Dedicated every day to make Master go crazy

Summer is the easiest time to be restless.

Especially for Gu Zhichuan, Xie Jingtong is obviously the most impetuous culprit.

Originally, he was just sitting and playing chess, but he didn't know which action of Xie Jingtong stimulated Gu Zhichuan again, but in the next second he suddenly pulled him up and pushed him against the wall.

The walls are still a little hard, which can make people feel pain instantly.

Xie Jingtong has been very obedient lately. Gu Zhichuan acted so violently today, he only frowned at the very beginning, and then quietly lowered his eyes without saying a word.

In the past, Gu Zhichuan liked him the most when he was obedient, but now seeing him not resisting at all, he still felt inexplicably irritable.

Gu Zhichuan didn't like Xie Jingtong's cold look with downcast eyes.

That would make him feel... Xie Jingtong never took him seriously.

Xie Jingtong's eyes are so beautiful, these eyes can hold the sun, the moon, the mountains and rivers, the flowers in front of the court, and the woman he likes, but they can never hold him.

Every time Xie Jingtong looked at him, his eyes were cold and empty. He looked at him as if he was looking at someone else through him.

Gu Zhichuan didn't know who Xie Jingtong was looking at, but presumably it was Su Yue, or even some other former friend.

Anyone can, anyone can.

Except him.

Except...he was in front of him at this moment.

Why can't he see him? !

Gu Zhichuan gradually began to feel restless.

The restlessness intensified, slowly turning into a sense of empty hopelessness.

Gu Zhichuan felt more fearful day by day.

He began to feel that no matter what he did, Xie Jingtong would never be his.

Even if Xie Jingtong is in his arms right now, even if he can do anything to him that he wanted to do so much but didn't dare to do, even if Xie Jingtong is extremely obedient every time, no matter what he wants Xie Jingtong to do, he will do it. He did as he did, but he still couldn't catch Xie Jingtong.

Because Xie Jingtong didn't see him.

Xie Jingtong never cared about him.

Gu Zhichuan began to fidget.

He often wakes up in the middle of the night, and the first thing he does after waking up is to touch and find Xie Jingtong by his side.

In fact, Xie Jingtong was in his arms every time, and Gu Zhichuan would subconsciously hug him tightly every time he slept.

But Xie Jingtong will subconsciously and try his best to stay away from him every time.

Xie Jingtong did not wake up.

He just... Even in his sleep, he didn't like him the same.

After waking up, Gu Zhichuan would stare blankly at Xie Jingtong's sleeping face.

In fact, according to his previous relationship with Xie Jingtong, he should not be familiar with Xie Jingtong's sleeping face. After all, the relationship between the two of them was not good enough to fall asleep.

But Gu Zhichuan always miraculously felt that he was actually very familiar with Xie Jingtong's sleeping appearance.

Gu Zhichuan sometimes felt that he did not know where, and quietly stood beside Xie Jingtong's bed to see him sleeping soundly.

He didn't dare to disturb Xie Jingtong, he didn't even dare to let Xie Jingtong know where he was.

He just... stayed there quietly, watching him from the birth of the moon to the sunset of the moon.

Under what circumstances would a person look at a person's sleeping face like this for a whole night?

I'm afraid it's only when... I really like it, but I know I can't like it.

But it's really... hopeless love.

Gu Zhichuan pressed Xie Jingtong against the wall, and approached him forcefully. Gu Zhichuan took a breath, and couldn't help pinching Xie Jingtong's jaw, forcing him to raise his head.

Gu Zhichuan: "Look at me."

Xie Jingtong's eyelashes trembled, and then he slowly raised his eyelids obediently.

Gu Zhichuan saw Xie Jingtong's eyes, Xie Jingtong's eyes were very black, different from the black and brown of ordinary people, his eyes were really pure black.

He raised his eyes, and the mist in his eyes slowly dissipated, like a bottle of top-quality inkstone, in which there were waves of water that had just been ground and slowly swayed away.

It's too good to be true.

It's a pity that if Fang Mo wrote, it must not be his name.

Gu Zhichuan frowned, slowly leaned over, and gently kissed Xie Jingtong's eyes.

The movements are gentle and affectionate.

