Love talk will eventually find its owner [Entertainment]
Chapter 19 2 Miles
Lu Qingqing was sitting in the dressing room.
The makeup artist took various styles of brushes and painted on her face.She closed her eyes, her mind drifting away.
Most actresses in the circle value skin care. On the one hand, the audience does not allow them to have wrinkles in the corners of their eyes. On the other hand, they wear various makeup all day long. The real skin condition of many actresses is very worrying.In the early years, there was also an actress who painted special effects makeup for the mirror, but her skin was allergic, and she couldn't take care of it after ten years.
But at this moment, Lu Qingqing felt that even if the makeup artist applied chili water on her face, she might not be able to react.
She scratched her heart and lungs, and couldn't help thinking: "If Lang Lang likes me too - will it be like this?"
If Lin Lang didn't take the first step toward her, Lu Qingqing would regret it, but she could also comfort herself.She couldn't even confirm whether she really "liked" Lin Lang.
But when she saw Lin Lang, she felt a softness in her heart, and wanted to hug her and kiss her—but she didn't have any deeper thoughts.
At first, when Lu Qingqing realized this, she was stunned for a long time, and asked herself: "I'm afraid I'm not a pervert."
That was on the set of Twins.
The crew is small, but the atmosphere is great.Not only Lin Lang, but even the director would often share some key points with the actors.But having said that, facing the director, Lu Qingqing always had the feeling of seeing the head teacher when she was in school.And Lin Lang is a gentle sister next door who will give her homework tutoring.
The poor crew needs to save money. It is said that many actors are recruited by the director with favors, and the salary is only 3000 to [-] yuan.Even Lu Qingqing, one of the heroines, received pitifully little money.If it wasn't for Lin Lang's relatively familiar face in the crew, and his willingness to take everyone to listen to the director's lecture, I'm afraid that "Twins" would be called a liar and a waste of time during the filming of "Twins".But after all, Lin Lang was there.
After the movie was released, Lu Qingqing signed a contract with the brokerage company smoothly, and then marketed with Lin Lang for half a year.Lin Lang has a very peculiar temperament. After getting acquainted with her, he will want to tell her all his troubles.It looks like the rising sun, the calm sea, and the forest shrouded in fog.When staying with her, I always feel at peace.
During the promotional period, Lu Qingqing and Lin Lang traveled all over the country together, together with the director, and a few young actors who were even less famous, they lived in hotels, mostly Lin Lang and Lu Qingqing shared the same room.
Lu Qingqing didn't have any expectations for the box office at all, and she was quite happy to watch the numbers go up every day when she checked the app.And one night, when she got up, she heard a voice talking in a daze.Looking again, the light in the bathroom is on.
She wanted to go to the bathroom a little bit, but she was sleepy, so she lay on the bed half asleep and half awake.Ten minutes later, Lin Lang still hadn't come out of the bathroom.
Lu Qingqing was a little anxious, so she got up and was about to go to the bathroom and knock on the door.
Spicy chicken hotel, sound insulation is not good.Before she reached the door, Lin Lang's voice became clearer and clearer.I don't know who I am talking on the phone with a crying voice.
Lu Qingqing was startled.
She continued to listen, and gradually realized that the box office figure of less than [-] million that she didn't care about had already made Lin Lang weep with joy.
Before that, Lin Lang in Lu Qingqing's eyes had always been reliable and steady.
But after that, she suddenly felt that Lin Lang was only three or four years older than her.It's just that I entered the circle earlier, had more ups and downs, stood on the edge for too long, and with a little achievement, I couldn't help being happy.
Something pathetic - and something cute.
After that, when Lu Qingqing looked at Lin Lang again, she felt more and more that Lang Lang had given all his tenderness and patience to others, but who could take care of her?
If you look at it for too long, you can't take your eyes off it.
Lin Lang: "..." Drinking was a mistake.
She thought so more than once.
Lu Qingqing left, leaving behind half a pot of porridge and a pile of chicken feathers.
Lin Lang circled around the room, distracted.
She turned to her previous post on the Haijiao community and re-entered the content.
Subject: Tree hole, my colleague seems to like me.
20LLZ: I have been holding back for several days, and I can’t vomit.In fact, a lot of information has not been mentioned before. My colleague is a crooked nut. I should have gone home during Christmas. I always think so.but!Instead of mentioning going home, my colleague even invited me to her home!Cook me their country's holiday specials.I slept at my colleague's house all night, and when I woke up in the morning, I thought it was not good to just eat and do nothing, so I made breakfast for my colleague.But my colleague said that there are also special dishes for breakfast. In the end, we each made a meal, I made breakfast, and my colleague made brunch (eat around ten o'clock).
21L: This sticker? ?Familiar, as if I've seen it before.
22L: Is it so easy to write handwritten stickers now? A template is posted three times.
23L: ? ?Wait, it was LZ from before.
24L: It's better to wash your eyes for the above few, it was the previous LZ who pushed the post up, okay?
25L: LZ accidentally exposed "her", is the colleague a woman? What about LZ?
26LLZ:! ! !How do I type out "her"...
26LLZ: Go back to 25, yes, I am also a woman.Frankly speaking, the environment in our country is really not very friendly to LGBT. My colleague’s country is better, but she also has a reason to come to Nest. She wants to develop here...
After posting the last one, Lin Lang sighed, feeling that there were too many mosaics, even if someone replied, it would not serve as a reference at all.
Distraught, she ruffled her hair and paced the living room.But after walking around, there were traces left by Lu Qingqing everywhere.Seeing the dining table, one would think of Lu Qingqing sitting here eating dumplings.Seeing the sofa, it was last night that Lu Qingqing hugged her from behind, and the two of them took a sticky selfie.She just browsed the Haijiao community, and she also saw someone decently posting an analysis post, saying that L2Q and 2L are definitely not "friends", there must be a closer development, otherwise who would hug each other like this.
The following is undoubtedly the swiping screen of Lu Qingqing's fans.Probably because the cooking was too determined, the fans had no choice but to wash their hands from "there are so many situations where girls in the nest walk on the street with their fingers intertwined".
Lin Lang felt quite sorry for these naive lolis.
But after thinking about it, she was stunned: "Why do you say 'I'm sorry'? Could it be that my subconscious mind has decided that I have something else to do with Lu Qingqing?"
Lin Lang felt uncomfortable, and unconsciously opened the post he just posted.The following content is completely insignificant, and almost all of them are to persuade her to face her heart and get together with her colleagues as soon as possible.The remaining small group of people firmly believed that this was a handwritten post, and some people whined and said that they were nesting in this environment, so LZ should hurry up and transfer, and don't wait for the next year, the year-end award is not as important as reputation.
She sat where Lu Qingqing sat last night, and gradually squeezed her phone tightly.
What if—what if?
On the second day of New Year's Day, Lu Qingqing was thinking about things at work, and Lin Lang was hesitating at home.
They used to be very close. On the banks of the Chong'an River, something was out of control.But at that time, Lin Lang put a stop to everything first.
But after such a long time, they walked in again.
When Lu Qingqing left the studio, the assistant came up to her, "Miss Qingqing! The ticket is booked for tomorrow, uh, two o'clock in the morning."
Lu Qingqing: "..." She took a deep breath, "Why is it this time?"
The assistant grimaced: "There's no way. The ticket will be booked on the [-]rd. It's hard to get a ticket. Others have bought it early. We can only buy the ticket temporarily." Yes, we squeezed out a few florets who were competing with Lu Qingqing. Of course, we had to cut through the mess quickly, and abruptly stuffed the filming into the New Year's holiday, and used a high-end brand to help Lu Qingqing get a seat, "And the weather is bad, Chong'an The weather forecast over there said it was going to rain, and several flights have been canceled at the airport. We weren't originally at this time, but—"
Lu Qingqing rubbed her eyebrows and got into the nanny's car.
