Destiny of Rebirth

Yan Huan stared wide-eyed at Lin Xiaoran for a while, then burst out laughing, the louder he laughed, his eyes were full of desolation and sarcasm, the laughing Lin Xiaoran frowned and pursed his lips in silence.

At the end of Yan Huan's laugh, he was choked with sobs. He pressed his eyes, not wanting to shed tears from the sore eye sockets. The smile on the corner of his mouth was uglier than crying.

Yan Huan just thought the two of them were too ridiculous.In his last life, he loved Lin Xiaoran to the bone, and couldn't get what he asked for, and was injured all over his body.

In this life, Lin Xiaoran was willing to say these three words, thinking that he really loved him, but the two lives were entangled, and he would never accept a man, which in turn would hurt Lin Xiaoran.

Yan Huan didn't know what happened to the two of them, what happened to God, if it was necessary to make both of them suffer, why did he let him be born again?

Yan Huan laughed enough, opened his eyes to look at Lin Xiaoran, his eyes were still shining with water, full of pity, not only for himself, but also for Lin Xiaoran.

Maybe it's because of despair and need to vent, maybe it's because a man would understand if he loves him, Yan Huan looked straight into the other's dark eyes, and said in a trembling voice, "Lin Xiaoran, love shouldn't be like this. Only when two people love each other can they be together, I don't love you, and I don't want to be with you."

This is the first time that Yan Huan really rejected him after the contract was made. It was ruthless and decisive, like a sharp knife piercing Lin Xiaoran's heart. people.

The grievances and sorrows accumulated in Yan Huan's heart gushed out, "Only two people who are equal can develop a relationship. Are we two equal?"

He didn't expect the man to answer at all, and shook his head self-consciously, "Never, I didn't want to be with you from the beginning. But you forced me with JYD and your parents, I didn't have to resist, I couldn't resist, I don’t even have the right to say no, so I can only run away secretly.”

Every word of Yan Huan's words was reasonable, every word was heartbreaking, Lin Xiaoran couldn't say anything to refute.Indeed, at first he just wanted to tie Yan Huan firmly by his side and used coercive means, but Lin Xiaoran's eyes darkened, and he said in a cold voice, "It's not equal. Yan Huan, I value you more than myself .”

Yan Huan was taken aback for a moment, then burst out laughing, his eyes couldn't hide the grief, he didn't know if it was for his past life or for Lin Xiaoran.

"In love, if you pay, you will get something. It's not something you can force by tying me by your side. You can't decide my response with your own efforts. That's a deal, not love!"

Yan Huan never looked back at his love in his previous life. He never asked a man to respond or love him more.In the end, Yan Huan never complained or hated Lin Xiaoran because of the separation.Yan Huan's view of love is like this, no matter how kind and affectionate Lin Xiaoran is to him now, it cannot be a reason for compulsory confinement.

Lin Xiaoran raised his eyebrows, and blurted out the answer, calmly and firmly, "I never asked you to reciprocate." I just want to spoil him and love him, give Yan Huan the best, and don't ask Yan Huan to care about me as much, and I don't care if there is anything in return. .

Yan Huanxin was in so much pain that she couldn't even laugh, but after all Lin Xiaoran still didn't want to let go.Even if you can't get your heart, it's good to get someone, right?

Tears flowed from the corners of Yan Huan's eyes, and he couldn't hold back his sobs.Lin Xiaoran's heart was pierced by the painful appearance, but he couldn't give any promise of consolation, so he could only grit his teeth and remain silent.

Yan Huan may not know what he means to Lin Xiaoran, he is not just a lover, not just love.It is the only light in Lin Xiaoran's life, Lin Xiaoran can't let go, it is the instinct and crazy obsession of those who have been warmed and don't want to fall into the cold and dark again.

Yan Huan looked at Lin Xiaoran frankly, with disdain in his eyes, "You are obsessive, possessive, not love. Have you thought about it from my perspective? Have you ever tried to understand my feelings?"

Lin Xiaoran was speechless by Yan Huan's questioning. This person is usually too calm and gentle, so that he sometimes forgets that his lover always keeps his emotions in his heart.