There was a salty taste on the tip of the tongue, as if... this person was crying.

Xie Jingtong blinked his eyes, he didn't speak, but kept staring at a certain place.

Gu Zhichuan didn't like him very much, so he put in more effort and asked him, "What are you looking at?"

Xie Jingtong slowly rolled his eyes, and slowly looked at Gu Zhichuan.

He seemed to be smiling, and Gu Zhichuan even felt that Xie Jingtong was smiling maliciously at that moment.

"Dead game." Xie Jingtong said, "Look at the chess game we played just now, it was clearly a dead game."

*****

Most of Su Yong's illness has recovered, and according to the original plan, she could have left the treatment center long ago.

After staying in the treatment center for a year, no matter how patient she is, she will feel bored, especially Su Yue is actually a very lively and playful person.

Su Yong was literally counting the days and waiting to leave every day, but for some reason, the therapists who had clearly promised her that she would be discharged from the hospital as soon as the second round of treatment started suddenly changed their tone. She was not allowed to leave without saying anything, and most of the excuses used were "maybe there is still the possibility of infecting other residents, and we have to experiment again."

Su Yong was very suspicious about this. If she didn't know that Gu Zhichuan was helping her live here, and the medical staff here absolutely didn't have the guts to fool the city lord, she would have suspected that they did it on purpose.

Xie Jingtong used to come almost every day, but during this time he came less and less.

Sitting on the hospital bed, Su Yong glanced at the desk calendar beside her, and made a rough calculation. It has been almost a week since Xie Jingtong visited her last time.

Su Yue couldn't help but pursed her mouth in grievance. Xiaotong used to cling to her tightly, and he looked like an abandoned puppy if he didn't see her for a long time. He accused her with aggrieved eyes, but this time it took seven days No, don't come to see her yet.

Is it because the boy grows up, finally has his own friends and his own life, and begins to feel that her sister is not so special to the only one?

Maybe you already have someone you like?

When the little nurse in charge of her came in, she happened to see Su Yue like this.

The little nurse is still young, with an outgoing and lively personality. She has been with Su Yue for a long time, and she has a friendship with her. Seeing Su Yue like this, she couldn't help laughing and said, "So boring? Are you waiting?" who?"

Su Yue played with her fingers: "Wait for Xiaotong, he hasn't come to see me for a long time. I can't go out either. It's really boring to stay here by myself."

As he spoke, he reached out and picked up the things on the bedside table, and flicked them with his fingers: "I specially reserved these snacks for Xiaotong. He hasn't come here, so I almost can't eat them."

When the little nurse heard this, her hands, which were still arranging things, paused, and she didn't know what to say for a moment.

In fact, sometimes she can't see the thoughts of these people clearly.

In fact, now basically everyone in the base knows that Xie Jingtong is Gu Zhichuan's male|favorite at home.

Only Su Yue didn't know.

Because Xie Jingtong did not allow Su Yong to leave the treatment center, Su Yong has not heard any similar rumors so far.

Su Yong could have left here long ago, but once Su Yong left here, it would not be that easy for Xie Jingtong to control the rumors around Su Yong.

And Xie Jingtong obviously didn't want Su Yong to know, so he managed to keep Su Yong here.

As for why Xie Jingtong hasn't come here recently...

The little nurse thought of the recent rumors that "Gu Chengzhu has been watching Xie Jingtong closely recently and forbids him to go out", and she roughly understood the reason.

If Xie Jingtong is Gu Zhichuan's plaything, what about Su Yue?

Being raised by the city lord's male|pet..."Sweetheart"?

It sounds a little ironic.

The little nurse stopped the wild thoughts in her mind, and reminded Su Yue casually: "I should have told you before, right? Because of the medicine you are taking now, the baby in your stomach will definitely not be able to survive. Instead of waiting until the time of fetal arrest and affecting For your body, you might as well take this child out now. The time has been set in the next few days, you..."

The little nurse paused as she spoke, and couldn't bear to continue talking.

Pregnancy in the last days is an extremely dangerous thing, because the child may be infected with the virus on its own when the mother is not infected with the zombie virus. It is a narrow escape for a woman to give birth to a child, and it is even more so now.

Once the pregnant child is really infected with the virus, the mother has no possibility of survival.

