Love talk will eventually find its owner [Entertainment]

Lin Lang: "You have a great reaction."

Lu Qingqing: "No, no, that's not the point! Langlang, why did you suddenly think of this?"

The corners of Lin Lang's lips curled up, and there was soft love in his eyes.She looked at Lu Qingqing and replied: "You have already had a showdown with the company, so of course I have to do something. Unfortunately, I don't have any connections in the circle, so I can't share the pressure for you. Without career support, at least I have to do something." Do you have family support?"

There was water in Lu Qingqing's eyes.

This time, it was no longer the red eye sockets when she entered the scene, but the real uncontrollable tears because of Lin Lang's words.Lu Xiaohua seemed to have really become the "Little Lu Qingqing" that Lin Lang would occasionally think of. She wiped her tears in a panic, making the areas around her eyes red, and said in her mouth: "Strange, woo, I don't want to cry... "

Lin Lang stopped her and kissed Lu Qingqing's tears away little by little.

During this period, Lu Qingqing didn't say a word.Her mind was blank, full of shock and joy.In the end, Lu Qingqing regained her senses, and she also felt incredible.This is obviously a very common thing for same-sex couples, even a necessary step.She went to tell the company and Zhang Linxi by herself that she was betting on her entire future, but Lin Lang just told her parents.

But Lu Qingqing inexplicably felt that what she had to face was a stranger anyway.

But what Lin Lang has to face is relatives who are connected by blood.

If Zhang Linxi didn't understand or agree, in Lu Qingqing's view, it didn't matter.The worst and worst ending is that she is frozen and banned by the company, and then bears a heavy debt - it is miserable, yes.But what about Lin Lang?

Lin Lang's family loves her very much, and Lang Lang himself loves his family very much.

If Lang Lang's family members were angry because of her, what should they do?

When Qiao Yilu came out, there was a wave of supportive public opinion on the Internet, and there were many opposing words.It's just that the voice of support is too loud, and it has completely become a kind of political correctness.In contrast, those words of objection became nothing worth mentioning.

But those swearing, "abnormal", "disgusting", and "can't let her appear on TV again, it's just spoiling children" are all real.In reality, some people do think so.Even if such people are a minority.

Once it falls on the family members around Langlang, the "minority" becomes "absolute".

Lu Qingqing was crying "woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo" and couldn't stop, saying, "Langlang, Langlang, or forget it. I think it's good for us to be like this."

Lin Lang wiped her tears while comforting her: "What's the matter, is it because of worry?"

Lu Qingqing: "If your parents are angry with you..."

Lin Lang said: "Well, I have to bear a little pressure, otherwise you are the only one who has to work hard, but I keep it from my family, and I don't take responsibility just for love, isn't it too much?"

Lu Qingqing: "But, but, how can you say that?" She tried to argue, "My parents don't know..." Her voice dropped suddenly, "I never thought that I would tell my parents These words."

Lin Lang was taken aback.

Lu Qingqing realized that she had said the wrong thing.

Through tears, she looked at Lin Lang's expression.As if being hit by something, it became a little empty.But seeing her look over, he still smiled at her.

Lin Lang was very confused. On the one hand, he said: "But Qingqing is going to tell the company—" This is already an attitude of being serious and responsible, and thinking about the future of the two of them. I can't doubt my girlfriend on this.

Another voice said, "But she said she wasn't going to tell her parents."

That sentence seemed to have pierced a hole in Lin Lang's heart.

Originally, the hole was very small, the size of a needle tip.But the more Lin Lang thought about it, the stronger his force was to tear that hole.Soon, the tip of the needle turned into a fingernail, and the trend is getting worse.

"No...!" Lu Qingqing pressed Lin Lang's hand and leaned over.She was very anxious, still crying in her voice, and said, "That's not what it means. It's just, just—"

After a while, she suddenly became depressed.

"Langlang, I haven't seen my parents for a long time. One year? Two years? Or in other words, after I went to college, the time I talked to them may be within an hour."

In a hurry, she picked up her mobile phone from the bedside table next to her.

"Look at the call log."

Lu Qingqing eagerly proved, "It's been so long since the last call. And a call lasts at most 2 minutes."

Lin Lang blinked.

She seemed to suddenly understand something.

They have been in love for a long time.Before that, Lu Qingqing was either sweet or bitter in front of her, like tears.

But now, Lin Lang inexplicably felt that this was the first time he was so close to Lu Qingqing.

