Destiny of Rebirth

Yan Huan is not stupid, it is impossible for Du Rong to tell Yan's father and mother about this on his own initiative.

Not to mention that Du Rong knew that the matter was very important, it was the Yan family's private matter, even if he wanted to help Yan Huan, it was impossible for him not to inform or ask Yan Huan, someone must have instructed him.

Yan Huan can't think of a second person who can point out Du Rong, completely hide it from him, and has a motive.

Yan Huan couldn't tell what emotion he was in, his chest was swollen and sore, and he couldn't do anything except let his chaotic thoughts flow in a daze.

He knew what Lin Xiaoran was thinking, the man didn't want him to hear any words of persuasion for marriage, and didn't like Yang Xin and Yan Zhenan shaking him again and again.Even out of love for him, I don't want him to be hesitant about this matter, and I don't want him to struggle between family affection and love.

Yan Huan was very moved, how could he not be moved.The heaviest and heaviest thing on his heart was resolved, he didn't even say a word, his parents not only didn't blame him, but also blessed him with a smile, Yan Huan was like a dream, so beautiful that it was unreal.

But after being moved, what came up was depression and an unexplainable sense of powerlessness, without any joy of relief.

In just one and a half months, Yang Xin and Yan Zhenan could have such an attitude.Compared with the previous life, it is an earth-shaking and incredible change.How Lin Xiaoran beat and what method Du Rong used, Yan Huan can more or less guess.

He never wanted his parents to know about the contractual relationship, and the fact that he was shot and dying, Du Rong must have said it as a bargaining chip for psychological coercion.How much pain Yan Zhenan and Yang Xin will have, how much self-blame and guilt, Yan Huan knows without thinking, this is a scar that will never be erased for a lifetime.

But this is how things can be resolved so smoothly.

For Lin Xiaoran, only words of joy are important.No matter what means, as long as it can achieve his goal and make Yan Huan no longer have to worry about coming out, the man will use it, and he doesn't care if it hurts others.

But this is not the case for Yan Huan, he would rather his parents hate his sexuality than Lin Xiaoran use power, feelings and guilt to blackmail his parents.

Yes, on the surface things are settled.It can be said that Huan knows his parents too well, and they will continue to struggle and suffer after they compromise.It's not so much an acceptance of homosexuality as an acceptance of reality.

This is not what Yan Huan wants to do. He hopes that his parents can understand without pressure that their son is just different from others, not a monster, not sick, but just likes the same sex biologically.

Yan Huan can speak out confidently in front of anyone, but what he hopes most is that his relatives can understand, and that his parents can also speak confidently and without shame when facing the word "homosexual".

It may take a long time, and it may be more painful, but there are some things that Yan Huan wants to do by himself, and some arrogance that he wants to keep.

In fact, whether it is Wu Shaoqian, Han Ye, Yao Xinrui, friends around Yan Huan once said: Yan Huan is actually very ruthless.

Yan Huan is very gentle to everyone, she handles everything alone, she doesn't want to involve others, and she won't ask for help unless it is absolutely necessary.

But at the same time, he also stubbornly keeps people out of his heart, not wanting to owe favors, and not wanting to expose his weak side to others.He protected himself firmly, not giving anyone a chance to hurt him, nor giving anyone a chance to shake him.

It has to be said that even though Yan Huan was gentle and considerate in his bones and knew how to advance and retreat, the pain and fear of the previous life had left an indelible mark on his heart.

He was afraid of relying on his parents, relying on Lin Xiaoran to live, afraid of the fleeting glitz and hustle and bustle, afraid of easily losing everything, even losing himself.

So in this world Yan Huan is unusually stubborn, stubborn and arrogant.He doesn't like anyone meddling in his work life, and he doesn't want to get too involved with people.Strongly support the company and support the family, but if necessary, he can also give up JYD, leave behind his parents and friends and walk away.

Yan Huan only wants to live for herself in this life.In fact, he was kind of selfish in a way.Even if it is a lover, he still keeps two points.He stubbornly doesn't want the other party to infiltrate his life, entangle the cornerstone deep in his heart, and don't want to be able to live without someone.

However, he happened to meet Lin Xiaoran, who was already in Yan Huan's heart in the previous life, and he couldn't push it away even if he wanted to.

A man's possessive and controlling desires are terrifying, permeating his life forcefully, making Yan Huan retreat again and again in front of his defense line.

