In the 20 years after his parents died, Chi Xu lived very tired every day.
He thought that if he died, he would be free.
But when his feet left the ground, he suddenly realized that he was still not reconciled.
In just a short moment, the cold and hard ground was close at hand, Chi Xu couldn't help but close his eyes tightly, and then as if waking up from a dream, the sense of weightlessness suddenly dissipated, and Chi Xu fell into the warm and soft bed suddenly.
God favored, woke up from the nightmare.
It would be great if that was the case.
Chi Xu sat on the bed, wrapped his body tightly with a quilt, and stared blankly at the snowflakes falling outside the window.
is he really crazy
For the first two years, Chi Xu accompanied Zhao Ruihuai to do charity work, and saw those mentally ill patients with his own eyes. Some thought he was a dog, some saw that everyone belonged to his son, and some cheered in circles when the weather was hot in June. It's snowing.
Thinking that he would do the same, Chi Xu decided to die again.
He struggled to move his eyes glued to the window, and finally noticed the abnormalities other than the heavy snow.
The room I was in at the moment was dimly lit and extremely small. There was only a single bed and a desk. Clothes were hung on a pole at the end of the bed. Trash cans and suitcases were crowded together.
This is the single room he rented before.
As early as six years ago, Chi Xu had already saved enough money to buy his own house.
Looking at the familiar yet unfamiliar room in front of him, Chi Xu's mind came up with the four big characters of time reversal. He grinned, trying to show a smiling face, but the high hanging heart made the expression on his face very strange .
The pillows and quilts were all pulled to the ground, and a smartphone with a sense of age appeared at the end of the bed.
Chi Xu knelt on the bed, his body was stiff, his breathing was stagnant, and he lightly turned on the screen.
20121204
Seeing the date, Chi Xu lay down as if drained of strength.
The world is really playing with him.
Since God gave him a chance to turn back time, why couldn't that node be a few months earlier and let him go back to before his grandfather died.
Thinking of the old man who died suddenly at home alone, Chi Xu couldn't help but feel cold. He got under the quilt, curled up his legs, clenched his hands into fists, and pressed them to his knees.
This posture will make Chi Xu feel comfortable, as if everything in the outside world has nothing to do with him, and he can stay safely in his own little world without any harm.
But this is nothing more than accumulating all the pain into the chest cavity, allowing it to flow into the heart and lungs, like a storm sweeping, the wind blade is ruthless, messing up the internal organs.
How painful.
Chi Xu didn't feel it until he got used to it.
I don't know how long after that, the boring mobile phone rang again and again.
"ring bell bell bell"
Chi Xu hid under the quilt, staring at the name on the screen of the phone.
Vice President.
At this time, Zhao Ruihuai is still the vice president of Daiwa Hotel Management Group.
High-star hotels and real estate are the most fundamental cornerstones of Dahe's fortune, and they are also the most stable industries under Zhao Changyuan's hands. Their value cannot be measured by money. Those loyal retainers are the most precious wealth he wants to hand over to Zhao Ruihuai.
That's why Zhao Ruihuai, the young owner of the Yamato Group, started here.
Chi Xu picked up the phone, and a familiar voice came from the other side, slow and steady, "Where are you?"
It's already eight forty.
Usually at this time, Chi Xu should show up at Zhao Ruihuai's doorstep and confirm today's itinerary with him on the way to work.
"Mr. Zhao, I'm not feeling well today and I want to take a day off."
"No, I'm not feeling well, you need to rest"
Zhao Ruihuai's tone sounded worried and anxious, but Chi Xu knew that when he was too surprised, his tongue was not very dexterous, commonly known as stuttering.
Of course, he always pretended not to know about the minor problems of his immediate boss, "I'm a bit cold, ahem, Mr. Zhao, you should wear more clothes, it's a bit cold outside."
Chi Xu was still not sure if he was crazy, and he didn't dare to say about the snow outside.
He hid under the quilt, his voice was muffled, and it really sounded like he had a cold. Zhao Ruihuai on the phone said dissatisfiedly, "Can you recover from your illness by resting? Take medicine and injections, and the company will reimburse you."
