one way indulgence abo

As soon as Luo Chengcheng finished speaking, there was only the howling north wind and Fang Jue cursing to himself.

Seeing that Gu Yan was obviously stunned for a moment, Luo Chengcheng finally realized what he said, he cleared his throat uncomfortably, and wanted to leave here quickly, but he was dizzy for a moment, and went to Take a few steps away from the door.

"Orange..." Gu Yan's tone was full of uncertainty.

"Don't think too much!" Luo Chengcheng almost blurted out.

Gu Yan didn't dare to think too much lightly. His previous arrogance and conceit had left him with nothing. No matter how paranoid he was, he should learn a lesson, but reason often cannot hold back instinct. The more Luo Chengcheng explained, the more he would The more I can't help but think about it.

Luo Chengcheng almost got into the car as if fleeing, until the car drove away, the crazy heartbeat still couldn't calm down.

He couldn't believe what he said just now, whether it was an unnecessary explanation or an attitude of pretending not to care, it was too abnormal, he was just like a brat blindly jealous, no wonder Gu Yan would think too much, Even he himself was annoyed by the reaction just now.

He drove aimlessly for a while, then parked the car on the side of the road, called Lu Ran, and it took a long time to answer.

"Lu Ran, do you know Ni Yang?"

"Principal Ni's eldest son? I don't know him well, but I heard that he is a great talent like you. He knows a little bit of piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. He only came back from abroad in the past two years, but I remember that you are very familiar with his younger brother Ni Zheng. Why? gone?"

"It's nothing, hang up."

"Hey you..." The rest of Lu Ran's words were cut off in the phone.

Luo Chengcheng threw the phone to the passenger driver, and lay down on the steering wheel as if she was exhausted. The wound at the corner of her mouth accidentally rubbed against her sleeve, and she felt a sharp pain immediately.

The more it hurts, the more irritable it is, and there is a sharp cry from a corner of my heart.

In the end, Luo Chengcheng opened the car window, loaded a car full of boiling symphony, and ran around half of the suburbs, releasing all the heat.

Going for a ride in a zero-degree winter night is something only a madman would do, but Luo Chengcheng felt that he was a madman, because he was crazy to say things he shouldn't say in front of so many people.

Getting off the car dizzy, Luo Chengcheng stood at the intersection and sneezed three times in a row before seeing the people under the streetlight clearly.

Gu Yan stood there with a bag of things, it seemed that he had been waiting for a long time.

"What if I don't come back here today?" Luo Chengcheng said, her voice was hoarse from the cold wind.

"Then I will wait until you come. Fortunately, my luck is not bad." Gu Yan stepped forward and touched the back of Luo Chengcheng's hand, which was really cold to the bone.

Luo Chengcheng withdrew her hand like an electric shock: "What are you doing here?"

"I worry about you."

"Where's your dad?"

"I asked someone to send him back." Mentioning Fang Jue, Gu Yan's deep eyes darkened a bit.

"Why don't you follow him, by the way, and your little boyfriend?" Thinking of Ni Yang who got out of Gu Yan's car, the irritability that had finally dissipated showed signs of making a comeback.

"Cheng Cheng, how could he be my boyfriend?" Gu Yan smiled wryly, "I have a normal cooperative relationship with the Ni family. Ni Yang was entrusted by Mrs. Ni to bring me at work, and you were at the birthday party that day."

"Chengcheng, you have to trust me."

Seeing Gu Yan trying to explain, the ups and downs in Luo Chengcheng's heart miraculously dissipated, but at the same time he also understood that he was not qualified to restrict Gu Yan's relationship with anyone.

"You don't need to explain this to me." Luo Chengcheng tried to relax his expression, but the slightly swollen corners of his mouth made him unable to hold back the trembling of his facial muscles.

"Chengcheng, how did he hurt you?"

"I was waiting for someone on the side of the road. Your dad rushed over from nowhere. Later, when my people arrived, I called you."

Luo Chengcheng said it lightly, but Gu Yan knew that it must have been not that simple at the time, Fang Jue was unharmed, and Luo Chengcheng almost condoned his unilateral beating.

"Why didn't you resist?" Gu Yan's eyes were distressed.