Su Yue's situation is even more special.

Because she is still using other drugs, she can't even do regular virus testing like other ordinary pregnant women, and the drugs she uses are already extremely harmful to the fetus.

Under such circumstances, naturally no one would suggest that Su Yue continue to give birth to this child.

Mothers are always more precious than children.

And if this child is really born...

The little nurse couldn't help shivering when she thought of Gu Zhichuan's cold eyes when she came here to confirm the news of Su Yue's pregnancy.

Su Yue lowered her head, stretched out her hand to caress her stomach, smiled, and said softly, "I know, I understand."

"Let's just think it's...the fate hasn't arrived yet." Su Yue said softly, not knowing whether she was telling the nurse or herself.

"It's good if you think so." The little nurse was still young, and she really didn't know how to comfort her in this situation.

As she spoke, she frowned, and said suddenly: "Then have you talked to Xie Jingtong? As the father of the child, he should know..."

Before the little nurse finished speaking, Su Yue, who was still rubbing her stomach in a daze, interrupted her in surprise: "Wait a minute, what are you talking about? This child is not..."

Su Yue's face was full of astonishment, she really didn't understand why the little nurse thought her child belonged to Xie Jingtong.

Xiaotong is only 19 years old this year, does she look like such a beast? !

The father of the child in Su Yue's womb is named Xie Fu, who was Su Yue's former senior.

The two had known each other since they were still in school.

Su Yong always felt that she and Xie Fu seemed to be very destined, and they could always meet each other in various places.

Xie Fu is a typical shy and sunny boy. He would blush when talking to Su Yue. Occasionally, when he plucked up the courage to look up at Su Yue, his eyes were always sparkling.

A boy of this age will not hide his heart at all, if he likes it, he likes it, and the temptation can be revealed from the corners of his eyes and brows.

Su Yue would often see Xie Fu's red ears, and as time passed, she began to feel that this boy was really interesting, and began to have feelings for him.

Xie Fu is naturally not as good-looking as Xie Jingtong, but liking this kind of thing is just a feeling when eyes meet.

Probably the phrase "ah, it's him!" said in the soul.

The two had been ambiguous for the entire university period, but they were young at that time, and no one broke it.

In the end of the world, the two naturally lost contact.

A few months ago, Su Yong met Xie Fu again.

Xie Fu awakened his ability. Although it was just an ordinary power-type ability, he lived well in the last days and joined the official ability team.

Xie Fu became much more resolute, but when facing Su Yong, he still blushed when he saw her.

That bewildered look was clearly the same as when she was on campus foolishly carrying breakfast across the entire campus looking for her.

Seeing Xie Fu crying with joy when he saw her, Su Yong's heart was also moved.

After all, this is also the person she liked when she was young.

Of course, the relationship between the two shouldn't have progressed so quickly, but later, because Xie Fu was going out of the base to go on a mission, Su Yue saw him off, and the two drank some wine, then...

cough cough cough.

Su Yue's ears couldn't help but turn red, she glanced at her stomach, lowered her head to hide the sadness in her eyes.

She is still young, and she has her own child for the first time, and it is still with her sweetheart, but she can't keep it. It's not without sadness or regret.

Moreover, Xie's return to the base to do the mission was a narrow escape, and it was uncertain whether he would be able to return.

However, Su Yong understands that it is more important to survive by herself.

She still has to wait here for Xie Fu to come back, she still has to take care of Xie Jingtong, she still has many things to do.

She can't die yet.

Su Yong thought aimlessly for a while, and suddenly realized that she had only spoken half of her rebuttal just now, when she looked up, she suddenly saw a person standing at the door.

It's Xie Jingtong.

Just now she was talking about the man who hadn't come in a week and was standing at the door.

It's just that the expression on Xie Jingtong's face doesn't look very good.

His face was very pale, Xie Jingtong was standing by the door, he seemed a little tired, holding the door frame with one hand.

He looked very weak, but he still insisted on coming here.

Xie Jingtong obviously heard the conversation between Su Yue and the nurse just now.

He looked at Su Yue, and was stunned at the door.

It took a long time for Xie Jingtong to speak, his tone was very difficult: "Child... what kind of child?"