Zhao Ruihuai was indeed very kind to him, eating, drinking and traveling, regardless of public or private, as long as he could get an invoice, he would be reimbursed. That's why he was able to work and bought a house in the capital after a few years. In the past, Chi Xu only thought it was a bribe from his boss. People's hearts, he and himself have blood feuds, so they dismissed it. Now that I think about it, it is probably because I feel guilty for my parents who died innocently and tragically, and make up for it.
Thinking of Zhao Ruihuai's hoarseness when he called his name before he jumped off the building, Chi Xu's tone softened a little, "I will, thank you Mr. Zhao for your concern."
In fact, this matter has nothing to do with Zhao Ruihuai from the beginning to the end. He knows that he is secretly pregnant, so he can completely expel himself from Yamato, instead of staying with him, and treating him as a confidant, making a foolish act of breeding tigers. .
He would have chosen to commit suicide in the company at that time, in addition to being exhausted, he must have felt a little guilty.
When the festering and rotten hatred was stripped from his heart, the bloody and warm part hidden inside finally reappeared, which made Chi Xu clearly realize that if he died, among the hundreds of millions of people, Zhao Ruihuai was the only one who would bury him.
After hanging up the phone, Chi Xu clicked on the memo on his mobile phone. He has habitually recorded all his work plans since the first day at work. discredit.
After sending Zhao Ruihuai today's schedule to another secretary, Chi Xu let out a long sigh of relief.
That tone is the resentment that has been stagnant for many years.
Kuhai Wuya's words are indeed reasonable. Seven years ago, he was still at the stage of trying to gain Zhao Ruihuai's trust. He was a good subordinate who could be selected as an outstanding employee of the year. He had never betrayed the company or the leadership.
Maybe Zhao Ruihuai guessed that he entered Yamato with bad intentions now, but he definitely didn't do any bad things at this time.
Chi Xu thought that since God gave him a chance to do it all over again, he wouldn't have to work so hard this time.
He wants to live easily, for himself.
First of all, Chi Xu wanted to have a leisurely breakfast.
He would get a stomachache if he ate too fast, and he had always been wolfing down food to save time.
Getting out of the quilt, Chi Xu shivered suddenly in the airy room, and the thick coat hanging on the bed was also cold on his body.
Well, he has to change his residence.
Over the years, with Zhao Ruihuai's position, Chi Xu's salary has also risen, coupled with the unreasonable habit of spending money lavishly, the virtue of saving has long been thrown away. , he is afraid that it will be very difficult, anyway, the steamed buns and pickles are too much to eat.
After changing into warm clothes, Chi Xu took the toiletries and went to the public bathroom. The bathroom was about the size of his small single room. The tiles on the walls and floor were dull yellow. The sink was full of scale and the toilet was old. Squatting, and the shower is surrounded by a green plastic sheet, which can be said to be crude and messy.
After all, the co-renters are big men, unlike women who love to be tidy. Except for the landlord who comes to clean up the public areas every now and then, no one wants to clean them. Chi Xu, 25, is so busy that he has very little private time. own hygiene.
Then again, when he just graduated, he lived in a place with worse conditions than here, and he didn't care if it was dirty or messy, but now it's a bit unbearable.
Frowning, after washing, Chi Xu looked up at the blurry mirror.
Inside was a very delicate face, with white skin like his mother and big eyes like his father. Chi Xu's only dissatisfaction with his face was that there was a small black mole in the center of the right cheek.
During the summer vacation when he graduated from junior high school, his grandfather’s right hand was accidentally broken, so that he had to learn to wash and cook while taking care of his grandfather. The whole person was in a state of chaos. He didn’t cut his hair all summer. Most of his face was covered. At the stage when boys and girls were most concerned about their appearance, he was ridiculously isolated by his new classmates because his hair was too long and he wore the same clothes for a week. Although he cut his hair short later, the classmates We all have our own little circles.
In fact, compared to being sympathetic and pityed by the people around, it is not bad to be alone, but occasionally I feel a little lonely.