The assistant got into the car behind her, and quickly said: "It's 07:30 now, pack up your things when you get back, and go to the airport right away. There is no way to eat, so I can only pack it on the way, but I have a takeaway order here. Sister Qingqing, do you want to eat it?" Which one?"
Lu Qingqing looked out the window, hesitated, hesitated, and struggled.
She thought: "If I leave now, how long will it take before I see her again?" By then, will the distance between them be further apart?
She thought: "If I—I go and talk to her now, is it possible for us to be 'together', how will she answer me?" Would it be embarrassing?In the end, it is impossible to even be a "friend"?
She thought: "If I am really rejected, it seems okay." Lu Qingqing wanted money, wanted fame, wanted to shine brightly on the screen, and wanted to continue to have the traffic behind her.She is open and frank, there are so many people in the world, who doesn't love these?
"But if Langlang agrees to me," Lu Qingqing suddenly felt painful, "Of course I feel happy being with Langlang. But if, if one day, our relationship is exposed, can I bear it?"
"Am I willing to bear it?"
She is greedy and insatiable, wanting both fish and bear's paw.
I like Lin Lang, I want Lin Lang's gentle gaze, I want Lang Lang to kiss her when I wake up in the morning, and I want someone to hug her after I fall asleep.
Just thinking about such a scene, Lu Qingqing felt so happy that her heart ached.Unprecedented emotions, like clusters of flowers, suddenly bloomed in her heart.She really likes Lin Lang - just thinking about the other person's name and appearance makes Lu Qingqing feel satisfied.Thinking about it again, if she doesn't pass this level, Lin Lang will quit the circle, and they will not cooperate in the future. Lin Lang found someone outside the circle to be a partner, and she might be the last group of people to know.She and Lin Lang may be considered friends, but Lang Lang has always been so considerate.Sometimes, Lu Qingqing hates Ji Lin Lang's "considerateness".She thought more than once: "Why does Langlang think that after I become popular, I don't want to contact her anymore?" Obviously after "Twins" was released, and after the two gradually closed their business, Lu Qingqing was there for countless days and nights. Swipe the phone, look at the chat records between the two, and watch the fans' analysis of their relationship.It was as if it contained a piece of candy, but the heart of the candy was sour.The better the past, the more I feel that I am alone and have nowhere to talk.Many nights passed, and she suddenly realized that if she didn't take the initiative to contact her, Lin Lang wouldn't contact her at all.
At that time, Lu Qingqing started sending messages to Lu Qingqing.Show her the cats in the crew, and the flowers and plants downstairs.A year later, she circled Lin Lang on Weibo, and Lin Lang finally took the initiative to send her a WeChat message for the first time, saying: "...I am in the film crew today, who did you have a dinner with?!"
In just one line, Lu Qingqing saw the fierce tone.She was so wronged that she even pretended to be smiling and replied to Lin Lang, when it came to "Sunny cp", she pretended that everything was open again.
Obviously there are so many fans who like her and spend a lot of money on her.
Countless people confessed to her on the Internet, and many fans wrote to her, saying all the lingering words to her.
But Lu Qingqing just stubbornly likes Lin Lang.Up to now, she still can't tell whether she likes Langlang or "love" itself.
The assistant asked from the side: "Miss Qingqing? Can't think of anything to eat?"
Lu Qingqing regained consciousness.
She walked on the tightrope again.One side is honey brew, the other side is magma.
She gave up on herself and thought: "But am I worthy of being liked by Lang Lang?" If choosing between Lin Lang and fame and fortune, Lu Qingqing thought, "I would hesitate."
She took a deep breath.
The heater was turned on in the car, and there was cold air outside the car window.There was a layer of fog on the window. She was bored and painted on it with her finger.
After scribbling, the assistant didn't get a response, so he asked again: "Sister Qingqing, Sister Zhang said today that if you visit someone's house in the future and want to post on Weibo, you should tell her in advance."
Lu Qingqing replied: "Okay, I know."
The manager was bombarded by all kinds of news early in the morning, and he was probably very angry when he saw his artists spare no effort to push himself to CP.But Lu Qingqing posted late on Weibo, and Lin Lang's reply came in the middle of the night. By morning, the matter had already escalated to the point where it was uncontrollable, so the manager had no choice but to sulk and warn Lu Qingqing again, telling her not to do it again in the future. Make up your own mind.In the words of manager Sister Zhang: "...every Weibo, it must have its value. If you post too much, it will be worthless."
Lu Qingqing was even more sad.
Can't she even post a Weibo post to Lang Lang?Such a lousy girlfriend, I really don't want it.
So Lu Qingqing said: "I can't think of it, you decide—"
She suddenly heard her cell phone ringing.
Lu Qingqing was stunned for a moment, watching the assistant pick up her mobile phone and say a word she was familiar with: "Ah, sister Lin Lang is calling you."
Lu Qingqing: "..." Langlang?
After 15 minutes, Lu Qingqing let out a long breath and knocked on the door of Lin Lang's house.
Lin Lang opened the door, but Lu Qingqing didn't intend to enter.She said quickly: "I told the assistant that something fell on you! The assistant is still waiting downstairs! I have a plane at two o'clock in the morning! Only stay upstairs for 10 minutes."
In her heart, Lu Qingqing: "Whoa, whoa, how can I be so bad."
She looked at Lin Lang nervously and anxiously.
Flow Huadan made a bet with herself.
Bet that Lin Lang was really interested in her.
If so, just 10 minutes is enough for them to say and do a lot.
And if it was another matter, Lin Lang approached her just literally "please try the pot bottom again".Lu Qingqing thought, so be it.
She will absolutely, absolutely never bother Lin Lang with her status as an "admirer".
They are partners, business partners, and "friends."When Lu Qingqing got on the elevator, she stared at her own shadow on the elevator wall in a daze, thinking about whether she would be invited to Lin Lang's wedding in a long time.
She suddenly felt sad.
At the door of the house, Lu Qingqing burst into tears.She cried too much, she was really a person made of water.But this time, it was different from before.She didn't make a sound, bit her lower lip, and let the tears flow quietly, thinking that if this went on--if this went on, Lang Lang might not have a good impression of her when he thought of her in the future, and thought she was too annoying and emotional.
Thinking about it this way, Lu Qingqing wanted to cry even more.She had never been like this before, from childhood to adulthood, Lin Lang was the one who saw her cry the most times.
The cold wind blew against her cheeks.She was still nervous and apprehensive.
Lin Lang looked at the people at the door, unable to tell what mood he was in.
The two looked at each other, and the time passed by every second.
They spoke at the same time, Lu Qingqing's voice was hoarse, "Langlang—"
Lin Lang: "Lu Qingqing."
Lu Qingqing immediately shut up.She was wrapped in a down jacket, and she was even more sad when she thought that she was about to go to the airport and fly back to the south, and that she would never have the hot pot at Lang Lang's house again.
She signaled Lin Lang to speak first.
So Lin Lang asked, "Why do you always cry? Did I bully you?"
Lu Qingqing didn't speak.
Lin Lang asked: "You did drop something when you left, don't you know?"
Lu Qingqing didn't speak.
Lin Lang sighed suddenly.
She took a step forward and grabbed Lu Qingqing.Lu Qingqing was caught off guard and was pulled straight into the house.The heat came on all of a sudden, and it was only then that she realized that when she opened the door for herself, Lin Lang was only wearing a sweater.It was cold outside, and the cold was blowing on his face.At this time, she is still so willful, causing Langlang to suffer from the cold.
