president and his secretary

Before Ji Xu noticed anything, he felt that he might not be really drunk, otherwise how could he have forgotten to lock the door.

No... I didn't plan to do anything just now, it would be even more strange to lock the door.

Chen Zhili was already covered by the quilt, but now Ji Xu was pressed on the big bed again, so he couldn't see him under the quilt.

Afraid that he would make a sound, Ji Xu covered his mouth.

It was the nanny who came in. Seeing that Ji Xu was going to sleep, she made a fuss and said, "Master, your friend... really disappeared."

Ji Xu's palms were licked by the wet tongue, and he pinched the face of the person under him to signal him not to make trouble, "It's okay, I'm just drunk and can't run out, I'll go down and look for it later... you go to sleep. "

The nanny is getting old and has lived at home for many years. Just like the elders, she often helps to clean when she is not at home, and she is angry if she is not allowed to come in. Ji Xu rarely comes back, so she simply lets her go.

It's just that this habit of not knocking on the door... I'm afraid it needs to be changed.

As soon as the nanny left, Ji Xu got up to lock the door, but Chen Zhili refused to let him go at first, like a child who couldn't leave his mother.

Ji Xu thought, this is really exhausting.

……

But Ji Xu wondered why Chen Zhili's attitude suddenly became cold, and looked down at himself.

Ji Xu: "..."

It seems that the condition is not very good

It must have been frightened by the nanny.

Virgins are prone to problems for the first time.

But Ji Xu has never wanted to face this matter directly. When Ji Shuangman gave him guidance, he said that it is good to try boldly. If there are no obstacles in normal times, it is not an organic obstacle, but a psychological obstacle.

As long as you don't get nervous, don't stress too much, and the environment is relaxed and pleasant, then you'll be fine.

Ji Xu has always kept these teachings in mind, but he will always remember... remembering the first time Tong threw himself into his arms when he was drunk.

The beautiful secretary didn't drink well at that time, and Ji Xu didn't have any doubts about his sexuality.

At that time, he couldn't tell whether Ji Tong was seducing him on purpose or because he was drunk. Anyway, he repeatedly warned the other party not to have unnecessary feelings and to work hard. Ji Tong's attitude was also very sincere, saying that he was only dedicated to work.

The drunken secretary's gaffe makes people angry, but what makes Ji Xu angry the most is that he doesn't seem to respond at all to the unconscious temptation of the beautiful secretary.

Usually it's fine, why this time...just...huh?

Who said that men are lower-body animals?But it makes sense anyway, whether you like it or not, it is normal to have a little reaction when you are stimulated, and it is not controlled by the brain.

But Ji Xu seemed to be broken and didn't respond.

At that time, Ji Xu was in his early 20s, and he had also forced himself to be wiped out before, which caused the sage's time to be extended by more than a month.

Later, I read a magazine, which was popular science, and it was quite authoritative at first glance. Anyway, it was to warn teenagers to stop masturbation, otherwise it will be difficult to use in the future.

At that time, Ji Xu felt that it was because he committed too many crimes when he was young, which would cause him to fail when he actually went to the battlefield in the future.

Later, it was indeed as Ji Xu thought.

There are not too many good-looking entertainers in the company. He has been to various sensual occasions. He has been touched on the thigh by the [-]th line who wants to climb up, and has been flirted with by a charming actress. Those people are very surprised. Why is Liu Xiahui reincarnated?

No response at all...

Afterwards, Ji Xu hated being touched by people at close range...

In order to avoid being eaten tofu, keeping a distance is his protective color.

In the end, Ji Xu couldn't hold back and went to see a doctor.

Ji Shuangman said at the time that it was all right, as long as it wasn't a complete failure.

Psychological stress is indeed a major nemesis of contemporary men's health, so don't care too much about it.

Ji Xu thinks he is still young, and only when he is under pressure can he be motivated. Compared with his personal needs, when he was young, he spent too many nights alone.

Ruyun, the beautiful woman beside him, didn't make much movement by himself, so he allowed himself to bear the pressure and devoted himself to being a virgin who was neither humble nor overbearing.

Ji Xu knew that treatment could be cured, but at the time he really didn't care about it, and he didn't have anyone he liked, so he thought it might be part of the reason.

Unexpectedly, after many years, he still couldn't do it.

He should have thought of it.

So Ji Xu never thought about what he would do when he was drunk, physical contact would only make him more likable, in order not to be found embarrassing, he tried his best to keep a distance from others.

Chen Zhili didn't seem to give up, he got up from the bed and was about to take off Ji Xu's pants.

