouth.

"It's not easy to escape, escape from here...but once you go out, go here..."

[The world is bright. 】

It is not easy to escape from here.

My feet are in a pool of blood, and a sea of ​​scarlet corpses bursts into view.The strong smell of blood enveloped me, and insects squirmed in the rotting flesh.

I covered my stomach and spat it out.

rustling... rustling...

I hunched over, clutching the fishbone tightly, and watched as transparent smoke billowed from above the severed limbs, grinning and screaming at me.They rose higher and higher, enveloping me at the bottom, and their hollow facial features transformed into various shapes.

【We are dead...】

They wept and whimpered and said, "We are dead..."

【Save us...】

【Save us...】

I hacked them with fishbone like crazy, those transparent bodies separated and gathered, squeezed my head, and seemed to want to drill into my nostrils.I held up the fishbone, the dark passage in front, and the moss layer leading to the "squirrel cage" behind...

I roared, ran forward from the pile of bones, and rushed into the darkness where I couldn't see my fingers.Something held me, and I flung it away, beating it, blood on my cheeks and hair.The fishbone in my hand has been broken off in half, and the soft touch under my feet is still moving.

"Uh!"

I fell down, and the scar on my left leg was extremely itchy, as if something had crawled into it.I used fishbone to cut off a piece of leg meat to relieve the itching, the pain made me almost faint.I heard my own gasping, which seemed to be mixed with vague sobs.I can smell the bloody stench of myself, dirtier than any filth I've ever felt.

But I can't stop.As soon as I stop, I'm back in the "squirrel cage" full of garbage monsters.What's worse, he will die here, adding another member to the pile of bones.

I want to see the world outside the "rat cage"——

I want to see……

……

……

squeak...

I pushed back the slate above my head, and poked my head, and my whole exhausted body, out of it.The soles of my feet were covered in a mess of mucus, and the shaved flesh of my leg was so painful that it was numb.I hugged my two stiff legs outside, raised my head, looked up at the sky, and my breathing suddenly became rapid!

【what--! ! 】

I let out a hoarse roar, which made my chest ache, and spit out a few mouthfuls of blood.My head was hit by a hammer, and I was dizzy. My whole body fell to the ground and convulsed like a disease.

Blood dripped from my nostrils, I let go of the fishbone in my hand, and covered my bloody cheeks.

Beyond the "rat cage", there is still a "rat cage".

Only the eyes of the sky became faces in relief, my own, bloody faces.Two gigantic eyes shot out a dim light, enveloping my body from the dome.

"Ah..." I stared blankly, unable to speak, and could only utter vaguely, "Uh... slightly..."

Dirty blood gushed out from my lips one after another. I reached out tremblingly, but I didn't know what to grab.

I was deceived.

No matter how I move forward, there will be no turning point, and there will be no wonderful world in my fantasy.

****

I staggered between the dark world, trying to pick a human leg that was not so thick and kill it.I was in a trance, humming songs, like a drunk, wandering around in a drunken night that belonged to him alone.

When I wanted to die, I was lucky and found a mountain of legs as white as jade.The big white legs are intertwined and stacked to form a steeple shape.

After finally seeing such a clean thing, I felt relieved to feel the smooth and hard surface, and touched two snow-white and thick butterfly bones along the delicate lines.

It feels like a tomato in a "squirrel cage" and should knock my brains out.

"Hey hey hey..."

I touched the butterfly bone and smirked, closed my eyes, and bumped into it——

"what!!"

In the haze, I heard the beautiful and clear singing like a gurgling stream, the deafening crash, and piercing screams.The sound of singing and impact gradually dissipated, and with a "ding", I had a splitting headache, and my eye sockets were wet with sticky blood.

Hell, I didn't die.

Screams turned into panicked yells, and "somebody" and other random yells, like buzzing swarms of flies.The sound of hurried footsteps sounded in my ears, and I turned my head, moved my dirty cheek from the cold floor tiles, and glimpsed the surrounding environment from the corner of my eye...

The overwhelming light sprinkled from the wide four-cornered church, and the halo reflected by the stained glass was confusing and complicated, reflecting the statues of gods in different postures in the corners.Everyone was wearing extravagant dresses, and when they heard the loud crash, they all got up from the mahogany seats and looked at me in amazement, who was lying on the cashmere blanket covered in dirt.

And at the end of a long carpet, on the third-tiered dark green marble platform, stood a figure.I looked at him, and the pupils of my eyes were immediately covered with soft light, as if a snow had quietly fallen in my field of vision, burying the filth and gloom of the world together.

This is the corner of the world I once imagined.

There is light, people, singing, ivory columns, spacious and splendid houses, and floor tiles that reflect brilliance.

And God.Pure, beautiful, quiet, bright.At this moment, standing still at the end of my line of sight.

I stared straight at my beautiful god, trembling all over, and my eyes were dry, like a harbinger of fragmentation.He wore a white robe trimmed with gold thread, a white ribbon was tied in front of his eyes, scriptures were held in the crook of his arm, a snow-white hand was raised in the air, and a trace of naive confusion appeared on his soft face.

"Who broke in?!"

A few monks standing in the corner saw me crashing in, lying on the carpet, as if they saw bedbugs in the gutter or a mangy dog ​​full of fleas.

"God, did this guy crawl out of the garbage dump!!" With disgust on their faces, they huffed and tossed their dark robes, stomped their feet furiously, and walked towards me quickly!

"Ah-ahh!"

I couldn't pronounce the complete syllables, so I got up from the carpet in embarrassment and rushed forward!The monks were yelling and chasing after me, but I seemed to lose my hearing for a moment, and I only knew to rush towards the pure and flawless figure in the center, as if the end was coming, as if I would die in the next moment, so bold and crazy——

Boom boom!It seemed to be a certain purpose, when I was about to reach out to the beautiful god, I tripped over the steps and fell heavily to the ground!

The nose was smashed again, and blood spattered everywhere.I collapsed on the ground panting, curled up my limbs, and hugged my scarred body.I smelled the stench on my skin, and I wanted to cry, but there were no tears.

Fate stopped me.

Prevent me now, my stinking body, my filthy soul, from touching the beautiful god.I closed my eyes, shrunk my body, and waited for those monks to catch me. The raindrops of fists covered my whole body, and I was thrown into a certain corner to be whipped and tortured...

"..."

However, the expected punishment did not come, a pair of cold arms suddenly embraced me and hugged me into their arms.Surprised cries came from the audience, ups and downs, I opened my eyes, and a flawless and beautiful face was reflected in the blood-stained vision, which almost made me faint again.

I pursed my lips and thought in horror, I'm dirty, I stink, I'm covered in scars and blood.I didn't deserve to defile my god with this disgusting mutilation, I'm guilty, I'm damned...

"You are so warm."

My god laughed.

The author has something to say: Thanks to the little angel "Dongli Jun" for the nutrient solution! XD