The self-loathing in Lu Qingqing's heart was even heavier.
There was absolutely nothing she could do to bring Lin Lang any good.She likes Lin Lang very much, but if one day, someone takes an intimate photo of her and Lin Lang, she will definitely put aside the relationship between the two, even if they never see each other again——she will feel very sad and feel like a knife It was uncomfortable to be strangled, but Lu Qingqing knew that she would definitely do that.
Lu Qingqing cried even harder, with a "woo woo woo" in her throat, trying her best to keep herself from sobbing.
She clearly knew that Lang Lang was a very gentle and gentle person, trustworthy and dependable.But she just can't rely on each other from the bottom of her heart.Two people need to face many things together.Since she was a child, she has been watching all kinds of entanglements between her parents, and she is extremely tired of it.She likes Lin Lang because Lin Lang's gentleness allows her to see a completely different way of life from her parents.But in the final analysis, she is the child of her parents, and she may be the one who will be hated.
Lin Lang said, "Lu Qingqing—"
Lu Qingqing looked up at her.
The porch lights were dim, and her down jacket was still cold.
The two of them were about the same height, so to put it bluntly, Lu Qingqing was actually taller, not to mention that she was wearing outdoor shoes at the moment, she was just a few centimeters taller.
Lin Lang looked at her softly.
"You missed my question," she asked, "Lu Qingqing, do you like me?"
Lu Qingqing froze in place.
The roar of the plane taking off filled my ears, but Lu Qingqing was still in a daze.
The assistant looked at her worriedly.How long has it been since Lin Lang's family "brought things" to the present, Lu Qingqing has been acting like this in a daze, and those who don't know think her company treats artists harshly.
Just after entering the airport, professional fans and real fans mixed together to see off the plane, the cameras of the station girls almost hit Lu Qingqing's face, and Lu Qingqing didn't react at all.
Of course, after going back, the fans will be stunned.
The assistant shivered and pulled the blanket covering his body.She's human too, and she's tired too.Lu Qingqing is busy. As an assistant, she has to run around with her and contact her about the upcoming schedule.
"The worst thing is," the assistant put on the blindfold and complained in his heart, "I don't even have a name, and I'm only called 'Xiaodong' in front of the two bosses." I always feel that there is no dignity.
She thought of something, pulled off the blindfold again, and said to Lu Qingqing: "Sister Qingqing, there was a family of fans who went too far at the airport before, and were directly criticized by the official media. Tonight is really too late." Maybe it's too late, Perhaps the preparations were too hasty, "I told Sister Zhang before I got on the plane. Whether there will be an accident, I will know when I get off the plane." Of course, she believes in Sister Zhang's public relations level.
Lu Qingqing responded and looked out the window, as if distracted.At this time, the window plane was sailing above the clouds, and the moonlight was faint and bright.
Xiaodong whispered: "Sister," she is in her early 20s, and she wants to follow the way of her manager Zhang, and lead a celebrity by herself, "You tonight, don't you..." Many celebrity assistants have a close relationship with the celebrity, and Many male stars simply cheated on their assistants, but Xiaodong didn't do that.She set a very high goal for herself, and she used Sister Zhang as the standard in every word and deed.She will help Lu Qingqing make all the work arrangements, but at the same time, Xiaodong and Lu Qingqing have always had a mediocre relationship.Of course, Lu Qingqing can use her for two years, which means that the boss himself also thinks this way of getting along is good.
On weekdays, when Xiaodong and Lu Qingqing spoke, they were mostly business affairs.Some of them were even too inattentive to some personal matters. For example, in Chong'an before, after Lu Qingqing soaked in cold water, she didn't prepare the heating equipment in time.Because of this incident, Xiaodong was scolded bloody by her manager. She also reflected on it for a long time, adjusted some inappropriate practices, and tried her best to satisfy the boss.
But in the end, she cared about Lu Qingqing's physical condition and work status, but never cared about Lu Qingqing's emotions.
In the entertainment industry, many people look glamorous under the spotlight, but behind their backs, after removing their makeup, their faces are freckled, dull, with a bunch of skin problems and enlarged pores, which is horrible.They have to stay up late and rush to work. Many people go to the hospital every month at a young age.Sometimes someone is stressed out and driven into depression.Forget all of this, if someone provokes a big boss who shouldn't be provoked, he will be banned directly, and years of hard work will ruin it——
That's nowhere to complain.
But celebrities can earn money that many people can't earn in their entire lives.There are gains and losses, Xiaodong has always felt that Lu Qingqing is happy to exchange health for income.In contrast, the one who also doesn't sleep well and has a mediocre salary is the one who deserves sympathy.Of course, it's still the same sentence, no matter how hard it is, she has to walk the path she chooses.
But at this moment, Xiaodong felt very clearly that Lu Qingqing was not happy.
He was even more unhappy than before going to Lin Lang's house.
Xiaodong hesitated, wondering if he was going to take this step, concerned about Lu Qingqing's mood.
Lu Qingqing couldn't be happy.
Lang Lang takes the initiative!initiative!Pick out the affairs between the two of them, those dark tides, those ambiguous feelings, and put them in front of Lu Qingqing.But what about herself?Isn't this what she dreams of?
She actually ran away!
At that time, listening to Lin Lang's voice, she felt like she was in a dream.Lin Lang looked at her, she was the only one in his eyes—this kind of scene, placed on the banks of the Chong'an River a few months ago, was beyond Lu Qingqing's reach.
But before going upstairs, she thought of so many things.Hearing Lin Lang's words, her mind froze and went blank.She knew that Lin Lang was waiting for an answer, but at that moment, Lu Qingqing couldn't say a word.
She asked herself repeatedly: "Of course I like Langlang, but can I really be with her?"
Many walls stood before her.The first block was overthrown by Lin Lang - Lang Lang asked this, of course he was aware of it; looking at her like that, of course he also liked it.But after that, there are still countless high walls standing.Previously, Lu Qingqing knew about the back wall, but couldn't help but put all her attention on the first wall, thinking about the rest of the hesitation and hesitation.
But when Lin Lang asked that sentence, Lu Qingqing flinched suddenly.
She was very afraid, afraid that she would become the person she hated the most before, that she would fail Lin Lang one day, and that her relationship with Lin Lang would suffer internal setbacks one day.
She was afraid that Lin Lang would not like her first.Such a thought is so selfish, but Lu Qingqing can't convince herself.
So, under Lin Lang's gaze, on the porch filled with warmth, Lu Qingqing paused for a long time before speaking the first sentence.
She said, "Langlang, 10 minutes have passed, and I have to leave."
At that time, Lu Qingqing's tone was very light and floating.She was afraid to face Lin Lang, but they were so close, she could clearly see that the light in Lin Lang's eyes dimmed a lot.At the beginning, there may have been a little surprise and a period of disbelief.
Lu Qingqing didn't dare to look at it.
She turned sideways and murmured: "I'm leaving now, I'm going to the airport." As soon as she said this, they seemed to be back on the banks of the Chong'an River in a blink of an eye.Lu Qingqing remembered the continuous lights that day, and remembered her loss at that time.She couldn't imagine if Lang Lang would be as lost as she was then after listening to her words.
Thinking of it this way, Lu Qingqing suddenly felt a little joy in his heart, like some kind of successful revenge.But the next moment, she began to hate herself again.She really is a terrible person, Lu Qingqing was sure again.
It must, must not be worthy of such a good Langlang.
Lin Lang stepped back a little, returning the distance between the owner and the tenant, and the partner and the business object.
She seemed to be smiling.In Lu Qingqing's memory, Lin Lang's last smile was vague, like the moonlight in front of her eyes.