The only person Chi Xu could talk to in high school was Auntie Dafan in the school cafeteria. That auntie was very superstitious and told him over and over again that the mole on his face meant good luck and bad luck. It doesn't matter if it's not good, good days are ahead.
It made Chi Xu want to remove this mole every time he looked in the mirror for a period of time.
"Hey, you didn't go to work today."
Chi Xu turned around, and saw a young man in his early twenties standing at the door of the bathroom, with single eyelids, thin lips, very frivolous golden hair, and a shiny earring on the lobe of his left ear, like a Korean, Also like Little Rascal, "On Vacation."
"Oh, what I said, last time I moved too quickly, I didn't have time to get to know each other. My name is Cheng Da. I work as a cashier in an Internet cafe. I just got off the night shift. You happened to be at work when I was off the night shift. I haven't seen you for a month. you"
"last time"
"You forgot, I moved last month, and you helped me carry the suitcase, right, I don't know your name yet."
Cheng Da is obviously familiar.
Chi Xu is not good at communicating with such people, he gently changed the topic, "Do you want to use the bathroom?"
"Ah, I'm not in a hurry. If you want to use it, use it first. I just want to say hello to you. Have you had breakfast? I'm going to drink porridge across the way. If you haven't eaten, let's go together. I invite you"
His enthusiasm really made it difficult for Chi Xu to resist, "No, I'm going to the agency to check out the listings. I plan to move to live near the company. It's more convenient to commute to and from get off work."
In other words, we don't need to know each other.
I don't know if the child didn't hear it, or if he was too warm-hearted, he smiled and said, "It's a coincidence, my agency has someone I know, now I have to find a reliable agency to find a house, and I will accompany you after breakfast." Let's go together"
"It's too troublesome, don't you need to rest?"
"I'm hyperactive, I won't be able to fall asleep until afternoon, I'll brush my teeth and wash my face, let's go"
The 25-year-old Chi Xu would never pay attention to Cheng Da, but the 32-year-old Chi Xu couldn't bear it, or could not bear to reject him.
The author has something to say: I still have the manuscript for the second update, don't worry about jumping into the pit
He thought that if he died, he would be free.
But when his feet left the ground, he suddenly realized that he was still not reconciled.
In just a short moment, the cold and hard ground was close at hand, Chi Xu couldn't help but close his eyes tightly, and then as if waking up from a dream, the sense of weightlessness suddenly dissipated, and Chi Xu fell into the warm and soft bed suddenly.
God favored, woke up from the nightmare.
It would be great if that was the case.
Chi Xu sat on the bed, wrapped his body tightly with a quilt, and stared blankly at the snowflakes falling outside the window.
is he really crazy
For the first two years, Chi Xu accompanied Zhao Ruihuai to do charity work, and saw those mentally ill patients with his own eyes. Some thought he was a dog, some saw that everyone belonged to his son, and some cheered in circles when the weather was hot in June. It's snowing.
Thinking that he would do the same, Chi Xu decided to die again.
He struggled to move his eyes glued to the window, and finally noticed the abnormalities other than the heavy snow.
The room I was in at the moment was dimly lit and extremely small. There was only a single bed and a desk. Clothes were hung on a pole at the end of the bed. Trash cans and suitcases were crowded together.
This is the single room he rented before.
As early as six years ago, Chi Xu had already saved enough money to buy his own house.
Looking at the familiar yet unfamiliar room in front of him, Chi Xu's mind came up with the four big characters of time reversal. He grinned, trying to show a smiling face, but the high hanging heart made the expression on his face very strange .
The pillows and quilts were all pulled to the ground, and a smartphone with a sense of age appeared at the end of the bed.
Chi Xu knelt on the bed, his body was stiff, his breathing was stagnant, and he lightly turned on the screen.
20121204
Seeing the date, Chi Xu lay down as if drained of strength.
The world is really playing with him.
Since God gave him a chance to turn back time, why couldn't that node be a few months earlier and let him go back to before his grandfather died.
Thinking of the old man who died suddenly at home alone, Chi Xu couldn't help but feel cold. He got under the quilt, curled up his legs, clenched his hands into fists, and pressed them to his knees.