That sweet little villain is Lu Qingqing, and the crying stray cat is Lu Qingqing.Right now, it is still Lu Qingqing who is hesitating and doesn't know how to speak about his relationship with his family.

Lu Qingqing took a deep breath and put the phone beside her.

"In short," she concluded first, "I just want to say... To me, being recognized by my parents is not a very important thing. I should not have said that just now. The relationship is very good. I saw my aunt at your house before, and I was still thinking that this is how family life should be. If my mother was like that," she lowered her head, staring at a spot on the bed sheet, "how wonderful it would be .”

The topic is inexplicable, from coming out to here.

At some point, Lin Lang had already grabbed Lu Qingqing's hand.

Lin Lang hesitated for a moment, and asked, "I saw a VCR recorded in your home before." It was the year before last. Lu Qingqing had just debuted and had already started to become famous, but it was not as popular as it is now. "It should be Which program group went to your house? Anyway, don't your parents seem to have a good relationship?"

She said "not bad", which is already a euphemism.In fact, for a long time, Lin Lang felt that such a sweet Lu Qingqing should be influenced by her parents.Even in a short VCR, it can be seen how much her parents love each other.

"That's right." Lu Qingqing said sullenly, "They have a very good relationship."

Lin Lang was even more puzzled.

Lu Qingqing: "...It's all right, I don't need me at all."

For Lu Xixi, the phrase "Unfortunate families each have their own misfortunes" is the most appropriate sentence that can describe her family relationship.

By all accounts, her parents have been in love since high school.In a special era when university enrollment had not yet expanded, two people were admitted to university together.

This is completely a golden boy and a jade girl, a match made in heaven.Sure enough, even after going to university, Lu Qingqing's parents still haven't separated.They have been in love for many years, and they got their marriage certificate as soon as they graduated.

"Actually, I was approached by a show before." Halfway through the talk, Lu Qingqing suddenly talked about something else, "A few years ago, wasn't that kind of variety show with children very popular? The guests lined up for several years. Everyone knows , on that kind of program, it’s easiest to establish an image and attract fans.” She paused, as if caught in some long-standing memory, “How popular is it? Zhang Linxi even told me that it’s a pity that I’m relatively young. Not married. Of course, later on, the ratings won’t work either.”

"Zhang Linxi is just joking." Lin Lang answered.

"That's right." Because in the company's plan, Lu Qingqing had better not go to the step of "marriage" until the contract expires, so Zhang Linxi's words can show how regretful she is.

"But later," Lu Qingqing said, "one of Miss Zhang's seniors went. It's a pity that halfway through the recording, I knew that the relevant department ordered to stop that type of program." Because the child was too young, he was immersed in the entertainment circle Here, something is inappropriate.

Lin Lang replied: "Mmm..." Everyone knows this.

Lu Qingqing: "In the future, those variety shows that bring parents on the show will start to appear. There will also be couples on the show together, but this has nothing to do with me."

Lin Lang faintly realized what Lu Qingqing was going to say next.

Sure enough, Lu Qingqing said: "Last year there was a variety show, and my dad and I were invited to be resident MCs. After Zhang Linxi received it, she was very excited and came to see me. She said this is a good opportunity, and she can give me a good plan for the new personality. , can make a transition. But I can’t be on this kind of show with my dad at all.” She spread her hands, “We haven’t talked for so long. When I recorded that VCR before, I was so embarrassed.” In front of the camera, you have to put on a smiling face, pretending to be in harmony with the family.

Lin Lang squeezed Lu Qingqing's hand comfortingly.

"Why did I digress again?" Lu Qingqing shook her head, "They got married after graduating from college. I heard that the first two years were fine. But later, the older generation began to urge them to have children. That In the [-]s, those who were able to go to college together were considered to have been exposed to the 'new ideas' in advance. Was it in the [-]s?"

Lu Xiaohua was young for a while, and soon gave up calmly: "I can't remember. Anyway, they planned to dink at that time."

Lin Lang squeezed her hand again, signaling that he was listening.

"They lasted for many years. Until my mother was over 30 years old, someone finally couldn't sit still." Lu Qingqing bit her lower lip, her eyes were empty, "It's also because of that age, after all, their family didn't expect to go directly to the hospital for treatment." A minor operation, condoms are always used. Then, my grandma, with a needle, made small holes in it."

"My mother is pregnant."

Before that, Lin Lang had never heard Lu Qingqing talk about these things.