Lin Lang said: "Then goodbye, Qingqing."
From the capital to Chong'an, there is a distance of nearly [-] kilometers, and it takes three hours by plane.
In winter, the dawn is late.When Lu Qingqing's plane landed, the night was still shrouded in Chong'an.
She fell asleep unknowingly, and her dream was very restless, and she could always see Lin Lang's eyes.Lin Lang has young phoenix eyes, and he is actually a bit deserted when he is not smiling, but once he bends slightly, he can contain watery tenderness.
Those eyes stared at her, as if looking at some treasure.But one word from her disappointed Lang Lang.
The assistant woke Lu Qingqing up, "Sister Qingqing, you're here." In the end, Xiaodong still didn't ask any further questions.
Lu Qingqing woke up in a daze, and it took a long time to wake up slowly.The people on the plane were about the same. She took the sunglasses and scarf from the assistant, covering most of their faces.The assistant followed her and said, "Sister Zhang said that no one will pick up the plane later. The crew has already arranged a car, and the driver is the former Master Wang, who will take you directly into the mountain." These days, there should be Which crew is so honest, they all shoot real scenes.Xiaodong was amazed.
Lu Qingqing shuddered.Hiss, going back to the nightmare again.
It is rumored that the director of "Spirit Sword" once studied under a certain great director, and it is not known whether the technique is true or not, but in terms of form and requirements for actors, he is in the same line as that great director.Perhaps this is also related to the fact that the official media issued an article last year criticizing the serious phenomenon of withholding pictures in film and television dramas. Maybe the producers want to be a positive example, so they can toss their actors hard.They are a fairy tale film, and most of the scenes are outdoors, and they also focus on deep mountains and old forests.
At this time, Lu Qingqing thought very unprofessional: "Can't you just learn from the crew next door and directly green screen and cut out pictures?" What she doesn't know is that in the next few years, more and more live-action film and television dramas will be filmed. The less, this is also an important factor for "Spirit Sword" to become a classic.
Lu Qingqing fell asleep again in the nanny's car.She didn't fall asleep after eating supper last night, and she was busy with work during the day, unable to relax for a second in front of the camera.Later, there was the one at Lin Lang's house.Lu Qingqing was exhausted physically and mentally, and her dreams were mixed. In the end, she actually dreamed of her third year in high school.The classroom is a movie theater, she sits in it and watches a movie, and the screen is full of Lin Lang.There was a test paper in front of her. There were so many questions on it that she couldn't read it clearly.But the time was coming soon, and she couldn't hand in the paper.
It was very similar to her mood when she was at Lin Lang's house.
Anxious, tense, wanting to back off, wanting to give up.
When Lu Qingqing woke up again, Lin Lang was still asleep.
When Lin Lang got up, Lu Qingqing had already put on her makeup and put on her costume.
Lin Lang brushed his teeth, temporarily uninstalled Weibo and blocked Lu Qingqing.She was in a mess and couldn't think of who to talk to.
There are still more than ten days before the filming of the online drama will start, and she is an idler in the entertainment industry, and she is completely herded by her agent.After going through that kind of thing last night, now looking at the furnishings in the room, she thought of Lu Qingqing again and again.
She took out her mobile phone and updated the final ending of the previous post.
Subject: Tree hole, my colleague seems to like me.
37LLZ: Last night, on a whim, I confronted my colleagues.Colleagues did not agree, declined.So be it, LZ will be transferred immediately. (Spicy chicken company, the efficiency is extremely low, and the procedures have not been completed until now. Fortunately, my colleagues are on a business trip for the past two days and do not need to meet.)
Lin Lang didn't read the reply again.
At this time, thinking back on what happened last night, she always felt that it was because of the adrenaline rush that she said that to Lu Qingqing.But right now, to some extent, it is also the best result.
Lin Lang sighed softly.
Later that day, Lin Lang released Lu Qingqing from the shield.
On January [-]rd, there were many people in Lu Qingqing's circle of friends who lamented the end of the holiday.She looked at them one by one, seeming to avoid or compromise, thinking: "If I don't take the initiative to talk to Langlang, Langlang probably won't talk to me either. But from the circle of friends, I can tell what Langlang is doing anyway."
It's a pity that she dragged all the way to the end, but she didn't see Lin Lang.Lu Qingqing was in a gloomy mood, thinking of last night again, feeling melancholy and lost.
She felt herself starting to regret it.
But how could you regret it?Isn't it time to stop?Not to nip all the bad things in the bud?
She quit the circle of friends.
There were countless messages in the message bar, so many red dots, but Lu Qingqing didn't want to look at them.
She seemed to be masochistic, sliding down all the way, and finally saw Lin Lang's name.When she made a note to Lin Lang, she was still full of sweetness, and used a cute emoji, which was a pattern of a little angel, and the word next to it was "Lang Lang" - she didn't dare to be too outrageous, someone was photographed on Weibo before , the reporter zoomed in on the photo, and could clearly see what the colleague was looking at.
Lu Qingqing clicked in, her fingertips felt cold.
She didn't understand at all what she was doing at the moment.Just subconsciously, deep in her heart, she may feel that she made a wrong choice last night and wants to redeem it.
But how could it be wrong?
Lu Qingqing pressed her finger on the input field.
Thousands of miles away, Lin Lang was holding a mobile phone, in front of him was a cooked hot pot, and on the opposite side was a friend of hers.
The friend asked: "What? You seem to be absent-minded all the time today."
Lin Lang shook his head and put down the phone: "It's nothing—" She put down the phone as if to escape.Lu Qingqing's name changed to "typing in progress", but at this moment, what is Lu Qingqing going to say?Are you tossing and tossing like before?
The friend smiled, changed the topic thoughtfully, and began to talk seriously with Lin Lang about the taste of the bottom of the pot.Lin Lang quickly paid attention to it, wrote it down one by one, and finally said, "Let's have some beer." She didn't know, but when she said this, because she thought of Lu Qingqing again from the bottom of her heart, her expression also changed.
The friend looked at her and said, "Is something wrong with you?"
Lin Lang paused, rubbed the space between his brows, and said calmly, "There is something wrong. It's a relationship problem."
The friend smiled slightly: "Wow, how long ago was the last time you fell in love?"
Lin Lang: "It's been a long time." She briefly recalled the face of her ex, but that face was quickly replaced by Lu Qingqing with tears in her eyes.Lin Lang sighed, "It's a kid, he looks like he doesn't know how to deal with these things at all, which makes me also confused."
The friend said: "Are you a kid? People in the industry? Forget it, don't ask this." Still very considerate, "If the other party doesn't know, you can teach them."
Lin Lang was expressionless: "I tried to teach, and then, I failed."
The friend smiled and said: "And then? Have you blackmailed each other? ——It's been 8102 years, and you haven't blackmailed each other, which means you still have thoughts about each other. If that's the case, why don't you ask? It's the best anyway. The result is to block each other, goodbye Jianghu. You are going back to your hometown soon, so there is no hesitation."
Lin Lang: "It's nothing, but I suddenly felt that if I gave advice to others, I would say the same."
The friend smiled and said: "Okay, since that's the case, I won't bother you. You and the children talk first."
After seeing off the guests, Lin Lang hesitated and typed a paragraph in the input box.
Lu Qingqing looked at the long "inputting" and then at her empty input field, her heart beat faster.
The distance between their fingertips was nearly two thousand miles, they declined twice, and drifted away after the third time.But at this moment, Lu Qingqing suddenly felt that the distance between herself and Lin Lang was not that far away.
She was cowardly last night, but when she thinks about it today, she doesn't feel happy.
If I could be braver——Lu Qingqing thought so, but she still flinched from the bottom of her heart.