With Yan Huan's current appearance, the tears she shed stabbed Lin Xiaoran down like a knife, this person is in pain, how could he not be in pain.

Yan Huan never wanted to show weakness and cry in front of Lin Xiaoran, his self-esteem and arrogance forbade him to do so.But today, Yan Huan was forced to collapse, he just wanted to speak out, and at the same time he was making a final fight, maybe the man would be swayed.

Yan Huan looked at Lin Xiaoran with bright eyes, and couldn't stop crying, "I am in great pain."

Lin Xiaoran choked for breath, his pupils dilated, this was the first time Yan Huan expressed the pain in his heart.He clenched his fists tightly, his heart felt like a knife, he forcibly resisted the urge to step forward and hug her into his arms, he had to let Yan Huan vent his anger.

"Every day I stay by your side...is a torment. I want to escape, I want...to control my own life, I want...to live simply, but I can't...because you don't allow me...I really... it's painful……"

Yan Huan spoke intermittently, gradually feeling suffocated, panting heavily, as if he said that he was in pain, Yan Huan's heart was getting more and more painful, he kept patting his chest instinctively, hoping that doing so would make him feel better.

Lin Xiaoran's eyes froze, his thin lips were drawn into a straight line, and he immediately got up and stepped in front of Yan Huan.Yan Huan's current state is very abnormal, Lin Xiaoran stretched out his hand to hug him, to calm him down, and not to hurt himself.

Seeing that Lin Xiaoran was about to touch his hand, Yan Huan suffocated for a moment, and his heart throbbed fiercely. He yelled in horror, "Don't touch me! Don't touch me!" As he spoke, the pain spread all over his body, Yan Huan couldn't bear it anymore Stuck, fell on the bed, moaned and curled up into a ball, tears flowed non-stop due to physiological reactions, and the pain was so painful.

Lin Xiaoran's whole body was chilled and froze in place, seeing his lover dare not go forward, his heart ached, his eyes were red.

After being stunned for a moment, Lin Xiaoran turned around and rushed to the table, took out a syringe and rushed back to the bed, regardless of Yan Huan's screaming and struggling, immediately pushed the tranquilizer into his neck.

Maybe it was because Yan Huan was too excited, the medicine took effect faster than on the plane, but within a few seconds he quickly fell into a deep sleep.

Lin Xiaoran's eyes were wide open, he hugged his lover in his arms, and walked downstairs quickly.

Heizi and Sun Lingwen had been waiting in the living room with serious expressions on their faces.Naturally, they knew Yan Huan's false identity and Brother Ran's plan, so they kept their expressions on their faces for a long time, but they were very disturbed in their hearts, feeling like a storm was about to come.

Especially today on the plane, Yan Shao was frightened and excited. The two of them were afraid of accidents, and stayed in the living room restlessly, waiting for Brother Ran to show up and give him a letter.Unexpectedly, Brother Ran came downstairs, but he was holding the lifeless Yan Huan in his arms, Heizi and Sun Lingwen were choking for breath, could it be...

"Go to the hospital!" Lin Xiaoran threw out a sentence in a cold voice, full of hostility, and walked out of the mansion quickly without looking at the two of them.

Heizi and Sun Lingwen saw that Brother Ran's reaction was quite calm, they only said that Yan Huan had passed out, but his heart was still hanging, so they hurried to follow.

Heizi drove the car himself, leaving behind even the front and rear ambulances, and drove all the way to Shixin Hospital.

Wu Shaoqian's father, Chairman Wu of Shixin Medical Group, waited at the door after receiving the call, followed by the best doctors in various disciplines.

Wu Kai didn't know about the relationship between Wu Shaoqian and Yan Huan, but he understood the importance of Yan Huan. Just now, Shao Lin called him personally, and the indifference and cruelty in his words made people creepy, and he didn't dare to neglect him at all.

Lin Xiaoran didn't touch Wu Shaoqian for the time being, he just evacuated all the people in the hospital after taking Yan Huan back, and ignored them. I believe that now that Wu Shaoqian gets the news, he knows that their plan has failed.

Yan Huan was immediately admitted to the VIP ward, and took blood tests as quickly as possible, and did all the necessary checks. Of course, this time it was really rigorous and serious.