Luo Chengcheng's eyes dodged, avoiding Gu Yan's gaze: "I don't want to argue with a mental patient."

In fact, Luo Chengcheng thought about fighting back at the time, but when he saw the haggard face that resembled Gu Yan, he hesitated and let Fang Jue slap him twice.

"Chengcheng, he will never have the chance to do anything to hurt you again." Gu Yan approached Luo Chengcheng and touched his face with his palm, "Anyone who hurts you, no matter who he is, I will never let you go he."

Luo Chengcheng was taken aback by Gu Yan's dangerous tone, and almost forgot to push Gu Yan away.

"Don't move, I'll give you medicine."

In the end, Luo Chengcheng still didn't resist, and let Gu Yan fix his chin with one hand, dipped a cotton swab in the corner of his mouth with the other, the cold ointment melted on the wound bit by bit, Gu Yan had a good grasp of strength, He felt no discomfort at all.

Luo Chengcheng looked at the street lamp above his head, trying not to touch the tenderness on Gu Yan's face, but he still couldn't control it, looked down, and fell into it.

I don't know when it started, the distance between the two became closer and closer, until they smelled each other's breath, the sweetness of orange toffee and the mellow aroma of coffee were entangled, forming a fine net, and for a while, even the air Become distraught.

Suddenly, a gust of north wind whizzed by, blowing away all the ready to move, Luo Chengcheng immediately turned his face away as if he had just woken up from a dream, and took two steps back.

"I allowed you to give me medicine, but nothing else."

Luo Chengcheng's chest was heaving up and down, and the side of his face was still flushed in the night. He was a little out of breath, and turned around to walk home, but the next second he was hugged into his arms.

"Gu Yan, you..."

"Chengcheng, can I pursue you?"

After enduring it for so long, Gu Yan still couldn't help but say it, at a perhaps inappropriate moment, perhaps it was Luo Chengcheng's successive backs that stimulated him.

Luo Chengcheng was stunned for a moment, and suddenly couldn't say anything after being interrupted.

"But I remember you saying that you just need a chance to nod your acquaintance." He tilted his head slightly, and the side of his face touched Gu Yan's warm breath again.

Gu Yan smiled self-deprecatingly: "I have ambition now, and I am no longer satisfied with simply looking at you."

Gu Yan told Luo Chengcheng about her insatiable greed without hesitation.

"But I already have Luo Yiye." Luo Chengcheng said in a playful tone, "Do you want to know who his other father is?"

"Don't." Gu Yan buried her face in the back of Luo Chengcheng's neck, and the cold tip of her nose just touched the soft gland, "Don't ever tell me who that person is, so that I won't be too jealous."

"Gu Yan, you actually mind this very much."

"This is my punishment and I have no complaints."

"What if I refuse?"

Alpha's tall body froze visibly behind him.

"It's okay..." Gu Yan said these three words so falsely that even Luo Chengcheng could hear the insincere.

"But don't reject me too many times, okay?" Sure enough, Gu Yan still had other requests.

Gu Yan's warm breath penetrated into Luo Chengcheng's neckline, contending against the freezing temperature, and before being blown cold by the wind, he was scalded, and without paying attention, he stepped across the long-unopened heart door.

Luo Chengcheng did not push Gu Yan away from the beginning to the end. He was not sure if he really let go of the past and was willing to usher in a new beginning, and he was not sure if Gu Yan had really learned to love, but there is one thing that can be done. Sure, the current Gu Yan has become gentle and sincere enough.

Luo Chengcheng gently pushed Gu Yan, but there was no push as expected, he sighed: "Gu Yan, I need a little time."

The next day, Luo Chengcheng took half a day off from school and drove to the nursing home.

"Hello, I want to visit Mr. Fang Jue."

The little nurse who was sorting out the documents at the front desk didn't raise her head and said, "Please show me your family certificate."

"Isn't it okay to just look at it?"

"Sorry sir, our hospital has a clear regulation that non-family members are not allowed to visit."

"He can go in."

A familiar voice sounded behind her, Luo Chengcheng turned her head and saw Gu Yan standing behind her.