Finally, she thought: "Okay, I want to see what Langlang has to say to me."
The makeup artist took various styles of brushes and painted on her face.She closed her eyes, her mind drifting away.
Most actresses in the circle value skin care. On the one hand, the audience does not allow them to have wrinkles in the corners of their eyes. On the other hand, they wear various makeup all day long. The real skin condition of many actresses is very worrying.In the early years, there was also an actress who painted special effects makeup for the mirror, but her skin was allergic, and she couldn't take care of it after ten years.
But at this moment, Lu Qingqing felt that even if the makeup artist applied chili water on her face, she might not be able to react.
She scratched her heart and lungs, and couldn't help thinking: "If Lang Lang likes me too - will it be like this?"
If Lin Lang didn't take the first step toward her, Lu Qingqing would regret it, but she could also comfort herself.She couldn't even confirm whether she really "liked" Lin Lang.
But when she saw Lin Lang, she felt a softness in her heart, and wanted to hug her and kiss her—but she didn't have any deeper thoughts.
At first, when Lu Qingqing realized this, she was stunned for a long time, and asked herself: "I'm afraid I'm not a pervert."
That was on the set of Twins.
The crew is small, but the atmosphere is great.Not only Lin Lang, but even the director would often share some key points with the actors.But having said that, facing the director, Lu Qingqing always had the feeling of seeing the head teacher when she was in school.And Lin Lang is a gentle sister next door who will give her homework tutoring.
The poor crew needs to save money. It is said that many actors are recruited by the director with favors, and the salary is only 3000 to [-] yuan.Even Lu Qingqing, one of the heroines, received pitifully little money.If it wasn't for Lin Lang's relatively familiar face in the crew, and his willingness to take everyone to listen to the director's lecture, I'm afraid that "Twins" would be called a liar and a waste of time during the filming of "Twins".But after all, Lin Lang was there.
After the movie was released, Lu Qingqing signed a contract with the brokerage company smoothly, and then marketed with Lin Lang for half a year.Lin Lang has a very peculiar temperament. After getting acquainted with her, he will want to tell her all his troubles.It looks like the rising sun, the calm sea, and the forest shrouded in fog.When staying with her, I always feel at peace.
During the promotional period, Lu Qingqing and Lin Lang traveled all over the country together, together with the director, and a few young actors who were even less famous, they lived in hotels, mostly Lin Lang and Lu Qingqing shared the same room.
Lu Qingqing didn't have any expectations for the box office at all, and she was quite happy to watch the numbers go up every day when she checked the app.And one night, when she got up, she heard a voice talking in a daze.Looking again, the light in the bathroom is on.
She wanted to go to the bathroom a little bit, but she was sleepy, so she lay on the bed half asleep and half awake.Ten minutes later, Lin Lang still hadn't come out of the bathroom.
Lu Qingqing was a little anxious, so she got up and was about to go to the bathroom and knock on the door.
Spicy chicken hotel, sound insulation is not good.Before she reached the door, Lin Lang's voice became clearer and clearer.I don't know who I am talking on the phone with a crying voice.
Lu Qingqing was startled.
She continued to listen, and gradually realized that the box office figure of less than [-] million that she didn't care about had already made Lin Lang weep with joy.
Before that, Lin Lang in Lu Qingqing's eyes had always been reliable and steady.
But after that, she suddenly felt that Lin Lang was only three or four years older than her.It's just that I entered the circle earlier, had more ups and downs, stood on the edge for too long, and with a little achievement, I couldn't help being happy.
Something pathetic - and something cute.
After that, when Lu Qingqing looked at Lin Lang again, she felt more and more that Lang Lang had given all his tenderness and patience to others, but who could take care of her?
If you look at it for too long, you can't take your eyes off it.
Lin Lang: "..." Drinking was a mistake.
She thought so more than once.
Lu Qingqing left, leaving behind half a pot of porridge and a pile of chicken feathers.
Lin Lang circled around the room, distracted.
She turned to her previous post on the Haijiao community and re-entered the content.
Subject: Tree hole, my colleague seems to like me.
20LLZ: I have been holding back for several days, and I can’t vomit.In fact, a lot of information has not been mentioned before. My colleague is a crooked nut. I should have gone home during Christmas. I always think so.but!Instead of mentioning going home, my colleague even invited me to her home!Cook me their country's holiday specials.I slept at my colleague's house all night, and when I woke up in the morning, I thought it was not good to just eat and do nothing, so I made breakfast for my colleague.But my colleague said that there are also special dishes for breakfast. In the end, we each made a meal, I made breakfast, and my colleague made brunch (eat around ten o'clock).
21L: This sticker? ?Familiar, as if I've seen it before.
22L: Is it so easy to write handwritten stickers now? A template is posted three times.
23L: ? ?Wait, it was LZ from before.
24L: It's better to wash your eyes for the above few, it was the previous LZ who pushed the post up, okay?
25L: LZ accidentally exposed "her", is the colleague a woman? What about LZ?
26LLZ:! ! !How do I type out "her"...
26LLZ: Go back to 25, yes, I am also a woman.Frankly speaking, the environment in our country is really not very friendly to LGBT. My colleague’s country is better, but she also has a reason to come to Nest. She wants to develop here...
After posting the last one, Lin Lang sighed, feeling that there were too many mosaics, even if someone replied, it would not serve as a reference at all.
Distraught, she ruffled her hair and paced the living room.But after walking around, there were traces left by Lu Qingqing everywhere.Seeing the dining table, one would think of Lu Qingqing sitting here eating dumplings.Seeing the sofa, it was last night that Lu Qingqing hugged her from behind, and the two of them took a sticky selfie.She just browsed the Haijiao community, and she also saw someone decently posting an analysis post, saying that L2Q and 2L are definitely not "friends", there must be a closer development, otherwise who would hug each other like this.
The following is undoubtedly the swiping screen of Lu Qingqing's fans.Probably because the cooking was too determined, the fans had no choice but to wash their hands from "there are so many situations where girls in the nest walk on the street with their fingers intertwined".
Lin Lang felt quite sorry for these naive lolis.
But after thinking about it, she was stunned: "Why do you say 'I'm sorry'? Could it be that my subconscious mind has decided that I have something else to do with Lu Qingqing?"
Lin Lang felt uncomfortable, and unconsciously opened the post he just posted.The following content is completely insignificant, and almost all of them are to persuade her to face her heart and get together with her colleagues as soon as possible.The remaining small group of people firmly believed that this was a handwritten post, and some people whined and said that they were nesting in this environment, so LZ should hurry up and transfer, and don't wait for the next year, the year-end award is not as important as reputation.
She sat where Lu Qingqing sat last night, and gradually squeezed her phone tightly.
What if—what if?
On the second day of New Year's Day, Lu Qingqing was thinking about things at work, and Lin Lang was hesitating at home.
They used to be very close. On the banks of the Chong'an River, something was out of control.But at that time, Lin Lang put a stop to everything first.
But after such a long time, they walked in again.
When Lu Qingqing left the studio, the assistant came up to her, "Miss Qingqing! The ticket is booked for tomorrow, uh, two o'clock in the morning."
Lu Qingqing: "..." She took a deep breath, "Why is it this time?"
The assistant grimaced: "There's no way. The ticket will be booked on the [-]rd. It's hard to get a ticket. Others have bought it early. We can only buy the ticket temporarily." Yes, we squeezed out a few florets who were competing with Lu Qingqing. Of course, we had to cut through the mess quickly, and abruptly stuffed the filming into the New Year's holiday, and used a high-end brand to help Lu Qingqing get a seat, "And the weather is bad, Chong'an The weather forecast over there said it was going to rain, and several flights have been canceled at the airport. We weren't originally at this time, but—"
Lu Qingqing rubbed her eyebrows and got into the nanny's car.