This posture will make Chi Xu feel comfortable, as if everything in the outside world has nothing to do with him, and he can stay safely in his own little world without any harm.
But this is nothing more than accumulating all the pain into the chest cavity, allowing it to flow into the heart and lungs, like a storm sweeping, the wind blade is ruthless, messing up the internal organs.
How painful.
Chi Xu didn't feel it until he got used to it.
I don't know how long after that, the boring mobile phone rang again and again.
"ring bell bell bell"
Chi Xu hid under the quilt, staring at the name on the screen of the phone.
Vice President.
At this time, Zhao Ruihuai is still the vice president of Daiwa Hotel Management Group.
High-star hotels and real estate are the most fundamental cornerstones of Dahe's fortune, and they are also the most stable industries under Zhao Changyuan's hands. Their value cannot be measured by money. Those loyal retainers are the most precious wealth he wants to hand over to Zhao Ruihuai.
That's why Zhao Ruihuai, the young owner of the Yamato Group, started here.
Chi Xu picked up the phone, and a familiar voice came from the other side, slow and steady, "Where are you?"
It's already eight forty.
Usually at this time, Chi Xu should show up at Zhao Ruihuai's doorstep and confirm today's itinerary with him on the way to work.
"Mr. Zhao, I'm not feeling well today and I want to take a day off."
"No, I'm not feeling well, you need to rest"
Zhao Ruihuai's tone sounded worried and anxious, but Chi Xu knew that when he was too surprised, his tongue was not very dexterous, commonly known as stuttering.
Of course, he always pretended not to know about the minor problems of his immediate boss, "I'm a bit cold, ahem, Mr. Zhao, you should wear more clothes, it's a bit cold outside."
Chi Xu was still not sure if he was crazy, and he didn't dare to say about the snow outside.
He hid under the quilt, his voice was muffled, and it really sounded like he had a cold. Zhao Ruihuai on the phone said dissatisfiedly, "Can you recover from your illness by resting? Take medicine and injections, and the company will reimburse you."
Zhao Ruihuai was indeed very kind to him, eating, drinking and traveling, regardless of public or private, as long as he could get an invoice, he would be reimbursed. That's why he was able to work and bought a house in the capital after a few years. In the past, Chi Xu only thought it was a bribe from his boss. People's hearts, he and himself have blood feuds, so they dismissed it. Now that I think about it, it is probably because I feel guilty for my parents who died innocently and tragically, and make up for it.
Thinking of Zhao Ruihuai's hoarseness when he called his name before he jumped off the building, Chi Xu's tone softened a little, "I will, thank you Mr. Zhao for your concern."
In fact, this matter has nothing to do with Zhao Ruihuai from the beginning to the end. He knows that he is secretly pregnant, so he can completely expel himself from Yamato, instead of staying with him, and treating him as a confidant, making a foolish act of breeding tigers. .
He would have chosen to commit suicide in the company at that time, in addition to being exhausted, he must have felt a little guilty.
When the festering and rotten hatred was stripped from his heart, the bloody and warm part hidden inside finally reappeared, which made Chi Xu clearly realize that if he died, among the hundreds of millions of people, Zhao Ruihuai was the only one who would bury him.
After hanging up the phone, Chi Xu clicked on the memo on his mobile phone. He has habitually recorded all his work plans since the first day at work. discredit.
After sending Zhao Ruihuai today's schedule to another secretary, Chi Xu let out a long sigh of relief.
That tone is the resentment that has been stagnant for many years.
Kuhai Wuya's words are indeed reasonable. Seven years ago, he was still at the stage of trying to gain Zhao Ruihuai's trust. He was a good subordinate who could be selected as an outstanding employee of the year. He had never betrayed the company or the leadership.
Maybe Zhao Ruihuai guessed that he entered Yamato with bad intentions now, but he definitely didn't do any bad things at this time.
Chi Xu thought that since God gave him a chance to do it all over again, he wouldn't have to work so hard this time.
He wants to live easily, for himself.
First of all, Chi Xu wanted to have a leisurely breakfast.