Yan Huan doesn't like men beheading before playing, forcing him regardless of his own wishes.But at this moment, he couldn't utter any accusations, because Lin Xiaoran loved him too much, and he was devoted to him.

Yan Huan's chest felt uncomfortable, he looked directly at the calm man, pursed his lips, and finally just said softly, "You promised me."

Lin Xiaoran raised his eyebrows, just as he was about to speak, Yan Huan said again: "You said you would never lie to me again."

Lin Xiaoran didn't move, his eyes darkened, staring at his lover without saying a word.

Lin Xiaoran knew that Yan Huan would go to see Yang Xin today, and he agreed.In the past [-] days since Du Rong finished solving the problem, Lin Xiaoran felt that time was enough.If he hinders the visit, Yan Huan will definitely become suspicious.

He didn't intend to hide it from Yan Huan.Even if Yan Zhenan and Yang Xin were shut up about this kind of thing, Yan Huan was so sensitive that he would definitely detect the clues, so it would be better to explain it clearly once.

Lin Xiaoran knew that Yan Huan's reaction would not be very good, so when Yan Huan left the prison, he also set off home from the building in the North District of Hongmen.

Lin Xiaoran knew his lover too well, no matter how gentle and obedient he was in front of him, in fact, he was arrogant and stubborn in his bones.Yan Huan's self-esteem is not reflected in conceit and wanting face. He restrains his radiance and bows his head in front of others. Even if he is shrouded in Lin Xiaoran's shadow, he can go with the situation.

But Yan Huan couldn't accept others interfering in his life. To be precise, his desire to control was as good as his own.But Lin Xiaoran was out of an almost perverted possessive desire for Yan Huan, while Yan Huan didn't want to give anyone the chance to hurt him or make him collapse.

Lin Xiaoran's domineering desire to possess and control, and Yan Huan's sensitive and hard protective shell, these are the fundamental contradictions and differences between the two of them that will always exist.

But love is like this, how can there be perfection, there must always be someone who compromises, and someone regresses, so that they can grow through running-in.If the opposites are made bigger and sharper, then irreconcilable contradictions will eventually arise between the two.

Lin Xiaoran retreated and changed.But he is very smart and knows how to advance by retreating, and he is also forced to retreat.Let Yan Huan be "weaker" and learn to rely on him. If his lover is extremely strong in front of him, then Lin Xiaoran is no different from other people.

So, even though he knew that Yan Huan would definitely not like it, he still let Du Rong do it without hesitation.

Lin Xiaoran leaned against the pillar, folded his arms around his chest, watched Yan Huan speak meaninglessly, and said calmly, "Then what are you keeping from me?"

Yan Huan frowned, and looked at the other party puzzled.What did he hide from Xiao Ran?During the contract relationship, he did hide a lot from the man, but Lin Xiaoran had already grasped the situation, and there was no reason to tell it now.

Lin Xiaoran sighed invisibly, with a hint of helplessness in his words, it was clearly a question, but very calm, "When are you going to tell me about the third master?"

Yan Huan was startled, his pupils dilated suddenly, and he stared at Lin Xiaoran in a daze, mumbling and speechless.There was unconcealable tenderness in the man's eyes, and even the corners of his mouth were slightly turned up, staring at him quietly.

Yan Huan never planned to tell Lin Xiaoran about Baolun's capital injection, if he could, he would keep it a secret for the rest of his life.

His mind was in a mess, but it was spinning very fast. Yan Huan suddenly caught a point, and he blurted out, "It's the day of the death of Mr. Lin and Mrs. Lin." It was not a question but an affirmative sentence.

The only thing that Yan Huan didn't figure out.Although he still doesn't know the details, he is sure that the man knew about the third master that day.Only in this way can Xiao Ran's sudden change, terribly hot, and complex emotions be reasonably explained.

Lin Xiaoran raised the corners of his mouth, acquiescing unabashedly.

Yan Huan bit his lips and looked at his lover, swallowed several times, opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say.

On the contrary, Lin Xiaoran spoke calmly, with the light in his eyes turning, his voice was low but extremely seductive, "Yan Huan, what mood are you in now, I was ten times or a hundred times yours back then."

He has never challenged Yan Huan about the third master, but today, this is a good bargaining chip.