The assistant got into the car behind her, and quickly said: "It's 07:30 now, pack up your things when you get back, and go to the airport right away. There is no way to eat, so I can only pack it on the way, but I have a takeaway order here. Sister Qingqing, do you want to eat it?" Which one?"
Lu Qingqing looked out the window, hesitated, hesitated, and struggled.
She thought: "If I leave now, how long will it take before I see her again?" By then, will the distance between them be further apart?
She thought: "If I—I go and talk to her now, is it possible for us to be 'together', how will she answer me?" Would it be embarrassing?In the end, it is impossible to even be a "friend"?
She thought: "If I am really rejected, it seems okay." Lu Qingqing wanted money, wanted fame, wanted to shine brightly on the screen, and wanted to continue to have the traffic behind her.She is open and frank, there are so many people in the world, who doesn't love these?
"But if Langlang agrees to me," Lu Qingqing suddenly felt painful, "Of course I feel happy being with Langlang. But if, if one day, our relationship is exposed, can I bear it?"
"Am I willing to bear it?"
She is greedy and insatiable, wanting both fish and bear's paw.
I like Lin Lang, I want Lin Lang's gentle gaze, I want Lang Lang to kiss her when I wake up in the morning, and I want someone to hug her after I fall asleep.
Just thinking about such a scene, Lu Qingqing felt so happy that her heart ached.Unprecedented emotions, like clusters of flowers, suddenly bloomed in her heart.She really likes Lin Lang - just thinking about the other person's name and appearance makes Lu Qingqing feel satisfied.Thinking about it again, if she doesn't pass this level, Lin Lang will quit the circle, and they will not cooperate in the future. Lin Lang found someone outside the circle to be a partner, and she might be the last group of people to know.She and Lin Lang may be considered friends, but Lang Lang has always been so considerate.Sometimes, Lu Qingqing hates Ji Lin Lang's "considerateness".She thought more than once: "Why does Langlang think that after I become popular, I don't want to contact her anymore?" Obviously after "Twins" was released, and after the two gradually closed their business, Lu Qingqing was there for countless days and nights. Swipe the phone, look at the chat records between the two, and watch the fans' analysis of their relationship.It was as if it contained a piece of candy, but the heart of the candy was sour.The better the past, the more I feel that I am alone and have nowhere to talk.Many nights passed, and she suddenly realized that if she didn't take the initiative to contact her, Lin Lang wouldn't contact her at all.
At that time, Lu Qingqing started sending messages to Lu Qingqing.Show her the cats in the crew, and the flowers and plants downstairs.A year later, she circled Lin Lang on Weibo, and Lin Lang finally took the initiative to send her a WeChat message for the first time, saying: "...I am in the film crew today, who did you have a dinner with?!"
In just one line, Lu Qingqing saw the fierce tone.She was so wronged that she even pretended to be smiling and replied to Lin Lang, when it came to "Sunny cp", she pretended that everything was open again.
Obviously there are so many fans who like her and spend a lot of money on her.
Countless people confessed to her on the Internet, and many fans wrote to her, saying all the lingering words to her.
But Lu Qingqing just stubbornly likes Lin Lang.Up to now, she still can't tell whether she likes Langlang or "love" itself.
The assistant asked from the side: "Miss Qingqing? Can't think of anything to eat?"
Lu Qingqing regained consciousness.
She walked on the tightrope again.One side is honey brew, the other side is magma.
She gave up on herself and thought: "But am I worthy of being liked by Lang Lang?" If choosing between Lin Lang and fame and fortune, Lu Qingqing thought, "I would hesitate."
She took a deep breath.
The heater was turned on in the car, and there was cold air outside the car window.There was a layer of fog on the window. She was bored and painted on it with her finger.
After scribbling, the assistant didn't get a response, so he asked again: "Sister Qingqing, Sister Zhang said today that if you visit someone's house in the future and want to post on Weibo, you should tell her in advance."
Lu Qingqing replied: "Okay, I know."
The manager was bombarded by all kinds of news early in the morning, and he was probably very angry when he saw his artists spare no effort to push himself to CP.But Lu Qingqing posted late on Weibo, and Lin Lang's reply came in the middle of the night. By morning, the matter had already escalated to the point where it was uncontrollable, so the manager had no choice but to sulk and warn Lu Qingqing again, telling her not to do it again in the future. Make up your own mind.In the words of manager Sister Zhang: "...every Weibo, it must have its value. If you post too much, it will be worthless."
Lu Qingqing was even more sad.
Can't she even post a Weibo post to Lang Lang?Such a lousy girlfriend, I really don't want it.
So Lu Qingqing said: "I can't think of it, you decide—"
She suddenly heard her cell phone ringing.
Lu Qingqing was stunned for a moment, watching the assistant pick up her mobile phone and say a word she was familiar with: "Ah, sister Lin Lang is calling you."
Lu Qingqing: "..." Langlang?
After 15 minutes, Lu Qingqing let out a long breath and knocked on the door of Lin Lang's house.
Lin Lang opened the door, but Lu Qingqing didn't intend to enter.She said quickly: "I told the assistant that something fell on you! The assistant is still waiting downstairs! I have a plane at two o'clock in the morning! Only stay upstairs for 10 minutes."
In her heart, Lu Qingqing: "Whoa, whoa, how can I be so bad."
She looked at Lin Lang nervously and anxiously.
Flow Huadan made a bet with herself.
Bet that Lin Lang was really interested in her.
If so, just 10 minutes is enough for them to say and do a lot.
And if it was another matter, Lin Lang approached her just literally "please try the pot bottom again".Lu Qingqing thought, so be it.
She will absolutely, absolutely never bother Lin Lang with her status as an "admirer".
They are partners, business partners, and "friends."When Lu Qingqing got on the elevator, she stared at her own shadow on the elevator wall in a daze, thinking about whether she would be invited to Lin Lang's wedding in a long time.
She suddenly felt sad.
At the door of the house, Lu Qingqing burst into tears.She cried too much, she was really a person made of water.But this time, it was different from before.She didn't make a sound, bit her lower lip, and let the tears flow quietly, thinking that if this went on--if this went on, Lang Lang might not have a good impression of her when he thought of her in the future, and thought she was too annoying and emotional.
Thinking about it this way, Lu Qingqing wanted to cry even more.She had never been like this before, from childhood to adulthood, Lin Lang was the one who saw her cry the most times.
The cold wind blew against her cheeks.She was still nervous and apprehensive.
Lin Lang looked at the people at the door, unable to tell what mood he was in.
The two looked at each other, and the time passed by every second.
They spoke at the same time, Lu Qingqing's voice was hoarse, "Langlang—"
Lin Lang: "Lu Qingqing."
Lu Qingqing immediately shut up.She was wrapped in a down jacket, and she was even more sad when she thought that she was about to go to the airport and fly back to the south, and that she would never have the hot pot at Lang Lang's house again.
She signaled Lin Lang to speak first.
So Lin Lang asked, "Why do you always cry? Did I bully you?"
Lu Qingqing didn't speak.
Lin Lang asked: "You did drop something when you left, don't you know?"
Lu Qingqing didn't speak.
Lin Lang sighed suddenly.
She took a step forward and grabbed Lu Qingqing.Lu Qingqing was caught off guard and was pulled straight into the house.The heat came on all of a sudden, and it was only then that she realized that when she opened the door for herself, Lin Lang was only wearing a sweater.It was cold outside, and the cold was blowing on his face.At this time, she is still so willful, causing Langlang to suffer from the cold.
The self-loathing in Lu Qingqing's heart was even heavier.