He would get a stomachache if he ate too fast, and he had always been wolfing down food to save time.
Getting out of the quilt, Chi Xu shivered suddenly in the airy room, and the thick coat hanging on the bed was also cold on his body.
Well, he has to change his residence.
Over the years, with Zhao Ruihuai's position, Chi Xu's salary has also risen, coupled with the unreasonable habit of spending money lavishly, the virtue of saving has long been thrown away. , he is afraid that it will be very difficult, anyway, the steamed buns and pickles are too much to eat.
After changing into warm clothes, Chi Xu took the toiletries and went to the public bathroom. The bathroom was about the size of his small single room. The tiles on the walls and floor were dull yellow. The sink was full of scale and the toilet was old. Squatting, and the shower is surrounded by a green plastic sheet, which can be said to be crude and messy.
After all, the co-renters are big men, unlike women who love to be tidy. Except for the landlord who comes to clean up the public areas every now and then, no one wants to clean them. Chi Xu, 25, is so busy that he has very little private time. own hygiene.
Then again, when he just graduated, he lived in a place with worse conditions than here, and he didn't care if it was dirty or messy, but now it's a bit unbearable.
Frowning, after washing, Chi Xu looked up at the blurry mirror.
Inside was a very delicate face, with white skin like his mother and big eyes like his father. Chi Xu's only dissatisfaction with his face was that there was a small black mole in the center of the right cheek.
During the summer vacation when he graduated from junior high school, his grandfather’s right hand was accidentally broken, so that he had to learn to wash and cook while taking care of his grandfather. The whole person was in a state of chaos. He didn’t cut his hair all summer. Most of his face was covered. At the stage when boys and girls were most concerned about their appearance, he was ridiculously isolated by his new classmates because his hair was too long and he wore the same clothes for a week. Although he cut his hair short later, the classmates We all have our own little circles.
In fact, compared to being sympathetic and pityed by the people around, it is not bad to be alone, but occasionally I feel a little lonely.
The only person Chi Xu could talk to in high school was Auntie Dafan in the school cafeteria. That auntie was very superstitious and told him over and over again that the mole on his face meant good luck and bad luck. It doesn't matter if it's not good, good days are ahead.
It made Chi Xu want to remove this mole every time he looked in the mirror for a period of time.
"Hey, you didn't go to work today."
Chi Xu turned around, and saw a young man in his early twenties standing at the door of the bathroom, with single eyelids, thin lips, very frivolous golden hair, and a shiny earring on the lobe of his left ear, like a Korean, Also like Little Rascal, "On Vacation."
"Oh, what I said, last time I moved too quickly, I didn't have time to get to know each other. My name is Cheng Da. I work as a cashier in an Internet cafe. I just got off the night shift. You happened to be at work when I was off the night shift. I haven't seen you for a month. you"
"last time"
"You forgot, I moved last month, and you helped me carry the suitcase, right, I don't know your name yet."
Cheng Da is obviously familiar.
Chi Xu is not good at communicating with such people, he gently changed the topic, "Do you want to use the bathroom?"
"Ah, I'm not in a hurry. If you want to use it, use it first. I just want to say hello to you. Have you had breakfast? I'm going to drink porridge across the way. If you haven't eaten, let's go together. I invite you"
His enthusiasm really made it difficult for Chi Xu to resist, "No, I'm going to the agency to check out the listings. I plan to move to live near the company. It's more convenient to commute to and from get off work."
In other words, we don't need to know each other.
I don't know if the child didn't hear it, or if he was too warm-hearted, he smiled and said, "It's a coincidence, my agency has someone I know, now I have to find a reliable agency to find a house, and I will accompany you after breakfast." Let's go together"
"It's too troublesome, don't you need to rest?"
"I'm hyperactive, I won't be able to fall asleep until afternoon, I'll brush my teeth and wash my face, let's go"
The 25-year-old Chi Xu would never pay attention to Cheng Da, but the 32-year-old Chi Xu couldn't bear it, or could not bear to reject him.
The author has something to say: I still have the manuscript for the second update, don't worry about jumping into the pit
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