Lin Xiaoran remained silent with a dark face, staring at Yan Huan with dark eyes the whole time, no matter whether he went for CT scan or MRI, he hugged him personally, not pretending to be human.When every doctor came to check, Lin Xiaoran just stared at him coldly, the doctor was terrified, and only dared to report the results to Lin Xiaoran after he kept confirming.

"Young Master Lin, the results of the examination are all out. Young Master Yan," the dean swallowed against Lin Xiaoran's cold gaze, and mustered up the courage to receive it, "Young Master Yan is very healthy, all physical indicators are normal, CT and MRI are all normal. No problem, the heart function is also very good."

Lin Xiaoran squinted his eyes, and the temperature in the room dropped a few more degrees, "Then why does he feel pain?" Yan Huan is not a person who can pretend to be sick, and it is impossible to pretend that appearance.

The dean wiped the cold sweat from his forehead, afraid that Lin Xiaoran might think that they were not doing their job well, so he hurriedly received, "The heart rate and blood pressure became normal after Yan Shao had been sedated, and the levels of adrenaline and enkephalin in his body were high. They are all substances secreted by the human body to suppress pain, which means that before I said less, I really felt pain."

The more I talked about Lin Shao, the more ugly his face became. The dean forced himself to finish the sentence calmly, "After our discussion, we concluded that Yan Shao's pain was caused by psychological effects. It belongs to the category of psychological phobia. And the heart beats faster, breathing is difficult, and even psychogenic pain occurs."

After hearing this, Lin Xiaoran closed his eyes, gritted his teeth, clenched his fists, and self-blame and sorrow welled up in his throat.The only one Yan Huan fears and resists is himself.Yan Huan was afraid that he would hate him to such an extent that Lin Xiaoran felt dejected, depressed and extremely bitter.

"This kind of phobia can't be cured with drugs. Heart diseases still need heart medicine. Psychotherapy can be used to let patients slowly accept, approach, and no longer be afraid. But the treatment effect ultimately depends on the patient himself."

The dean paused, he didn't know what Yan Shao was afraid of, but, "Actually, as long as you don't get in touch with the source of the fear, you will be fine with this disease, and it won't affect your health in any way."

As soon as the words fell, Lin Xiaoran's face became extremely ugly, exuding ruthlessness all over his body, which made the dean tremble slightly in fright, not knowing what he said wrongly, he didn't dare to take a breath.

When the atmosphere was getting more and more suffocating, there was a knock on the door just in time, and the nurse's joyful voice came, "Young Master Lin, Young Master Yan has woken up."

Lin Xiaoran closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and when he opened them again, he had suppressed his hostility and was as calm as water, but his dark eyes were so dark that it was shocking.

He got up and strode into the compartment of the ward, and the dean's heart beat again, and he hurriedly followed behind.

Yan Huan was sitting on the hospital bed and was being examined by the doctor. When he saw Lin Xiao, he blinked and didn't respond. Then he lowered his eyes expressionlessly.

The doctor drew a tube of blood and asked Yan Huan some questions, which he answered seriously.Yan Huan didn't understand why he was in pain all of a sudden before, but now he really didn't feel anything at all.

After the doctor confirmed it, he turned to Lin Xiaoran, "Young Master Yan is fine, everything is normal."

Lin Xiaoran nodded to signal, and everyone immediately exited the ward with winks, only two people remained silent in the room.

Lin Xiaoran walked to Yan Huan's side step by step, staring at him, Yan Huan didn't resist or loathe him, just looked deserted.Lin Xiaoran is now on the edge of the cliff, uneasy.

He stood still at the head of the bed, stared darkly for a moment, then stretched out his hand to caress Yan Huan's face.

When Yan Huan was surrounded by a man's breath, his chest felt tight, but he didn't show it.But the moment Lin Xiaoran touched him, Yan Huan couldn't help being out of breath, her heart beat faster, and she felt a dull pain.

He immediately avoided the man's hand and took two steps to the side, trembling uncontrollably, extremely flustered.

Lin Xiaoran choked, and slowly put down his hand, a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, his eyes looking at Yan Huan were full of sadness, like falling into an abyss.