Bloodline Survival Guide

After Chen Zhen left there, he walked like a wandering spirit for a long time.

There are many people on the street, all different from him.

These people have parents, family, relatives, classmates and friends, and have jobs, careers, and academic futures. Their expressions are hasty and real, and they are all running for a better life.But Chen Zhen is different, he doesn't need to work and work hard to live smoothly, someone can arrange everything for him, and he doesn't have to worry about food and clothing and tomorrow.

Human pleasure is made up of meaning.That 'sense of meaning' is made up of trivial things - because life is fragile and small, so we try our best to shine and make life full and abundant...

For example, to connect with others; or to devote effort and love to a thing.People are chasing the "meaning" of their existence, trying their best to leave some traces of their lives on this unchanging land.

Because it is limited, human beings will cherish time more or less.

what about me?

Chen Zhen asked himself.

What is the meaning of eternal life?

What is the meaning of life?

If life can really have no end, can live forever, then... what is the meaning?

No vampire dies because of 'oldness'.He has heard of many death methods of the same race. Some were caught and burned to death because they were too complacent and mingled among humans, some were too rampant to hunt and kill humans at random and were immediately executed by the blood shadow, and most of them lived too much. Killed myself by being bored.

There are also various ways to kill yourself - some embraced the scorching sun before dying, and enjoyed the right to bask in the sun for the last time.Some died before the cross, satirizing God with their death, and poured their own blood in front of the cross.Others killed themselves in the bathtub, and wrote on the wall with their own blood: Life is so boring, followed by a word starting with F.

They live in the darkness of this world, opposite to the light.Eternal life is a long carnival for some people, but it is too long, and sometimes it will drive people crazy and turn them into monsters.

Chen Zhen thought...Liu Feng didn't live for a long time in the blood clan, nor did he live well.The beliefs that supported his life were destroyed one by one, and he made Liu Changsheng suffer by taking revenge on others and himself, so he really got what he wanted.

They seem to love each other, but keep hurting each other.

There is no record of love in "Guide to Survival of the Blood Race", and there are no templates and records about human love, probably because human beings themselves still don't know what love is, when it happens, when it changes, and when it disappears. None of the answers.

Chen Zhen maintained this state and wandered on the road without thinking until the evening.

A large piece of blood-like red glow appeared in the sky, and the whole city was shrouded in an orange-red glow. Some of the occasions were ironic, as if they were mourning for the life that died with the wind.

Walking in the setting sun, Chen Zhen walked downstairs to Shen Mingguang and his so-called house unknowingly, even unconsciously.

Or maybe it's because I have nowhere to go?

There is a big locust tree opposite this house.When he first liked this human being, he hid secretly in a tree, watching him enter the house, go out to school, and watch him turn off the lights in the room.

He glanced at the locust tree, walked towards the house, and saw Shen Mingguang.

He stood in the sun, frowning, lowering his head, he didn't know what he was thinking, and he hadn't seen himself yet.

He is waiting for me, Chen Zhen repeated in his heart.

What is the meaning of living?

Chen Zhen looked at the person in front of him and felt that he was exhausted.

The appearance of Shen Mingguang standing tall and tall in the sunlight is the meaning he can find, right?

Can you believe it?

Chen Zhen didn't let himself hesitate for too long, he ran over a few steps and hugged Shen Mingguang, embracing the meaning he could grasp.

very warm.

Chen Zhen suddenly felt a sense of relief, like a swallow returning to her nest, a boat docking, and a tired person finally having a place to rest.

Shen Mingguang quickly embraced Chen Zhen, put his chin on his head, first stroked his short hair, and then immediately began to ask the teacher: "Why did you knock me out? Can't you tell me if you are dissatisfied with me? Where did you go? I didn’t say when I’d be back, I’m worried, do you know..."

Chen Zhen felt like crying a little bit.It's not clear whether it's Xia Guang's gentleness, or Shen Mingguang's gentle tone, or whether he feels that his situation is too wronged, maybe both.

"I did something I didn't like but had to do." Chen Zhen didn't want to explain too much, "Don't ask, you can't control it."

Shen Mingguang didn't continue to ask, just said: "Why don't you let me go with you, what should you do if you are bullied again?"

Chen Zhen's tone was sullen, and he glanced at him, "It's ridiculous, you can't beat him, so what are you doing?"

Shen Mingguang didn't agree very much, "Whether you can fight well is another story, but I can still stand in front of you if I go, can't I?"

"...This is not allowed, you give up this stupid idea."

"I was serious."

"It's even more impossible to be serious." Chen Zhen smiled, "Why don't you go to me if you are worried about me? You stand here as if you are being punished. I don't know what you think you are doing. Special business."

Shen Mingguang pinched Chen Zhen's face, "During the time you were away, I went to school to help you with the class and took notes, and I also finished the half-term homework for you during the class, and I bought you on the way back. I made a pot of soup for my favorite dish."

Chen Zhen was silent for a moment, "...who asked what you did, I asked why you didn't come to me!"

Shen Mingguang pinched the other side of his face, "I don't know why you left, and I don't know where you went, did I do something that made you unhappy and ran away... I'm afraid you won't see me when you come back , I will wait for you to come back at home."

Chen Zhen felt guilty for no reason: "...Then why don't you wait at home, isn't it tiring to stand here? Are you stupid?"

Shen Mingguang smiled, and moved both hands together to pinch the flesh on Chen Zhen's cheeks. Seeing that this face changed from cute to even cuter, he looked at the pair of blue eyes and said, "I want to come downstairs to pick you up, let me take a look." I saw that I was waiting for you."

Chen Zhen said, "Really, are you waiting for me?"

Shen Mingguang smiled, let go of his face, looked at Chen Zhen sincerely, and said softly:

"Vidal, I have been waiting for you."