Destiny of Rebirth

Lin Xiaoran really understands Yan Huan.

Yan Huan really wanted to sign this contract. Designing a Ritz-Carlton Hotel was one of his dreams, but Lin Xiaoran held this dream in front of him, and it was within reach.

As long as Yan Huan is willing, as long as he writes his name, it only takes a few seconds...

But he couldn't do it, Yan Huan's heart wanted to accept it, but his reason didn't allow it.

Yan Huan knew that by accepting this case, he accepted Lin Xiaoran's intentions, the intentions that moved his heart just now.

From now on, every day when he concentrates on hotel design, he will think of Lin Xiaoran. He is afraid, afraid that his heart will fall again, afraid that his heart will continue.

So Yan Huan rejected the gift.

It was hard, really hard, harder than the decision to drop JYD back then.If the cooperation with Ritz-Carlton is successfully completed, JYD's worldwide reputation will be a hit, and it will never be the same.

The so-called opportunity is nothing more than that.Clever as happy as words, he should hold on tightly, but he still let go.

Yan Huan can give up everything in this life, but he has to keep his heart.

Lin Xiaoran felt that the firmness in Yan Huan's eyes was extremely glaring, he frowned and asked, "Why?"

Yan Huan swallowed, and tried to convince herself, "I don't have the ability and qualification to design the Ritz-Carlton Hotel yet."

Lin Xiaoran didn't believe it, Yan Huan's reaction just now was that he liked it very much, and he already wanted to accept it.

He said in a deep voice, "You heard what Li Ming said tonight. You are capable enough to complete the Ritz-Carlton design. Besides, if you are not qualified, I would not be able to win this contract no matter what."

After Yan Huan was comforted by Lin Xiaoran, he became more and more sad. He avoided the man's deep gaze, took a deep breath and said, "This has nothing to do with other people's opinions, it's my own decision. I don't think I can do it."

Lin Xiaoran didn't speak anymore, but his face was dark, and the air pressure was getting lower and lower.

Yan Huan was pushing him away, because it was her own case, so no matter how attractive she is, no matter how much she likes her, she doesn't want this person.

After a while, Lin Xiaoran said softly, "Yan Huan, this is your birthday present."

Listening to the man's begging voice, Yan Huan took a breath, and met Lin Xiaoran's eyes. Even though he hid it deeply, he still saw the flash of disappointment in the man's eyes.

Yan Huan lowered his eyes and clenched his teeth, opened his mouth several times, and finally could only say, "I'm sorry".

After hearing this, Lin Xiaoran raised the corners of his mouth mockingly, feeling powerless for the first time.

Originally, I was sure that Yan Huan would definitely accept the Ritz-Carlton contract, because this was his passion, the only thing that Yan Huan loved with his life.

This is the most touching thing Lin Xiaoran can do, but Yan Huan still pushes himself away.

Is he going to use punishment to force people to accept it like last time?Originally, I wanted to make Yan Huan happy and happy, but what's the point of forcing people to accept it?

So Lin Xiaoran was very powerless, he suddenly didn't know what to do next.

Yan Huan really couldn't bear Lin Xiaoran's eyes and the oppressive atmosphere, so he said, "I'm going to the bathroom", got up and walked towards the master bedroom, the bathroom should be inside.

Lin Xiaoran frowned and looked at Yan Huan's back, hesitating to speak, but he didn't stop calling anyone.

The moment Yan Huan pushed the door open, he was struck by lightning and froze in place, with his mouth open and unable to speak.

The bedroom is decorated with bouquets of roses, the scent of flowers coming from the nostrils, and Hstens' kingsize bed is covered with bright red rose petals, very romantic, very attentive, Yan Huan's chest is aching.

He looked back at Lin Xiaoran stiffly, the man was still sitting on the sofa expressionlessly, looking at him quietly, but Yan Huan felt that he... was sad.

This is the second time Lin Xiaoran has prepared roses, and it is also the second time because he has lost meaning.

Yan Huan wanted to say something, but couldn't speak for a long time.

Thinking of the two of them getting along these days, the intimacy and dedication of the man, Yan Huan realized for the first time that whether it was like in the previous life or not, Lin Xiaoran would lose interest in the end.The man in this life is affectionate towards him, no matter how much, he always pays.

Yan Huan feels guilty, because Lin Xiaoran in the previous life has implicated Lin Xiaoran in this life. In fact, the present man has never done what Yan Huan remembers, but Yan Huan will never be able to respond to his feelings.

For Yan Huan, they are always one person.

Yan Huan is an emotionally clean person.When you are in love, you will never look back, and when you are apart, you will never look back, and implement a zero-tolerance policy.

It's not that he is so proud and let go, but that Yan Huan can't accept that he can no longer love others wholeheartedly.There will always be a hurdle between the two, the past is stuck in the middle, and if it is not the original pure love, Yan Huan would rather not have it.

In fact, Yan Huan didn't hate Lin Xiaoran a long time ago, and he never hated Lin Xiaoran after he was reborn.

You love me, I don't owe anything.One difference and two widths, everyone is happy.

This is Yan Huan's love principle.

Yan Huan even felt a little grateful to Lin Xiaoran in his previous life, it was he who made him who he is now.

There is a line in "A Chinese Journey to the West" that says: When Zixia left Zhizunbao, Zhizunbao really became Monkey King.