Yan Huan was taken aback for a moment, staring at Lin Xiaoran dumbfounded.Immediately, his heart throbbed with pain, so painful that he could hardly breathe, he could only breathe heavily, but his nose was already sore.

How do you feel?I was moved by Lin Xiaoran's dedication.The restlessness and emptiness of things being resolved too quickly.Disgusted with being incompetent and needing help from others.The confusion after life is intervened.Dissatisfaction after being concealed...

What about Lin Xiaoran?Yan Huan expected a long time ago that a man would not be very happy when he found out about the capital injection, let alone that man was Yan Huan, the son of an enemy.So he planned to keep it a secret.

Yan Huan knows how arrogant Lin Xiaoran is.He doesn't need favors, sympathy or handouts, that just makes a man feel insulted.He needs his own career to be worked hard with his own hands, and he needs to have enough sense of accomplishment and satisfaction.

In this regard, Lin Xiaoran and Yan Huan are definitely in the same category.

Yan Huan's emotions are so mixed, so Xiao Ran... I have kept it from him for nine years, how turbulent and complicated his feelings should be, how swollen, painful, and helpless his chest should be.

It can be said that Huan can't do it, can't let it go.He cared too much about Lin Xiaoran, so he knew he couldn't do anything.

The man now wants to tell himself that he can't do the same, because he cares too much about words and pleasures, and he can't let him go.

Yan Huan took a deep breath, suppressed the overflowing waves in his chest, stood up and strode in front of Lin Xiaoran, without hesitation, hugged his lover's waist tightly, leaned on his strong shoulders, wishing to rub himself into the man's arms inside.

Lin Xiaoran immediately hugged Yan Huan tightly, kissed his lover's forehead, and stroked his back gently.The two were silent, but the atmosphere was exceptionally warm and peaceful.

Both of them are smart people, some things don't need to be said too clearly, and some things don't need to be too persistent.There is no need to communicate through quarrels. They understand each other's intentions and purposes, and know how to compromise and give in.

After a while, Yan Huan said softly, "Thank you, Xiao Ran." He thought too much today, and instead forgot the initial thank you.

Lin Xiaoran raised his eyebrows, lowered his head and kissed his beloved's ear, "Thank you too." Although these three words could not express his gratitude to this person at all.

Yan Huan raised her head and watched the man burst into a bright smile.Lin Xiaoran's eyes darkened, he squinted his eyes, took his lover's hands around his waist, and brought them to him.

Rubbing Yan Huan's ring finger, he asked in a deep voice, "Where's the ring?"

Yan Huan's heart skipped a beat, and then she remembered that she had forgotten to put the ring back all along.Immediately he anxiously took out his pockets, but both pockets were empty.

Yan Huan's eyes turned red in an instant, panicked, and ran out the door quickly.The speed was so fast that Lin Xiaoran didn't even have time to react, it took him two steps to catch her lover.

Yan Huan was in a state of anxiety, confused, his pupils looking at the man were trembling, and he was about to go out, "Xiao Ran, I'll look for it! Maybe it fell on the car, or..." When Yan Huan thought that the ring might be lost, His face flushed with anxiety.

But at this moment Lin Xiaoran took out something from his pocket and spread out his hand, it was Yan Huan's ring.

"You fell behind in the back seat. Erhei just happened to meet me when he was about to deliver it up."

Yan Huan's pupils dilated, and he quickly took the ring and put it back on his hand.Staring fixedly at the ring, touching it with certainty, the hanging heart finally let go, panting heavily, the heart still beating extremely fast.

Seeing his lover's anxious appearance, Lin Xiaoran felt distressed and moved.He held Yan Huan's hand, pulled her into his arms, and said softly, "I lost it, just buy another pair."

Yan Huan looked at the man disapprovingly, and said firmly, "I won't take it off from now on." He also knew that the ring was just a dead thing, but just now Yan Huan was so distraught that he was so flustered and frightened that he thought it was inconceivable.

The lover's eyes were shining brightly, staring straight at him, even with water in his eyes.How anxious is this person and how much he cares about that ring?

Lin Xiaoran's heart was out of rhythm for a moment, his eyes darkened, he kissed Yan Huan's pink lips fiercely, and hugged Yan Huan onto the sofa, impatiently wanting to possess his lover.

"Well...Xiao Ran...I'm going to...have dinner...um...Xiao Ran...eat first..."

"Hey... I'll eat you first..."