The little nurse was shocked. She didn't expect Xie Jingtong to have never known about Su Yong's pregnancy. Knowing that she had done something wrong, she hurriedly got up and found an excuse to leave.

Only Xie Jingtong and Su Yue were left in the room.

Xie Jingtong still looked like he hadn't come back, he stood at the door and stared blankly at Su Yue.

Su Yue coughed lightly, stretched out her hand to invite Xie Jingtong to come in, first stuffed the snacks on the side into Xie Jingtong's hand, let him eat, and then began to tell him about Xie Fu with a bit of embarrassment on her face.

Su Yue has always treated Xie Jingtong as a younger brother, and the ugly brother-in-law... always has to see her brother-in-law.

Xie Jingtong didn't speak, just listened to Su Yue quietly.

He saw the shy blush on Su Yue's face, and his heart sank slowly.

That's the expression when you like someone, he... knows it all too well.

Xie Jingtong was obviously still sitting in the warm room of the treatment center. It was summer and the temperature was not low, but he suddenly felt... a feeling that his whole body was soaked in cold water.

Cold and short of breath.

Xie Jingtong could tell that Su Yong liked Xie Fu.

What about him?

What about him?

Did she really only treat him...as a younger brother? !

She was so kind to him just because... she treated him as a younger brother?

At that moment, Xie Jingtong couldn't help but wanted to question Su Yue loudly, but he blinked, looked down at the hideous mark on his wrist, which was obviously left by restraint, and calmed down with a hoarse voice when he spoke again. Authentic: "Sister... like him very much?"

His tone was really calm, Su Yuelen didn't hear anything wrong.

"A little bit, just a little bit." The woman pretended to be reserved and made a gesture with her hands, "I just like a little bit."

As he spoke, he couldn't help laughing, the corners of his eyes and brows were tender.

"When he comes back next time, my sister will introduce you to each other." Su Yue said with a smile, "I hope Xiaotong also thinks he is good."

She doesn't want to give up on her lover and younger brother.

Naturally, it is better to have the best of both worlds.

Su Yue smiled, and after a long while, she realized that Xie Jingtong hadn't replied, she raised her head strangely: "Xiao Tong?"

Xie Jingtong kept his head down, Su Yue couldn't see his expression clearly.

After a long time, Xie Jingtong finally stood up.

He suddenly hugged Su Yue.

Xie Jingtong's hug was really tight, which made Su Yong feel a little at a loss for a while: "Xiao Tong? What's wrong with you?"

"As long as my sister likes it...as long as my sister likes it..." The next second, Su Yue heard Xie Jingtong whisper in her ear.

Xie Jingtong's voice was still gentle and deep that she was all too familiar with. He said these words over and over again, as if he was trying his best to convince someone, which made Su Yue startled.

I don't know if it's her illusion, but I always feel that Xie Jingtong is... not quite right at this moment.

Su Yue opened her mouth and was about to speak, but suddenly Xie Jingtong whispered in her ear again: "Does sister like me?"

Su Yue was stunned, but then she answered almost without thinking: "Of course I like it, my Xiaotong is so nice."

"Yeah." This time Xie Jingtong was silent for a long time, and then continued after a long while, "I also... like my sister."

The voice was deeply hoarse.

Su Yong smiled after hearing this, and teased him as usual: "How much do you like it?"

Xie Jingtong laughed.

His voice was hoarse, but extremely gentle.

"A little bit, just a little bit." Xie Jingtong leaned on Su Yue's shoulder, and slowly closed his eyes, "Just... a little bit like my sister."

At that moment, Su Yue seemed to hear the sound of water droplets falling, as if someone... was crying.

That night when Gu Zhichuan got up as usual to look at Xie Jingtong's sleeping face, he was surprised to find that he was crying.

Xie Jingtong cried in his sleep.

Gu Zhichuan heard what he was thinking, so he bent down and moved closer to his mouth to listen.

Then he heard that Xie Jingtong had been calling Su Yue.

While weeping softly, he repeated "sister" over and over again, his tone full of despair.

One after another, so stubbornly, so stubbornly as if she was his only driftwood, as if she was his whole world.

But so desperate, desperate... as if he was abandoned by himself and the whole world.

In this warehouse, no one...will come to hold my hand again.