"Mr. Gu, hello!" Seeing Gu Yan coming, the little nurse quickly stood up and greeted Gu Yan with her blushing cheeks.

Gu Yan is the new shareholder of this nursing home, and immediately expanded a piece of land for the nursing home to build a single-family building, which will be used exclusively for wealthy patients in the future.Some time ago, all the staff of the hospital held a welcome ceremony for him.All the unmarried Omegas were excited. They originally thought that such a rich and powerful person would be an old man, but they didn't expect to be such a young and handsome single Alpha.However, to them, Gu Yan was nothing but an unattainable fantasy.

Seeing the little nurse's sudden attentiveness, Luo Chengcheng suddenly felt awkward.

He felt that he might be dazed. Since seeing Ni Yang who got out of Gu Yan's car yesterday, he suddenly realized that there are still so many people around Gu Yan who are paying attention to Gu Yan, just like when he was chasing Gu Yan before. like that.

"Chengcheng, you came here to see him, right?"

"Hmm..." Luo Chengcheng replied a little reluctantly, as if she was caught doing something secretly.

"Exactly, me too, let's go then."

Luo Chengcheng followed Gu Yan to the inpatient building, and along the way there were mental patients with strange behaviors, which made the original beautiful environment very strange. From time to time, some people made strange sounds, crying or laughing, or muttering to themselves, There was even a patient who was basking in the sun and suddenly violently beat the medical staff who followed him. Fortunately, the medical staff were prepared.

After only staying for a while, Luo Chengcheng felt extremely depressed.He suddenly thought of Gu Yan, Gu Yan spent more than half of his childhood and adolescence with a mental patient who was nagging and violent.

Su Miao used "darkness" and "abyss" to describe Gu Yan's past, I'm afraid he was not exaggerating.

Luo Chengcheng wanted to unbutton his coat to breathe, but Gu Yan stopped him, and he put the button Luo Chengcheng unbuttoned back on.

"I remember when I was a child, there was an upright little executive who never let me open my clothes in winter. I obeyed every time. Why is the person who made the rules now taking the lead in violating the rules?"

The tip of Luo Chengcheng's nose was pink, which was obviously caused by a cold.

Luo Chengcheng remembered that when they met five years ago, Gu Yan once said to him: "I remember everything about you."

Ever since he knew that Gu Yan had lied to him, he put every word Gu Yan said as a lie, but maybe this sentence, Gu Yan did not lie...

When seeing Fang Jue, Luo Chengcheng was secretly relieved.

"Chengcheng, you came to see him because you were afraid of what I might do to him, right?"

Luo Chengcheng was taken aback for a moment, he was guessed by Gu Yan so quickly, but he was indeed frightened by what Gu Yan said yesterday.

Gu Yan looked into the room expressionlessly: "Don't worry, I won't do anything irrational, but he should also pay the price."

"But he is your father."

"He is also the one who will hurt you." Gu Yan's tone suddenly became tough and irrefutable.

Before going downstairs, Luo Chengcheng took one last look at Fang Jue who was in a daze facing the window in the luxurious single ward. He was guarded by four tall and thick men. There was a chain on his feet, and his cloudy eyes revealed his concern for the outside world. eager.

Luo Chengcheng didn't say anything. Gu Yan must have had a lot of struggles in his heart when he treated his biological father like this. What his father did was completely the grievances of the previous generation. The same, they are all victims of the grievances of their parents.

"Chengcheng, you are always so soft-hearted towards everyone, and you are also so soft-hearted towards me. Otherwise, how could you be willing to approach a person like me at that time? You must have felt that I was very pitiful and wanted to help me, but I put you Your kindness is deception." After Gu Yan finished speaking, a trace of dejection flashed in his eyes.

"Gu Yan," Luo Chengcheng stopped on the stairs, "I have never pitied you. My original intention was purer than anything you can think of."

Luo Chengcheng looked at Gu Yan seriously. After these years of entanglement, he has become extremely sensitive. He can't tolerate being misunderstood in the past.

The two went down the stairs one after the other. When they walked out of the building, Gu Yan asked behind Luo Chengcheng: "Chengcheng, when can you give me an answer?"

Luo Chengcheng was silent for a few seconds: "I haven't figured it out yet."