Compared with Yan Huan who lived for others in the last life, he prefers Yan Huan who lives for himself now.

He has a career he loves, close friends, parents who are still alive, and a free heart.Maybe I can meet an ordinary lover in the future and give him ordinary happiness.

And all of this is destined to have nothing to do with Lin Xiaoran.

Yan Huan didn't know what to say, he knew he had hurt Lin Xiaoran's heart, but Yan Huan couldn't give the man the response he wanted, "I'm sorry".

The silence in the room was terrifying, only Yan Huan's whispers diffused into the air, which made Lin Xiaoran unable to deny it.

If the person who said sorry just now was because he rejected the birthday gift, then the sorry sentence now...the two of them knew it well.

Lin Xiaoran lowered his eyes, and the ridicule at the corner of his mouth became bitter.

He had expected that tonight would be a hot and profuse night, with bright red roses against the snow-white man, Yan Huan would stare at him with watery eyes, open her body softly for him, her pussy tightly wrapped around him, and cry Said he liked his gift.

No matter how beautiful the dream is, the reality is as skinny as it is. Lin Xiaoran's air pressure is extremely low.

After Yan Huan finished speaking, he turned around and walked into the bathroom quickly. His mind was in a mess, his chest hurt and swollen, he kept pouring cold water on his face, and he looked up in the mirror after a long time.

The person in the mirror was very pale, with a tangled expression and hesitant eyes.Thinking of the heartbeat at the moment before, Yan Huan patted his chest vigorously, afraid that his heart would start beating wildly again.

Yan Huan suddenly regretted it. He seemed to have overestimated himself and signed the contract, thinking that he could keep his heart.

But night after night, accompanied day by day, his body was used to Lin Xiaoran, the intense K sensation from men, kisses and hugs anytime and anywhere, and holding his hand all the time.

The physical habit has gradually turned into a psychological habit. When will he no longer resist and be indifferent to Lin Xiaoran, he will talk more and more, laugh unconsciously, and worry about men...

Sure enough, it is boiled frogs in warm water.Now I'm excited to find out that the water is hot!Yan Huan gave himself a slap in the head, the principles he had learned in elementary school, why did he think he could hold on to them.

But at least he hasn't been cooked yet, and it's still too late to jump out.

Yan Huan didn't know how long he stayed in the bathroom, he didn't leave the bedroom until he calmed down completely.

Lin Xiaoran was still in the same posture just now, sitting quietly, with unambiguous eyesight, making it impossible to guess what he was thinking.

Seeing Yan Huan coming out, Lin Xiaoran got up and walked out, and said, "Let's go", it was deserted, and he couldn't hear his emotions.

Yan Huan was stunned for a moment, then followed the man's footsteps, secretly heaving a sigh of relief, luckily he didn't have to stay in the hotel tonight, but slept on that bed, the man probably thought the same way.

After getting in the car, the two looked out the window in silence, the atmosphere was inexplicably tense and depressing.Yan Huan was very nervous, Lin Xiaoran's reaction was too calm, so calm that he was at a loss, afraid that the man would explode in the next second.

But Lin Xiaoran was just thinking with dark eyes, until they returned to the villa, the man said in a deep voice at the stairs, "Go to bed first", then turned and went to the living room.

Yan Huan blinked, not sure if he was relieved or more depressed.After he went upstairs to wash up, he lay down on the bed, but couldn't fall asleep.

Yan Huan also felt powerless, he clearly knew something was wrong, but he couldn't change it, if he could do it, he wouldn't have signed the contract in the first place.

The bits and pieces of life in the past few months kept popping up in his mind, the more he wanted to drive Lin Xiaoran out of his mind, the more he wanted to hide it, the more he thought about it, the more irritable he became.Then, he lost sleep.

Yan Huan gritted his teeth and jumped up from the bed, walked to the French window and sat down, looking at the looming glaciers and mountains in the distance, as if this could make his mind more at ease, he sat quietly for an unknowing how long and what he was thinking , and finally gradually fell asleep against the glass.

When Lin Xiaoran went upstairs, what he saw was Yan Huan sleeping curled up by the window, not even covered by a blanket.

The man's face turned black in an instant, and he walked over quickly, picked him up and put him back on the bed, and covered him with the quilt.Lin Xiaoran gritted his teeth looking at the slightly frowning sleeping face.Yan Huan always uses this trick every time, once he suffers from insomnia, he doesn't like to stay in bed, if he doesn't come up, he can sit until dawn!

Lin Xiaoran didn't know whether to speak more angrily, or to be more angry with himself, he stared at the person on the bed with dark eyes for a long time, finally he could only sigh deeply, went to bed and embraced him in his arms.

Yan Huan didn't sleep well, and after being carried into the arms of the man, he writhed a few times in a daze, and unconsciously moved closer to the heat source, finding a comfortable seat before falling into a deep sleep.

Lin Xiaoran's little sullenness dissipated in an instant, and he resignedly kissed Yan Huan's hair, and hugged her tightly.

Is Lin Xiaoran angry tonight?angry.Lost?depressed.Are you sad?Quite a bit.

But he was more thinking about what to do in the future, and how he could win this person's heart.

I thought about it all night, but I couldn't find a way not to hurt words.

Violence flashed in Lin Xiaoran's eyes, he really didn't want to hurt Yan Huan.