There was absolutely nothing she could do to bring Lin Lang any good.She likes Lin Lang very much, but if one day, someone takes an intimate photo of her and Lin Lang, she will definitely put aside the relationship between the two, even if they never see each other again——she will feel very sad and feel like a knife It was uncomfortable to be strangled, but Lu Qingqing knew that she would definitely do that.
Lu Qingqing cried even harder, with a "woo woo woo" in her throat, trying her best to keep herself from sobbing.
She clearly knew that Lang Lang was a very gentle and gentle person, trustworthy and dependable.But she just can't rely on each other from the bottom of her heart.Two people need to face many things together.Since she was a child, she has been watching all kinds of entanglements between her parents, and she is extremely tired of it.She likes Lin Lang because Lin Lang's gentleness allows her to see a completely different way of life from her parents.But in the final analysis, she is the child of her parents, and she may be the one who will be hated.
Lin Lang said, "Lu Qingqing—"
Lu Qingqing looked up at her.
The porch lights were dim, and her down jacket was still cold.
The two of them were about the same height, so to put it bluntly, Lu Qingqing was actually taller, not to mention that she was wearing outdoor shoes at the moment, she was just a few centimeters taller.
Lin Lang looked at her softly.
"You missed my question," she asked, "Lu Qingqing, do you like me?"
Lu Qingqing froze in place.
The roar of the plane taking off filled my ears, but Lu Qingqing was still in a daze.
The assistant looked at her worriedly.How long has it been since Lin Lang's family "brought things" to the present, Lu Qingqing has been acting like this in a daze, and those who don't know think her company treats artists harshly.
Just after entering the airport, professional fans and real fans mixed together to see off the plane, the cameras of the station girls almost hit Lu Qingqing's face, and Lu Qingqing didn't react at all.
Of course, after going back, the fans will be stunned.
The assistant shivered and pulled the blanket covering his body.She's human too, and she's tired too.Lu Qingqing is busy. As an assistant, she has to run around with her and contact her about the upcoming schedule.
"The worst thing is," the assistant put on the blindfold and complained in his heart, "I don't even have a name, and I'm only called 'Xiaodong' in front of the two bosses." I always feel that there is no dignity.
She thought of something, pulled off the blindfold again, and said to Lu Qingqing: "Sister Qingqing, there was a family of fans who went too far at the airport before, and were directly criticized by the official media. Tonight is really too late." Maybe it's too late, Perhaps the preparations were too hasty, "I told Sister Zhang before I got on the plane. Whether there will be an accident, I will know when I get off the plane." Of course, she believes in Sister Zhang's public relations level.
Lu Qingqing responded and looked out the window, as if distracted.At this time, the window plane was sailing above the clouds, and the moonlight was faint and bright.
Xiaodong whispered: "Sister," she is in her early 20s, and she wants to follow the way of her manager Zhang, and lead a celebrity by herself, "You tonight, don't you..." Many celebrity assistants have a close relationship with the celebrity, and Many male stars simply cheated on their assistants, but Xiaodong didn't do that.She set a very high goal for herself, and she used Sister Zhang as the standard in every word and deed.She will help Lu Qingqing make all the work arrangements, but at the same time, Xiaodong and Lu Qingqing have always had a mediocre relationship.Of course, Lu Qingqing can use her for two years, which means that the boss himself also thinks this way of getting along is good.
On weekdays, when Xiaodong and Lu Qingqing spoke, they were mostly business affairs.Some of them were even too inattentive to some personal matters. For example, in Chong'an before, after Lu Qingqing soaked in cold water, she didn't prepare the heating equipment in time.Because of this incident, Xiaodong was scolded bloody by her manager. She also reflected on it for a long time, adjusted some inappropriate practices, and tried her best to satisfy the boss.
But in the end, she cared about Lu Qingqing's physical condition and work status, but never cared about Lu Qingqing's emotions.
In the entertainment industry, many people look glamorous under the spotlight, but behind their backs, after removing their makeup, their faces are freckled, dull, with a bunch of skin problems and enlarged pores, which is horrible.They have to stay up late and rush to work. Many people go to the hospital every month at a young age.Sometimes someone is stressed out and driven into depression.Forget all of this, if someone provokes a big boss who shouldn't be provoked, he will be banned directly, and years of hard work will ruin it——
That's nowhere to complain.
But celebrities can earn money that many people can't earn in their entire lives.There are gains and losses, Xiaodong has always felt that Lu Qingqing is happy to exchange health for income.In contrast, the one who also doesn't sleep well and has a mediocre salary is the one who deserves sympathy.Of course, it's still the same sentence, no matter how hard it is, she has to walk the path she chooses.
But at this moment, Xiaodong felt very clearly that Lu Qingqing was not happy.
He was even more unhappy than before going to Lin Lang's house.
Xiaodong hesitated, wondering if he was going to take this step, concerned about Lu Qingqing's mood.
Lu Qingqing couldn't be happy.
Lang Lang takes the initiative!initiative!Pick out the affairs between the two of them, those dark tides, those ambiguous feelings, and put them in front of Lu Qingqing.But what about herself?Isn't this what she dreams of?
She actually ran away!
At that time, listening to Lin Lang's voice, she felt like she was in a dream.Lin Lang looked at her, she was the only one in his eyes—this kind of scene, placed on the banks of the Chong'an River a few months ago, was beyond Lu Qingqing's reach.
But before going upstairs, she thought of so many things.Hearing Lin Lang's words, her mind froze and went blank.She knew that Lin Lang was waiting for an answer, but at that moment, Lu Qingqing couldn't say a word.
She asked herself repeatedly: "Of course I like Langlang, but can I really be with her?"
Many walls stood before her.The first block was overthrown by Lin Lang - Lang Lang asked this, of course he was aware of it; looking at her like that, of course he also liked it.But after that, there are still countless high walls standing.Previously, Lu Qingqing knew about the back wall, but couldn't help but put all her attention on the first wall, thinking about the rest of the hesitation and hesitation.
But when Lin Lang asked that sentence, Lu Qingqing flinched suddenly.
She was very afraid, afraid that she would become the person she hated the most before, that she would fail Lin Lang one day, and that her relationship with Lin Lang would suffer internal setbacks one day.
She was afraid that Lin Lang would not like her first.Such a thought is so selfish, but Lu Qingqing can't convince herself.
So, under Lin Lang's gaze, on the porch filled with warmth, Lu Qingqing paused for a long time before speaking the first sentence.
She said, "Langlang, 10 minutes have passed, and I have to leave."
At that time, Lu Qingqing's tone was very light and floating.She was afraid to face Lin Lang, but they were so close, she could clearly see that the light in Lin Lang's eyes dimmed a lot.At the beginning, there may have been a little surprise and a period of disbelief.
Lu Qingqing didn't dare to look at it.
She turned sideways and murmured: "I'm leaving now, I'm going to the airport." As soon as she said this, they seemed to be back on the banks of the Chong'an River in a blink of an eye.Lu Qingqing remembered the continuous lights that day, and remembered her loss at that time.She couldn't imagine if Lang Lang would be as lost as she was then after listening to her words.
Thinking of it this way, Lu Qingqing suddenly felt a little joy in his heart, like some kind of successful revenge.But the next moment, she began to hate herself again.She really is a terrible person, Lu Qingqing was sure again.
It must, must not be worthy of such a good Langlang.
Lin Lang stepped back a little, returning the distance between the owner and the tenant, and the partner and the business object.
She seemed to be smiling.In Lu Qingqing's memory, Lin Lang's last smile was vague, like the moonlight in front of her eyes.
Lin Lang said: "Then goodbye, Qingqing."