For a moment, she couldn't tell exactly what mood she was in.

Of course it hurts.But in addition to being distressed, I also feel unbelievable.

After this is unbelievable, it is a matter of course.It’s not that I think it’s “correct”, I just read a lot of social news, and I know that in the eyes of many older generations—even the parents’ generation and the younger generation—it’s important to be married without any physical problems and to have children , is a matter of course.

"My mother didn't even think that she would be pregnant at first. It's just that after two months, she felt that something was wrong with her body. After all, she didn't have any relatives for two months." Lu Qingqing held Lin Lang's hand and slowly Slowly leaned into his girlfriend's arms.With Lin Lang's body temperature, she seemed to be comforted, and her mood calmed down a little bit.

She was talking about her parents, but it seemed like she was telling stories about other people.

"Of course, I'll find out after going to the hospital for an investigation. She didn't doubt my dad." After all, the husband and wife really have a good relationship. "Just thinking about it carefully, I found that my grandma's attitude was a bit strange during those two months." When she told my dad, the two of them shared the same hatred and went to find my grandma together."

These words were all told by Lu Qingqing's family when she was young.

As for "family members", they are aunts and relatives in the hometown.A group of women gathered together, in the eyes of little Lu Qingqing, it became a dark scene.She seemed to be sitting on a very low bench, originally playing with a puppy from her hometown.While talking with relatives, the topic came to her.She was so young that when she looked up, a group of people surrounded her.Up to now, I can't recall the face.But she still remembers that sharp voice.

"They said that my grandma was sitting on the ground, crying in the dark, and said that my father was not 'no'—even if he was 'no', he had to leave a queen for the old Lu family." Lu Qingqing spread her hands, wanting Make a relaxed gesture.But obviously, she did very unsuccessfully.

Lin Lang was on the side, leaned over and kissed her.

This kiss, like a nutrient, instantly replenished Lu Qingqing's strength.She smiled and continued: "Anyway, it's ugly. In my hometown, after so many years, until now, it's all talk."

Lin Lang was so distressed that he didn't know what to say.

While Lu Qingqing was recalling what happened next, Lin Lang hugged her and said hesitantly: "Qingqing, if you feel uncomfortable, you don't need to talk about this." She could imagine how the next thing would develop.

"No need," Lu Qingqing said, "I've never told anyone about this for a long time. It's been too long, and I always feel very uncomfortable." Like a wound, the scar suppressed the rot underneath, only Give outsiders the illusion that recovery is already underway.But only Lu Qingqing knew that she never, never, never forgot those things.When I was a child, I had nightmares, and a group of adults surrounded her, pointing and pointing at her.Made her cry, then pouted behind her back, saying that her father was a freak, took a freak daughter-in-law, and gave birth to a freak daughter.He was still muttering in secret, saying that if he had read too many books, people would be stupid.Such a big person, I don't know how to have a child.The old lady in the family painstakingly brought them a child, and they even threw face at the old lady, which is extremely unfilial.

In fact, after that, Lu Qingqing didn't go back to her hometown very much.

But the scene in the nightmare, in reality, is just a night.

But in just a few hours, she remembered it for many years.As she got older, she realized more and more clearly that she was not wrong.To some extent, there was nothing wrong with the parents - for them, Lu Qingqing was an accident.Just because they love each other doesn't mean they have to love an accident.

In any case, they did their best to raise Lu Qingqing.However, Lu Qingqing had delayed their two-person world for 20 years, and it was only natural that they had almost become strangers now.

"Now that I think about it, my parents should have had an ugly fight with my hometown." Lu Qingqing said.

Lin Lang kissed her slowly, little by little, as if he wanted to kiss away her pain.

Lu Qingqing couldn't help thinking that if she had met Lin Lang earlier.There is a three-year age difference between the two, and they didn't grow up in the same city. The probability of this is very small.But what if?

In case something happens, bring them together.

She blinked, and the young Lin Lang in her mind disappeared.

Lu Qingqing continued: "...In short, at that time, it was ugly. My mother really wanted to beat me, and my father stood with her. My grandma cried very badly, but it was useless. But in the back , My parents made up their minds and went to the hospital for an examination, only to find out that my mother is in very bad health. Without me, it is a trivial matter that she cannot have another child in the future. My mother is gone immediately."