When Ji Xu thought about the reason and result of seeing a psychiatrist that year, he immediately lost his courage. He grabbed Chen Zhili's hand and said, "You're drunk."

Ji Xu didn't finish the treatment. Ji Shuangman's treatment plan for him at that time was to go to psychological counseling twice a week, each time for an hour, and the two of them would talk lightly without being nervous. never mind.

But Ji Xu had just taken over the company at the time, so how could he let go of the pressure? He only went there for the first time and asked if there was anything there, and he never went there again.

"Is there something wrong... It's all up to now and you're drunk, so what if I'm drunk, don't you want to fuck me? Come on, this is your chance, don't you dare if I'm not drunk?" Chen Zhili Long-winded.

Ji Xu was taken aback for a moment, and thought to himself, well, I really dare not.

Chen Zhili didn't dare to be drunk, or not drunk.

He tried his best to find a straight male secretary, but the result was to break him up... No need for others to scold him, Ji Xu felt that there was something wrong with him.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Chen Zhili said again, "That's it, let me help you, take off your pants."

Ji Xu hesitated whether to take off his pants...

Then he heard hurried footsteps in the corridor.

From the sound, it was probably that his father and his mother came upstairs together.

Chen Zhili was not very familiar with the footsteps in his house, so he foolishly tried to pull his pants chain, but Ji Xu grabbed him and pushed him down again.

Chen Zhili muttered, "Why are you so surprised..."

"Shh - don't talk."

Sure enough, the door opened again.

Still forgot to lock the door.

Ji Xu looked at the door impatiently, "What's wrong?"

"I just heard from your Aunt Li that your friend ran away and was still drunk. How can that work? Now there are dogs in the dog cave before our back door. Your father and I raised a group of stray dogs behind. But you can't tie it down, you know, they just drilled in that dog hole, and we didn't plug that hole, your friend is drunk, what if you run out from somewhere?"

"..." Ji Xu sighed and said, "If you run out, then run out, I'm sleepy, you go back to sleep first."

"Is it really okay? I searched around with your dad, and there is indeed no one."

Ji Xu took a deep breath: "It's okay, I have already contacted him, and he drove away."

"Driving while drinking, that's not good. Drunk driving will go to jail. I said you young people now..."

Ji Xu interrupted his mother and said: "His driver came to pick him up, so you don't have to worry about it."

Ji Xu's father: "Is it Han Hai? You haven't seen me for so long, and you won't see me when you get home."

Ji Xu's mother: "And his cousin, that Yaoyao hasn't come here recently, what's the matter?"

When Ji Xu heard Qu Zhiyao's name, he finally got a little bit of interest from Chen Zhili, and it was completely over.

The old couple didn't know what they were going to say when they came up, and they chatted with Ji Xu at the door for nearly 5 minutes before they went down with each other's support.

Not to mention that Ji Xu didn't respond, Chen Zhili couldn't respond either.

As soon as Ji Xu's parents left, Chen Zhili sighed, "Can the corridor of your house be locked? No wonder you're still a virgin when you grow up. I think you don't even have the freedom to masturbate normally. It's really easy to be surprised. Something went wrong."

Ji Xu brushed Chen Zhili's hair on his forehead, it was already wet with sweat, "You're right."

Mr. Ji sighed, stepped forward to lock the door, tried to pull it twice, and turned back after making sure it couldn't be opened.

Chen Zhili knelt on the bed, looking at Ji Xu longingly.

Ji Xu swallowed back his saliva.

In my mind, heaven and man are at war.

He is a straight man, you can't do this, you will hurt him.

But Chen Zhili said he wanted to do it... Obviously he was bent, and you are still not responsible for being bent by you, which is what hurt him.

Keeping warm and thinking about lust, don't talk about it, the sperm is on the brain, and you will be fine after taking a cold shower.

Ji Xu turned around and went to the bathroom.

He can do it with Chen Zhili, and he wants to do it, but definitely not when Chen Zhili is out of his mind.

From what Chen Zhili said intermittently, Ji Xu could also guess that the first two times when he was drunk, he would court Chen Zhili every time like in the camera.

Chen Zhili could bear it, and he carried it every time without letting himself succeed, otherwise he wouldn't say he was a virgin.

But this also created a psychological shadow on Secretary Chen. He always felt that one day he would definitely fall in love with him, and that he would be caught by unspoken rules, so he would simply fight when he was drunk.

Ji Xu feels sorry for Secretary Chen's strength and stubbornness.

Some things may be open and embarrassing for both of them, but it is definitely not an excuse or reason for drinking and taking advantage of others.