From the capital to Chong'an, there is a distance of nearly [-] kilometers, and it takes three hours by plane.
In winter, the dawn is late.When Lu Qingqing's plane landed, the night was still shrouded in Chong'an.
She fell asleep unknowingly, and her dream was very restless, and she could always see Lin Lang's eyes.Lin Lang has young phoenix eyes, and he is actually a bit deserted when he is not smiling, but once he bends slightly, he can contain watery tenderness.
Those eyes stared at her, as if looking at some treasure.But one word from her disappointed Lang Lang.
The assistant woke Lu Qingqing up, "Sister Qingqing, you're here." In the end, Xiaodong still didn't ask any further questions.
Lu Qingqing woke up in a daze, and it took a long time to wake up slowly.The people on the plane were about the same. She took the sunglasses and scarf from the assistant, covering most of their faces.The assistant followed her and said, "Sister Zhang said that no one will pick up the plane later. The crew has already arranged a car, and the driver is the former Master Wang, who will take you directly into the mountain." These days, there should be Which crew is so honest, they all shoot real scenes.Xiaodong was amazed.
Lu Qingqing shuddered.Hiss, going back to the nightmare again.
It is rumored that the director of "Spirit Sword" once studied under a certain great director, and it is not known whether the technique is true or not, but in terms of form and requirements for actors, he is in the same line as that great director.Perhaps this is also related to the fact that the official media issued an article last year criticizing the serious phenomenon of withholding pictures in film and television dramas. Maybe the producers want to be a positive example, so they can toss their actors hard.They are a fairy tale film, and most of the scenes are outdoors, and they also focus on deep mountains and old forests.
At this time, Lu Qingqing thought very unprofessional: "Can't you just learn from the crew next door and directly green screen and cut out pictures?" What she doesn't know is that in the next few years, more and more live-action film and television dramas will be filmed. The less, this is also an important factor for "Spirit Sword" to become a classic.
Lu Qingqing fell asleep again in the nanny's car.She didn't fall asleep after eating supper last night, and she was busy with work during the day, unable to relax for a second in front of the camera.Later, there was the one at Lin Lang's house.Lu Qingqing was exhausted physically and mentally, and her dreams were mixed. In the end, she actually dreamed of her third year in high school.The classroom is a movie theater, she sits in it and watches a movie, and the screen is full of Lin Lang.There was a test paper in front of her. There were so many questions on it that she couldn't read it clearly.But the time was coming soon, and she couldn't hand in the paper.
It was very similar to her mood when she was at Lin Lang's house.
Anxious, tense, wanting to back off, wanting to give up.
When Lu Qingqing woke up again, Lin Lang was still asleep.
When Lin Lang got up, Lu Qingqing had already put on her makeup and put on her costume.
Lin Lang brushed his teeth, temporarily uninstalled Weibo and blocked Lu Qingqing.She was in a mess and couldn't think of who to talk to.
There are still more than ten days before the filming of the online drama will start, and she is an idler in the entertainment industry, and she is completely herded by her agent.After going through that kind of thing last night, now looking at the furnishings in the room, she thought of Lu Qingqing again and again.
She took out her mobile phone and updated the final ending of the previous post.
Subject: Tree hole, my colleague seems to like me.
37LLZ: Last night, on a whim, I confronted my colleagues.Colleagues did not agree, declined.So be it, LZ will be transferred immediately. (Spicy chicken company, the efficiency is extremely low, and the procedures have not been completed until now. Fortunately, my colleagues are on a business trip for the past two days and do not need to meet.)
Lin Lang didn't read the reply again.
At this time, thinking back on what happened last night, she always felt that it was because of the adrenaline rush that she said that to Lu Qingqing.But right now, to some extent, it is also the best result.
Lin Lang sighed softly.
Later that day, Lin Lang released Lu Qingqing from the shield.
On January [-]rd, there were many people in Lu Qingqing's circle of friends who lamented the end of the holiday.She looked at them one by one, seeming to avoid or compromise, thinking: "If I don't take the initiative to talk to Langlang, Langlang probably won't talk to me either. But from the circle of friends, I can tell what Langlang is doing anyway."
It's a pity that she dragged all the way to the end, but she didn't see Lin Lang.Lu Qingqing was in a gloomy mood, thinking of last night again, feeling melancholy and lost.
She felt herself starting to regret it.
But how could you regret it?Isn't it time to stop?Not to nip all the bad things in the bud?
She quit the circle of friends.
There were countless messages in the message bar, so many red dots, but Lu Qingqing didn't want to look at them.
She seemed to be masochistic, sliding down all the way, and finally saw Lin Lang's name.When she made a note to Lin Lang, she was still full of sweetness, and used a cute emoji, which was a pattern of a little angel, and the word next to it was "Lang Lang" - she didn't dare to be too outrageous, someone was photographed on Weibo before , the reporter zoomed in on the photo, and could clearly see what the colleague was looking at.
Lu Qingqing clicked in, her fingertips felt cold.
She didn't understand at all what she was doing at the moment.Just subconsciously, deep in her heart, she may feel that she made a wrong choice last night and wants to redeem it.
But how could it be wrong?
Lu Qingqing pressed her finger on the input field.
Thousands of miles away, Lin Lang was holding a mobile phone, in front of him was a cooked hot pot, and on the opposite side was a friend of hers.
The friend asked: "What? You seem to be absent-minded all the time today."
Lin Lang shook his head and put down the phone: "It's nothing—" She put down the phone as if to escape.Lu Qingqing's name changed to "typing in progress", but at this moment, what is Lu Qingqing going to say?Are you tossing and tossing like before?
The friend smiled, changed the topic thoughtfully, and began to talk seriously with Lin Lang about the taste of the bottom of the pot.Lin Lang quickly paid attention to it, wrote it down one by one, and finally said, "Let's have some beer." She didn't know, but when she said this, because she thought of Lu Qingqing again from the bottom of her heart, her expression also changed.
The friend looked at her and said, "Is something wrong with you?"
Lin Lang paused, rubbed the space between his brows, and said calmly, "There is something wrong. It's a relationship problem."
The friend smiled slightly: "Wow, how long ago was the last time you fell in love?"
Lin Lang: "It's been a long time." She briefly recalled the face of her ex, but that face was quickly replaced by Lu Qingqing with tears in her eyes.Lin Lang sighed, "It's a kid, he looks like he doesn't know how to deal with these things at all, which makes me also confused."
The friend said: "Are you a kid? People in the industry? Forget it, don't ask this." Still very considerate, "If the other party doesn't know, you can teach them."
Lin Lang was expressionless: "I tried to teach, and then, I failed."
The friend smiled and said: "And then? Have you blackmailed each other? ——It's been 8102 years, and you haven't blackmailed each other, which means you still have thoughts about each other. If that's the case, why don't you ask? It's the best anyway. The result is to block each other, goodbye Jianghu. You are going back to your hometown soon, so there is no hesitation."
Lin Lang: "It's nothing, but I suddenly felt that if I gave advice to others, I would say the same."
The friend smiled and said: "Okay, since that's the case, I won't bother you. You and the children talk first."
After seeing off the guests, Lin Lang hesitated and typed a paragraph in the input box.
Lu Qingqing looked at the long "inputting" and then at her empty input field, her heart beat faster.
The distance between their fingertips was nearly two thousand miles, they declined twice, and drifted away after the third time.But at this moment, Lu Qingqing suddenly felt that the distance between herself and Lin Lang was not that far away.
She was cowardly last night, but when she thinks about it today, she doesn't feel happy.
If I could be braver——Lu Qingqing thought so, but she still flinched from the bottom of her heart.
Finally, she thought: "Okay, I want to see what Langlang has to say to me."
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