He is from a fighting nation

Zhou Xiangwan had a long dream.

At the beginning, he was soaked in the long and boundless darkness, chaotic, like a fish floating in the deep sea, he had no concept of time, and he didn’t even know who he was. Later, he thought about it, maybe at that time Paramecium's thinking activities are more abundant than his.

After an unknown amount of time, strands of light appeared in front of Zhou Xiangwan's eyes. He floated forward along the light, and the light became brighter and brighter, and bright colors suddenly flooded into his field of vision.

Zhou Xiangwan found himself in a closet. The closet was huge, like a giant's closet in a fairy tale. Zhou Xiangwan had to tilt his head to the extreme to see the top of the closet.

Layers upon layers, colorful clothes are tightly clustered around him like a flower cluster. There is a gorgeous silver mirror standing in front of him. He sees himself in the mirror turning into a small one, about three or four years old, wearing a Diapers.

Both the cabinet and the clothes are too huge for Zhou Xiangwan. Zhou Xiangwan crawls around in the sea of ​​clothes and trousers, but he doesn't know who he is or where he is, and he doesn't even suspect that at this moment The authenticity, just looking for a way out in a daze.

He rolled around in the pile of clothes, feeling that he had reached the pinnacle of his life, with a mirror, endless changes of clothes, and diapers, he could stay in the closet for a lifetime.

As time passed slowly, Zhou Xiangwan became more and more lazy to move, even forgot who he was, and his will gradually sank.Until one day, he heard a faint call.

Zhou Xiangwan will never forget that voice, it landed like thunder, and immediately pulled his mind back from the edge of dissipation, he opened his eyes suddenly, and bounced up.

The world suddenly shrank, and the door of the cabinet was opened. Zhou Xiangwan saw a slim silhouette amidst the slanting light and shadow.

That's his mother.

His mother was wearing a long white dress, pure and elegant, with a gentle smile, like a fairy, with a faint light all over her body.

"Angel." She opened her hands to him, as if to hug him out.

Zhou Xiangwan didn't wait for her to move, he almost rolled and crawled into the woman's arms, and rubbed his face against her belly, he didn't know why he felt sore and bitter, as if he hadn't been loved for many, many years. Mom hugged it.

"Mom..." The three-year-old Zhou Xiangwan still had a crisp baby voice, and he spoke aggrievedly, but couldn't think of what to say. His heart was so sore, like a child who refused to go to kindergarten, grabbing on his mother's shoulder Weeping loudly.

It was as if he could be a child as long as his mother was around.

"You..." The woman patted Zhou Xiangwan on the back and carried him out of the closet, "Every time I play hide-and-seek, I hide in the closet."

Zhou Xiangwan sobbed and said, "I...I'm afraid you...can't find me."

"Mom will always find you." The woman hugged Zhou Xiangwan, walking barefoot among the boundless river of light and shadow, "No matter where you are."

Zhou Xiangwan raised his head, grabbed his mother's clothes with his small hands, his blue eyes were like gemstones that had just been moistened, and whispered, "Really...really?"

"Really." The woman hugged Zhou Xiangwan upwards, and said softly, "Because, I am your mother."

Light plays as fast as film.

She assembled the crib with her own hands, and hung wind chimes made of gemstones on it; when she was pregnant, the embryo pressed to the heart, and she lay on the bed and gave birth to Zhou Xiangwan. She taught him to build blocks, and she and him made snowmen. She gently coaxed him to sleep and taught him the principles of life...

Time flies by, Zhou Xiangwan grows up gradually, the woman can't hug him soon, and walks with him holding Zhou Xiangwan's hand.

Soon it was Zhou Xiangwan's time.

Zhou Xiangwan suddenly covered the woman's eyes, and shouted in almost panic, "Mom...you are not allowed to look! There is nothing to see!"

It was an almost crazy Zhou Xiangwan, self-defeating, manic and depressed, the mud couldn't support the wall, and he didn't see others well.He didn't live as his mother expected. He was afraid that his mother would be angry, so he refused to see him again.

Because, he suddenly remembered that he had no mother for a long time, so, is the scene in front of him real or fake, is it a dream or a fantasy?

Mother followed Zhou Xiangwan's movements, lowered her eyelashes, and hugged his back tightly.

"You..." Zhou Xiangwan was hugged by his mother helplessly, "I... I'm sorry, I let you down."

"No." Zhou Xiangwan heard his mother whisper in his ear, "Angel, you are my mother's pride, you have always been."

Zhou Xiangwan choked up and said, "But I..." He seemed to have a premonition of something, and said blankly, "I did."

At this moment, the light and shadow turned into infinite stardust, falling down like a waterfall, and the stars moved. A blue sea appeared in front of Zhou Xiangwan. The sea was misty and full of unusual mysterious atmosphere.

Zhou Xiangwan turned his head to meet his mother's gaze. He was already taller than her, and when looking at her, he had to bend his neck slightly.

"Go." Mother raised her cold hand and pressed it to Zhou Xiangwan's cheek, "Mom can only send you here. There is still a long way to go in life, but you remember, Mom has always been by your side. You are proud."

The tiny memories and love in those times were carefully collected by Zhou Xiangwan, and became his bones, his soul, and finally became his indestructible armor. In a sense, his mother never left.

Zhou Xiangwan held his mother's wrist and refused to blink, for fear that his mother would disappear in a blink of an eye. "Mom, are you here to pick me up? But... what if I want to go to hell?"

The woman looked at Zhou Xiangwan lovingly: "It's still early. Mom still wants to be clean for a few more years."

Zhou Xiangwan: "..."

Zhou Xiangwan wanted to cling to his mother and say a few more words, but the woman smiled helplessly, and pushed Zhou Xiangwan into the sea with a force that obviously didn't match her slender figure.

Zhou Xiangwan was caught off guard and fell into the sea with a squawk. The dog pawed up and emerged from the water with its wet head, only to find that his mother had disappeared. He was already in the middle of the sea. The sky was high and the sea was wide. Gotta be able to go ashore.

At this moment, the tide suddenly surged, and Zhou Xiangwan heard a loud singing voice in the vast and majestic sound of the waves.

The singing is clear and loud, bold and magnanimous, like the sun, like a wild horse.