Lin Lang became nervous: "Qingqing, do you keep all your medical reports?" Her mother's physical condition is so bad that Lu Qingqing might inherit something.Before Lu Qingqing was ill, Lin Lang had read her medical records.But the medical records only diagnosed Lu Qingqing's psychological problems, nothing else.

"Keep it." Lu Qingqing smiled, "I'll show you later."

The topic switched back to Lu Qingqing's narration.

"Thinking about it now, it may have been at that time. The hospital felt that the husband and wife had finally conceived a child, and they were at that age, so they made their own decisions and became a good person. My mother is in good health. I didn't see anything wrong. question."

Lin Lang breathed a sigh of relief.

Lu Qingqing: "Actually, the two of them also have some doubts. But it's just doubts. My father didn't want my mother to take risks. So, I was born."

At this time, Lin Lang felt distressed on the one hand, and rejoiced on the other.

I feel sorry for Lu Qingqing's birth, childhood, and relationship with her parents.

Fortunately, this series of accidents brought her the girlfriend in her arms now.

Lu Qingqing: "But I'm a girl." She said this.

Lin Lang's heart, which had been slightly let go, was gripped again.

The word "but" already showed that someone in Lu Qingqing's family was very dissatisfied with her gender.

Lu Qingqing: "My parents go to school in Jiangcheng, but my hometown is actually a very closed place. Have you seen the news about drowning a baby girl, or stabbing a baby girl with a needle? In my hometown, decades ago , that's all true." It's just that Lu Qingqing has only been back a few times, and she is really unfamiliar with that city.

Speaking of these right now, she can also feel no burden, completely with the mentality of a bystander.

She is like this, but Lin Lang is not.Talking all the way up to now, Lin Lang's feeling in his heart is almost the same as when the two separated and saw Lu Qingqing fainted in Hawaii.She became more and more sad, and this mood almost overwhelmed Lin Lang.She regretted that she had to bring up the previous topic with Lu Qingqing.At the same time, I also feel that fortunately I mentioned it myself.Otherwise, how long will it take her to get so close to her girlfriend's past.How long will it take for Lu Qingqing to let go of these pasts.

Lu Qingqing: "At that time, B-ultrasound was not available. I heard," I heard when I went back to my hometown briefly, "My grandma specially went to the temple to offer incense." As for her parents, they really felt that boys and girls It doesn't matter, I don't want it anyway, it's all a burden.

"After offering the incense, I was overjoyed and told everyone that the old Lu's family was going to have a grandson. As a result, ten months later, I was born, a girl. She was so angry," Lu Qingqing's mouth twitched. Some seemed to be funny, but also seemed to feel sad, "Just say, throw me away. Well, just wrap me in swaddling clothes and throw me by the side of the road."

At this time, her parents who did not want children were not moved.No matter how burdened, they are also their children.Not wanting it and throwing it away are two different things.

"My grandma saw that they disagreed, so she proposed to send me away." After all, my parents both work in Jiangcheng, and the family planning inspection is very strict. "My parents still disagree. She is going to steal me away directly." .”

Lin Lang didn't know what to say anymore.

She never, never expected that there were so many things about her girlfriend.

"Langlang, are you frozen?" Lu Qingqing noticed something was wrong with her girlfriend, and instead took the initiative to comfort her, "You can see that I'm still here, so you know she didn't succeed. My dad is a ruthless person, oh no, it's time to say 'Werewolf'," she deliberately joked, smiling, "directly call the police. Hey——"

Lin Lang hugged her tightly.

Lu Qingqing was hugged, and her heart was very warm.

She hugged Lin Lang back, and said slowly: "I heard people say this too. When the police came, they didn't care about it at first, saying it was a housework. My grandma cried again, and it made everyone have a headache. The final result was, She was sent back to her hometown by my dad. When she arrived at her hometown, she was the kind of person who couldn’t cry anymore and said, ‘I can’t let people poke the back of my old Lu family and say my son is not filial’. You say, this kind of person is ridiculous. ?”

The relationship between Lu Qingqing and her parents is very ordinary, and she doesn't have much friendship with her previous generation.

She poked Lin Lang's face: "Lang Lang—"

Lin Lang called her in a low voice: "Qingqing."

Pause and say, "I love you. Love you. Love you."

Lu Qingqing's heart trembled.

I said a lot of things earlier, but Lu Qingqing didn't take it seriously.Although there were indeed sad times, she also comforted herself again and again, saying that those were all things of the past.

Regardless of the past, at least for now, she feels that she is very good and happy.