Ji Xu hopes to get a definite result after seeing the psychiatrist, whether he is really good for men.

If he wanted to pursue Chen Zhili, would the other party want to resign or make a compromise and stay on, maybe even accept it slowly, but no matter what, no matter what the result was, Ji Xu would accept it.

If Chen Zhili feels offended, Ji Xu is willing to pay him a large sum of money. If he wants to leave, Ji Xu also agrees with Chen Zhili to leave. He hopes that when starting a relationship, he will be sober from beginning to end.

Moreover, Ji Xu's illness has not recovered at all, so it might be too early to talk about feelings.

In the past few times, Ji Xu had indeed reacted just by watching Secretary Chen dance, and he could also be very passionate watching a camera replay, and even went to the bathroom in the company to have a temporary cool off.

It's been a long time.

But once it was time for actual combat, Ji Xu found out that there was a problem.

He can't, still can't.

And it's even worse for men to watch when they're drunk.

From this, Ji Xu guessed that his posture after being drunk before must have been ugly.

I don't know what Chen Zhili thinks of him, but he doesn't seem to know that he can't do it, and he hasn't done it...

Ji Xu deliberately said with a cold face, "I'm going to take a shower."

Ji Xu didn't have the habit of locking the door when taking a shower. .

Unexpectedly, before the shower was turned on, Chen Zhili followed in, "Then let's wash together."

Anyway, it's not unwashed.

Ji Xu was a little nervous. What Chen Zhilin said about taking a shower was a bit fancy, for example, he put his arms around his neck and kissed under the shower.

He touched it with his hand to comfort himself.

Ji Xu felt that the feeling was coming.

As a result, I heard Chen Zhili say in my ear, "Huh? Why is it still not hard enough?"

So Ji Xu's mind was full of thoughts: I can't, I still can't, I can't do it again, I really can't.

Chen Zhili also felt puzzled, didn't it work well before?What's going on today?

He suddenly looked up at Ji Xu, "You always reject me today, is it because you know you can't do it?"

"I……"

Ji Xu seemed to hear a mirror, which shattered with a "crack".

There was another him in the mirror, a man who was okay, broken.

The only thing Ji Xu feels relieved now is that he will be able to see a psychiatrist tomorrow.

Will be fine.

This is a psychological barrier, not an organic one.

As long as he can still respond, even if only occasionally.

So it can be cured.

But Ji Xu's thinking like this didn't make him feel much better now.

Because Chen Zhili had exhausted all kinds of methods.

"Why is it still not working?" Ji Xu's mind was full of Chen Zhili's words.

……

Chen Zhili was tired.

Chen Zhili gave up.

Chen Zhili took a shower for himself, and casually asked Ji Xu: "Is it because of this that you are going to see a psychiatrist tomorrow? You have been a virgin for 30 years, so I say you shouldn't, but don't worry about liking men." Girl, occasionally there will be times when you can't do it, and I understand you."

Ji Xu: "..."

Chen Zhili patted his butt again, "But, am I really not attractive to you?"

Ji Xu felt yes, especially, and wanted to prove himself very much.

Chen Zhili's ass slap was too sexy.

So the two tried a few more times, each time Chen Zhili was praying at critical moments, but it must not fail again.

Ji Xu can't hear the words to describe the degree of hardness now, as long as he hears it, he will be hit.

After tossing until midnight, the last two of them went to bed.

Nothing was done.

But Chen Zhili was not particularly disappointed, and even slept soundly. After all, he was drunk, and pulling Ji Xu to do anything was like a joke.

He was still snoring a bit, like a kitten, whirring, going straight into Ji Xu's arms.

Ji Xu hugged him tightly, but he couldn't sleep all night.

He was thinking about a question, when Chen Zhili woke up tomorrow, would he remember that he didn't get hard today.

If I remember, should I choose to pretend to be crazy and stupid, or to pretend to be crazy and stupid.

It was almost dawn when Ji Xu fell asleep.

In the morning, Chen Zhili was still sound asleep, Ji Xu's arms were numb from Chen Zhili's pressure, and he wanted to turn over, but Chen Zhili woke up.

Chen Zhili rubbed his eyes, looked at Ji Xu, then at himself, and suddenly sat up from the bed.

Oops, no clothes.

Or lie back.

So the two returned to face to face, and the silent communication between eyes and eyes.

Ji Xu responded to all changes with the same, because he didn't know how much Chen Zhili could remember, so he only said one sentence, "My arm is numb."

Chen Zhili moved his head away, tightened his mouth, grabbed the quilt and covered his chest, "I...you, why am I in your room?"