But Lin Lang's words were like popping a balloon.The balloon was filled with Lu Qingqing's comfort to herself.

Right now, those pale words are slowly leaking out.Lu Qingqing seemed to be back when she was young, and when she came home by herself, the room was pitch black.

And in that darkness, there was a little light.She went in to look, only to realize that it was a small orange lamp that had been burned on the table.

Lu Qingqing's eyes were sore.

She suppressed it, feeling that the current atmosphere was already miserable enough, so it was better to end it quickly.

"I love you too," she said, "and we'll be happy—"

Lin Lang sniffled and responded.While responding, I thought: "I'm already 30 years old, am I still so irresponsible?" I was even more determined to come out in front of my parents.As for Qingqing, I will take Qingqing home after I finish everything and my parents nod.

She thought of the news during the Chinese New Year.There are four pairs of chopsticks in the New Year's Eve dinner at Qiao Yilu's house.

Lin Lang very much hoped that by next year's Chinese New Year, the same scene would be on his family's New Year's Eve dinner table.

As for whether the parents would object or be angry, Lin Lang was of course worried.But seeing Lu Qingqing's current appearance, he thought of the scene Lu Qingqing had to face when he came out with the company, and his girlfriend's gray childhood.Lin Lang felt that everything was not important anymore.

She even understood: "I don't worry about this because I know that even if my parents are angry, they will eventually agree to it after a long time." After all, her parents love her very much.

Compared with such conviction, Lu Qingqing's cold relationship with her parents made Lin Lang even more sad.

The two embraced for a while.When Lu Qingqing said this, she had already entered a situation where she couldn't vomit.She was really depressed for too long.

"My grandma thinks that she has sacrificed a lot for her son, and it must be my mother who brought her son down." Speaking of it now, it was a trivial matter, "So , After returning, she began to look for candidates for a "daughter-in-law" in the village and nearby places. Others don't know the truth, and seeing her like that, they think my father is also an insider... I can't tell the specifics. In short , After a few months, she said that she would introduce a nanny to my house. My parents thought she had finally changed her mind and figured it out. At that time, my parents took care of me, and they were a little broken. They wanted to It’s impossible to stay by my side all day at work. I’m an accident. Although I need to be raised intellectually, but emotionally, I’m reluctant after all. I heard that there are nannies, and they’re quite happy, letting people go .”

But after the past, without Lu Qingqing saying anything, Lin Lang knew that there would be another family war.

really.

Lu Qingqing: "My dad really treats her as an ordinary babysitter, but she doesn't mean that... How to say, at this time, I think it's a very precious thing that he and my mother are so affectionate. In the end , It’s a complete breakup with my hometown. The nanny should have been kicked out. I don’t know the specifics.” It’s just that the aunts in the hometown are chatting, and they don’t care about the children sitting next to them.Lu Qingqing played with the puppy silently, listening to everything that should and shouldn't be heard.

"I only went back to my hometown two or three times, and they were still in elementary school." Lu Qingqing said, "Maybe it's because the relationship between my dad and grandma has eased after a long time... I don't know."

"The last time I went back was for my grandma's funeral. After that, there were no such messy things."

She spoke as quickly as possible, in a relaxed manner, to the end.

But this is not actually the end.

After this, the Lu family's parents felt that their daughter was old enough to stand on her own.They hung a bunch of keys around Lu Qingqing's neck and told her to go home by herself in the future.

Again, they are not irresponsible parents.Before letting Lu Qingqing go home by herself, the husband and wife carefully taught Lu Qingqing a lot of ways to take her home over and over again.In fact, it is very close, and the journey is only 15 minutes. The most worrying thing is to cross a road.However, many children in the yard went to school together, Lu Qingqing walked with her classmates, and there were traffic lights on the road.It seemed that the husband and wife felt that there was no problem, and that Lu Qingqing——it was still Lu Yinxi at that time—could do the job of going home by herself.

They asked their colleagues to take care of their daughter while picking up the child.

After Lu Qingqing started to go home by herself, she followed her and watched quietly for a week to confirm that there was really no problem.

They did what they "should" do.But feelings are not something that can be paid in a word.

When Lu Qingqing got home safely, she obediently did her homework.There will be ready-made meals in the refrigerator, not leftovers, but a dinner specially prepared for her, put it in the microwave and "ding" it, and you can eat it.

Lu Qingqing: "They did their duty to support me, more than the 'duty' required. They just don't love me, but this kind of thing, in the end, is not their fault."